Taekookimonster
9 months ago500+ Views
Too late

Another call, rejected. Another text, ignored. Another way of communicating, completely disregarded. You had no idea why days were suddenly like this, you had no idea why in every attempt you made in talking to him, whether it be through Skype or through text, it never worked. And you missed it, you really did, the late night conversations that went on until 2 in the morning, the wintry nights in each others arms, waking up with him by your side, him making a fool of himself just to see you smile at his silliness, you missed all of it. And selfishly you wished you had him all to yourself, back at home, back where you think he belongs. Selfishly, you wished he would spend some more time with you, his lover, instead of focusing his attention of the millions of screaming fans he faced everyday. But you knew you shouldnt be feeling like this, you shouldnt be this self centred. It wasnt his fault that his schedule was always so packed, and it wasnt his fault he had little time to spend with you nowadays. Besides, Mingyu would never do anything he wouldnt tell you about, hed been loyal to you since the very beginning. The least you could do was be a bit more supportive of the amazing career your boyfriend has. Yet, although you knew this, you couldnt keep down the sad feeling stuck at the pit of your stomach. That sad, sad feeling that your missing him more than your letting on. Some days you miss him more than others. Some days you long for him so much that you find yourself staring at the wall, reminiscing about all the memories shared between the two of you. Some days all you want is to have him tell you it was okay, that youll see each other more often from now on, that he loved you. But your wishes were nothing but a dream that was never to come true. Instead of any of these things, you were alone. Feeling emptiness and sadness whenever Mingyus name came up on the tv or on the magazines. The only thing keeping you going was the fact that you knew, one day, his schedule would be free from any concert, fansign and interview, no more of any of that. Today happened to be one of those days where the pain was almost unbearable, it just turned out to be you and Mingyus 5 month anniversary. It hurt you to know that you wont be spending it with him, just like your 4 months, but it broke you to pieces when no text, nor phone call came through from him, greeting you on the day that was so special to you. All day, you spent it pigging out on ice cream, watching sickeningly sweet romantic movies and drowning in your tears. This was supposed to be a happy day, the day you and Mingyu started to date. But instead, it turned into the most depressing day of the year. I cant believe Im spending today like this. At your own words, something triggered inside of you that caused you to drop your ice cream,
get changed, and run out the door. Why WERE you spending today like this? If today was so special, you should be trying to find Mingyu and tell him how important this day is! And you were going to do just that. - Mingyu needed a distraction. He needed one, now. He needed someone to numb the pain that his heart was feeling all the weeks you were gone. He needed someone to hold him, kiss him, just so he could pretend that it was you. Just so he could pretend that it was you pulling at his hair, kissing his lips, sleeping next to him in bed. He didnt care who it was, all he really knew was Mingyu needed a distraction, and he needed one, now. Here he was again, spending time in his dorm when he should be spending it with you. All of a sudden, the door opened and in walked the same girl he had invited into his dorm for the past few weeks. Lately, hes needed distractions more than usual and lately shes been walking into those doors more often. The girl set her bag down, shutting the door and removing her scarf. Hey… He needed a distraction. Mingyu. He needed one now. So you invited me to talk or- In a second his lips were on hers, his mind rapidly trying his best to dull the nagging feeling in him, telling him that what he was doing was wrong, even if he had somewhat right reasons. - Your bag dropped to the floor. On the walk to the dorms, you had prepared yourself to see various states and situations Mingyu would be in. But never once had this crossed your mind. Rap music was blaring from the speakers, the curtains were closed and standing in the middle of it all was Mingyu, the very same boy that you fell in love with oh so many months ago, and the very same boy that was standing there with his lips upon anothers. The loud thud of your bag drove the two apart, making you lock eyes with the boy in front of you. The second he saw you, his eyes filled with fear as he quickly shoved the girl away and began to walk towards you. Slowly, you took in his appearance, his hair absolutely messed up and tousled, his face covered with red lipstick marks, his shirt unbuttoned. He got closer and closer until you yelled out stop, your eyes burning with tears and anger, you could practically smell her on him. Two months Ive waited now, you seethed, your fists clenched beside you. Two whole months of sitting by myself doing nothing while your here cheating on me with some brat! You yelled, as the first of many tears to come rolled down your cheeks. Mingyu tried to reach for you, only to have you push him even further away. Yah, Y/N- Dont Y/N me! How long have you been with her Mingyu? Was she constantly on your mind like you were with me? You said, your voice cracking along with the remainders of your heart left inside of you. Hearing the ruckus, Jeonghan and Wonwoo come running in, they neednt ask, all they had to do was take a look at the state you were in, along with Mingyu and the girl to notice what had happened. Y/N… Go outside for a bit, have Seungkwan and Dk make you something to calm you down. In all honesty you wanted to keep venting, to keep yelling at Mingyu just so he knew how much pain his absence enforced on you and how horrible he should feel for cheating. But you knew the older boys were right, you needed to calm down before you exploded, so without saying another word you ran out of the room. Seungkwan and Dk tried their best to cheer you up while all three of you munched on cookies and hot chocolate, but nothing they tried seemed to work. You felt empty inside, like someone purposely took out your insides and tore it into tiny pieces. The feeling was terrible. To make matters worse, you could here Jeonghan, Wonwoo and Mingyu arguing in the next room. What the hell, Mingyu?! How could you do this to them?! 
I can explain, just let me talk to them! Talk to you? No thanks. You dont want to hear another excuse from him again. He broke you, used you as if you were nothing to him, when for you, he was your everything. You were beginning to wonder if the past few months together didnt mean a thing for him. A few minutes later the boys - including Mingyu walked out of his dorm. Jeonghan looked calm, along with Wonwoo, but Mingyus eyes were bloodshot and had tear stained cheeks. Sensing the atmosphere Seungkwan and DK left with the other two, leaving you and Mingyu alone. Before you got a chance to open your mouth and start shouting at him again, he bet you to it. Before you yell and throw stuff at me, let me explain. A scoff fell from your lips as you furiously wiped your eyes, Im pretty sure you lost your right to explain a thing to me when you started making out with someone else. You spat. Mingyu looked pained but carried on anyway, Look, Y/N, the truth is, yes, I cheated on you. And yes, this wasnt the first time. But no, I dont love her, I dont love her the way I love you. My heart doesnt beat the same way it does for you. The only reason why I continuously call her over is to fill the empty void in me, the empty void in which you should have been. God, I missed you so much that I got up to the point where any sort of touch reminded me of you. I guess, the opportunity came and I took it, through the whole time you were the one running through my head. Not her, you. So please, Y/N… Please. Forgive me.. Your eyes stayed hard and fixated on him, refusing to let any emotion come out,You still shouldnt have done that, Mingyu. Y-you couldve called, or texted! You couldve done anything besides cheat on me! When he realised that what he said made no impact on you, he turned frantic. Y/N, dont do this. I dont want to lose you.. You sighed, picking up your bag off of the ground. Its too late. You already have. tagging the fam~ @twistedPuppy @VatcheeAfandi99 @Sammie9952 @B1A4BTS5ever @resavalencia @moose1998 @vipgirl5 @locoforjiyoung @xxchicharitoxx @AubrielPope @LemonLassie @SuperJuniorelf @kennaxx @KAddict @amberg1711997 @awkwardlove23 @NicoleFireRose @salo @janessaakemi @LisetteZapata @mrsjeon @swarrier16 @JuanitaBooRiv @xoxorittie @LunaCordero @merryjayne13 @alyssadonell @TerraToyaSi @MariRi @CallMeMsDragon @Isolate @amandamuska @AmberRelynn @TheEnlightmen @EmilyPeacock @RebeccaLondon @kisashimizu16 @Tamaki1618 @SkyBlast @StephaniePoore @OhltsJas @tiffany1992 @Polarstarr @firstladyfamog @minimanim3 @AnnieGodman @Winx9119 @KhrystinaLee @Raz4L @KarenGuerra93 @lizbethruiz617 @Gaarita100 @Chace @Kimnam94 @FaithMarrison @JuliaVIP @Kpossible4250 @NellybugJohnson @MelissaGarza @BangtansWife95 @amberg171997 @strawberrylover @EmilyGardner @Parktaemi @romsalina @KwonOfAKind @micahirene @KaeliShearer @ChandraTorres @ManiGray @kpoplover492 @hayoungforever @vlargo @otakukpoper @mariadelzam @CristinReynolds @Exoexo @leviniax @HyunnieKim @adorably @Zoelove @3SecoundsOfHope @BrandyJones @MaelStormVIP @NikkoNole @VIPFreak2NE1 @cagonzales9696 @ShifaKulsoom @Abigailh758 @xMangaLover @HeichousRegalia @IsisMayaVelasco @GreciaFlores @FromBlue2U @RandomName @dianalakoreana @RandomName @Princess2425 @RKA916 @MichelleRosa @IDK2018 @SweetDuella @KPandaLover @loljan17 @BridgetJara @Kitty17 @ShinoYuki @Hongbinhyung @LemonLassie @AliceChess @Izzy987 @yaya12 @BiasKpop @Kenzielogical11 @Baekyeol27 @dreemer13 @QueenPandaBunny @KhouYang @BTSxEXO @Princess2425 @AngelaDarkness @LunaFergus @InfinitySky @tiffany1922 @Kyokeo @Momina427 @imiebegay14 @AshleiRyals @SindyHernandez @ImHayley @jjrockstar @OppasManBun @Tae4everyoung ( please tell me if you want to be untagged i will gladly untag you so please just be polite and ask i would do it if you want to be tagged in my cards tell me and i would be glad to add you on my cards thank you)
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I am in love with this story. 😍 This is amazing!! 😀
9 months ago·Reply
thank you~
9 months ago
OH MY GOD! THE LOOK WTF JUST HAPPENED! THIS HIT HOME FOR ME. AND REALLY REALLY TRYING NOT TO CRY!!! THE scoff though! I imagined "Earl! " from MIB! WHEN THE ALIEN ROACH DUDE GOT UPSET AND MIVED HIS HEAD! OR JUST THE WAY HE SPOKE! * IM AT A LOSS FOR WORDS! TGIS WAS JUST TO REAL! 💔😔😔😔💔🍻🍕
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