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Call me the bad guy

To all the people I have left behind I won't say I'm sorry because I'm not so call me the bad guy I have had problems fighting my mental demons and you can't help me you say that you will be here yet I have not seen you help once talking is a bitch crying is for the weak and cutting is my only escape don't tell me to stop this is my body you may look at me and think I am insane and you are right I have gone insane thanks to innocence I have no friends I am trapped in a house I have a set schedule that I haven't strayed from in sixteen years I have no one to talk to my life is empty my mind is racing yet blank I may have words carved in my skin but at least I know I can feel pain don't ask me about love because I know it doesn't exist at least for me it doesn't I am too scared to even have to a close friend call me Jekyll and Hyde because I am my only friend I left so that you can be happy I left so that you don't have to see my pain I left so that you can live your life in peace I won't say I'm sorry so call me the bad guy
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