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The Pains of Our Yesterdays Chapter 2: Making Friends

Hey peoples, chapter 2 is here. I'm still working on finishing the story so I'm afraid that for now, I'll release a chapter on each weekend. Once I finish it though, I'll post it more frequently. I hope you can bear with me until that time and I hope you enjoy the story. Disclaimer: Many of the characters aside from BTS are made up and BTS themselves are not BTS in this story. And, of course, I don't know the BTS boys personally so their personalities are probably mostly fictional. Character thoughts are in { }. I'm self-editing, so please forgive me for any mistakes and let me know if you would like to be tagged or untagged. Please enjoy!
Next: Chapter 3Word Count: 2715 Warnings: May contain mild language
Narrator POV Along the way to the car, Jiyoung was able to gather back her strength. She still held onto Hoseok’s and Jin’s arms, but she no longer needed to use them for support. When they noticed the change, both of the guys smiled at her and she smiled back. Those damn butterflies in her stomach made an appearance again. {It’s probably because I had almost no contact with other people. Especially males. Especially good-looking males...} When they finally arrived at the cars, Jiyoung let go of the two males’ arms. Even though they lived together, because there were seven of them, they had taken two separate cars. Jin asked her which one she wanted to go in. Jin and Namjoon were the sober drivers for the group. Jiyoung grasped onto the sleeve of Jin’s jacket. Then she turned and touched Hoseok’s arm. For her last person, she grabbed onto the strap of her backpack that Jimin was still carrying and pulled, accidentally causing him to stumble a little bit. They all laughed and Taehyung piped up saying, “I knew I should’ve grabbed the backpack.” And they all laughed again. It was amazing that only minutes after her terrifying ordeal, Jiyoung was already laughing. It almost felt like it hadn’t even happened to her. She decided that it must be the effect of being able to converse freely with other people. As much as she felt safe around them, she had to be careful to not let her guard down too much. But she could already tell that that was going to be hard. Everyone piled into their respective cars. Jin turned on the car and loud music suddenly started blaring causing Jiyoung to jump. Jin scrambled to turn the radio off. “I’m so sorry,” he said turning around to look at her. “I completely forgot how loud it was when we left.” “That’s okay, it just startled me for a second. You don’t have to turn it off, maybe just down a bit,” she chuckled. Jin smiled and turned back to the front. Hoseok fiddled with the radio. “What would you like to listen to?” Jiyoung shrugged her shoulders a bit embarrassed. “I don’t know.” “Is there a genre you’d like me to play then?” She shrugged again. “I don’t know the genres. Actually, I don’t really know much about music...I just listened to whatever I heard from Hyunjung’s—my sister’s—room.” “You don’t like music?” Jimin asked her. He was surprised at the thought of meeting someone who didn’t like music. “No. I like it...” The guys sensed that Jiyoung was becoming uncomfortable with the questions. There was a lot about herself that Jiyoung was ashamed of. She knew she was lacking in far too many ways. “Okay. Then I’ll just put something on, okay? Tell me if you don’t like it,” Hoseok broke the tension. Jiyoung made a sound of agreement. Jin put the car in drive and headed to the house, Namjoon’s car following behind them. Jiyoung didn’t realize how tired she was until she felt her eyelids becoming heavy. Before she knew it, her head lolled to the side and she was already out. Jimin quickly shook her shoulder to wake her up. Jiyoung jerked awake. “Huh? What?” she asked confused. “Sorry. I can see that you need your rest, but I didn’t want you to wake up when we got to the house and not know how you got there. I thought that might make you nervous.” Jiyoung flashed Jimin a grateful smile. Everything the guys were doing for her only served to make her trust their intentions even more. Jimin smiled back. “How long till we’re there?” “About another 15 minutes,” he answered. Jiyoung nodded in understanding and turned to stare out the window. She saw in the reflection that Jimin was still staring at her with a sweet smile on his face. When she first saw him, she had to admit that he looked like what the girls back in junior high called a ‘playboy’. But with his actions, he just seemed like a sweet guy. Jimin turned to face the front and Jiyoung resumed her survey of the scenery. She watched as the older-style neighborhood slowly changed to upper middle-class then upper class then to a roomier (front and backyards) upper class layout. She could tell by the guys’ clothes that they were rich (they wore things that were worn in the magazines her ‘mother’ liked to read), but she was beginning to understand just how rich they were. Almost at the end of the neighborhood, they turned into a paved driveway. A large gate opened and the cars drove in. Jiyoung marveled at the size of the house in front of her. It wasn’t flashy, but it was very big and two stories. “This...is where you guys live?” “Yep. Home sweet home,” Hoseok said, turning around to face her. He laughed at the look of awe on her face. “Well, there’s eight of us, so it has to be big,” Jin added. “We actually technically have two guest bedrooms but we made them our studies so they’re full of paperwork and such. Sorry.” “No, that’s...that’s fine...I’m just grateful for your offer at all...” Jiyoung kept staring at the house. Jimin put his hand under her chin and helped her close her mouth. “You’ll catch flies like that,” he laughed. Jiyoung flushed in embarrassment. “Sorry. I’ve just never seen such a big house.” “That’s okay. Just wait till you see the inside.” Jin parked the car in front of the house and Namjoon’s car parked just behind them. They all got out of the car and Taehyung immediately rushed over. Grabbing her hands, Taehyung started jumping up and down. “Can I show you? I wanna be the one to show you.” Jiyoung just stared at him, her head following his movements. “How are you so hyper this late? You’re like a kid.” “This is only one side of him,” Jungkook laughed and pulled Taehyung, who started to pout, away. “He’s like this usually, but at the club, he’s a real ladies’ man.” “Liar,” Jiyoung teased. Like a switch had been flipped, Taehyung’s demeanor changed exactly as Jungkook described. Taehyung seemed to glide as he approached Jiyoung. “There’s more to me than meets the eye,” he said as he brought his face close to hers. Jiyoung blushed fiercely. At her reaction, Taehyung burst into a wide, boxy, grin. “But I’m not like that to nice girls.” All of them laughed, including Jiyoung whose face was still flushed. “Yeah, don’t worry,” Namjoon assured her, “we don’t do that to people we actually like. We won’t play you, so don’t worry.” “I wasn’t worried,” Jiyoung replied. “You guys are nice guys. Every person has at least two sides to them. What matters is which side is the real you and which side is the mask. And which side you show to who.” “Wow, Namjoon. Looks like you have some competition.” Yoongi clapped Namjoon on the back. At Jiyoung’s puzzled expression, he elaborated. “Namjoon is well-known for being our in-house philosopher. You sounded just like him. Plus, what you said...it’s very kind of you. A lot of people like to judge us in the few moments they meet us. It’s nice to see you’re not like that.” “Well then, if Yoongi-hyung approves, I guess there’s nothing more to be said,” Hoseok added. “He’s usually the most standoffish about new people.” “Maybe it’s because you saved my life,” Jiyoung said, “but I was able to see a certain side of you. One that showed that you guys truly care. You heard my screams and you chose to run after it instead of ignoring it. You don’t know what kind of trouble you could’ve walked into. Then you confronted him even though he had a knife and could’ve seriously hurt one of you. You covered me instead of gawking at me and you offered me help. Then you offered me a place in your home. All of this for a stranger. I’ve haven’t felt kindness like that...in a very long time...” Tears started prickling at her eyes again. Taehyung pulled her into a hug and Jiyoung hugged him back. {I remember this feeling. This is what family feels like...} “Here. Let’s bring you inside. Then you can decide if you want to stay or not.” {How can I not when it already feels more like home than ‘home’ does?} With Taehyung’s arm still wrapped around her, Jiyoung went in. Taehyung was more than a little worried about how bony Jiyoung felt, like she was almost nothing but skin and bones. “Mouth again,” Jimin teased. Jiyoung quickly shut her mouth and blushed. She wondered if she could make it any more obvious how she had grown up. “You guys just get here?” A female voice called from the second floor. Jiyoung looked up to see a pretty girl, maybe late-teens to early 20s, descending the staircase. The girl looked like she’d just woken up minutes ago. “And you must Jiyoung,” the girl said as she reached the bottom of the stairs. “I’m JiEun.” The girl gave a slight bow with a warm, but tired, smile on her face. Jiyoung bowed back. “I’m sorry. You were just sleeping weren’t you?” “Don’t worry about it, I’m up all times of the night usually. Besides, you look like you need sleep more than me.” Both of the girls chuckled. “I probably look like a mess, don’t I?” The guys watched as the two girls hit it off. After a few minutes of chatting JiEun said, “We should probably get you to bed, huh? Follow me. I’ve got everything set up already.” Jiyoung turned back to the guys who were still standing in the same spot. She politely bowed at them. “Thank you again for saving me. And thank you for giving me a place to sleep.” Then she turned and followed JiEun. “Sleep well,” the guys called out. They laughed at each other and then went to the kitchen to get glasses of water before bed. Up the stairs and down a hallway to the right, lay a stretch of rooms. As they passed by, JiEun pointed out each room. First door on the right was Yoongi’s, first door on the left was Hoseok’s. The second door on the right was one of the guest rooms that had been converted into a study. The second door on the left was a personal gym, JiEun said there was another one down the left hallway and a larger one downstairs. She said that with the number of guys in the house, they needed multiple ones. The third, and last, door on the right, was JiEun’s room and across from it was Jin’s. JiEun also told her that the other hallway was basically a mirror image of this hallway except that it also contained a small library instead of a dead end. She said that there was a larger one downstairs but that many of the guys needed to do a lot of research for their family businesses and the library upstairs was stocked with books specifically related to their research. “Isn’t it noisy having the gyms next to the rooms?” Jiyoung asked still marveling at everything. “All the rooms are sound proof. There’s the gyms, the guys coming and going at all hours of the day and night, and sometimes they have ‘friends’ over.” Jiyoung stared at her with a confused expression. “’Friends’?” she asked imitating the airquotes. “Girls. Y’know?” “Ah. Sure.” JiEun laughed at Jiyoung’s innocence and then ushered her into the bedroom. “Oh my gosh...this is your room? This is half the size of my house. Or what was my house.” JiEun frowned in worry. The other girl didn’t seem to notice the unusual things she kept saying since they met. “Did something happen to your house?” JiEun asked her. “Is that why you were wandering around so late?” Jiyoung paused as she tried to figure out what she should say. “No... I just left it...and I’m not going back. So it’s not my house anymore.” “Oh, okay.” JiEun could tell that Jiyoung didn’t want to talk about whatever the problem was. “Well, you can make yourself at home here. The bed’s yours.” “Where are you going to sleep?” Jiyoung questioned worriedly. “The couch over there. I already set it up like a bed.” “No. No, I can’t kick you out of your bed. Especially when you’re doing so much for me. I’ll take the couch. The bed’s too big anyway. The couch is smaller. I think it’d be easier for me to sleep there.” “I can tell by your face that you’re not gonna have a problem sleeping anywhere. Besides, you’re a guest. I can’t let you sleep on the couch. My conscience wouldn’t allow it.” Jiyoung looked like she wanted to argue but she was hesitant to argue with her hostess. “The only other option would be for us to share the bed. If you’re okay with that.” Jiyoung looked to the bed. It was a king-size so space wouldn’t be a problem. “I’ve never...done that before.” “Well, now you can try it. I think we fit well together. We can be friends, if that’s okay with you. And it’ll be just like a sleepover, just like best friends, right?” “I...I don’t know...how to be friends. I haven’t had a friend in... 10 years? Is that what friends do?” JiEun looked at her is shock. {How can a nice, friendly girl like her not have friends? Did she live in a cave?} “You don’t have friends?...” JiEun watched at Jiyoung shifted uncomfortably. “That’s fine then. I’ll be your friend. And we can be best friends.” JiEun beamed her brightest smile at Jiyoung and Jiyoung mirrored it. “Really? I’d...like that...” JiEun pulled her into a hug. “Then it’s settled. Please speak comfortably to me, unnie. Now, let’s get to bed before you drop, yeah?” “Sounds good.” Jiyoung was giddy with the thought of having a friend. The guys were friendly, but they didn’t say anything about being friends. Of course, she heard that with guys it was different, but she didn’t really know. After JiEun asked if Jiyoung had anything to sleep in and the other girl responded in the negative, JiEun gave her some pajamas. The girls were about the same size so it fit her well. Then JiEun showed Jiyoung everything in the bathroom so that she could get washed up for bed and gave her some band-aids for the broken blisters she had on her heels from walking in her shoes all night. While that was going on, JiEun rearranged the bed so that both of them could sleep on it. Jiyoung was quick to finish and the two girls went to the bed. The bed was four poster style with the head against the wall but with both sides open to the room. It was almost in the corner of the room with one side only a couple feet from the wall and the other side had easy access to the rest of the room. Jiyoung asked to sleep on the side closest to the wall and JiEun said that was fine. Just as JiEun was about to turn the last light off, Jiyoung asked, “Is there a small light we can leave on? But if lights bother you, don’t worry about it.” “No, it’s fine.” JiEun turned on a small reading lamp across the room. “Is that okay?” Jiyoung nodded. “Are you scared of the dark?” JiEun asked as she walked back to the bed. “No...I’m scared of what comes with the dark.” JiEun had no idea what that could possibly mean. But she didn’t want to pry. Even with the declaration of them being friends, they had only met not even an hour ago. “Thank you for letting me sleep here.” Jiyoung said softly as she started to drift towards sleep. “Of course, it’s no problem at all.” But JiEun doubted that the other girl had even heard her. Judging by her breathing, she was already asleep. JiEun laughed to herself and snuggled further into the covers. She let sleep overtake her for the second time that night.
Alright, well, I hope you're enjoying the story so far. I apologize again that I have to space the chapters out so much until I finish. Hopefully it won't be too much longer, work has just been really hectic. I'll do my best to finish up as quickly as I can. Thanks again to @Mavis2478 for the story line. Please feel welcome to leave comments, including constructive criticism. Thank you to those reading, liking, clipping, and commenting. It's very encouraging. And please let me know if you would like to be tagged or untagged.
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I rested my hand on his shoulder, before breaking my arm free from his soft grasp. “Sorry for spacing, it's just so beautiful out here, but they are right, let’s help find a good campground.” Jackson nodded his head, before taking my hand from his shoulder and interlocking his fingers with mine. “Alright, but I’m holding this hand to make sure you don’t wander off like that again.” I giggled at his comment before we rejoin the group. Soon enough, around Dusk, we found out campgrounds, and set up our tents, and started a fire. I was setting up my tent best when Jackson barged inside with his sleeping bag. “Mind if I crash in your tent tonight?” I just sighed and shook my head, before snatching his sleeping bag away and setting it up. “You know I won’t say no to you. You’re like my guard puppy.” I smirked, before turning towards him and petting his head. He playfully pretended to the nipple at me, but I swore his eyes turn from their beautiful chocolate drops to a golden amber for a moment. “You know how I feel about you calling me a puppy.” I just stuck my tongue at him, before rejoining the group once again. We all had fun, roasting marshmallows, eating food we prep in a cooler, and drinking. We even started to telling ghost stories. When it was Jackson's turn, we were all pretty much wasted. So we would most likely believe anything at that moment. He told us a tail about how during a harvest moon, a wolf would roam the forest, in search of his pack, only after finding his mate. So that he would be able to return to them as a true Alpha. If he doesn’t, the pack would slater all those that he came within the forest. It sounded more like a fairy tale than a ghost story to me. Everyone started to talk about something else, as I got distracted once again by the beauty of nature. My site landed the massive orange full moon that dominated over the night sky, hiding behind the trees. I felt someone touch my hand and saw that it was one of the guys that I didn’t know because he was a friend of a friend. “The moon is very beautiful, but I think it’s nothing compared to you.” Chills ran down my spine when he gave me a creepy smile. Didn’t help that he smelt like booze either. I was about to pull away when someone yanked my free hand and pulled me up onto my feet. They then spun me around so smoothly that I landed softly into their chest. “Sorry man, but this sunshine is actually with me.” I realized the person that saves me from the creep was Jackson, making me smile to myself. I closed my eyes and relaxed while taking in his scent. He always smelt like cinnamon, apples, and amber wood. It was always so damn calming for me. I swear I was developing a crush on him, but I didn’t want to lose him, so I would never confess. I was snapped out of my trance though when I felt Jackson’s chest rumble a bit. “It’s all cool man, didn’t know you two were a thing. I heard you call her ‘Jeijei’, and since that’s mandarin for older sister, I thought you were family.” I turned to look at the creep, backing away with his hands held up in defense, yet his beer still in hand. “I call her that, because we’re childhood friends, didn’t think that would be a crime.” His body shook a bit as he chuckled. I looked up in time to see his eyes flash amber again. Jackson looked down at me, and smiled so warmly, before petting my head. “How about we go for a walk to sober up, y/n.” I was a bit stun to hear him say my name so informal for once, that all I could be nod my head. He removed his arm from around me and interlocked our fingers again. He led the way, as we walked into the dark forest. To my surprised, it wasn’t as dark as I expected, but that was thanks to the full moon. “I honestly thought I was going to have to punch that asshole.” I looked from the moon, to see Jackson being serious. He seems different and very angry, which was rare. He was always so happy around me, came to me when sad for comfort, but hide when anger. “He knew I was always by your side, yet he dares try to hit on you. So glad I’m staying in your tent. He creeps me out.” Jackson sighed heavily and ran his fingers through his hair after taking his cap off. “I’m glad too, for the same reason.” He instantly looked my way when I spoke up. He seems surprised I agreed so heavily with him. “My instincts told me something was wrong when he touches my hand.” I held up our laced fingers and smiled sweetly towards him. “This is the only hand that allows to touch me because you’re the only one I feel safe to be around right now.” Jackson’s eyes flashed away as his smile lite up his face. “Hey Jackson, can I asked you something?” His smile faded as his eyebrow raised, showing a confused expression. “Yeah, you can ask me anything always.” I pointed towards his eyes but then shook my head and looked away. “Never mind, I think the alcohol is playing with my vision.” I pulled my hand free and walked a little farther until I made it to a riverbank. “No, it’s not. There is something I actually need to tell you, Jeijei.” I turned around to see him hanging his head and his hand balled into a fist. “That story I told you is actually true.” He looked up and his eyes were glowing amber and staying like that. “Werewolves are real, and I am an Alpha’s son. I’m not allowed to return to my pack until I find my mate. The full moon actually does affect us because it makes the wolf side stronger. Resulting in being harder to hide that side.” He pushed his hair back, as he slowly took a step closer. I was lost in those amazing amber eyes to even take a step away from him. I was drunk enough to believe he was telling the truth. “I would rather be sober for me to say this, but this is the last chance I will have to rejoin my pack. Since I’m 26 now, and my father would have to pick a new hire if I fail again.” Jackson reached out to brush a loose strain of my hair behind my ear. “At first, I just wanted to be free, and grow my career, but I can’t deny it anymore. I found my soul mate a long time ago, just hid it from the world.” I closed my eyes and rested my cheek into his hand. “Are you even listening to my confession?” He chuckled, making me look up at him to see that wonderful smile. “Yes, you’re telling me you’re a werewolf, and I’m your soulmate. This has to be that dream I’ve been having on repeat though. Cause it’s the only time you confess to me, and know I love you like a woman loves a man.” I whimpered in pain when Jackson moved his hand to pinch my cheek. When I stop wincing, he lean in forward and smirked. “You love me? Why didn’t you say so sooner? I would of show you this side sooner and made you mine permanently.” I went into shock as sober from realizing this was real. His smirk show his teeth had become sharper too. “Give me permission to make you mine, you already know how loyal I am. Plus, my mother raised me to treat my mate as the queen that she is.” I finally took a step back as I looked around us. Jackson started to strip in front me, shocking me back into frozen mode. “I’ll even prove it, since I’m already unconditionally loyal to you.” His body heat radiated off his skin in smoke before hair rapidly grew out and bones cracked. Soon enough a giant wolf on two free stood before me. I stumble backwards, and nearly fell into the river, until a paw caught me, and rested on my back. His eyes were back to chocolate drops, and his breath was so warm against my skin. He started to sniff at me, making me giggle at how much it tickled. Jackson’s jet-black wolf form pulled in close to his soft fur covered body, after licking my cheek. He felt so warm and soft that I couldn’t help being relax into his embrace. Which I did until I felt something hard and warm pressing against my stomach. I squeaked and jump out of his arms when I noticed it was his hard member. My hands cover my mouth as I stared at him in awe. It was huge which made me wonder how he worked it. Jackson seem to have become shy and try to turn around, but I grabbed his arm lightly and stopped him. “So are you hard like that, because of me?” I pointed down towards his shaft, as he licked my cheek and nuzzled my cheek, making it his way of saying yes. I reached out to glaze my fingers over the tip, earning a soft growl from him. That one single noise along as me feeling weak in the knees. Jackson turned human, and was not standing in front me, naked, whilst holding me close to him. “Don’t touch unless you want to be mine, missy.” I just gawked at the naked and well-built young man before me, that I call my best friend. My shock finally faded as I realized something. All of this was LEGIT. Jackson was standing naked in front of me, after becoming a wolf man. Not only that he was confessing to me. So if the story he told was true… I looked down at me feet as I process all of this finally. A howl from near by caught both our attention. I wonder if that was from his pack he mention, and when I glanced at him, I could see his sad facial expression. I turned to face him and tilt my head to the side. “Words Jackson. I can read your emotions yes, but not your mind.” I crossed my arms, as he looked up at me with sadden eyes. “Wolves call their soulmates just simply mate, and my pack just heard me say that I found you.” Jackson rubbed the back of his head and looked away as he explain the situation. “They just reported it to the Alpha, and my father is going to make me force you into being mine in front of the pack. That’s something I’m not comfort doing since you’re someone dear to me.” He looked back at me, as I just blinked at him. “Force me? How?” Jackson moved to at least put his boxers back on, before coming to stand closer. “Unless you agree to be my girlfriend right now and allow me to leave my wolf mark on you. Which is more painless” Jackson looked around before speaking, again. “Alpha, aka Dad, will come here with the rest of the pack, and use his Alpha word to make me force my self on you. Since I haven’t taken power, that will work on me, and I don’t want to force you into having sex with me to distract you from my mark.” My jaw dropped from what he just said. I wasn’t a virgin, since well I accidently already head my first time with Jackson on a heavily drunk night. Yet, they would go to that extreme. “So what really happens if I say yes?” A spark seem to have appear before he smile as bright as the moon light. “If you say yes, I will how say in how we go about the marking.” He brushed my hair off my shoulder, exposing the nape of my neck that he was eyeing. “I will slowly leave my mark on you until my fangs each the bonding pressure point, right about here.” His fingers traced up the nape of my neck, before resting behind my head. Our eyes were lock and I swear I could see the passion and love he had in them. “Then when you were ready at a later date, we can complete the bond at our own pace and alone.” My body moved on its own, as my arms wrapped around his neck. “Jackson? When did you really know I was your ‘mate'. ” I did quotation finger gesture behind his head when a spoke. I hick though, when his warm and soft hands rested on my hips. “Since the day I met you at that house party. Its why I was secretly fighting off guys, and resulted in our hot and heavy first night.” Jackson winked at me before pressing our foreheads together. “I’m really glad you’re not freaking out over this.” He had closed his eyes as a soft smile remain on his relaxed expression. “It makes more sense this way.” Jackson’s eyes shot open and raised an eyebrow. I just giggled at his reaction and ran my fingers through is hair. “You love it when I play with your hair. You eyes always seem to change color and now I know its not me losing it or being exhausted. Plus you’re always over heating body wise.” It was Jackson’s turn to laugh before he peck my nose. “Okay all of that did give it away it seems but playing with someone’s hair shouldn’t count. You love it when I return the favor too.” I couldn’t deny that because I really did love when he play with my hair. Heck he even volunteer to brush and braid it once. I place my hands on his face and pulled him into a soft kiss. He growl, shaking his entire being, when I kissed him. His grip on my hips tighten and pushed me away. Jackson shook his head before leaving it to hang. Howling from a far was closing in, making him sigh heavily. “Jackson, I don’t want to lose you, that’s why I didn’t tell you, my feelings for you are mutual.” I grabbed his forearms and moved in closer, as his eyes got bigger. “Please, mark me. I can’t see my world without you. I don’t want to lose you ever.” It felt like I release Jackson’s collar, before his eyes instantly became right amber, and he smoothly knocked me down onto the ground. Making sure my head didn’t hit the ground at all as he tower me. “I will give you only one last chance to back out…” I cut him off by crushing my lips on his own. He growl again, making his body tremble, but this time he didn’t hold back. Jackson finally return the kiss, slipping his tongue into my mouth to deepen the kiss and start a tongue war. My fingers interlaced themselves in Jackson’s hair, as his hands explored all my curves and edges. I gasped through when one hand found its way under my bra, and the other in my panties. A whimper escape my lips when his fingers started to play with my sensitive nubs. He broke the kiss to have his lips travel towards my neck, leaving me in a mental cloud of ecstasy. I ended up holding my breath for a moment when I felt something sharp gliding along my skin on my shoulder. I just took a deep breath to relax once I felt his tongue glide around my shoulder. When I was able to look down at us, I had no idea he already practically stripped me from my clothes. The fog of pleasure was still in charge, but it was a bit sober to see I was in only my underwear. My shorts around my ankles and my shirt over my breast. I used my other hand to press my fingers into his back, earning a growl-like groan from him. Feel the animalic vibrates from him against my body just made me want him even more. I moved my hips against him and was greeted by his rock-hard member, that broke free from his boxers. My anxiety triggered from the thought of us making love out in the open, and I swear he felt it too. Cause he stop kissing my body, pulled back, and petted my head softly. “Shhh, this is why I have you still somewhat cloth. To give you some kind of comfort.” I started to calm down, as he glided two fingers along my womanhood. “I was gentle last time, right? I’ll be gentle this time too.” I couldn’t help but smile, before he kissed me again to distract me from him and I becoming one once again, but more sober. I closed my eyes and enjoy the sensation of him deep inside of me. It felt so damn right that I didn’t care if it was wrong. Something sharp glided along my shoulder once again, but for some reason, I didn’t feel panic from the idea of pain. Jackson really was doing his best to be gentle with me. I just play with his hair, as he started to move his hip, sending small waves of pleasure through my body, before he pierced my skin with his teeth. His hand moved fast and covered my mouth, as the wave of burning pain instantly replaced the pleasure. I scream into his hand in agony, confused as to why my entire body was on fire. Once his tongue rolled over where he sank his teeth, turning the pain into pleasure in a matter of seconds. My body was on fire for a whole different reason now. We looked into each other’s eyes before Jackson pecked my lips and started to move in and out a bit harder. It was as if he could read what my body wanted. He even found my soft spot, and kept working it, until my back was arch, and my screams were moans of pure pleasure. Jackson never stop kissing me all over, even after we hit both our climaxes. He held me close in his arms as he kissed me all over my face. “I’m sorry.” He whisper softly before pulling out and covering me in more kisses. Once he was done, he pulled back to look at my shoulder. “I didn’t mean to hurt you, I just wanted to please you, and make you mine completely.” I looked over at my shoulder and saw my faint marks that looked like teeth. “It’s how an Alpha’s mark their mate. It’s like a wolf marriage.” I blinked at him a for a bit before I realized he said marriage. “Wait… So we’re married now?” Jackson nodded and kissed my head, before helping me fix my bra and shirt. “In a way, yes. To my pack, we are married, but to the world, we’re just boyfriend and girlfriend.” He smiled softly making me melt underneath him. When I looked into his eyes this time, the amber was gone and was replaced with a rich red. “My sweet Alpha.” I brushed my fingers along his cheek and peck his nose. “I am proud to be your wolfy wife.” We both chuckle at my comment before we got fully dressed. I froze when I noticed we were surrounded by massive wolves. They all howl to the full moon, then seem to bow towards us. “Y/N noona, meet my pack.” He wrapped his arms around me from behind, to give me a back hug. “Everyone I will bring her by after we are done camping without friends. For now, thank you for the welcome.” They all nodded before heading back towards the deep woods. I looked up at him and peck his cheek. “Can we go back to the others now?” Jackson nodded his head before we took each other’s hands and went back to the campground to get some sleep. 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Suga Wednesday~
안녕하세요! It's been a while~ I've been lagging behind on my card submissions and I apologize for that!! SO!! For today's card I'm gonna combine last week and this weeks theme. And today is: Suga Wednesday!! The first part of this card that I'm gonna share with you are funny moments created by Min Yoongi~ This theme was given to us last week but I will be presenting it to you today!! Here are a compliation of funny moments created by Yoongi~ https://youtu.be/lfatrffyt5g https://youtu.be/zd6EyukpKTM NEXT!! I'll be continuing this week's theme by sharing with you our favorite photos of each members. The following are my favorite photos of Yoongi and I hope you like them too~ That is all for today!! Until next card~ ❤️BANGTAN ARMY TEAM❤️ @DefSoul1994 @Yugykookie97 @Mochiroon @MelissaGarza @sevendeadly ❤️ARMY TAGLIST❤️ @amandamuska  @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @CleafeMaeObina @coolwolf13 @dalenalw @echoxsoul  @gabstar143  @Gracebug @HannahC19 @herreraletecia  @HomegirlG  @ifitnessvn @Ilovephases @izzybell1202 @jennyfer1111r1 @JJiBin @jiminiebae @jkenshayla @jungkookieeeee @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929  @kaylenne956 @krissynormam @kpopfan88 @Kyla05 @MelissaGarza @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rebeccariley52 @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @soobak @Starbell808 @szewwy @Taekookimonster  @Tiffiedannie @wolfyplayzyv @YourHentaiWaifu @yukigintokie    Let me know if you want to be apart of the ARMY taglist
RM-onday!
안녕하세요! 모찌룬 입니다! Hey! Mochiroon here!! It's been so long since I last posted anything here!!! I'm a bit disappointed in myself, but that's okay because I'm here now~ So, the BTS community has decided to dedicate each BTS members for each day of the week. And today's highlighted member is: Namjoon So, what I'm planning on doing is a series of stories for each member. The stories will not relate to each other but they will be placed in an AU with high school as a theme. Cliche, I know but it's common and easy write. I have a different set of stories that's gonna be on Wattpad. Anyway!! Let's get this story started~ === === Next chapter... https://vin.gl/p/2870438?wsrc=link === DON'T ROAST ME!! This is literally my first time actually posting these texting stories, so they'll be pretty lame. But I do like the fact that these messages have timestamps next to them. It has that slight realistic feel to them haha Any numbers used in these stories are all fake and were made randomly. So, please do not attmept to call the number. Anyway, I hope you like them and I will see you next time~ ❤BANGTAN ARMY TEAM❤: @Yugykookie97 @Mochiroon @QueenPandaBunny @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 ❤ARMY TAGLIST❤: @amandamuska  @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @CleafeMaeObina @coolwolf13 @dalenalw @echoxsoul  @gabstar143  @Gracebug @HannahC19 @herreraletecia  @HomegirlG  @ifitnessvn @Ilovephases @izzybell1202 @jennyfer1111r1 @JJiBin @jiminiebae @jkenshayla @jungkookieeeee @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929  @kaylenne956 @krissynormam @kpopfan88 @Kyla05 @MelissaGarza @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rebeccariley52 @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @soobak @Starbell808 @szewwy @Taekookimonster  @Tiffiedannie @wolfyplayzyv @yukigintokie    *let me know if you want to be apart of the ARMY taglist*
❤ Vingle cmty Love ❤
Communities that between 5000, 10,000 members There are several communities in here that are very active! The presidents of these communities and their Editors have done an amazing job in bringing content and love to these groups! To show some Appreciation and love for these communities and their amazing work and activity! In the Month of activity and new people there has been so much buzz and growth in these communities!! Thank you Presidents for Growing and lovingly looking over your communities! ♡♡ ■•■•■•■▪•▪•▪• •▪•▪•▪•■•■•■•■ ■•■•■▪•▪•▪• •▪•▪•▪•■•■•■ Over The Last Month The amount of members is amazing for these cmtys!! Jimin:         Cmty Had 5104 With @BTSMicDrop as president, It has grown to    5818 members! Whoohoo Congrats with  714 new members! ▪▪▪●▪▪▪●▪▪▪●▪▪▪●▪▪▪ BAP:        Cmty Had 5162  With @MaeLyn as president, It has grown to     5193 members now! Congrats Girlie!! 31 new members! ○.○ ○.○ ○.○ ○.○ ○.○ Jungkook:    Cmty Had 5178 With @Yugykookie. as president, It has grown to 5986 members! Amazing news with growing the cmty! 808 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Taehyung:      Cmty Had 5241 With @ VeronicaArtino    as president, It has grown to  6052 members now! Whoohoo! Congrats with 811 new membes! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• TVXQ:         Cmty Had 5524 With @TaylorHill5    as president, It has grown to 5736 members now! Congrats! That is 212 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Winner:      Cmty Had 6049 With @WinkonVIP    as president, It has grown to 6382 members now. That is great! WIth 333 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Suga  :         Cmty Had 6660 With @VeronicaArtino as president, It has grown to     7605, Dam Girl! Congrats withgrowing the cmty! 945 new members!! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• FanFiction  :   Cmty Had 6937 With @LiyaBoon as president, It has grown to 7272 members now! Lots of readers out there! Congrats on growing the cmty! Thats 335 new members •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Got7 :        Cmty Had 7605 With @Luna1171 as president, It has grown to     7964  members now! Congrats girl! 359 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• ☆ •●• •●• •●• •●• Infinite  :      Cmty Had 8040 With @Just2BLoved as president, It has grown to 8146 members now! That is amazing gilr! 106 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• ◇ •●• •●• •●• •●• There will still be 1 more Appreciation/tracking card for the Top Communities which are in the Thousands! They are communities that have been around and seen so many people come and go! These groups happen to be run by people who have been on Vingle for a long time! I want to thank them for being here on Vingle, sharing a common interest of Kpop •●• •●• ♡ •●• •●• ♡ •●• •●• ♡ •●• •●• fam tag! new updated list!  @SugaKookieV @StefaniTre  @SimplyAwkward @Starbell808 @SerenaArthurs @Sugasadamsapple @BabydollBre  @WinKonVIP    @Taekookimonster  @ESwee @Just2BLoved  @QueenPandaBunny   @Yugykookie97 @kpopandkimchi  @VKookie47 @MelissaGarza  @VeronicaArtino  @tinafalcon22 @tigerlily84 @Taekookimonster   @JaxomB  @divanicola05  @ynsamgwlk @rchacon19 @cns1391  @PolarStarr  @rocklvr @BTSARMYBOI @QueenyCrossGene Suga's Statgazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella Suga's starchildren @MelissaGarza @Starbell808 Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @Jiminsnooder Taehyung's Purplees... @MelissaGarzaMatoki Council: @MaeLyn @Halsyeon @awkwardjazzy @QueenyCrossGene @SweetDuella Baby Taglist: @kpopandkimchi @MelissaGarza @ynsamgwlk @SimplyAwkward @SweetDuella   @JaxomB @MaeLyn @mitchix5 @InfinitySky @AlexisJ15 @awkwardjazzy @StefaniTre @JiyongLeo @axosrain  @Starbell808 @simpsonsamantha @AkiraMarie13 @QueenyCrossGene @cns1391
How It Used To Be A Chanyeol Oneshot
So, this is for the Complete the Story Event. I'm not sure who all is doing this but I decided to post anyway. If nothing else, it was fun to write. It's super last minute because I just moved and don't have Internet at my place and also, my new work is so crazy busy. I've barely written for the last 2 weeks. I'm hoping that'll change soon. But anyhow, here's the story. I hope you enjoy. Please let me know if you would like to be tagged or untagged or only tagged for certain groups. ****************************** “Chanyeol!!” I screamed, trying to find him. Where did he run off to? I turned a corner. “Raawr!” I let out a scream. I smacked him. “Don’t do that!!!” I laughed. “You like it.” He smiled and ran off. “Seriously!” I yelled and ran after him. We always were like this. Even as we grew up, we never really did when we were around each other. All of a sudden, Chanyeol turned around. Chanyeol gave me a smirk and grabbed me by the waist. “I hope you’re ready for a tickle fight!!!!” he said. “Bring it on!!!” And the ‘fighting’ commenced. It both ended with us breathlessly laughing, sprawled out on the living room floor. It had been this way for two months since Chanyeol moved in with me. He’d been rooming with another of our friends from high school, but that friend had to move to attend a new college. Chanyeol had been stuck with his apartment on his own and the landlord took it upon himself to raise the rent the next month. It was too much for one person to handle; he had to move out. But he never told me these things. I knew it was for me, though. He was probably afraid of ‘inconveniencing’ me because he knew I would offer my extra room. It ended up that way anyway when our friend Xiumin told me about the situation. I called Chanyeol, upset that he hadn’t told me, and he ended up agreeing to move in. He’d been looking for a place since then, though it being college start season, there were no affordable rooms available. And that’s why he’d been at my place for two months. But being friends since childhood, helping each other was second nature. We were best friends, nothing more. Or, at least, that’s how it used to be. Throughout our childhood, our parents used to joke that we’d get married when we grew up. If nothing else, we were certainly going to date once we were old enough. But nothing ever happened like that, our feelings never seemed to be that way. We’d dated other people and loved other people. Through it all, though, we loved each other the way best friends did. Or, at least, that’s how it used to be. He’d been living at my place for about a month when things started to change. For me, anyway. At first, I noticed that he was closer than he had been before. He was more physically touchy with me than he had been before. He smiled at me more and that smile seemed to hide something… more. There was no other way to describe it. Sometimes it seemed sad, other times it was loving. The way he looked at me sometimes, like he was searching for something in me… It gave me a funny feeling, a feeling I was familiar with. And then I realized something while listening to someone else’s story: it wasn’t him, it was me. Chanyeol was the same as he’d always been. He was goofy and funny. He was always a touchy kind of person with hugs and skinship and such with no regard to personal space. He smiled at everyone and his smile was always the same, it was me who was seeing it in a different light. He always looked at me like that, making sure I wasn’t only pretending to be interested in the conversation. That feeling I had… it was the feeling of me falling for my best friend. That was the worst thing that could ever happen to me. It was taboo. Only in movies and dramas did something like that work out. In real life, you’re best friends for a reason; because there’s nothing more between you two. So I did the only thing I could think to do. I started to distance myself. Not so far that it would be obvious that something was wrong, but just enough for my heart to stay calm. Chanyeol noticed something was off immediately because he started asking if I was alright. I would respond with a smile, a laugh, and initiating either another game of tag or a tickle fight. It was apparent that distancing myself was not going to work. So that’s the way I’d kept it for a month. When he came home after work, my day off, and told me that he’d finally found a place, I couldn’t help the disappointment I felt. Of course, it was for the best. Maybe the only reason I thought I’d fallen for him was because we were so close. Maybe when he left, I would finally realize that all of it was simply because I was lonely and he was there for me. That made the most sense. You didn’t grow up with someone and then suddenly fall for them. That was the least logical thing. But it’s not like it was possible to control my stupid heart. The sinking feeling in my stomach got stronger and stronger as the time for Chanyeol to leave approached. I knew it was for the best, but it still hurt. It didn’t help that it felt like Chanyeol was trying to make the most of our time left together by holding onto me even more. Of course, that was only unwanted wishful thinking. I decided to just go with it. After all, it would stop soon. So our games continued. Our movie nights with me snuggled up against him continued. Our behavior that, to me, seemed to barely fit within the realm of acceptable friendship boundaries continued. I loved and loathed it. And I couldn’t stop. The way he smiled at me… it was the same as always, but it now sent butterflies fluttering through my stomach. “Are you okay?” he asked me. “Of course. Why wouldn’t I be?” His frown told me I must not have been doing a very good job of convincing him. He pulled me gently against his chest. My heart raced. “What if I didn’t want you to be?” His voice was barely above a whisper. My body tensed up. “What?” Why would he say that? I started to pull away. He held tight. In a louder voice he said, “Why don’t you seem to be?” Of course that’s what he said. He wouldn’t want me to have a problem. I was just too tired. I returned his hug. And that was the last of it. He moved out the next week. I wanted to cry when he hugged me and kissed my forehead. He promised to keep our movie nights, but I wouldn’t hold him to it. He left, and once again my apartment felt empty. No, that’s not true, it felt… wrong. All the laughter over the last two months was gone. It was desolate. It was empty; I was empty. Over the next few weeks, when Chanyeol really did keep his promise to come for movie nights, it was the only time my apartment, and my life, seemed to have life in it again. After everything, him being away didn’t change my feelings. If anything, it made me long for him even more. I was a lost cause, a cliché. In love with my best friend who had never thought of me as anything else. About a month after he moved out, we were having our usual movie night. Being so close to him was like coming across an oasis in the middle of the desert; I drank it all u even though I shouldn’t have. We were watching a movie when he suddenly spoke up in the middle of it. “There’s a girl in one of my classes.” I knew how this was going. “She’s nice and she keeps sitting next to me and talking to me. She said we should go out sometime.” It wasn’t uncommon for girls to flirt with him and ask him out. I had always supported him in being happy. I would have to do that now. “Do you like her?” I asked, trying to sound upbeat. “I don’t know her,” he replied simply. “Well, if you want to give her a chance, you should.” It hurt to say that. “Should I?” “Is there a reason why you shouldn’t?” “Is there?” I sat upright and turned to him. “Are you just going to ask my questions back at me?” “Never mind,” he sighed, looking back to the TV. I rolled my eyes and stood up. “Fine.” I walked past him to walk around the couch. Before I knew it, I was pulled back, stumbling and falling onto Chanyeol’s lap. I gasped out in surprise and automatically wrapped my arms around his neck to catch my balance. His eyes bore into mine. “Ch-Chan?” I started to try to get up but he held me firm, still without words. “Ch—“ His hand gently cupped my face and my heart pounded so loudly that I was sure he could hear it. He leaned in and my mind when blank. I couldn’t believe this was really happening. Without my permission, my eyes closed and I waited for his lips to finally touch mine. It seemed to take forever. I opened my eyes and found him in the same place, just staring. Tears sprung up in my eyes and I wrenched away from him. “Y/N, I’m so sorry.” He jumped up, grabbed his coat, and stumbled out the door with his shoes only partly on. I fell to the floor and started crying. He must’ve suspected my feelings and was testing me. And now he knew how I felt. There was no way we could go back to the way we were before. I called the only other person who knew about my feelings for Chanyeol, Kyungsoo. “I screwed up,” I sobbed into the phone. “Calm down, Y/N.” I heard him shuffling the phone and a door closing. “What happened?” “Chan knows.” “Knows what?” “How I feel.” “Then why are you crying?” What? “Wh—“ “Just tell me what happened.” So I did. “Then he said sorry and ran out.” Kyungsoo mumbled something, then “Y/N—“ “Soo,” I heard from his side of the line. It sounded like Xiumin. It must’ve been another project night for their mutual class. “Chan’s on the phone. I don’t—“ He cut off and I guess that Kyungsoo must’ve gestured to him. “I should go.” I said quickly. “No,” he immediately shot back. “I’ll be there in ten. Wait for me.” I agreed and we both hung up. Less than ten minutes later, there was a knock on my door. I quickly wiped at my swollen, red eyes which still had tears trickling down and opened the door. “Soo—“ But it wasn’t Kyungsoo, it was Chanyeol. “Ch-Ch-Chanyeol.” He winced when I said his name and I felt the tears build up again. “Why—“ “Why are you crying?” his voice was so quiet and gentle. It tugged at my heartstrings even though he’d just run out on me. “I wonder why,” I shot back with venom I hadn’t intended to give him the satisfaction of hearing. “Y/N.” I stepped back when his hand came up to touch my face. I’d never seen him look so morose. “I’m sorry. I knew I shouldn’t have done that. I knew I was going to ruin our friendship. I’m so sorry. I just…” His expression was unreadable. “I couldn’t help it anymore. I thought… I thought you finally might’ve felt the same.” I couldn’t say anything as my brain tried to process what I was hearing. “I thought… But I ruined everything.” “What… What are you talking about?” “I shouldn’t have tried to kiss you. I’m s—“ “You didn’t try to kiss me, you made me think you were going to and then you made me look like an idiot,” I shot back angrily. The other question I really wanted to ask was lost in my anger. “I—“ “No, actually, it’s my fault. Life isn’t some stupid romance drama.” I rambled on. “Or maybe it is and I’m just the second lead, the second girl. I mean, what idiot falls for her best friend? And you already knew and were just testing me, right? And I failed the damn test. A lifetime of friendship all gone because I was stupid.” He grabbed my shoulders tightly and I stared at him in shock. I tried to pull away, but he was far stronger than me. “Y/N… Did you… did you say that… you fell for me?” “Like you didn’t already know. I know that’s why you were testing me.” “Test—I wasn’t—“ “Liar.” He let go of my shoulders and grabbed my face. “Ch—“ He pressed his forehead against mine. His eyes held mine steadily and I felt his warm breath against my lips. I felt like I was melting into him as I lost myself in his beautiful eyes. My desperate attempts to flee stopped in that second. “I want to kiss you,” he said quietly. “Liar,” I replied breathily. “But I want your permission first. I need to know that you feel the same. Because once I kiss you, I can’t ever go back. I can’t ever forget.” My anger was gone as his words finally sank in. I now understood. He was in love with me. I don’t know for how long, but he was. The heaviness lifted from my heart. I closed my eyes and kissed him. He was still frozen for a fraction of a second before he returned the kiss. It was beautiful. It was desperate. It was perfect. One hand slid around to the back of my head, holding me in place, while the other dropped to my lower back, pulling me against him. His tongue danced with mine and I relished in the taste of him. My hands held onto his shirt like it was a lifeboat in the middle of the ocean, the ship sinking behind me. And in a way it was. Our friendship would never be the same. It sank into the ocean and something more beautiful came of it. It was perfect. Three years later “Chanyeol!!” I screamed, trying to find him. Where did he run off to this time? I turned a corner. “Raawr!” I let out a scream. I smacked him. ChanHee giggled delightedly in Chanyeol’s arms. “Don’t do that!!!” I laughed. “You like it.” He smiled and ran off, our little son bouncing in his arms. “Seriously!” I yelled and ran after them. ChanHee squealed as I chased them. All of a sudden, Chanyeol turned around. He gave me a smirk and grabbed me by the waist with his free hand. “I hope you’re ready for a tickle fight!!!!” he said. “Tick! Tick!” ChanHee shouted, lunging into my arms. I caught him. “Bring it on!!!” And the ‘fighting’ commenced. ************************ And there it is. I hope it was alright. Because it was so rushed, I didn't really have a chance to edit it much and I'm also doing this on my phone. So yeah. But I hope you enjoyed it. Don't know why I like writing angsty fluff so much, lol. By the way, I am trying to also work on my next story so please bear with me on that. Happy Virus Mod and Support Squad @SugaKookieV @ESwee @SweetDuella @Tigerlily84 @KaiLuhan4ever @CrookedShadow @QueenPandaBunny My taglist @AdeleLynn @Mavis2478 @mrsax2018 @JaxomB @chisom756 @Izzy987 @NadineEsquivel @LunaFergus @VKookie47 @dreemer13 @JadeOwens @KeraDelatorre @YessicaCardenas Bruh Squad @CrookedShadow @StarlightV @twistedPuppy @ElleHolley @narutobandgeek
BTS WINS 4 AWARDS AT THE VMAs & DYNAMITE PERFORMANCE!!🙌🏻🎉🔥
Hello ARMY!!🤗 Today was the VMAs!! If you didn’t get to watch it BTS perform it is okay! The video was posted on twitter! BTS ALSO WON AWARDS!!!🎉🔥 I am beyond proud of them! 💜 ❤️ 💜 ❤️ Congratulations BTS!!🎉 This is so awesome!!🎉 I’m so proud of BTS!😊💕 💜 ❤️ Dynamite performance!!🔥🙌🏻 https://youtu.be/zJCdkOpU90g Loved the performance!! They did such an amazing job!🙌🏻 *credit to the owner’s of the gif & video* ❤BANGTAN ARMY TEAM❤: @DefSoul1994 @Mochiroon @MelissaGarza @Yugykookie97 ❤ARMY TAGLIST❤: @amandamuska  @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @CleafeMaeObina @coolwolf13 @dalenalw @echoxsoul  @gabstar143  @Gracebug @HannahC19 @herreraletecia  @HomegirlG  @ifitnessvn @Ilovephases @izzybell1202 @jennyfer1111r1 @JJiBin @jiminiebae @jkenshayla @jungkookieeeee @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929  @kaylenne956 @krissynormam @kpopfan88 @Kyla05 @MelissaGarza @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rebeccariley52 @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @soobak @Starbell808 @szewwy @Taekookimonster  @Tiffiedannie @wolfyplayzyv @YourHentaiWaifu @yukigintokie    *let me know if you want to be apart of the ARMY taglist* K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop @blessowmwago @Lesha @jkenshayla @Kpoplover2016 *Let me know if you want to be tagged or untagged from the tag list*