a year ago500+ Views
So believe it or not I'm actually really bad at writing down how I feel... so here is my little version of a confession to JB (in all honesty it turned out more like a thank you letter *sighs*)
My hands trembled as I approached the box designated for GOT7'S fan letters. I took a deep breath looking down at the paper in my hands. This was it, I thought to myself, time to drop this in the box. I reread what I had wrote... Dear JB, You will never truly know how much stuff you have helped me get through. You will never know how much your smile brightens up even my darkest days. To me you will always be my idol, and to you I will always be another face in the crowd. But I thought I should tell you how thankful I am. Thank you for helping me get through my dad's death. Thank you for putting the smile that I thought I lost back on my face. Thank you for being the reason I never lost hope... thank you for being my anchor when I wanted to give up. And lastly, thank you for letting me love you... even if you didn't know you were. Love, S.Z. I looked at the letter one last time before dropping it into the box. There my letter sat, with countless other letters from other fans just like me. I let out a sigh of relief and smiled to myself. One day JB will read that letter, I thought to myself. One day JB will know about everything he has done for me. But until then... it's just another day.
It's short, I know.... but... that's about all my heart can put into writting at the moment.

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1 comment
So beautiful and poignant. I am thankful he provided you solice and hope during your darkest moment.
thank you :) ❤