Who: Reader X Kim Jongdae What: Spy AU
Chapter: The Reveal part two Story: What's better than spies? Gadgets and hot passionate love? You're life is about to be turned upside down.
Y/N's POV "Fuck Jongdae!" Your hot moans were loud and coming through the walls of your hotel room you were sure of it. You were trying not to say his name but the way his body connected with yours, the way he slammed into you hitting that perfect spot had you screaming for him. It was just what he wanted, he loved it, you knew he did. He got off on you saying his name. "Come on Y/N cum for me baby girl." he said through gritted teeth. This was the third round already, you two had been at it non-stop. You supposed if it was an army of two against an army of men with guns it was probably appropriate to spend your last few hours doing what you loved the most. He loved you, you knew it and you loved him too. Your hand shot up to his arm squeezing it and your body tensed up in the most perfect orgasm ever gifted. His last thrust had you coming undone to so quickly your entire body was shaking. He came down on you to kiss you, getting to your lips, neck, ear and nipples. Any place his mouth could get to he was eating you up. "Baby you taste so good." he breathed. His hair was sticking to his face and you looked at him worn out. "We're so fucked right now you know that? We'll probably die." you said. "I don't plan to die today, do you babe?" he said. You shook your head, "Then let's give them hell. I'm not losing you. I've fallen in love with you." "Jongdae." you said sitting up. "The only person I ever given my heart to is you but the things that I've done- who I am may make you want to leave me." He tilted his head in confusion then laughed and brushed your hair behind your ear. "I don't care what you've done. I've killed people too it's something I was proud of for a long time. It's just a job." he said. "When did you start?" you asked. "Hm? I started training at sixteen but my first real mission I was nineteen." "My first kill was at ten." You said with eyes shifted down. "What?" he asked shocked. You nodded, as you remembered it was just an opportunity. Your father was in a bad spot, about to be killed in fact and you knew where his gun was. You snuck into his study and stayed there when you wanted to be alone, when you wanted to disobey him. He hated it when you hid and he couldn't find you but it was the only time you could really be to yourself. It was the only time you weren't breathing the life of an assassin. You still don't know to this day how they got in, why they wanted him dead or how he was even put in the situation to almost lose his life. What you did remember was getting his gun, aiming it and shooting. You only got the guys leg but it was enough of a distraction for your father to take care of him while you recovered from the recoil of the gun. You father called to you as you came back up, you weren't allowed to cry. He had told you before crying was a tool to use against weak souls nothing more. So you stood up choking back tears, he must've known that you couldn't handle the gun, there was nothing smaller for you to use as far is fire weapons went but he did have a knife and he pulled it out for you. "Finish him." he said He held him by his neck, his arms were locked down by your fathers legs so the man couldn't move. He tossed the knife to you and repeated himself. "Daddy." you whined "Just do it." he demanded. So you picked it up, you came towards this man you didn't know and in his eyes, it looked as if he were pleading. There was some secret in his eyes something that he may have been trying to tell you, you didn't know about your father. Perhaps if you had kept him alive you would've found out what it was, perhaps if it was your father you killed instead you wouldn't be in this mess at all. At the same time, it was also possible you never would've met Jongdae either. You took your father's knife and dug it into the heart of your intruder apologizing before hand. His blood spraying on you but you weren't allowed to scream or cry. Fear had no place inside an assassin. He told you to wash up while he cleaned up the body, you sat in the shower washing your hair until the water couldn't turn red any more. He came in to check you and once he was sure there was no blood left he helped you dress and sent you to bed. For months the nightmare haunted you, waking you with screams and chills until eventually, you became numb to it. You remember your father's words as he patted your head, "The first kill is always the hardest. It's better you did it now, it becomes easier later." And there was no other answer for you to give aside from, "Yes father." Soon that 'yes father' became a 'yes sir'. He wasn't much of a father and you were as fucked up as could be. That's probably why it hurt so much now, knowing you had found someone that made you want to stop being this assassin but even he was disappointed you couldn't give him a baby. Even if he didn't want to admit it, your eyes could see it. Your eyes could see the obvious horror when you said you were ten when you first killed. It was just a job for him but for you it was your life because that's how you were trained, you were trained to only kill. "Why at ten?" he asked curiously. You looked away from him, "Forget I said anything." you said. He reached out to touch your face and you jerked away from him. "Y/N." he said almost hurt you rejected his touch. You stood up wrapping a sheet around you, "Now that you know I'm a contract killer you have to understand your wife is a different person when she's on the job. I'm going to do and say things that make me look like a monster. I'm not sure I can deny that anymore." You looked to the window of your hotel room. You had little patience when it came to your job. Jongdae was supposed to be a nice pass time and you fell in love with him because for once in your life you didn't feel like a tool, a weapon or a monster. He made you feel loved and special and precious it was something you'd never felt before. You couldn't deny what you were though. You were bread to be a monster not a mother- not even a wife. You felt his arm slide around your waist and he kissed your shoulder than you neck. "I'm just happy to know you're still my wife. I thought you'd leave me by now. I'm not sure what I could do without you now." he whispered. "Jongdae." you whispered back. "I like the way you say my name baby girl. It sounds beautiful on your lips." "You're an idiot." you smiled softly. He hugged your body tighter bringing you into him more. "Yes I am. When it comes to you, I'm a complete head over heels fool. There's no one else in this world that could make me like this. Jongin asked me at his party how I was able to make you smile at me the way you do just by looking at you. After three years of marriage, Jongin was so surprised that you could love me so much that a simple smile could make you smile so big and bright." You were starting to tear up, small tears inched up to the corner of your eyes as he spoke to you, "And what did you tell him?" you asked. "I told him we love like teenagers." You started to laughed. He reached for you wrists keeping them close to your body, "I was wrong, we don't love like teens. We love like immortals. It doesn't die even if we do, my soul is tied to yours by red string." he said. "The red string of fate, I've never believed in things like that." "What! Soulmates are real, they're for life. Why else would we pull closer together after trying to kill each other?" he chuckled. He placed a kiss on your cheek. You turned around to look him in the eye, "I love you." you said. "I love you too baby girl." he smiled. He kissed you and you two headed into the shower. When you got out, Minseok had just started to knock on the door. Jongdae opened it and you saw Minseok roll his eyes and hand Jongdae a bag. You two were still naked but you covered up in a towel while Jongdae had one wrapped around his waist. Jongdae tossed you your clothes and you both got dressed. It felt good to be in pants again. Jongdae always looked great in his suits. He didn't put his glasses on yet; you liked him with his glasses on he looked so sexy. You sat next to him in the hotel chair and Minseok sat in front of you two. You didn't really think you should be trusting him but Jongdae did. He'd done enough just by getting you two some clothes. Either he had useful information to tell you two or he was about to get you two killed. You reached for Jongdae's hand, he looked at you and gave you a small grin. You weren't exactly sure why you held his hand, perhaps it was the idea that if you two were about to be betrayed and killed you'd die holding him. Minseok's eyes fell to your holding hands and he sighed. "Guess you two really are in love despite all the secrets between you two." he said. "Secrets are different than lies." you said. Minseok looked at you with a tilted head, "We've probably lied a bit to each other over the years because we can't out right say what we're doing but I haven't lied to him about what's important. Secrets can be revealed, lies can't be undone." you said. Minseok smiled, "She's a good one." he looked at Jongdae. Jongdae smiled and kissed your cheek before he said, "I know." "Anyway let's get down to business. Jongdae is right this was a trap. I don't know why an assassin was made to protect him but we were supposed to kill Chanyeol because he could release something." Minseok said. "Probably the files that my company is trying to get into now." you said. "What's in them?"Jongdae asked. "I don't know for sure, Yifan said-" "Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa Yifan works with you?" Jongdae said annoyed. "Yeah he's my partner." you said. "Wait Wu Yifan? That guy's like a number one contract killer and you're his partner?" Minseok asked. You looked from Jongdae to Minseok with a nod. "He had that title before he became my target. Yi brought some competition into my life and his skill was too great to waste so I decided to spare his life. In return, he has to be my partner until he can beat me." you explained. "That makes him dangerous you can't trust him Y/N." Jongdae said. You nodded in agreement. You couldn't trust Yifan and you didn't trust him much when he was telling you about the mission. The fact that Taemin was just giving him information and just helping him out so easily wasn't a story you could buy. Kibum was afraid of you Taemin certainly was not. He wouldn't give it up easily. The only other thing that could make him behave was if your father made him no one challenged the boss not even you. You always knew Yifan was waiting for the perfect moment to win against you so you had never let your skills dull. You were always anticipating his betrayal. "I know I can't trust Yi but he is my partner none the less. At the very least he doesn't know I'm here. I haven't had contact with him since I left the club." you said. "That's probably for the best. Now did he give you an idea of what's on the files?" Minseok asked. You shrugged, "He said that Michael had been stealing from us, that's why when we went to Hawaii I had to kill him. Michael was into a lot of stuff but I suppose stealing and selling secrets was becoming his favorite thing. Our files are locked into his data card, we stole half of it when I killed him. Chanyeol was supposed to unlock those files for us which was why we had to protect him." "Wait why did you only steal half?" Jongdae asked. "Because I blew up the rest of the building. Actually all we wanted was our files back. Yifan said our tech team was destroying Michael's other files." you said. "I wonder if those were the files Jonghyun gave him." Minseok said to Jongdae. Jongdae nodded, seemingly wondering the same thing. "Wait, you know who Jonghyun is?" you asked. "Yeah when we were watching Michael we saw him go back and forth to his business. They were always exchanging disks but we were never able to recover them or even find out what was on them. I'm guessing you know him too." Minseok said. "Jonghyun works for my company. Which means if Michael got his hands on our files it had to be through him. Did he ever give Jonghyun money?" you asked. Minseok shook his head, "They only exchanged disks." So the question now was what was Jonghyun getting in return for selling our secrets and did your father know about it? Jonghyun ran in the same circle as Taemin and Kibum. You'd have to figure out what you were going to do now. All three of these men were traitors some how. You didn't want to call Yifan and you definitely didn't want to give him the opportunity to think that you were on to him. In case he really had something to do with all of this, you didn't want him to interfere. There was still one person you could bug though although, he wouldn't be happy to see you. That made you smile a little until you realized the person you'd have to be when you saw him. All you ever were was sweet to Jongdae, that's all he ever really saw. He said it was just a job but it was your life style, you just found it easy to pretend to be so sweet and innocent to cover up the fact that you were a cold blooded killer. You looked up at Minseok for the moment avoiding Jongdae's eyes. "We need to go see Kibum, I'm sure he knows something more. Besides he's talked to Jonghyun the most. The owner of the club Chanyeol was at last night he's friends with Kibum as well and all three work for my company and it's clear all three of them aren't to be trusted." you said. "Speaking of Chanyeol what did our company want with him?" Jongdae asked Minseok. Minseok shrugged, "I actually don't know that yet, I couldn't get much information from them about him. Junmyeon is tight lipped about it. He just said it's orders from higher up." "What the hell is going on?" Jongdae shook his head. You stood up getting to Jax and picking him up from the bed. "I need to get back to the house. We're going to need fire power to get to Kibum. His place is guarded and he's not going to invite me in so kindly. He doesn't like me much." You smirked. "Can't say I blame him." Minseok said. You smiled at him, "I'm just barely luke warm about you too Minnie but you're Jongdae's partner and if he trusts you that's on him. Just know if you betray him, I get to kill you and it won't be quick." you smiled. Minseok laughed, you could see he was warming up to you. You all left the hotel headed for your destroyed home. At this point you had to be careful moving. They could've still been watching and the police were probably there trying to investigate; you had to be sure everything was clear. Minseok had pulled up a few houses away and you and Jongdae made your way to the house carefully packing your bags full of guns and explosives. You had gone to the shed to go get some other stuff when you heard a noise behind you and pulled out your gun to shoot. You saw Yifan with his gun held up to you, "Y/N? Where the fuck have you been? What happened?" He asked. "What are you doing here Yifan?" you said annoyed. "I was looking for you. I didn't hear from you last night after we left the club." "That was the point. Have you spoken to my father?" You said. Yifan lowered his gun but you kept yours up to him. At this point, it was probably clear that you didn't trust him. You didn't really know what was going on but you couldn't let him know you were going to Kibum's place. He was in charge of getting Chanyeol out of the way you were wondering where he was now. At the company? Was he opening up files? What exactly was on those files? Your father was hell bent on getting them so it had to be something important. "He wants you to come back to the company right away Y/N. He sent me to find you, I came back to see if there was any clue of where you went. Will you put the damn gun down or are you going to shoot me?" he said. You sighed and lowered your gun, "Go back to the boss and tell him you can't find me. You'll keep searching but tell him you think my next target will be Jonghyun." "Wait why Jonghyun?" He said confused. "He pissed me off." You said walking past him with a full bag. You hurried away trying to avoid his eyes but you saw him following you. He kept close eyes on you. You stopped moving for a second, looking around for the trouble to come. You got into your other car this one hadn't been damaged much in the shoot out. You drove around to Minseok's car. Jongdae had made it back first and was waiting for you. You texted Jongdae the address, "I need you to stay with Minseok okay. Yifan may follow me and I want him to back off right now. Head to Kibum's place but don't make a move without me, got it?" "Yeah, just be careful baby girl." he said. "You too. Both of you." you said. You drove off needing to get away quickly. You knew the back way to get to Kibum's place. You drove down the street and just as you thought you watched Yifan's car follow you. You made your way back to Taemin's club. Once you were there you got out of the car and found your target. You wrapped your arm around one man who had a very pretty car. You very smoothly talked to him despite not having a mask on. It was almost too easy to switch your keys out for his. You left to make it look like you were going the back way to preform like last night and hid. You saw Yifan go in a few moments later. He didn't see you hide behind the brush near the building. Once he was out of the way you quickly hurried to find the car that matched the keys you just stole.... You pulled up in the back way to Kibum's place. He had security every where. You called up Jongdae, "Y/N." he answered. "Hi jagi, can you do me a favor and make some noise for me?" you said. Jongdae chuckled, "Small boom or a big one?" he asked. "Big Bada boom." You said with a smile. You heard him chuckle. "Whatever you ask baby girl." You made a kissing sound into the phone and hung up afterwards. You waited for the first bomb to go off and you watched as the security guards started to speak on their walkie's. Only a few left. A second bomb went off and more men left but two men stayed. They must've had orders not to leave, that slightly pissed you off but it was only two. You reloaded the twins, as if you'd really leave them behind and you strapped on your vest. You carried a few more loaded guns with you and began to move closer to the building. You shot a few rounds off alerting them to come closer and find out where it was coming from. You let them open the back gate and one poked his head out looking both ways with his gun up. You whipped around from one of the larger pilars that hid your form and shot him in the head. You ran into the open gate and shot the second guard that was running to help. The back door was locked, of course because that would be too easy. You shot at the glass and let it fall before going into the opening. The living room was bare when you walked in and you looked around. There was a picture of Kibum with Taemin, Jonghyun and two others that you didn't recognize. They all looked like highschool friends huddled up together. You started to move through the house until more guards came down the hall. You had to get to the stairs quick. They shot at you and you moved back into another room. They shot at the door consistently and kept you inside. You ran to the window and looked out of it. Maybe you could climb to the next window. It wasn't possible it was too high and you had nothing to make it up there. They only way was to fight your way out. You set your phone on a timer and used the chair that rolled and pushed it out of the room. It sounded like a bomb ticking, you ran out and shot two men on the stairs once their shooting stopped. You grabbed the chair using it as coverage when another guard came from behind you. You shot two bullets into him and he went down. You got up to run up the stairs and more guards came out from the long hallway on the bottom floor. You ran up the steps and looked down shooting one in his shoulder and trying to get him in the head but instead the other guard came shooting at you. You had to move out of the way. He got you a few times in your vest but you were still moving. You ran up the steps with him following you. This time four guards came, two on either side of you with the one from downstairs running up behind you. You cursed to yourself and shot in both directions and ran to your right. You used the butt of your gun to hit one in the throat. You quickly shot the one on your right in the leg and then wrapped your arm around the neck of the one you just hit. You used his body as coverage backing up while you shot at the three men coming at you now. They obviously cared nothing for their buddy because they pumped his body full of lead just to get to you. You picked up one of the fake candle sticks after dropping his limp body and threw it at one guard. He looked at you as if to say 'really'. You smiled and nodded behind them as if someone were behind them; they turned and you were able to shoot the two in the front a few times in the back before they dropped. You went to shoot the last one in front of you but there was nothing left in your guns. You sighed tossing them to the side. The guard smiled thinking he'd won but you brought out one of the twins and shot him between his eyes. You turned around to go down the hall where Kibum's study would be. You saw the one you shot in the leg started moving and as you walked by him you shot him twice in the head and kept walking. Emotions weren't allowed when you were on the job. You ran down the hall to get to Kibum's office. You heard foot steps going down the other steps and ran to see Kibum and two other guards getting him out. You shot from the top of the steps ignoring the fact that they were shooting at you till one got you in the shoulder just as the door opened up. You fell back and stumbled up hearing three gun shots and then Kibum saying, "Who the hell are you?" You stood up and saw Minseok standing in front of him. You shot Kibum in the leg once you got halfway down the steps. Jongdae came in a few minutes afterwards. You wacked Kibum on the side of the head with your gun knocking him out. You looked up at Jongdae and Minseok. "Hi honey." Jongdae said giving you a twisted kind of look as if to ask why you just did that. You were breathing a little heavy from running and you turned around back to the stairs. "Get him upstairs. I need him tied down." you said. "Kind of kinky don't you think?" Minseok said. "Cut it out Minseok." Jongdae said. They brought Kibum upstairs and tied him down to a chair. You poured some of his good bourbon into a glass and threw it in his face. He came to almost immediately, squeezing his eyes so it wouldn't get into them. "What the hell Y/N. See this is why I don't let you in you always shoot me." Kibum yelled. "Shut up." You said. You came and wiped his eyes so he could look at you and you gripped his hair yanking his head back. "I'm not in the mood. My house has been shot up, I almost killed my husband and on top of that I find out that your little fucking buddy is selling secrets to Michael's company. Everyone agents information, every contract we've ever run was in his fucking hands so you're going to tell me the little deal going down or else." you growled. "Or else what Y/N. You'll kill me?" he said. "No," your voice had become darker than before. "What I'm going to do is start with your fingernails and one by one I'll rip them off and then I'll go for your toenails and then when I'm down with that I'll break your toes, then your fingers, then your fucking knees caps! I'm going to keep breaking bones until you either die or give me what I want. Now this is very simple, answer my questions and I don't have to hurt you. Waste my damn time and I'll have fun torturing you. I'll send your body to Taemin and Jonghyun as a present." you said. He looked at you, his slight confidence now disappeared. He was scared of you before but now his fear was really showing. "Believe it or not I'd really rather not kill you Key. What I'd rather do is find out why there are agents on mine and Jongdae's ass. So can you please give me some answers? Or am I going to have torture you?" "Fine." He said. His eyes rang with fear, he wasn't much of an agent anyway. "What was Jonghyun getting out of the deal he made with Michael?" you asked. Kibum swallowed and looked at all the faces in the room. "Taliah. Jonghyun was selling the company's files to Michael to get to Taliah." "What does he want with her?" Minseok spoke up pissed. "Who is she?" You asked. "Taliah is our boss she goes above Junmyeon. She is the highest in the company no one goes above her." Jongdae said. "Mr.Y/L/N set up months ago for Jonghyun to start selling those files to Michael but our company was actually stealing files from him with a virus we created. It would copy his files and send them to us, you wouldn't know it was there unless you were looking for it. In turn, Michael was giving Jonghyun files he stole from Taliah." "That doesn't make any sense why would the boss sell our actual secrets to another company?" you said. "Their history goes back before you were born Y/N. He needed to know what she was doing, he needed to know how powerful she was and she was powerful alright. Jonghyun, Taemin and I gained revenge for the loss of our friends, Minho and Onew. They were killed by two Taliah agents the one you call your husband and his partner." Key said looking to Jongdae and Minseok. "So then what's with Chanyeol and him locking up our files, why was he doing that?" You asked. Kibum shook his head. "Have you really not figured it out yet?" he said. You narrowed your eyes on him. Kibum sighed, "He has Taliah's files Y/N and Jongdae is a Taliah agent. This was all planned once your father found out you were married and who you were married to. His top killer and daughter married was a problem already but for you to be married to the enemy is even worse. So he made an arrangement with Junmyeon, he clued him in on the fact that his top spy was married to his top contract killer." "He was bait." Jongdae said. "You've got to be fucking kidding me. I knew he'd lost his mind when asked us to protect him. That little shit." you said. Chanyeol didn't help you at all, those attempts were for you two to kill each other in battle. He was bait so you'd blindly kill your husband. "Shit, kill the man in the devil suit. He knew what you were wearing he fucking activated me so I'd kill you." you said seething. You threw one of the glasses at the wall shattering it. Hadn't your father fucked you up enough now he wanted you to paint your hands in your husband's blood. You would've taken being locked up and beaten for seven days over this shit. You bit your finger, your most obvious sign of distress. You had always known you were his weapon and nothing more to him but he couldn't even give you this one thing. He couldn't let you know what was going on? He had to go behind your back and fucking trick you. "Two agents of two different companies can't be married it causes conflict. He laid the cards out for you all you had to do was follow orders and you did but you were so distracted by your wifely duties and blindly in love with your husband that you didn't finish the job when you had the chance. He couldn't trust that your love wouldn't cloud you again so he activated you to make sure you finished the job this time. He's raised you as a killer Y/N that's all you are to him that's all you ever be. You're not meant to be a wife or a mother-" "That's enough." Jongdae said. "You're an assassin, a contract killer and there is too much blood on your hands to be more or less than that." Kibum finished Those words sounded familiar, you turned around to look at him. "Yi?" you said. He nodded, "Who do you think whispered into your father's ear about you being married?" "Fuck." you said. Jongdae looked up at you, "Y/N?" You sighed and took a moment to of your next move. "I need a virus, one strong enough to shut down both companies can you do that for me?" you looked to Kibum. "Both? You're going to take on your father?" He asked. "I'm going to fucking kill him, both of them. I'm sick of the company. I'm sick of being his tool. If you can do this I swear to you, you'll never have to see my face again." "You swear?" "You have my word and you and your friends can get revenge for your buddies. I'll shut both companies down." you said. "Taliah is a heavy hitter Y/N if you go after her, even if you succeed it may cost you your life." Minseok said. "Don't have much of a life already. The world won't miss me and I don't need it to. Untie him we need to go and he needs to get to work." You said walking out of his office. You were going to kill him, never once did you plan on hurting him. You hated him, but respected him as your father and as your boss but you hated him. You could hear Jongdae tell Minseok to stay with him and then his feet followed you out of the house and to the car you stole. You got in with him in the passenger side. You hadn't started the car yet you were just gripping the steering wheel in anger. "Would you have done all those things to him Y/N?" Jongdae asked. You put your finger in your mouth for a second while you nodded. "My boss is my father. He trained me how to kill, how not to feel a damn thing for anyone. When I was twelve, he sat me in a small box for ten hours straight, no light, no food, uncomfortable as hell. Two days later he puts me back in the box with a spider, black widow, told me if I moved too much it would bite me and kill me. The next week he tied me down and drips a single drop of water on my head for hours. He gives me this order 'I'm going to tell you a secret and you're going to stay in this room with this water dropping on your head. No matter how many times he asks you, you are not to tell the secret or you will die.' That wasn't even a threat it was a promise and I knew it. Everytime he said it I knew he'd kill me or he'd watch someone else kill me and I knew he wouldn't feel a fucking thing. And for years to come, he taught me how to survive torture techniques. When I was thirteen, he came to my room with a guy around his late twenties and he tells me he's going to teach me how to pleasure a man." "Christ." Jongdae said disgusted. "Then he had a girl show me a few days later I had to watch what she did to him and then the next few times she coached me through it. I've always listened and obeyed without fail. Assassins are not meant to be happy they are meant to kill, we are not to be sad, we are not to be angry, we are not to love because all emotions are signs of weakness. I've never believed monsters are born Jongdae, they're created, molded into perfect killing machines. But even Frankenstein turned on his master." "Baby girl." Jongdae whispered. He gave you a long deep kiss and wiped the silent tears of your fucked up childhood away. "Actually it was Frankenstein's monster that turned on Frankenstein." he said. You chuckled a little, "I hate you." you shook your head. "I love you, I don't care what you've done or what you think he's made you into. You're Y/N, you're my wife and you've changed me more than you can understand. So let's end this and we can work on getting you a baby." "Shut up." you laughed. He smiled at you. "Let's end this." he said. "Minseok had a point we can die even if we succeed in destroying both companies." "Eh we said till death do us part. Besides-" He pulled a red string out of his pocket and tied it around your pinky finger. "The red string is tied to both of us, it won't ever break. I'm with you forever." He tied another thin piece of string to his pinky finger and curled his finger around yours. You weren't afraid of much in the word but losing Jongdae was your biggest fear. He gave you a heart where you didn't believe you had one and he loved you despite the mentality your father had set in you when it came to your job. He didn't even know the half of it but maybe it would be okay. Maybe he was okay with your past because the future could always be changed...
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