by Stephanie Matokokepa (2005)
In black black black darkness, I swim endlessly in a pool of sadness, I see only where the light flashes, Omnious imagines, I believe in greatness, Unlike gods and goddess, I know there are no heavens, Tears fall like soft snowflakes, In the middle of winters moodiness, Life has an emptiness, No laughter no happiness, I dream of the neverless, Never seeing dreams, Never seeing the sun in the days, All my days are nothing more than shadows, Winding down like spirals, One day it will come to this. .............death.
Honestly, I don't know what I was saying. I had lost my brother to suicide and a cousin to a house fire within a month of each other. It was a very bad year for the family.