Who: Reader X Kim Jongdae What: Spy AU
Chapter: New Beginning. Story: What's better than spies? Gadgets and hot passionate love? You're life is about to be turned upside down.
Y/N's POV *Three years later* "Ahhhhhhhhhh!" you screamed. "Come on baby you can do it." Jongdae said holding your hand. You were sweating and in pain. Your legs were up and parted and the doctor kept telling you to push. "Come on Y/N one more push, you're almost done." Jongdae said. You were panting, "I can't, you do it for me." you said. He chuckled, and kissed your forehead, "You know I would if I could. You're almost done baby. You've done so well." he said. "Just give me a big push Y/N." your doctor said. You squeezed Jongdae's hand pushing with all your strength left. You heard the innocent cry of a baby fill the room moments later. You swallowed looking up and smiling through tears. "Here's your baby girl." The doctor said. You looked at Jongdae and smiled, you guys decided to hold off on the gender of the baby. You two had a running bet of what it would be. He won. The nurse handed Jongdae your daughter and you smiled trying to see her. "Get ready to push again." The doctor said. "Again? What again? Why again?" you said freaking out. "Didn't you know you were having twins?" he said "Twins?" Both you and Jongdae said. "No no, excuse me we only ordered the one." you said panicking. Jongdae laughed and the nurse took your daughter from him. He took your hand again. He kissed the side of your head, "Let's go baby you can do it." "No I cant, can't you just cut him out?" you whined exhausted. "Him?" Jongdae smiled. "Well if it's a two for one special why not?" He laughed at you and the doctor told you to push again. You were worn down. You weren't sure if you could keep going but after a few more pushes and the cry of your second baby you felt relief. Jongdae was handed the second baby for you to see. "Damn, guess we both win." he said. It was a boy. You smiled at the baby crying in his arms. You looked up at Jongdae, "I love you." you said. He kissed you, "I love you too. You did so good." The nurse took your little boy and you drifted off to sleep.... Three years ago you killed both your parents without control over yourself. Jongdae knew how upset you were by it. He took you on vacation to France and Rome to get your mind off of it. He would only kiss you during those times because he was sure you didn't want sex. He was right, so many things had been going on you didn't want to be touched. You had taken Michael's money and in Kronos you found the file of everything thing your father had planned out for your life, his every account of what he had done to you and his will. You didn't realize he had one but he left everything to you. He left a video message for you: Y/N over the years I've done some very terrible things to you but by now you're old enough to hear the reason behind it. When your mother left me with you I loved you so much-- but you were like me despite looking like her. You were vulnerable and could be taken advantage of, I wanted you to understand the cruelty of the world. Every moment I thought about her, every time I saw her I was thinking about how I'd kill her and then finally I realized how I could do it. I've known for a long time I can't kill her myself. I know just seeing her again will bring back so many feelings. I was foolish enough to love her but I loved you so much. I just couldn't stand seeing her in you. I'm sorry for the things I've done to you. I'm proud of you for finally ending this. You've given me peace. The company is yours, the house is yours, the money, everything. Everything I have is yours. It was the promise I made your mother, it was the promise I should've made you when you were born. I used you, I admit that and I'm sorry for putting you through it. I hope that you've come to dislike me enough to have not felt anything when I died but if you did- I don't know, I'm thankful that I never broke you completely. I was wrong, your mother was wrong. You're my daughter and I do love you. Please enjoy your life from now on. You had silently cried while watching the video. Jongdae could only hug you. You rebuilt the company from scratch but you stuck to more legitimate business. Jongdae owned half of it and he had a few trusted men work as spies. Minseok being among those few men. Kibum called you to make sure you were alright, despite him being scared of you he did just want you to be okay. Chanyeol had disappeared along with Taemin and Jonghyun but you weren't too concerned about them. Six months had passed before you and Jongdae had started sleeping together again. He always joked that he'd get you pregnant, that you two would have a family but Jax was enough of a baby as it was. Jongdae was actually happy it was just you two for a little while longer and then suddenly nine months ago you were hit with the worst case of morning sickness. You actually hadn't gone to the doctors until you were around two months pregnant. When the doctor said you were, you laughed at him like he was telling a joke. As far as you knew, you couldn't get pregnant. You were told it would be very hard and highly unlikely. He was dead serious though, he showed you the results himself. Jongdae had never been so happy in his life but your head was spinning. After six years of marriage, you two would be having a baby. It was exciting and terrifying at the same time. You never imagined having a child, you didn't want one. You didn't think you'd be a good parent not with how fucked up your history was. Jongdae had taken such good care of you though. He pampered you and made sure you were healthy. Jongdae never stopped putting forth effort to make sure you were happy and comfortable. Last year you and Jongdae decided to vacation in China. You visited Hong Kong for a few days where you ran into Luhan again. "Y/N?" He had said in disbelief. You looked at him shocked yourself. You two had walked into your hotel and it seemed as if Luhan was just arriving. He was dressed well in a nice expensive black suit and he had a pricey watch on. He looked really good. He hugged you immediately, he pulled you into him so tightly. He buried his face into your shoulder. "I've missed you so much." he said. "Lu lu people are watching." you said. Jongdae cleared his throat and Luhan looked up pulling away from you. "You have a new attendant?" "He's my husband. Jongdae this is Luhan he was my second attendant before he went MIA." you said. Jongdae pulled you into him and he bowed a little to Luhan. Luhan bowed back. He looked confused though. "Your father didn't stop you?" he asked. "He didn't know but he's dead now." "What?" Luhan asked surprised. He pointed at Jongdae and you shook your head. He looked at you and sighed slightly troubled. "I'm okay now, really. I'm free Lu." you said. He gave you a soft smile, "You did say it would take an extraordinary guy to make you settle down. I'm glad you're happy Y/N. You deserve it. What are you two doing tonight? You should come have dinner with me and my wife." Luhan said. "You're married?" you asked. He nodded, "For about six years now." It was still longer than you and Jongdae. Jongdae had no problem going with you as long as Luhan was on his best behavior. He was in charge of his own company now from what you found out. After he left Korea, he came back to his home and started a business of his own. It was good to see him again.... Jongdae had taken you home the next day after giving birth to your twins. You two hadn't settled on names and you had nothing for them to wear really. Most people got you diapers and blankets and stuffed animals. You actually remodeled the house after it got sprayed with bullets. It seemed bigger now. You stayed at the hospital a little longer that day than Jongdae wanted. You were still trying to get your son to feed. Your daughter got it almost right away but it seemed like nothing would work with your son. The nurse had you trying different positions, she had you press your nipple to his lips so he'd open up. He just didn't latch on. It freaked you out for a moment. You actually tried feeding your son first so the nurse gave you your daughter. She wouldn't latch on at first either but once you got her in a nice position she was fine. You had to lay on your side while she fed. After she was done, you tried with your son again and he finally latched on. You were happy because you thought something was wrong. Now you were back home with a large dog too happy to see you two and two babies with no names. You laid them both in the same crib thinking of what to do next aside from buy another crib and clothes. Definitely more diapers. "We got pregnant and somehow got two babies. Do you have super sperm or something, what the hell? It's like your boys were packing tools." you said. Jongdae laughed, "I told you we'd have a family. Granted it took three years but here it is, a baby boy and a baby girl. Even if you don't get pregnant again their enough aren't they. One of each." he smiled as he began to lower you to the bed whispering against your lips. He was over top of you and kissed you then went to your neck. "Promise me you'll keep me in check. Promise me you won't let me turn out like them. I don't think I can handle fucking them up like Taliah and dad did me." "Shush baby girl, let me take care of you. You don't need to worry about your parents. You're not your father, you're not Taliah. You're Y/N, my beautiful wife and now the mother of my beautiful twins." He kissed your neck again. You hummed with pleasure but pushed him up, "Don't, you'll make me want it and I can't have sex for a while." you said. "I know, I want to touch you so bad baby. I'll be good though. Six weeks from now though, I'm going to Fuck you so good you won't be able to walk." "Promise?" "Yes baby girl I promise." he laughed. You laughed, you were still tired though. "Hyuk." you said with your eyes closed. "What was that?" Jongdae asked. "He looks like one. Kim Eun Hyuk." you said. "I like it. What about our little girl?" You hummed to yourself trying to think of a good name. You kept coming in and out of your trance feeling yourself falling asleep. "How about Kim Seung Hyeon?" he said. You chuckled, "That's cute. Hyuk and Hyeon." you mused while falling deeper into your exhaustion. "Go to sleep baby, you've done enough for today." Jongdae whispered before he kissed your head. His approval for you to sleep sent you into a dream world so quickly. Jongdae and you both had that red string still tied to your pinky fingers. Along side your wedding ring it was the one thing that never left you. You wore it every where and so did he. You loved him and your new babies you still couldn't believe you had two of them. Jax was keeping watch at your room door from what you remembered when you fell asleep. You were happy to finally have some peace. Now no one could stop you from loving your kids or your husband. When you woke up, Jongdae had given you a card he found with a small bouquet of white roses and two stuffed bears. They were at the front door he mentioned when he came back from picking up somethings for the babies and you. You read the card, "Heard you had twins. I hope you're happy with him. Wish you and your kids good health." The symbol at the bottom made you smile, it was Yifan's hand writing and his symbol at the bottom of the card. The symbol of a dragon. He couldn't even hurt you, he was happy for you. Jongdae climbed into bed with you. He wrapped his arms around you molding with your body. "I love you Y/N." he said into your hair. "I love you too Jongdae. You've made me so happy.- Thank you." And for once in your life you didn't feel like a monster. You were a wife and amazingly.... a mother.....
Omo guys it's over! I hope you liked it now time for my hiatus for real this time. I will still do one shots but I'll be mostly silent. No more full stories for a while. Thanks for reading lovely bunnies Hope you enjoyed ~Babydollbre Taglist: @jaysbae13 @princess2425 @Tiffany1922 @Anna5221 @VKookie47 @yaya12 @Starbell808 @kisashimizu16 @Mrsax2018 @dchapple45 @matty0203 @loljan17 @priscy513 @Izzy987 @Elizabeth1234 @reyestiny93 @Kimnam94 @Lopleaf19 @Tamaki1618 @momina427 @yeniyx23 @RKA916 @kpopaddict16 @elishafisher @griseldazenger @Alyessiazavala @Parktaemi @sarahdawish @JaxomB @Queenlee @JessicaEvaristo @emilycayetano @herosbells @JasmineGregory @Animezkpopgirl @Xionheart @isisMayaVelasco @Melissagarza @makidabebe @orihemay @Queenlele @KpopQueenabee @sierrakuper @PrettieeEmm @ScarletMermaid @senia @JordanShuler @hobisactualgf @AlexisRiver @StefaniTre @selfishmachines @AdeleLynn @JeniseRamos @SindyHernandez @MomoCamie @KristinaCaron @DasiaB @peachchild @pharmgirlerin @BTSxEXO @QueenPandaBunny @MaritessSison @ParkHwaYoung @SaraHanna @Ivonsvon @yukigintokie