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From Here {Part 8/12}
I will be linking Part 7 which had the rest of the parts on it! Enjoy!!
And I remember someone once stating that they were a bit confused by this writing so I bolded the flashback part to avoid any confusion!
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“Don’t you dare.” Jin said, putting a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder, preventing him from barging into the living room. Yoongi pursed his lips, his fists clenching at the sides of his body when he was stopped by the oldest member. He ruffled his dyed hair in frustration, throwing himself onto his bed as he felt his blood pressure rising. “What am I supposed to do? Let him marry the love of my life?”
“You did this to yourself.”
“I know, and I regret it so much. But this is too much to bare hyung.” Yoongi said, looking up at the ceiling with a blank stare, feeling the corner of his eyes sting. “You don’t have to see her with that smile that could make anyone fall in love with her, you don’t have to see her slowly love someone else.”
“Yes, I know I messed up. It’s been burdening me ever since she called me so long ago. Yes, I took her love for granted and I know I don’t deserve her anymore, but honestly I refuse to picture her with anyone else but me. No matter how well Jimin can treat her, he’ll never be able to love her as much as I can.”
Jin bit his lip, looking at the younger man next to him, his mind conflicting in whether or not he should let Yoongi barge in there. He shook his head, leaning his body against the door, listening as you and Jimin talked.
“Just leave it be, maybe it’s for the best.”
“Why did you have a ring?” Hoseok asked the man once everyone dispersed to do their original things. Yoongi shook his head, leaning his arms onto his knees as he blankly stared at the ground, clenching his teeth on his bottom lip.
“No reason.” He said softly, his voice cracking. Hoseok hesitantly sat next to Yoongi, who didn’t argue anymore. He slowly felt himself slipping away as Hoseok put an arm around his friend. Hoseok saw small droplets cascade down onto the floor as Yoongi began to shake, sending a pang of guilt to shoot down the younger boy’s heart, finally realizing that Min Yoongi, the man who valued pride more than anything, was actually crying.
“I was supposed to give that to her eventually. To be the one she meets at the end of the aisle, the one she spends the rest of her life with.” Yoongi croaked out, clenching his hands on his pants as he harshly wiped the salty tears falling out of his eyes.
“She might not even say yes.”
“You don’t know that.”
“Well neither do you hyung.” Hoseok said and shrugged his shoulders, softly rubbing Yoongi’s back as he let his friend cry, knowing all this time he’s been keeping his emotions to himself.
“What if I can’t get her back? What then?”
“It’s (Y/N) we’re talking about, that girl’s head over heels for you.”
“Well, she used to.”
“(Y/N), can we talk?” Jimin said softly, taking your hand in his as he led you to the sofa. You quietly followed him, dropping the towel you were cleaning with and allowed him to quietly drag you. He was quiet, which was new, considering the Jimin you knew was always bubbly and energetic, not as much as Taehyung, but close enough.
“Is something wrong?” You asked him, gently running your hands through his soft hair, his eyes meeting yours as he gave you a nervous glance, your mind automatically thinking the worst.
He noticed your expression, quickly taking your hands in his and shooting you his bright smile. “It’s nothing bad Jagi, I swear.” He said, placing small kisses on your knuckles as you visually relaxed, your body relaxing as you gave him a soft stare. “Then what is it?”
“I know we haven’t been together for a long time, and I know I’m not your first love, but Jagi, I love you so much that imagining my life without you would honestly break me.” He said, looking at your intertwined hands, a smile creeping onto his face.
“I want us to be together forever. I want to be the one to wake up to our beautiful face, and I want to fall asleep beside you, I want to grow old with you.” He said, your heart race quickening as he slowly got down on one knee, your hands immediately crying to your mouth, a gasp escaping your lips.
“Jagi, I want to have kids with you, I want to be your last love, I want to give you eternal happiness. So will you do the honor and marry me?” He asked you, giving you hopeful eyes.
“Jimin.”
“Do you want to get married someday?” Yoongi asked you, swinging your intertwined hands as you both strolled the park. It was so late, neither of you being able to sleep. You let out a small laugh, shrugging your shoulders and wrapping his arm over your shoulders, leaning into him as you looked at the night sky.
“It’s a thought, I mean, it’s such a big step and expects so much commitment. You think you’re up for that Yoongi?” You asked him with a teasing smile, poking his cheek as he shot you a half smile. “Why not? We’ve been together for so long, I’d think it was a perfect time.” He said lazily, shrugging his shoulders at you.
You stopped your walking, standing in front of him and cupping his cheeks, forcing him to look at you. “Min Yoongi, look me in the eyes and tell me you want to marry me.”
He opened his mouth to answer, only for you to cover it with your hand. “Sh, listening time.” You said, shooting him a brief smile before speaking again. “Would you spent all your time with me, love me unconditionally for the rest of your grumpy life, bare children with me, care for me everyday and every night, would you make me your first priority and sacrifice your freedom and be tied down with me?”
His eyes widened, a laugh erupting from your lips as you pecked his softly, ruffling his hair. “Exactly. It’s so early to talk about marriage.” You said, him shooting you a pout as he rubbed the back of his neck. “I didn’t say now, but just eventually.”
“If eventually means in like 6 or 7 years, then yes. I would.” You said and hugged his side softly, enjoying his cologne that radiated off him. He put his hand in his pocket, fiddling with the small black box that laid in his hands, shooting you his gummy smile as he let you back to your apartment.
“I’ll keep that in mind then. I love you.”
“I love you too Yoongi.”
You looked at him your heart beating a million times faster as you looked at his hopeful face. “Jagi? Don’t leave me hanging here. Please, say something.” He pleaded, giving you a small smile, your mind screaming so many things.
“Jimin, I-”
CREDITS: JINNLYPUFF
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WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!? This is ABUSE.
a year ago·Reply
OH MY GAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDD AJHHHHAHSJJDJSJAJNDNF
a year ago·Reply
MY HEART IS BREAKING INTO PIECES. AND ALL THOSE PIECES WILL GET CRUSHED IF SHE CHOOSES YOONGI OR JIMIN, EITHER WAY!!! 😭😭😭 HASHTAG NO TO REBOUNDS.
a year ago·Reply
NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a year ago·Reply
I literally just started this and caught up. I need to know what happens now! haha. This is just too many emotions to take right now. 😭
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