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Sensez - Chapter 12


Summary: "Seven boys, and seven abilities. Working in secret, together as a team, and only together, can they take down anyone who decides to hurt the innocent or forge a tainted future. Will they all be able to stay on the side of good? Or will some be tempted over to evil?"

Part: Chapter 12
First Part: Introduction
Previous Part: Chapter 11
Next Part: Chapter 13
Warning: Strong language.

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Narrator's P.O.V:


Jin had already heard everything through the mic Yoongi was wearing, and was ready to go. Once Jungkook , Taemin and Yoongi appeared in the house, Taehyung jumped out of his seat to open the door to Yoongi's room. Jin and Jen followed behind them.

"Is he okay?" Jin asked, the worried tone in his voice noticeable. All Jungkook could do was nod as he placed Yoongi on his bed. He pulled the covers over him, noticing how shaken up he was. He'd never seen his hyung so messed up before. His blonde locks clung to his skin from sweat, and he was shaking feverishly. His brows furrowed together, soft whimpers of pain escaped his lips, and his body curled up under the covers, attempting to hide from it all.

Jin placed his palm to the back of Yoongi's head, entering his mind and attempting to calm him down and keep him asleep. He felt the familiar sting behind his neck, crawling up to his brain. It was a normal stimulation every time he attempted something like this.

"K-Kookie," Jen practically whimpered. Jungkook was about to turn to her before she forced his head to look away. "Sorry... i'm a little bit naked. I was a cat before you guys came and didn't have clothes with me... uhm... H-how's J-Hope-oppa... and Jimin-oppa?" She questioned, afraid of the answer.

"They're completely fine. Better off than the rest of us in this situation actually. Don't worry." Jungkook smiled, though she couldn't see. He patted her hand and she thanked him, shifting back into a cat.

"Alright," Jin sighed and straightened up. He turned to look at Jungkook and nodded. "We can go. Taemin, will you be alright here?"

"I'm fine. I was just a little shaken up but i'll be fine, don't worry," He nodded. Taehyung reached over to place a hand on his shoulder, trying to search his eyes for lies.

"Jen do you think he's lying?"

"I can stand naked in front of him and force him to tell the truth." She spoke, knowing only he'd be able to hear her.

"Aish we'll just believe him." He laughed. "Go wait in my room. You're going to watch a movie with Jen and I whether you like it or not." Taemin smiled, walking out to Taehyung's room. He's been there a few times and already knows which room is who's.

"As for you," Taehyung practically growled to Jungkook. Though they were the same height, at that moment, you wouldn't have been able to tell with the way Jungkook shrank back. Taehyung cupped his cheek in his palm, forcing Jungkook to look up at him. "Don't you ever scare me like that again, understood?" Taehyung could practically make his words into an audible whisper. He felt the familiar sting in his eyes of tears threatening to form, but he forced them back. Jungkook nodded, hugging him close. Their lips pressed together and they both melted, moving them in sync. It was a soft, longing kiss that told them they both thought they'd never see eachother again.

"We'll be back," Jin smiled to them both. They broke their kiss with a pop, smiling at eachother. "Come on, we need to help Jiminie and Hobi."

Jungkook nodded, reaching over to touch Jin's shoulder, instantly teleporting to the club.
They were back in the room where Jimin had brought the other three people that were with Woo Bin.

"Jin, a little help," Jimin groaned. The three people were huddled around Jimin, feeling him up and down. Their hands were everywhere, lips begging to kiss, hips grinding for touch. Jimin rolled his eyes, keeping his arms crossed. None of them even slightly turned him on or affected him, but if he were to push one off of him, the trance would ware off.

"Wow this is the trance you were talking about huh," Jin stared amazed. The trance was something new to Jimin. He'd found out that there were different ways he could play with his persuasion. One of which was having people completely "tranced" by him. He wouldn't need to say anything, or use words to convince them. He'd release a certain pressure of sexual pheromones that had people clinging to him.

Jimin nodded. "I'll hand them to you one at a time." He smirked, pushing one harshly off of him. Immediately, the trance wore off and he was lunging at Jimin, who barely noticed how fast the man was. But... Jungkook was faster.

J-Hope barely had a chance to jump the guy before Jungkook was already at it. He appeared in front of the guy, hand wrapping firmly around his throat. He punched harshly at his rib, kneed his gut, and gave him a swift right hook. The nameless man groaned as he hit the ground, spitting out a bit of blood that had pooled in his mouth. He glared up at Jungkook as if he was going to attack again.

"Unless you want me to dislocate your jaw, stay on the fucking floor." Jungkook threatened. The man huffed, holding his hands up in surrender. A smile formed on Jungkook's lips and he turned to nod at Jin, who gave him a thumbs up and went to wiping and re-arranging some memories.

"That was hot," Jimin joked, winking at Jungkook. "Thanks for the save there."

"I'm impressed," J-Hope spoke, tucking his knives back under his sleeves. Jungkook smiled shyly at the both of them, waving them off.

After they got all three of them down and quiet, Jin poked their minds for information and answers on who Kim Woo Bin really was. Any of his plans, affiliates, minions, locations, and anything else, Jin was writing down to bring straight to Namjoon. J-Hope rolled up the entire floor rug with the help of Jungkook. They quietly teleported to a dumpster behind the club, and threw it in. While it would have been smart to at least set it on fire to get rid of all the evidence, the bodies were already in ashes. The bones were completely disintegrated, and while normal fire wouldn't be able to do something like that so fast, Yoongi didn't have normal fire. Jimin walked back into the club to talk to some of the staff. A lot of the customers tried to flirt with him, among other things, but the staff directed their attention away every time. Jimin thanked them for their understanding and help.

A while later, Jungkook found Jimin and had him gather in his office with the rest of them. He waited for Jin's information.

"So that was definitely the gang leader. Though a stupid one, a very stupid one, he has operations everywhere. And i mean... everywhere," Jin sighed, rubbing his eyes. "One of them says his son will take over the gang, though since he didn't have a son, his girlfriend takes over. Now, the supposed 'brainless bimbo' girlfriend is now the leader of this gang, since Woo Bin's dead. She won't be for long though, since, according to one of them, she'll refuse to get the tattoo which is essential. She also won't pass initiation. Listen, i don't know much about gangs so i'm just reading off my notes," he laughed. Jimin nodded, looking toward the man who attempted to attack him.

"How did you alter their memories?" J-Hope asked, crossing his arms.

"I did my best to find out why they were actually here, in case the reason they told you was a lie. It most definitely was. Turns out, Woo Bin knew who the previous owner was. Their plan was to bust him out of jail and have him go back to silently running their previous business of selling children, using this place as the selling spot again. Reason being, the previous sellers still visit this place frequently against your knowledge. They only trust this establishment since they've used it for years. They're reluctant to use any other business, so Woo Bin promised to get this one back and under his name," He paused to look back at the three people's dazed looks. "As for their memories, all they'll remember is that they came here and couldn't get a hold of the owner until tomorrow. They left, were ambushed by whatever gang they're rivaling, and Woo Bin, Hi, and Sage were killed. How effective that will be, i have no idea, but it's all i could think of for now."

"I'll speak to Taemin about all of this tomorrow, and see what we do about it," Jimin said.

J-Hope nodded, and Jin told them to go home and only remember what he told them, while the rest of them teleported back to the house. Jungkook ran passed all of them to go be with Taehyung, and Jimin waved to Namjoon then headed to Yoongi's room.

"You all okay?" Namjoon smiled. Jin nodded, asking him if he wanted anything to eat or drink. Namjoon nodded, following him to the kitchen.

J-Hope yawned, walking into his room tiredly. The lights were off, and he could only fully see his closet through the light of the moon outside. He took off his jacket, shirt and pants, throwing them into the hamper by his closet.

"A-are you... a-a-are you okay oppa?" Jen asked quietly from his bed. He whipped around, not even noticing she was in there. He calmed down slightly, staring at her awkwardly. She was on the side of his bed he always slept on, with his sheets wrapped around her. Her long white locks draped over her shoulders, and he could clearly see the glow of her dark skin, even though there was barely any light hitting her. He sighed, feeling that frustratingly familiar sensation growing in his gut. He went back into his closet, sliding on some pajama pants.

"Yes, i'm alright. Yoongi-hyung is the one we should all be worried about."

"Somehow i highly doubt that," She smiled, reaching over to turn on the small lamp by his bed.
"Jimin will help him." J-Hope thanked her for the light, thinking it was so that he could see his way to his bed, but secretly she just wanted to stare at him. She gawked at his chest and the way he looked down at her.

"I sleep on this side Jen," He spoke calmly. She nodded, scooting over to the other side. She kept the sheets tightly wrapped around her as he got comfortable. She honestly didn't know what to do. Should she have moved? Maybe had juse left?

"Can i have my sheets? The deal was you stayed a cat and slept at the foot of the bed, remember?" He said with his eyes closed, already comfortable and ready to pass out. She wanted to whimper in protest. She wanted to keep talking to him... to sleep next to him... to snuggle up to him and smile, touch his face, kiss him... but she couldn't. She simply gave him a nod that he couldn't see, unwrapping the sheets from around her, and draping them over him. She tucked them under only his arms. His brows furrowed together.

"How did you know that i liked my sheets tucked under my arms?"

She smiled sadly, scooting off the bed. "I know it's a bit uncomfortable to have me sleep on your bed, so i'll sleep on the floor-"

"Absolutely not-"

"Just... please. I won't be able to stay at the foot of the bed... you know that." She whispered, her back to him. She knew she wouldn't be able to help herself if she slept on his bed. She'd find her way next to him somehow. She'd be against him, snuggled into the crook of his neck, and clinging to him by morning.

She felt tears prick the back of her eyes, and silently let them fall as she shifted into a cat. She curled up in the small bit of light from the moon spilling from the window.

J-Hope didn't honestly know how to process someone liking him. He'd never dealt with it or experienced it before. It was all so foreign to him, but he couldn't just let her sleep on the floor. He knew she was suffering enough from her emotions toward him, and he couldn't find it in himself to leave her there.

He got up from his bed and rummaged through his drawer for a second. He pulled out a pair of black boxers, and went to his closet to pull out a plain black T-shirt that was a little bit too big for him.

Jen looked up at him as he walked over to crouch next to her.

"Come on. Shift." He spoke rather softly. He himself found it weird that his words were spoken in such a way. Jen enjoyed it, assuming it was the only time he'd speak in such a way to her, let alone anyone. She shifted, standing bare in front of him. It took everything in his power not to look up. He lifted her feet one by one, putting each leg through their fitting places in the boxers. He slid them up her legs and stood up, still willing his eyes to look to the side of him in respect, not wanting to look without her permission. He settled them on her waists.

"Please look at me," she whispered. "I'm fine with it." So he did, nodding at her. He opened the shirt, sliding it over her head. She slid her arms through it and settled it comfortably against her.

"I'm smiling in my head," He spoke finally. "Trust me, i am." She smiled up at him and nodded, not wanting to say anything back, afraid she'd ruin the moment. "Alright, let's sleep."


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I...am.....so lost....what happend to yoongi ??! Why did Jimin have to put ppl in a trance!?!
That part didn't show for me!!! I'm so completely lost that's why it's asked you are you ok cuz the thin abruptly stopped 😭
I thought u didn't finish writing
@AnnaArai lol no go back to chapter 11. Vingle has been messing up I know
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"Because you were a reminder of the life I was trying to leave behind. You tied me to your father and I had to cut the tether to escape. But, the pain of my sins are like heavy weights forcing me to the ground." "You can't take the blame for other people's actions." you said annoyed. "Isn't that what you're doing to me? Blaming me for what your father has done." "No I'm blaming you for the choices you made. You knew dad was bipolar so you knew the risks of leaving him abruptly. You didn't love him yet everyday you pretended you did, you broke his heart. As my mother, you were responsible for protecting me and you didn't. I don't blame you for the abuse, he's the one that hit me but I do blame you for starting the chain of events that led to it. Your actions were reckless and you never once stopped to consider who you were affecting in the process you didn't care. Out of all the decisions you made, I blame you the most for not choosing me." You said. "I did choose you. I thought you were safe with your father." "You thought I was safe with the mentally ill man that you knew wasn't even responsible enough for taking his own medication. I remember that mom, you counting his pills and crushing them in his drinks. You assumed everything would be fine, you hoped it would be fine so he could assume the role that you no longer wanted. If that was the case you should've never had me in the first place.... You chose your grief over your own daughter. For ten years, I adored you as much as I adored papa, I moved in you. For nine months, your womb was my home and even that connection wasn't enough for you to pick me. What your responsible for is robbing me of a decent childhood by leaving me with a man with a mental illness. That's what I blame you for and your refusal to recognize that what you did was more destructive than how you could've handled it is what's going to keep us from ever being together. I thought papa was the only family I had left... Now it's clear to me I really have no one." You and Junmyeon stood up and you headed for the door. You reached the front only to look back and see Junmyeon handing Seol the picture of his mother. He found out a lot too which meant you both needed time to process. You and Junmyeon went back to Seoul in silence; you both held hands and leaned on each other for comfort on the train. Junmyeon saw you home even though his place was closer to the train station. You both stood at your front door in silence for a moment. Junmyeon couldn't bring himself to look at you. You gave a bitter laugh and said, "Don't tell me you're blaming me too." He looked up at you like he had come out of a daze. "What? What would I blame you for?" He asked. "For being that women's daughter. She had just as much of a hand in destroying your family as she did mine and I look like her-" He kissed you, his movement to your lips was swift, he cupped your face between his thumb and forefinger and his lips were soft against yours. When he pulled away you looked at him almost like a puppy. "I'm not your father Y/N. I'm not like him at all. There's just a lot we found out today. I need- we both need to sort through what we learned." You agreed but you partly wondered if he was already pulling away from you. You walked into the house but you noticed as soon as you unlocked the door he was already walking away. A part of you regretted asking him to come along. You thought about everything that happened though, you were just as guilty of pulling away from him as well. You two were doing this dance of getting close and pulling away. So many things from your past made it complicated to keep a proper relationship. When you were with Heechul, hiding your past and your father's abuse was easy. It was something that you had done all your life. Junmyeon was aware of everything, being this open with someone that wasn't Minseok was new. Your fear that he was with you because he knew your trauma had subsided and was replaced with the fear that he didn't want to be with you because you were your mother's daughter. He said that he wasn't anything like your father but you felt him moving space between you two. .... You were at Cheong Jin Ok, despite not having a hangover you ordered the hangover cure anyway. You spun a coin on the table while you waited. Only three days had passed since you and Junmyeon discovered so much about your mothers and it was still hard to process everything. You weren't bothered by the fact that she was in love with Haejin; what bothered you was that they had an affair. They could've just left their husbands. Though, you started to wonder how well that would've gone for Haejin. It sounded as though Junmyeon's father had exhibited abusive behavior long before he killed his mother. It made some sense, he didn't just go mad and kill her because she had an affair unless he was already the type to get dangerously aggressive. He did this when Junmyeon was seven, you wondered just how much of his father's abuse he remembered. You wondered if he ever even saw it. You were lost in your own thoughts when someone sat down in front of you. It took you a moment to realize it but you looked up to see Heechul smiling at you. For a moment, it reminded you of when you two first met. He had that glow about him, all kinds of charisma but there was a slight reminder of your father in him. The way you felt like you could never make him happy. That you were never really enough to begin with. You wondered if he ever loved you, you were...infatuated with him. Maybe it was the same for him, but what made him captivated with you? "Boo." He said with a soft smile. "Boo." "What are you doing here alone? Couldn't find a date?" Heechul was always a little too harsh. He may have meant it as a joke but it pierced through you a little. "Didn't really want one." you answered. The waiter stopped by and placed your hangover cure in front of you. The waiter asked Heechul if he was ready to order and he informed him he wasn't getting anything, much to your relief. You half expected him to try and turn this into an awkward kind of date. "You don't look like you need a hangover cure." he said. "I don't but at the same time I do." "Where's that guy that's always attached to you. Junmyeon, right?" "I don't know probably at home or hanging out with the guys.... He's not always attached to m-you think he's always attached to me?" Heechul chuckled, he rested his chin in his hand as he looked at you. "He was there everyday while you were in the hospital. Right by your bed side; he was pissed off I even showed up to see you." "You came to see me?" Your voice projected more hope and happiness than you meant it to. It was a given the Junmyeon by your side at the hospital; you figured he wanted to make sure you were safe because of everything that happened. He was the first one you saw when you woke up, he even kissed you. Heechul coming to see you in the hospital meant something to you, the feeling of not being wanted felt a little less heavier than before. That rose a question in you that you never thought to ask before, "Why did you even go out with me?" You asked. His eyebrows rose like he wanted to know where that question came from but then he sank his chin down in his hand and puffed up his cheek. You could tell he was thinking but for a moment his eyes wandered off and you wondered if he was ever going to answer your question. Normally, you wouldn't even talk to him, any one that hurt you, you kicked them out of your life. Although, your most recent revelation that you did the same thing your father did when your mother left made you realize you were following the same path. You still had your reservations when it came to Heechul but you were trying to resolve your problems not create more. Part of that resolution was facing them. "You're really cute." Heechul said. He wasn't even looking at you when he said it. He finally turned to look at you though and you just blinked at him. You could feel a blush rising up once again reminding you of when you two first met. He smiled at your look and said, "You've got big eyes and a really pretty smile. You've got this gravitational pull about you that makes it hard to not want to get close." "But you never got close." "I tried- you wouldn't let me. Minseok was your go to person and that was annoying to me because you were a different person with him, he knew secrets that as your boyfriend I think I should've known. Or at least you could've trusted me with. The more you kept me out the more frustrating it was." "Is that why you cheated?" He got quiet for a moment. Neither one of you talked about it. You never talked about your relationship the way you should've. No wonder it never worked out between you. If he hadn't hit you back, you might've forgave him, you might've gone back to him if he said he wanted you. Instead, you tried pushing everyone out. Siwon and Ryeowook were hard to push out though, when you saw Siwon again you couldn't push him away. It felt too good to know that he was really your friend. You never really seemed to lack friends in your life, you were lucky enough for that. So was it completely impossible for you to "fall in love?" "I cheated because I wasn't satisfied by you." You felt like he just threw a rock at your head. Even though you were offended by that, you did consider that the only reason you ever slept with him most times was because he wanted to have sex. "Next time just take a knife and stab me in the chest, it would hurt a lot less." You said sarcastically. He laughed, "Look, I didn't mean it to hurt your feelings but the truth is that you weren't connected with me. You were always somewhere else. It didn't even seem like you enjoyed it so I felt like I was just screwing a doll." "Geeze do you have to describe it like that?" You both laughed together and it seemed to be a good genuine moment that would lead to some healing. You still needed time but Heechul might not be so bad to hang around again. You enjoyed your time with him at the bar. As you two talked, he made some comments that annoyed you and ones that made you laugh but it reminded you a lot of the initial bliss when you two first hooked up. "Why did you come here alone anyway?" He asked suddenly. "Umm. I just kinda wandered in." You said. Heechul had followed you out of the restaurant and was walking with you down the street. "More secrets huh?" He teased. "It's the truth. I was just walking around lost in thought and my stomach started grumbling so I walked in to eat. What were you doing in there alone?" "I wasn't in there to begin with, I just saw you in there and decided to annoy you." "What's up with you guys always wanting to annoy me?" You smiled. Heechul pushed his finger into your cheek making you laugh. He claimed it was fun seeing your different expressions. He liked your eyes, your father liked them too. That's why he loved your mother, her eyes were expressive and large. He used to describe them like large black holes pulling you in against your will. It was the one advantage you had to never being alone. It didn't seem like either of you had a destination but you stayed together for the majority of the day, even as the clouds began to roll in. You forgot about what it was like dating him, this seemed like a newer experience to you, although, deep down you missed Junmyeon. His radio silence was disturbing and your trial with your father was coming up soon. "So what's up with you and that guy anyway? He ask you out yet?" Heechul asked. "Why do you want to know?" "Just wondering is all. It's obvious he's in love with you." You chuckled, "What?" "Oh I forgot it's obvious to everyone but you." You stopped in your tracks. You grabbed his hand to stop him and looked at him curiously. "Did he tell you that?" You asked. Heechul laughed, "He didn't have to it's obvious. Not to mention he hates when I come around. I have a sneaking suspicion it has more to do with the fact that I'm your ex rather than that I hit you. Which, I suppose I never apologized for." He took your hand in his and kissed the back of it before he cupped your cheek with the other hand. "I'm truly sorry for hurting you, not just physically but emotionally as well. I'm an asshole but you know this by now." He said. You burst out laughing and swatted his hand away from your cheek. "You really are an ass, but I suppose I can forgive you just this once. Just don't go taking advantage of my kindness." "As an asshole I can't promise that." You rolled your eyes but he laughed at you. You two started walking again but you brought up what he said before. "So you really believe he's in love with me?" You said. "You know if you were an anime character you'd have little sparkles in your eyes right now." "Heechul." "Yes, he likes you. He's in love with you, in an annoying capacity actually. From what I've heard you two already slept together, if that was all he wanted from you then he wouldn't have gone through all the trouble he went through " That may have been true but you wondered if he still felt the same after everything he had learned. You hadn't attempted to call him because you wanted to give him time. You thanked Heechul and gave him a hug before running off but you heard him asking you what he did to be thanked for. You headed to Minseok's place hoping to find Junmyeon there. You knocked on the door and Jongin answered. He welcomed you in. "Is Junmyeon here?" You asked. He shrugged, "I don't know I just woke up. Let's see." Jongin knocked on the Junmyeon's door with you standing behind him. Junmyeon opened the door just enough to poke his head out. He was shirtless which seemed like the norm for him when he was home and in his room. When he saw you, his eyes got wide though, "Y/N what are you doing here?" He asked. "I wanted to talk to you. Can I come in?" Junmyeon looked back in his room and then back at you making you feel like he was hiding something. You stepped up to the door, "Junmyeon is someone in the room with you," "Uh-" You put your hand on the door and looked at him. You heard a snicker from behind the door and adrenaline rushed through you. You looked at Junmyeon hoping he'd tell you the truth but you doubted it. "Listen, it's really not what you think." "Then open the door. Show me it's not what I think." He looked almost hopeless and he sighed defeated. He let his hand down so he could stop guarding the door. He opened it more for you to see Seohyun sitting on his bed. You stepped in looking at her disappointed. Was heartbreak all you'd ever know in this world? Was nothing kind to you? You looked to Junmyeon with tears brimming, "Then what is this, Junmyeon?" "We were just talking." He said "In your room, with the door shut and no shirt on? She's your ex isn't she?" "Calm down Y/N-" You raised your hand to stop Seohyun from talking. You were locking eyes with Junmyeon even as you said to her, "I wasn't talking to you." Junmyeon looked down at his feet. Was he playing you all this time? A thousand different things ran in your head but the first thing that came out of your mouth was, "Did you sleep with her?" He looked guilty which made you feel like throwing up. You hurried out of the house, Junmyeon called after you. You felt the first soft drops of rain coming down, rain you weren't expecting even though the soft gray clouds had taken over the sun. You heard Junmyeon calling after you and you hurried, running down the street but he was faster. He caught onto your arm and turned you around so you could look at him. The rain was pouring now, it picked up so quickly, you both were drenched, hair sticking to your faces. "Let me go!" you yelled. "Y/N listen to me." "No!" You cried. You banged your fist on his chest crying, "I hate you. Why did you make me believe you cared about me? Why did you do this?" "I do care about you. Y/n I got drunk last night. I don't even remember how I got home let alone if me and Segun slept together." "Why did you get drunk? Why did you look so guilty?" "Because I knew how it looked. I don't know if me and Seohyun did anything and to be honest I highly doubt we did. I got drunk because I couldn't process all of this information about my mother-" "You do hate me for looking like that woman don't you?" You tried to pull away from him but his grip was firm on your shoulders. He cupped your face, "Y/N I don't hate you. None of what happened was your fault. You're not your mother I know that." "But I look like her, that's all you'll ever see. The woman that destroyed your family." You looked him in the eyes. Your vision blurred a little and you tried to wipe your eyes clear. You felt like someone was ripping your heart out. "Y/N, I'm in love with you." Junmyeon confessed. "How can you mean that? How am I supposed to believe you, when ever I get vulnerable around you, anytime I'm ready to take a risk she shows up. " "You're the only one I want." "How do you know?" He crashed his lips onto yours kissing you hard and feverishly. Your lips molded with his as he deepened the kiss so much it was like he was trying to become one with you. His hands came to your neck then your waist pulling you into his body so that the idea of space didn't even exist. The taste of his lips, the fever of his kiss, he burned himself into your flesh and awakened a Phoenix fire like never before. Your heart jumped, skipped and leapt. It fluttered and wailed and every tear you cried out of sadness became happier. Happier than you had ever been before. "I don't want to live without you." He said against your lips. You looked him in the eyes. His thumbs wiped away tears. His white shirt was soaking and sticking to him showing the lines of his chest and abs. Your hands touched his chest, they memorized the muscles as if it would be the last time you'd ever touch them. "Then stay with me. Don't see her, don't let her near you." You begged. He kissed you once more, softly, letting his lips linger on yours. His tongue slow waltzing in your mouth. He breathed you in, and despite how cold the rain was making you, the heat of his kiss kept you warm on the inside. "Do you love me?" He asked. His eyes were half closed, he kept your face close to his, his hands still cradling your face. You looked at him with dewy eyes, and smiled. "I do... I'm in love with you, I always have been." He was overcome with happiness and scooped you up in one more deep kiss. You broke it to pull away and took his hand. You ran with him to your apartment, pouring rain and all.... Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon 56
NCJM56 "A Lost Child, Found" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC; P.O.V - REGULAR ITALIC] Note: Posting as I go... Jun Myeon came to a stop on the edge of an island in the middle of the Pacific. The night air was warm and tropical, his still frozen joints were starting to warm up and melt. He swung his arms around, squatted a few times, rolled his neck making it crack, trying to the cold out of his joints. He walked along the beach under the full moon light. He could see off in the distance, there was a party going on. That was good, he thought, maybe he can blend in, find that one person who's a little too intoxicated to realize that they are taking a night troll with a vampire, too intoxicated to realize he's drinking from them… Or, he could just fly down and snatch one up and take them high up and drink them dry. Because at this point, his thirst was insansible. He hasn't drank blood in, how long did D say, its been five years.  He approached quietly, in a friendly manner. People were laughing and having a good time and sure enough, there were at least a couple people more intoxicated than the rest. One man, one woman, a married couple, drinking, they were starting to get on each others nerves, Jun Myeon watched as their mood escalated to the point where one staggered off into dark. He got up and followed.  He followed until he saw the man lose his balance and stagger into the tree line. He quickly followed. The man laughed at him, sitting on the ground, covered in sand. Jun Myeon said nothing standing over him, an easy catch. He picked the man up, who blinked and before he could say anything, Jun Myeon sunk his teeth into him, covering his mouth with his hand to keep him from screaming too loud. Jun Myeon's eyes rolled up with pleasure. The taste of blood squirting into his mouth, and flowing down his throat was the most heavenly thing ever. It tasted so good, he didn't mind the taste of alcohol, he felt his body perk up. When he felt the man's life draining, he dropped him. He stretched his hands to the sky, he couldn't believe how unbelievably good he felt. He wanted more, every part of ached for more... and just his luck, he heard the man's wife calling to him.  Jun Myeon stepped out of the dark trees, right behind the lady. She stumbled a little, calling her husband's name in that tone that says 'I know you're here, where the fuck are you'. Jun Myeon followed her closely, the scent of her perfume and alcohol mixed was sour and old. He drew so close to her that she felt his breath in her neck, she whirled around, her drunken eyes widen with surprise and shock.  "You son of a bitch, who the fuck are you?!" She said tumbling backwards before landing on her bottom. She gazed up Jun Myeon, frustrated at the fall and his sudden appearance. "I'm sorry… Were you looking for someone?" He asked. He stopped and looked down at her, his hands clasped behind his back. He didn't want to seem like he was going to pounce on her.  At this point, she could scream and people would come running. He looked around, he could see the bon fire blazing high down the beach, he didn't realize how far he was from there. He calculated, that no one would have heard her scream at this distance. He looked back down at her and smiled. "Yes." She huffed getting up off the sand. "I'm looking for an asshole about this tall, fat fucker…"  Jun Myeon pointed into the tree, "I saw man back there, passed out while he was taking a leak. Maybe that's him. Although, he wasn't a fat fucker." He smiled even more. She narrowed her drunk eyes at him and marched past him into the trees. He followed her. "Where are you?" She called, stumbling from time to time, "dammit, damn You! You always ruin everything!" She stopped and looked back but didn't see that guy she had spoken to, he was gone, 'useless men' she mumbled, she thought he would've helped her since he was the one that saw her husband last. 'my husband is just the same' she mumbled again. Her head was starting to clear a bit, and she realized she was lost. It was quiet as she tried to listen for sounds. She couldn't even hear the ocean anymore. He heard a branches breaking behind her, "hello…"  She swallowed the saliva in her mouth that was tinted with alcohol still, her throat went dry, all she could hear was her own heart beating.  "hello….is someone there?" She said quietly. She screamed when she saw something step out from behind a tree. It was a small being as high as her hip. It nearly scared her to death until she realized that it was a little girl. "Oh my God! You scared me! What are you doing out here?!" She screeched.  The little girls face looked frightened.  The woman apologized, and kneeled down, offering her hand to come closer, "I'm sorry little one, you just scared me, I didn't mean to yell at you. Are you, out here by yourself?" The little girl nodded, she rubbed her one eye cutely, and seemed to sob a little, "I'm looking for my dad… " NCJM57: Next Chapter "Bonded" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22
BTS From Nobodies To Legends!🙌🏻💜😭
Hello ARMY!🤗 I came across this video on YouTube! I thought I would share it with you all! 💜 ❤️ 💜 https://youtu.be/SrI4AvkABm4 Not gonna lie towards the end I started to tear up. BTS started as nobody. They didn’t have a lot of fans. Not a lot of people knew them! But look at them now! They are selling out stadiums with over 70,000 fans attending!🙌🏻🔥 They are dominating the world! They have accomplished so much! And I am proud to call myself an ARMY!💜 I will always be here cheering them on no matter what!💜 *credit to the owner of the gif, video & pic* ❤BANGTAN ARMY TEAM❤: @Yugykookie97 @Mochiroon @QueenPandaBunny @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 ❤ARMY TAGLIST❤: @amandamuska  @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @CleafeMaeObina @coolwolf13 @dalenalw @echoxsoul  @gabstar143  @Gracebug @HannahC19 @herreraletecia  @HomegirlG  @ifitnessvn @Ilovephases @izzybell1202 @jennyfer1111r1 @JJiBin @jiminiebae @jkenshayla @jungkookieeeee @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929  @kaylenne956 @krissynormam @kpopfan88 @Kyla05 @MelissaGarza @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rebeccariley52 @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @soobak @Starbell808 @szewwy @Taekookimonster  @Tiffiedannie @wolfyplayzyv @yukigintokie    *let me know if you want to be apart of the ARMY taglist* K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop @blessowmwago @Lesha @jkenshayla @Kpoplover2016 *Let me know if you want to be tagged or untagged from the tag list*
Beating Heart {Yoongi Mini FF}
Hello lovely people. I just wanted to take this time and upload a mini FF that I have been working on for years. I got angry how the original one didn't flow like intende, so it sat in my docs for a later time. I recently lost my writer's block, and this is the completed revamped version. I'm happy-ish with it and just glad it's completed. {Now I can try to finish the others} It is a small Three Chapter fiction. I may choose to expand on it later, but here it is! I hope you enjoy. Title: Beating Heart Genre: Small Romance and Angst. Pairing: Raquel [OC] x Yoongi Plot: Sometimes distance makes the heart grow fonder. Yoongi and Raquel soon learn this, after Raquel tries to leave his life. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ Chp.1 Raquel prepared herself for another day at her school. She glanced at her phone seeing it was time to leave. She grabbed her keys, and locked up her apartment. Every day she would walk to school, admiring the city. She had developed friendships amongst a few of the guys in her classes; Hoseok in particular. He became one of her best friend's over the course of her time at school. When she was new, he was one of the first people to speak with her and show her around. Knowing Hoseok was a blessing, bringing about someone else who was special in her heart. She developed feelings for the jerk Hoseok called his best friend; Min Yoongi. He was cool and supportive to his friends, but he and Raquel clashed. The entire time they were around each other, it was a battle of the wits. They were sarcastic, sometimes driving their mutual friends crazy. It was almost as if Raquel and Yoongi couldn’t breathe right around each other. She felt it was unfortunate that his beautiful face, was prettier than his personality. He was undeniably one of the best looking guys in school. They had their moments of being civil, but it was a rarity. They irked each other’s nerves. It was just frustrating to her how he was cold, and standoffish. "Raquel, here. You left your book in the library. I picked it up for you." Raquel turned around to Hoseok and his friends. He was a gem to be around, turning her bad days into good ones. "Thank you Hoseok, I didn't know I left it behind." "Maybe if you were less ditzy, then you would have picked it up," Suga adjusted the bag on his back giving her his famous grin that she loved and hated all at once. "Suga, don't be rude," Hoseok tried to hush up his friend quickly before Raquel felt offended. "It's okay Hoseok. It's better to be ditzy than a jerk," she shot Yoongi a glare. He was always so cold to her. Raquel never understood why, or what made him mad about her presence. She started walking towards class leaving the others behind. She knew when she wasn't wanted, and this was one of those times. She was labeled as a nerd, but she didn't mind. Reading books and studying was one of her favorite hobbies. Yoongi sat down beside her. She felt like she had upset the heaven’s, as his seat was besides hers. She ignored his presence as she wrote notes down. "You walk fast for someone who's so damn short," he grabbed her notebook off the desk, going through her pages. He wrote something down in the back, but he kept it out of her reach. "Why do you continuously mess with me?" "Me mess with you?" he scooted closer to her, "Raquel, that would imply something." He was even more irritating than before. “Give me my notebook back. I’m not implying anything. I’m just annoyed at how funny you think it is to constantly be a dick towards me.” “Don’t make it so easy then,” he gave her the notebook back as he smirked, pushing her forehead with his hand. One of the girls that had a crush on Yoongi scooted in between the two. It killed her to see Raquel getting his attention. Especially since she was the loner. Raquel never minded, but everyone thought it was sad. Raquel’s phone went off showing her uncle’s number. He only called her when emergencies happened. She walked out of the room answering it. “Hello, what’s wrong?” The voice on the other end of the phone was not her uncle’s. She ran back into class grabbing her stuff, heading towards the door. Yoongi watched her frantic behavior. Something upset her. Raquel grabbed a taxi to the hospital. Her family was waiting for her outside the room where her grandfather was. He wanted to see Raquel one last time. Her grandmother stood by him holding his hand. Raquel kneeled down as she hugged him. “Please take care of your grandmother, she can’t do things on her own. She will need your help. I love you Raq, I always have.” They raised Raquel as their own since she was a baby. Essentially, they were her parents. She kissed her grandfather’s head as he said goodbye. She held her grandmother as they cried. While her grandmother and uncle made the arrangements, she sat in the waiting room feeling numb. She didn't notice Hoseok or the others approach her. “You okay? Yoongi told us you abruptly left class. We went to your uncle's house, but his son brought us here.” “He's gone. My grandfather is gone. I don't know what to do.” They sat down next to her, trying to cheer her up. They noticed her wearing all black. Yoongi, amongst them, hated to see Raquel so down. He always gave her a hard time, but he didn’t like to see her upset. It made him feel some type of way to see her cry. Almost as if a boulder was crushing his chest. People started pouring in showing the family condolences. “I have to get back in there,” Raquel stood up walking towards her grandmother and uncle. Her friends followed behind her. She sat next to her grandmother. The amount of love shown to her family warmed her heart. Raquel needed to figure out her next move. With her grandmother living outside of the city, she would have to make decisions, possibly moving away. After the funeral concluded, Raquel left with her grandmother. A few days had passed with Raquel missing school. She needed to return to school to leave for a few semesters. Yoongi was walking to class when he saw her leave the office. “Raquel, what are you doing?” “Yoongi, it’s good news for you. I’m leaving school. My grandmother needs help so you won’t have to worry about seeing me again, I’m leaving town also.” “You’re leaving school, why?” “With my grandfather gone, I’ll have to take up the chores and her business. So I guess this is goodbye.” He wasn’t too excited like she told him he’d be. Yoongi didn’t want her to leave, that was the opposite of what he actually wanted. She glanced at her phone noticing the time, as Hoseok approached her. “Raqi, you’re leaving?” “Yeah, for a while. I was just telling Yoongi here that he doesn’t have to worry about seeing me anymore. Listen I gotta go, good luck in your studies guys.” She hugged them as she left. Her new fate would take her to her old hometown. Raquel always wanted to live in a big city, it was a good dream while it lasted. Her grandmother needed her though, so the decision wasn’t a hard one to make. She would periodically move her stuff back home, but not now. They got on the road as she stared out the window. She almost forgot how pretty the country was. The car came to a stop in the driveway. It was surreal that this was happening. She hadn’t returned home for a while. With her grandfather gone, she was sad and already missed him. The country was going to be peaceful at least. “Come on baby, let’s get settled.” Raquel helped her grandmother inside the house. She placed their bags down, escorting her to the kitchen. Tea was always her grams go-to for a broken heart. “Raquel, I’m sorry you’re having to take the responsibilities on. Your uncle." “I know gram, he forgot where he came from and thinks the countryside is for bumpkins. It’s okay. I didn’t fit in with anyone there, I was called ditzy a lot. So it’s better I’m here.” Her grandmother placed her hands on top of Raquel's. No matter what, she was always able to count on Raquel. If there was one thing that she did right, it was raising Raquel to be the beautiful, selfless person. She had morals and was thoughtful. That was hard to come by these days. She would see to it that Raquel would be taken care of for her selflessness. “Here have some tea, grams, we both need a good cup,” she poured the tea as they sat in silence. The time came for them to sleep. They had a big day ahead of them, adjusting to Raquel’s new schedule. She walked into her old room as she noticed nothing was moved or changed since she left. This brought a smile. They always respected her privacy, and her space. She climbed in her bed feeling at home. This would be an okay change of pace. Horrible circumstances, but a good start. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ A/N: Here it is. I may roll the story out all in one day, but it depends on what I have to do today. I also will be rewriting my other stories with the other members. Tagging my Normal Readers: @MelissaGarza @QueenPandaBunny
I Fall
Requested by @BTSMicDrop Kai x Reader It was our third date. He was shy and sexy and...heavens above, why wouldn't he hold my hand. Kai was polite, he opened doors, he pulled chairs out. The man brings flowers and he won't even hold my hand. Was there some issue with me? Was I being friendzoned and he just didn't want to tell me? WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME? "You're cute when you space out." His voice is velvet and brings me back. "I'm sorry." I right myself, clearing my throat ",Dinner was lovely, thank you." I've made this awkward. "Should we get you home? I remember you said you had work in the morning and I don't want to keep you to late." Before I can answer, a crack of thunder rattles the building. "We should definitely get home." Within minutes we're walking to the car but never make it in time as the skys open and the rain falls. We're drenched by the time we both curl into the seats of his car and the heater is blasting. "Sorry about that. Should've just called a car instead. The rain didnt ruin your dress did it?" So polite. "No, it didn't." The car is driving and the rain is heavy, so heavy. The lines on the roadway seem to disappear. The car slides just slightly before Kai corrects it. "I need to pull over. We can wait this out until it's lightened up." We're stuck on the side of the road in a tsunami. What a way to end a date or was it just hanging out? Was he so worried to get me home so he could end this little charade of dating? Then... I remember the moment. It was slow motion and yet so fast. He moved, leaning in, his hands reaching for me. My hand reaching for him. I watched the water drip from his hair, a reminder of the sudden downpour that struck us as we went to the car. I watched the windows inch with fog with the atmosphere change. I watched as my fingers splayed out across his chest as he leaned closer. His heart beat fast, he paused for half a second. I should say no. I should stop this before it starts. I should stop before.... I. Fall. The world crashes, the rain booms on the car and my hand fists in his shirt. His hands meets my cheeks and pull me in. Our eyes close and suddenly we are a mixer of lips and tongues and teeth. . . . . @kpopandkimchi @StarishaRichard @KaeliShearer @jenjenkhreim @naydelinrm @MichelleIbarra @jader @StephaniePoore @H8rt4u @Dabaesaplayer @jojojordy2324 @CreeTheOtaku @Ercurrent @Kpossible4250 @Alyessiazavala @BrendaValdez @Zyxzj @VKookie47 @VivianYang @Caky @sarahdarwish @KeziahWright @staceyholley @reyestiny93 @unnieARMkeY @KellyOConnor @TracyLynnn @JessicaFigueroa @BrookeStam @Starbell808 @SusiBosshammer @jjg97 @MayraCastro @QueenyCrossGene @VeronicaArtino @GreciaFlores @Maddie27 @CheyenneJessee @shellyfuentes70 @CheyanneLindsey @JasminMartinez @FannyWard @mitchix5 @ItatiSanchez @Defy24601 @OliviaZenger @lilbr0wneyes @ChelseaJay @ShinoYuki @AraceliJimenez @KarlythePanda66 @JaeneashaJones @rcuero @mjenifferjm9 @Ilikepancakes @BtsIsLife @aleciaLOVES @Kyokeo @MorleeCorielus @ESwee @krin @azura4495
Nocturnal Creature Jun Myeon 55
NCJM55 "AWAKENED" [For future reference: Present Day chapters in Regular type; Past/Memory chapters in BOLD ITALIC; P.O.V - REGULAR ITALIC] Note: Posting as I go... Jun Myeon opened his eyes and saw the stars twinkling high above. 'Dammit' he thought and concentrated to make the stars go away but they didn't. His arms felt stiff, he couldn't move them. He felt the freezing wind blowing across his face. 'Dammit' he thought again. He tried to turn his head but couldn't.  He was awake.  He didn't wake because he wanted to but because his Vampire instincts had been triggered. There were others approaching.  "Shit" he mumbled, or tried to mumble. He tried like hell to move his arms but they were frozen. If it was true, he'd been frozen for five years. He tried to sit up, he tried to move his legs. His mouth barely moved and after a few minutes of trying, he yelled in agony. He didn't want to do it too hard because the thought of shifting his arm suddenly just might break it off completely. He finally got his head to turn from one side to another. Off in the distance, he could see small dots hoping from peak to peak, flying around in circles before moving on to another area to circle.  He finally got an arm to move, and started pushing snow off his body. His other arm came loose, his one leg and then the other. He rolled over and started to crawl away as fast as he could. They were still far away, if he can, he thought he could make it, he could hide.  "I'mmnotttt going bbback…." He stuttered.  Pulling himself along the frozen ground, he could feel his body starting to get it's mobility back. Before he knew it, he was crawling faster and faster and pretty soon was trying to take flight. His first attempt, he crashed and landed on a boulder that broke his arm. His second attempt, he was up and staying up. He looked back and saw someone coming towards him fast.  "JUN MYEON!!! STOP!!!" they yelled. He recognized the voice, "FUCK YOU, YOU BITCH!" He yelled back.  He landed momentarily on a peak, straightened his arm, snapping the broken bones back into place and took off like Superman. Zipping through the air like a bullet, leaving her far behind.  Aria landed on the peak he took off from, watching him disappear once again into the distance. Kyung and Xiumin landed right behind her.  "He's still very angry." Kyung said  "I can see that, D, thanks." She said. Xiumin chimed in, "leave him, he'll come around. Especially if he knows that she is his."  "She wants to see him now. She doesn't want to wait anymore. I'm scared she might fly off on her own to look for him." Aria said, she tightened the silver chain looped on her belt, "If I have to drag his ass back kicking and screaming, then so be it." "She's strong and stubborn little thing, just like her father." Xiumin said, he smirked looking at Kyung, who only smirked in turn. "Can you see where he's heading?" Kyung closed his eyes, "Yes. If we go that way, we should be able to head him off." "D, can you follow him while we go that way. At least then he'll think someone is coming up behind him and he'll keep going in that direction." Aria said and pulled Xiumin in the other direction. "See you on the other side!" Xiumin called out as he and Aria took off. NCJM56: "A Lost Child, Found" EXO FanFicsFans: @QueenPandaBunny @Indiglow @JaxomB @Jessicalista @ynsamgwlk @MaritessSison @MelissaGarza @Namjoonsbutt @YasminChavez @luna1171 @Matty0204 @SHINee4ever @tinafalcon22
Beating Heart Ch.2 {Yoongi FF}
Here is the second Chapter. ♡ Yoongi has definitely stolen the first spot in BTS. My plot was odd. NGL, I'm horrible sometimes for plots. I changed it. Title: Beating Heart Genre: Small Romance and Angst. Pairing: Raquel [OC] x Yoongi Plot: Raquel never thought her and Yoongi were meant for each other, by the way they bickered back-and-forth. One day, after extenuating circumstances take place, she decides to leave the town behind to start over. She believes that it'll be easier for Yoongi if she exits his life. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ Ch. 2 She woke up to the smell of breakfast. Getting dressed, she made her way to the kitchen. It felt like old times. Raquel helped make it, as they discussed what the day would entail. “Raquel, you don't regret coming home do you?” “Not at all grams. I'll adjust again. What time are we going to the restaurant?” “Momentarily, I want to feed you first.” “Sounds good.” They finished up breakfast as they made their way to the business. It had been a little over a month or more since she came home. She missed everyone already, but her fate was to be back. “Raquel, if your friends want to come visit you, they can. I don't want you to feel secluded.” “It’s okay, I didn’t have many friends. I annoyed more people than anything.” “I'm sure that's not the case.” Raquel smiled thinking about her few friends, Yoongi especially. She never knew she’d miss him this much. She hoped that he’d be at ease since she wasn’t around him. About this time, Yoongi would be sleepily walking around in his apartment. Approaching the restaurant, a few workers were setting up tables. When they walked in, the workers stopped. “This is my granddaughter, she will be joining us.” Everyone gave Raquel a warm welcome, she looked over at the table she carved into when she was a little girl. “You still kept the table?” “Your grandfather always told us that if we got rid of that, he’d get rid of us.” She laughed at the thought of him throwing everyone away for touching the table. Raquel missed the restaurant, spending so many days there when she was younger. It became a second home to her. Every bit of the fragrances hitting her senses, sparked up the many memories she experienced. All the good and bad memories: her first heartbreak, the betrayal and regrets of past friendships that wilted away. The restaurant opened as people shuffled in. Raquel was busy serving the food with the other waitress. They both were knowledgeable and quick on their feet. The rush of customers filled the restaurant. People loved the food, that was no surprise. Her grandmother was passionate about her cooking, it showed in the quality of the food. Raquel finished serving the last table, noticing her uncle and cousin walk in; making her grandmother pause. He didn’t even acknowledge Raquel. She approached the three as he slammed a packet of papers on the table. Her interest was even more piqued. “When are you going to sign mom?” “Never. I have no reason to sell my restaurant. Not then, especially not now. Your dad would be disappointed in your behavior.” “What? You think you can run it by yourself?” “Not by myself, I have Raquel.” Her uncle turned to her, “You expect a child to help you? I know dad dying was hard, but you're becoming delusional.” “I'm not a child,” she stepped closer to the table, “I spent my childhood here, I know the ins and outs of this place. I can help her.” “You’re not even related. You’re just adopted, so you have no say Raquel.” The entire restaurant was silenced by her grandmother’s hand connecting with his face. “You will not talk to her like that. She is more family than you. After you grew up, you forgot simple life morals and ethics. I will not have you disrespect Raquel.” He was above being angry. She never struck him before. It infuriated him that she took Raquel’s side. “It’s okay gram.” “It is not, he will not talk to you like that. Get out and take this contract with you!” She threw the files in his face, pointing at the door. Both guys left defeated as Raquel locked the door behind them. Approaching her grandmother, she sat down. “They want me to get rid of this place. Your grandfather fought him tooth and nail. Son being stubborn, the jerk, he won’t take no for an answer.” “The restaurant isn’t going bankrupt is it?” “Lord no child, we’re set for life. I just am not ready to see it go and turned into something that isn’t beneficial to our small community. With the city being miles away, we offer good food at good prices. People of all walks are welcome here. We also help farmers by buying fresh produce and ingredients. Your uncle doesn’t understand that.” “I hope he will, for your sake Grams.” “Even if he doesn’t, I don’t care. This restaurant will stay open. If you don’t take it, then manager Choi will.” Raquel stood over her grandmother as she calmed her down. The workers were quiet, feeling strange from the conversation. She hadn’t met manager Choi yet, but hoped that he would be kind. Two silhouettes were hanging outside the door. This caught. Raquel’s attention. She figured it was her uncle and cousin trying to start more strife with her grandmother. “You two really have no couth! Didn’t she tell you to leave the first time!” Hoseok and Yoongi grinned at their sharp tonged friend. They missed her. “Hey dodo, who put you in a tizzy?” “Yoo-Yoongi? Hoseok? What are you doing here?” “We miss you, a lot. We wanted to come visit.” “But what about your schooling?” “Did you forget we get breaks every semester?” She was happy inside. Hoseok always knew when she was down or upset. Almost like he had an alarm that went off anytime she needed him. Yoongi, on the other hand, she was unsure why he came. He was the last person she thought she’d see standing in her grandmother’s restaurant. “Come in, sorry about that. My self-righteous relatives just left. I thought you two were them.” “We heard, they pulled up before we did, but we didn’t want to meddle.” “Raque, dear, who are these young men?” “This is Hoseok, and Yoongi. They are friends from my old school.” Her grandmother bowed as they waved, “Please sit, you boys must be hungry coming all this way out here.” They sat at the table while Raquel served them. “How’s Seo-Ah?” Hoseok looked away. Something happened that made him uncomfortable with the mentioning of her name. “They broke up. Seo-Ah wasn’t the girl he thought she was.” “Hoseok,” she placed her hand on his, “I’m sorry to hear that.” “It’s okay. I guess it’s better this way. Plus I can come see you with no backlash.” “Did you get bored with not having anyone to mess with, Yoongi?” “A few different reasons; that being one yes.” She did miss his crass after all. Raquel gave them a tour of the restaurant as her grandmother finished the bookkeeping for the night. “You gentleman can stay with us.” “Thank you for your generous offer ma’am.” The four closed up shop making their way back to Raquel’s new home. There was plenty space for them to stay. Her grandmother didn’t want Raquel to feel alone, so seeing her friends, made her less worried about that. Raquel showed them to their rooms. “Raquel, you’re grandmother’s house is huge for just you two. Why have you lived in a tiny apartment all of this time?” “It's not my money to spend. I want going to have them pay a lot for just me. Anyways, you guys sleep well. You’ve had a long journey here.” She made a detour to her grandfather’s hobby room. Raquel wanted to avoid it, but she couldn't. They spent time together in this room. The memories flooded her mind as she sat in his chair. It was a harsh reality that he would never make another one with her. Raquel curled up crying. She heard the door creak open, as someone appeared with a blanket in hand. He slid between the chair and Raquel, wrapping her up. She couldn't tell who it was by all the tears, but his embrace was warm. He allowed her to cry as he just comforted her; running his hands through her hair. “I know nothing I say will make this better, but I'm here for you. Cry if you need too. That’s why I came.” The guy embraced her all night. His touch was strong, but tender. Warm and protective; even generous. These were the kinds of hugs that you would only receive if you were truly lucky. She had been hugged before, but this was a different force. Not once did she open her eyes, it simply hurt to do so. It was just nice to feel a warm embrace. It was entrancing. ⊱ ──────ஓ๑♡๑ஓ ────── ⊰ Tagging my Normal Readers: @MelissaGarza @QueenPandaBunny Just one more Chapter left. ♡ If you would like to be added to the Taglist please let me know. This will be for my other ffs I throw out there as well.