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Hi Diary, It's Me ~Entry Seven~

Happy Monday!

Here is another entry for you all! I hope you enjoy~ XD

Missed the other entries? I gotchu~

Hey Diary,

Do you know what day it is?
It has been a full week since I stole you! Look at us making relationship goals. We are goals AF Diary. But... today is also a day that is very important to me. Something not as happy as our goals.
Today is also the anniversary of my brother's death. He was diagnosed with liver cancer when he was little and we tried everything we could to get him cured - lots of chemo and doctors - but nothing would work. So about three years ago to this day, he passed.
I just hope it wasn't painful when he went. I miss him so much, Diary. The little brother that would always follow me around wherever I went and make fun of me when I would try to be funny.
I miss him. I really miss him. *tear stain*
Therefore diary, this day is very important to me and I am glad I have you here to talk to. Well, not physically but you know what I mean.
I hope that he is doing okay where ever he is and looking down on my family and I with a smiling face. *tear stain*
Well, I should go diary as tomorrow is a long day.
Write you later,
XOXO
Arya
P.S - His name was Evan. He was 20. Just thought you would want to know.

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You found yourself hugging the drawing pad he let you see out of nervousness. The shock was still running through you, a certain feeling you hadn't felt since you were in a new relationship with Jae. Jongmin grabbed the coffee from the vending machine and started to walk away when you grabbed his arm to stop him. He looked back at you but you froze up. Why did you reach out for him? "What?" he asked. You stared at him for a moment and sighed, "I- I don't know." He turned to look at you again, his face looked a little hard this time but it seemed to soften up for a moment. "Look, I'm sorry for taking advantage of the moment. It was probably inappropriate." "Joon Kyung said your a ladies man." you blurted out. His eyebrow twictched slightly as if he was aggrivated by his roommate for disclosing information like that to you. "He asks me all the time how you treat me, if you're behaving. I've never noticed anything...I guess I'm saying this because- well. Are you?" You were nervous about the answer he would give you. He seemed to harden a bit again and walked up to you. Perhaps the question insinuated something that upset him. "Am I what?" he said "A ladies man...Look I don't know why you kissed me but I don't like it when people play games with me-" "What makes you think I'm playing games?" he asked coming closer. You were visibly nervous again but also flustered and he could tell. His eyes narrowed on you as you continued to speak to him. "Because one moment you go from strongly disliking me and the next you kiss me. People's opinions of others change but not that fast." "So what are you saying, you think I'm just using you to get what I want?" he asked. He was backing you down again but this time you stood your ground. You didn't want to seem unconfident you wanted to come off clear and straight. "I'm not implying you have any alterior motives other than to kill time entertaining me. I've been with men like that before and I don't care to be involved with another like that. I'm only asking you to be honest with me and don't do such random stuff to me if you haven't thought about how it might effect me too." "So how did the kiss effect you?" he asked. Oh there was a dangeous challenge in his voice. A certain seductive tone that threatened to pull you into a trap. You didn't want to fall for it; you wanted to stay away from him, if only for a moment. You didn't want to say anything wrong. You didn't know how to feel about the kiss becuase you still weren't sure about his motives. You looked at him upset and then turned to get the tea from the vending machine. "Forget it." you said. You didn't have much else to say. You didn't know what else you should say. You could hear him walk off and leave you alone. You looked down at your hands and saw the drawing pad he let you see. He had a lot of detail in the picture; it was mesmerizing. 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https://youtu.be/8_nxhKFEzU0 BTS Mini Fanmeeting! https://youtu.be/D2xmlzMOsmM "Boy With Luv!" https://youtu.be/a-CihnlX2HA "Make It Right!" https://youtu.be/-moUJ3Lw_TQ "Dionysus!" Oh my freaking gosh! I died watching this performance! Bts did amazing like always with all their performances! ❤❤❤❤ They are all cuties!❤ #BTS #BTSgiveaway #giveaway #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL_PERSONA #BoyWithLuv #PERSONAWelcomeParty *credit to the owners of the pics, video's & gif* BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee @Rose2demhaters BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @echoxsoul @HannahC19 @herreraletecia @HomegirlG @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929 @krissynormam @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @Starbell808       *let me know if you want to be apart of BANGTAN'S ARMY taglist* Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @BTSMicDrop KoreanStarCouncil: @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Yugykookie97 @Jiminsnooder Kookie Taglist: @BoyGroupKpop @StephaniePoore @Mochiroon  @StefaniTre @Just2BLoved @rhonwytewa1234  @simpsonsamantha @arellano  @khrystelr  @jeonraeyoo  @Got7lover0228  @walkingintoyou ~☆JJP Shake it Crew☆~ @DefSoul1994 @Yugykookie97 @Just2BeLoved K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon (40)
NCJM40 "Yixing's Departure" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC Note: Posting as I go... Jongdae jumped up, “Jun Myeon rescinded the order, if you must know. He just wanted answers and he got them. Even if some of us were hell bent on taking revenge for what she did, we follow his command. As you said, we're loyal to him. But we don't know anything about Sehun having her. We do have some concerns about YOUR intentions. Why did you all lie about who you are, especially Lay? Why didn't you just tell us?” Kris looked at Luhan, then to Tao, they all looked like they were thinking the same, “It seemed like a sensitive matter that needed to be handled by Lay himself. As you mentioned, loyalty is what kept us quiet. He was scared and nervous. He didn't know how to approach it. Even though we tried to encourage him, he couldn't and that's when we left.” Chanyeol, Jongdae, and Baekhyun, all sat together, looking at the three of them, Kris Luhan, and Tao. They weren't sure what to do next. The simplicity of the revenge on Aria, snowballed into something more complicated. Meanwhile… Yixing looked out over the sea, he ready. He made his calculations as to when he would arrive in Seoul, at his father's doorstep. The glowing girl came up behim. “I have to go with you “ she said softly. “I can't take you. You need to stay out of harms way. You're still human, you could get hurt.” Yixing said. He checked his little plastic bag making sure he had what he needed. “But I have to go… my time as a human is done soon. I've seen it. My skin as pale as yours, drinking from a human to stay alive…” Yixing looked at her curiously, “I didn't promise that until you were old enough.” She touched his arm, and looked him deep in his eyes, “That one...I know how to help him. I can help him.” Yixing studied her small and serious face, “Have Kris bring you. I can't carry you this time. Come on the next flight over.” He turned and leapt up into the air, and flew away as fast as he could. The girl smiled and ran back in to tell Kris. Next Chapter: NCJM41 "Kyung Is Her Only Hope" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22
Babylon Ch.11
Who: Reader x Lee Jongmin What: Romance Story: He has an amazing talent but he doesn't trust the rich... He's about to learn. Y/N's POV You never changed out of your clothes from earlier. Even after you left the building you thought about what you had done. It was ten o'clock right now and you were in the car outside the beach house wondering if you should really go up there or not. Your body reminded you of how exciting it felt kissing him. Were you thinking too much of this, perhaps he was just seeing this as a one time thing. He probably wasn't expecting anything else to come from this. So you started to calm yourself, lowering your expecrations for tonight, in all honesty he may not want what you were thinking he wanted. You got out of the car and headed to the door. You placed a soft four knocks on the door and waited. It took a moment for him to open the door which gave you enough time to think maybe you wanted to back out of this but then the door opened wide and you saw Jongmin without a shirt on. He cracked a smile when he saw you, "I didn't think you were serious." He turned around leaving the door open while your face heated up in embarrassment. When you didn't follow behind him he turned around and said, "Come on in, it's your place anyway." You stepped in quietly and closed the door behind you. You locked it. One. Two. Three. Four times. Jongmin looked at you oddly but whatever he was thinking it looked like he just shrugged it off. He stepped up to you, his hair dripping wet and his towel wrapped around his neck. He must've just gotten out of the shower. The back of his hand was warm and gently brushed against your cheek. Such a simple tender action made you want to melt, yet your guard was still up and he may have known that. His palm met your cheek softly, he caressed it in his hand as he leaned in to kiss you. You pulled back though, drawing in a sharp breath. He looked at you wondering what he'd done to cause that reaction but you were just nervous. "Jongmin, why did you kiss me-- at the hospital?" you asked He looked at you confused. There seemed to be an irritated look on his face, like he was annoyed you wanted to talk instead of sleep with him. Perhaps you were misinterpreting. "Is that the only reason you're here?" he asked. "No-- it's just... I need to know what's expected. You changed how you treated me recently and as much as I appreciate it I'm left confused." He covered his hair with the towel and started to dry it. He was silent for a moment before saying, "I don't know why I kissed you at the hospital. It just seemed like the thing to do at the time." he said. His voice was lack luster which made you feel disappointed in someway. "I'm not going to force you into anything you don't want to do. If you want to sleep with me then stay. If you don't then maybe you should go." he said. "So, this is just a one time thing?" you tried to clarify. "Is that a problem for you?" "It's actually easier for me." you said with a little more relief. He raised his eyebrows, clearly taken aback by your response but you told him the truth. It was much easier to not be in a relationship. You didn't have to put in so much effort to contain your OCD. You didn't have to dread when the quirks would get on his nerves. "So if I kiss you now, will you pull away?" he asked. "No." He smirked as if to say he'd believe it when he sees it. He walked up to you swiftly and swept you into his arms. They locked around your waist and he crashed his lips into yours. You wrapped your arms around his neck and his tongue slid against your lips, demanding for access. Your body tingled with excitement as you opened your mouth to allow his tongue to slip in. You whined as he walked you back into the wall. He kissed you feverishly while his hand went up your shirt. His strong hands and slender fingers fondled your breast. His kisses were ravenous and he devoured your lips, he stole your breath like a thief. You moaned unsteadliy, feeling your body overcome with arousal. Every inch of you tingled; you were hot and you started to rub your legs together feeling that sweet sensation of wanting him inside you. You were hungry for his body; your hands explored his hard chest, every muscle on his torso was defined. He kissed your neck making you moan with a little giggle added in. Jongmin moved back to remove your shirt quickly and he tossed it aside. Your eyes conneted where the shirt landed and he took your chin and made you look at him. "Focus on me." he said. His voice was heated and deep. You wondered how long it had been for him. It felt like it had been way too long for you, every touch seemed to burn you up more, you felt ecstasy at a high volume just from his kiss. You were shaking from excitement and light headed from the rush. He picked you up and pressed you to the wall again. Your legs wrapped around him while he peppered kisses along the clevage of your covered breast. Your hips began to grind against him letting him know what your body wanted and desprately needed. He carried you to the bedroom and kicked the door closed behind him before he laid you down on the bed. He moved over your body blocking out the light and shadowing you. He had an effect on your body no one else seemed to have, the kind of effect that made you weak. However, it was more than that, you were entranced by Jongmin. His delicate features, smooth skin, his eyes and his voice. It was like the pieces of a puzzle were being put together as you looked at him. You knew him as an artist and a brother, now as a man. Your core heated up with the realization as you watched him move over you. You wanted to do whatever to please him so you could be pleased yourself. His fingers slipped under the strap of your bra and slid it down your shoulder. He mirrored the action on the other side and placed wet kisses along your collarbone. He pushed the bra down not bothering to unhook it but just release your supple breast. He dipped his head down cupping each soft fleshy mound in his hand and allowed his tongue to flick across your perked up nipple. You threw your head back releasing a moan while you ran your fingers through his hair. You felt his clothed heat, hard as hell, grind up against your melting core. Your breathing was laboured and your legs were tense trying not to beg for more. He sucked on your small nub moving from one to the other. You purred with each flick of his tongue. Heat rushed to your face over taking you in a way that made you feel like you were trapped. Your hips bucked up against his clothes groin as if they had a mind of their own. "Take off your pants." he said impatiently. The command was hot, if you weren't sure he was turned on before that was all the proof you needed. He moved off the bed while you slipped off your pants along with your underwear feeling over exposed to him. Your soft skin still had the lasting scent of your pefume and you could tell he was breathing it in. Your legs were slightly parted making him lick his lips at the view. You felt happy, and a sense of pride because he seemed to want you. It reminded you of Jae only slightly. He removed his pants next but not his briefs just yet. His hand slid up your thigh slow and tenderly. You covered your face with your hands. You could hear him chuckle, "Look at you all shy." "Don't make fun of me." you said. You felt a long slender digit slip inside you making you moan out excitement. You felt your core tighten around the finger as if trying to protect from an invader. He slipped a second finger insider you and curled them up. His fingers were covered in your arousal jucies, there was no hiding how badly you wanted him. You bit your lip feeling the sexual sensation run through your body faster. He kissed up your stomach leaving a tingle in its trail. His lips met yours in a hot kiss, tongues twirling around in heat. His free hand came to your neck caressing it while his thumb pushed lightly into your neck. He made the kiss deeper while his fingers continued to explore your warm wet center. He kissed your neck, sucking on the tender flesh while you mewled, "Jong-min." Your breath was leaving you, escaping your lungs with haste. Blood rushed to your face centering around your nose so you would scrunch it. Your hips bucked up with his sharp movements, they worked your body till you were shivering beneath him. You pushed on his shoulder, "Stop- I'm gonna cum." you whined a warning. He whispered in your ear in a playfully sensual way, "That's the point love." You moaned louder as his fingers moved faster ramming into your core. He stopped moving them last minute but he'd stimulated you enough for your body to erupt below him. Your hands gripped his shoulders and your back arched. Your legs tensed up until they were violently shaking as you screamed out your orgasm. As you came down from the high, you whined satisfied and your eyes focused on him. "My turn." he said with a devilish grin. He didn't move from between your legs, he simply pushed his briefs down and revealed his swollen heat. He came close to your entrance and slid inside easily. "Ahh." you moaned. "Damn, you're tight." "Shut up." you said burying your face in his chest. You felt his arms flex with each thrust of his hips. He nibbled on your shoulder moving with even more heated movements chasing a feeling that must've been rushing inside of him. You felt over stimulated by him ramming inside you, your walls tightening around him as you called out his name. "Oh Fuck. Jongmin!" "Y/N," he said with a sultry moan. "Fuck." he groaned right after. He got up off the bed, the removal of him making you feel empty. You looked at him surprised until he turned you to the side to lay down next to you. His mouth was by your ear and he propped your top leg up on his arm. He penetrated you slowly. "Try to relax babe." he said. You tightened around him from the tickle of his breath. You whined and moaned while he moved slowly in and out of you. "Why are you taking your time?" you asked. His hand slipped around to your neck holding it gently. His lips, soft and plush kissed the back of your ear before he said, "I want to savor you." You shivered from the confession. Your hand moved back to touch his cheek and he kissed your palm. "Y/N." he moaned your name. He must've wanted more, needed more. He topped you, you were face down and he lifted your hips. He had one hand on your shoulder and the other on your waist keeping you down. He started moving fast and hard, taking over in a speed like he wanted you to know who was the boss in this situtaion. That he had control. "Shit- I'm coming." His breath was far more heated and he pulled out of you to release his load on your butt. You were too tired and fucked out to regret what just happened. You felt Jongmin get off the bed while telling you not to move. He shortly returned and you felt a cloth come to your bum to wipe away his release. You turned over after that slowly trying to get up. He climbed in bed next to you laying on his stomach. He turned his head on the pillow to look at you staring at the end of the bed. "Did you like?" he asked. You felt embarrassed even answering that question. You looked at him and said in a whisper, "Yeah." You cracked a small smile to attempt to make him believe it but you could sense he didn't. You told the truth though, you did like it but your brain was running over everything that had happened and now you were starting to regret your choice. He sat up and cupped your cheek in his hand, making you look at him. "We're grown ass adults Y/N. You don't have to be ashamed of sleeping with me. I'd like it if we did it again," He kissed your neck, "and again," he kissed down your chest. "Until your body knows me better than anyone." "You sound dangerous Babs." you said. He grinned mischievously. "I am, but you knew that the day we met, maybe even before, didn't you?" You just looked him in the eyes you didn't really have an answer for him. So you leaned in and kissed him, something about this softness was comforting and easy to fall into.You felt him wrap his arm around you and pull you close to him then he pulled you down to the bed and had you lay on his chest. Soon you had fallen to sleep. Jongmun's POV In all honesty, Jongmin didn't expect Y/N to really show up at his door. He liked this kind of innocent glow she had but despite her tightness he could tell she wasn't a virgin. Being inside her felt good though and he was tempted to draw her back into those waters but this time he wanted to drag her into the depths of esctasy. He knew he could've done more but he didn't want to risk scaring her, hurting her or even turning her off from him. For some reason, last night he didn't want her to go. He had slipped out of bed this morning without waking her, she had her back turned to him and was curled up on the other side of the bed, a far different position than when she fell asleep. He covered her with the blanket and tossed her clothes in the washing machine. He laid out one of his large black t-shirts and a pair of his boxers for her to wait around in if she woke up, then he went to fix coffee. Jongmin thought about asking Changmin to bring her a change of clothes but he was sure she didn't want him to know this happened. They wanted this to remain a secret. He had just poured himself some coffee when he saw Y/N walk out the door. "Good morning." he said. "Morning." she smiled at him. "Want some coffee?" "Sure." Jongmin poured a cup of coffee for her and handed it over to her. "Thanks." she said. He nodded. "Did you set these out for me to wear?" she asked. "Yeah, your clothes are in the washer I'll throw them in the dryer when they're done." "Thanks." she said again but with a softer voice. She looked solemn for a moment which couldn't have been good. Jongmin felt something in his heart while looking at her. He realized he started thinking that he didn't want her to go. She should...stay. Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre
Jimin Bromance Wednesdays!💜😍
Hello ARMY!! Today is Bromance Wednesdays here in the Jimin community! And I will be bringing you all my favorite bromance which is.... ❤ ♡ ❤ ♡ JIKOOK!!!! These dorks really face timed each other while they were in the same room together X'D Ughhh my heart❤ I love the bond Jimin and Jungkook have with one another!❤ They are just too freaking cute!❤ I love them so much!❤ I hope you all enjoyed!! See you all next time!❤ *credit to the owners of the gifs & pics* #BTS #BTSgiveaway #giveaway #MAP_OF_THE_SOUL_PERSONA #BoyWithLuv #PERSONAWelcomeParty Christian ChimChim Squad: @Jiminsnooder @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @BTSMicDrop Jimin’s Pinky Promise Taglist: @BoyGroupKpop @jungkookieeeee @MelissaGarza *let me know if you want to be added to "Jimin's Pinky Promise" taglist* BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @Jiminsnooder @jungkookieeeee @Rose2demhaters BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @echoxsoul @HannahC19 @herreraletecia @HomegirlG @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929 @krissynormam @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @Starbell808       *let me know if you want to be apart of BANGTAN'S ARMY taglist* ~☆JJP Shake it Crew☆~ @DefSoul1994 @Yugykookie97 @Just2BeLoved K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @Jiminsnooder @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BTSMicDrop @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop *Let me know if you want to be added or untagged from the taglist*
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