안녕하세요 (hello) and welcome (back),
Namjoon was in third place in the poll.Here is the winner and second place of the poll that I took:
Suga Part 3 (1st place)
Jin Part 4 (2nd Place)
Here are the regular fanfiction parts if you missed any:
Here is the Smut Version :
“Are you okay?” I heard from the door way. I looked at (Y/n) square in the face and blurted out the first thing on my mind. “Are you cheating on me?” her concern facial expression turned to an expression that I rarely see out of her. “What?!” She screamed so load that you could probably hear her two block away. “Are you cheating…” “I heard you the first Damn time! I just couldn’t believe my ears! You got some nerve!” she stormed out of my room and I tried to catch her. “Don’t you dare touch me!” she screamed at me as she shook my hand off of her wrist. “Look, I’m sorry!” I tried to explain myself, but she was about to get out of the front door. “No, this is the second time you accused me of cheating! If you don’t think I’m faithful enough for you find someone else who will stay up almost all night worrying about you after fans ambush you to find out you have been with Kat, the whole time that she was trying to find you!” She slammed the door in my face.
I could hear someone laughing to the left of me. “You really fucked it up this time,” Jin chuckles, but everyone was quiet and trying to mind their own business. “Why are you laughing?!” I screamed. “Because you let something great go and anyone better than you can have her, now.” I felt my blood start to boil. I didn’t think I could hold in so much anger…
I had to be hard on him when it came to (Y/n). I didn’t want him to ruin her or vice versa. They both deserve to be with someone that makes them happy, not someone who makes them miserable. I watched their fight from afar, wondering if (Y/n) and I were together would we be doing the same thing. They do rarely fight, but when they do, they seem to release everything that they had been holding in all at once. Never once was I unhappy with them being together. They were made for each other I just don’t want them to break each other…
“I can’t believe he would say that to you, if anything he would be the one cheating! You even knew he was another women’s house last night, plus he felt the need to hide it from you,” Angel argued as she angrily passed the floor. “I understand why he would hide it from me, but I just don’t understand why he would accuse me of cheating on him…” “Well, it doesn’t matter anymore, he’s out of your life,” Angel replied with a twinge of happiness in her voice. “But what if I don’t want him out of my life?” I asked kind of under my breath. “What?!” Angel screamed in confusion. “But he’s really not good for you if he doesn’t know that you are loyal to him and only him…” “I love him…” I was about to reply when Angel stopped me. “Don’t even say it. Just because you love him you would let yourself be heartbroken every time he accuses you of being a cheater and pretty much goes behind your back ‘spends the night’ with another woman?” I looked down at my hands. “You can’t control who you love…” I finally managed to say to her. Sometimes I just didn’t want to love him. My phone started ringing again, I looked at the screen and it was Namjoon. I let it ring, “If you love him so much, then why won’t you answer his phone calls?”
“I’m afraid that he will call me, and say either of these three things… he doesn’t love me anymore and that he’s moved on, he can’t stand the fighting anymore so he wants to stop seeing each other… and three… that he still loves me and never wants to let me go,” I could feel the tears start to sting my eyes and one run down my cheek.
I tried to focus on my work, but I couldn’t. Every time I try to write some song lyrics I think about her, or when I go to practice all I want to do is see her face; Wondering if she was felling the same way. I had called her every free chance that I could get. By the time it was 10 am I had called her about 25 times. I just kept calling her and Angel. I wanted to see her and apologize like the times before, I want to kiss her and tell her that I will ‘never’ do it again knowing that it won’t be the last time that I would do it. About 56 calls in she answered her phone, “Hello?” “(Y/N)!” “Yes?” “Thank God you finally answered your phone, I just want to say, I love you…” “Namjoon…” She stopped me mind sentence. I waited for her to continue. She sighed on the other end. “Namjoon… I don’t think… I don’t think we should continue to be together…” “What?” I paused. “Just tell me where you’re at, so we can talk about this in person…” “I can’t do that…” I could hear her holding back tears. “Why not?” I inquired. “Because I’m afraid that if I see you in person, I’ll change my mind…”
I could hear her struggling with herself on the other end of the phone. “I really can’t do this anymore…” “(Y/n) please just tell me where you’re at,” I pleaded. “No, I’m sorry. I just can’t…” and with that she hung up the phone. Anger was boiling over in my head, and without thinking I punched the wall. My clenched fist was now about a few inches into the dry wall.
I was sitting in front of (Y/n) as she got off the phone. She was in tears and everyone in the café that we sat in front of were starting to stare. I pull her into a hug. “Please tell me I just did the right thing,” she cried into my chest. My mind was racing on whether I should tell her the truth or not…
Thanks for reading,
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