"I like your starry eyes they yell suprise, suprise."
After Vic pulling me off to the side and telling me that he wants Matt to sing with him, made me happy, I know Matt is gunna shit bricks, I ran off to the dressing room,
"What the fuck happened?" Josh said looking at me and Jake, I notice that he was missing his shirt and I'm missing both my shoes,
"Fuck! I just bought that pair, oh hey Matty I have a suprise for you!" I said smiling at him,
"What?" He asked,
"Guess who's singing Jeremy's part on Caraphernelia" I said to him, his eyes went so big I swear it was like seeing a little kid in a candy store.
"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!!" he yelled and pulled me into a hug,
"Let's go watch the guys play" Jake said to me, we walked out to see they guys take off onto the stage, that's when I met His eyes, his brown eyes that I fell in love with, He noticed me too and we both just looked at each other, a part of me wanted to hug him and kiss him, but the other part wanted to walk away, after two years I've been keeping myself busy, I never really had a thought about Him, we walked up to the guys
"Ready?" I asked Vic
"Pumped" He replied, "Lex?" I turned around and seen Him
"Hey, Tony." I said
"you look great" he said smiling, dammit it Tony!
"Thanks you too" I said smiling back "good luck" I said to them.
All I can here from the crowd was how amazing they were stoked and had so much energy,
"WHAT IS UP SAN DIEGO!!!" I heard Vic yell into the mic, we were standing on the side Josh and Matt were so excited these guys were seriously heroes to many people, my cousins own music helped me thruogh, so were just jamming out singing along then there was a small break
"Hey guys, how about Lessons and Choas?" the crowd screamed even more, "Well I can gladly say I'm so proud of my little sister Lex, come out here girl!" He pointed to the side stage I just froze and didn't move but the guys pushed me and Jaime grabbed my hand,
"assholes" I said back towards them,
"Lex, you left but came back, how does it feel to be back home?" I smiled
"Well my dear loving brother, I'm glad to be back home" I said into the mic, the crowd just went nuts, I walked off stage and smiled "Okay, so for this next song I'm gunna need a little help, Matt come out here!" He said Matt went out with his own mic,
"Hey what's up Vic?" he said into it
"Can you help me out?" He asked,
"Yea man!" Matt replied,
"Okay, this is caraphernelia!" the whole crowd went nuts, as Vic started
"Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night. (But, there's just something about) This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy. Licking your fingers like you're done and, You've decided there is so much more than me. And baby, honestly it's harder breathing next to you, I shake. I brought a gun and as the preacher tried to stop me. Hold my heart it's beating for you anyway.
What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat. I'll be the fire that'll catch you. What's so good about picking up the pieces? None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.
I then notice seeing Tony singing the song right with Matt but looking at me, this was the song helped Vic write, he sent me a text wanting me to help him, so I sent him the chours and he wrote the rest.
God, I knew Tony was going to try and find his way back into my life. That night when I left replayed in my head over and over, bastard cheated on me, and that was it. He wasn't swimming back into my heart again.
After the boys set were done, Chris and Devon(Our tour Manager) called me and Vic into the meeting room,
"What's up Dev?" I asked setting down next to my cousin,
"Well we just got asked to play main stage with Pierce the Veil on Warped" He said I got really happy, we always dreamt to play Warped Tour, but something else is wrong.
"What's the catch?" I asked, Vic got up and left the room, I watched him leave and turned back to Devon
"Well, we don't have enought funds to get you guys a bus" He said
"That's okay our RV is okay." I said to him we don't mind we always traveled in it anways,
"But that's the thing, you guys are gunna be sharing a bus with PTV." he said.... wait sharing, as in I'm going to be seeing more of Tony again
"What's wrong with the RV that's are home away from home, you can't take it from us!" I shouted
"Look Lex, can you put aside your feeling towards Tony for a couple weeks?" Chris asked
"Your gunna have a bus in a couple weeks going into the tour, so it won't be that long" Devon said.
"Fine.. I need to talk to the boys first." I said getting up and walking out the door. Vic was waiting, and walked beside me
"He may miss you, but he's upset that you just up and left." He said as we walked
"That's not my problem Vic, but you know what fuck it, were sharing the damn bus." I said to him, he smiled and I did too, "You know Vic, we're technactly still together, I never broke up with him." I said to him, his face dropped
"Wait are you serious" I didn't like the look on his face.
"Vic is there something you didn't tell me?
(Tony's POV) I couldn't help but stare at her during that song, it just reminded me so much about her, I seriously couldn't get over her, but now that she's back, maybe it won't be so bad.
"Hey Tone the girls are here." Jaime yelled, I followed him to the bus and seen Jess and Mae sitting on the bus, Mae stood up and gave me a hug
"How was your show?" she asked
"It was great I love playing home shows" I said to her giving her a kiss on the cheek, now since Alexia is home this was going be hard to keep my feeling and love for her down, I mean Mae is beautiful, and amazing there was just one problem... she wasn't Lex.
We started drinking and what not then Mike came on the bus with Lex's band mates, but I think something happened cause Jake seen me with my arm around Mae and the occasion making out, he looked pissed and walked off the bus,
"I'll be right back" I whispered into Mae's ear. I followed Jake outside and seen him kick a trash can, "What's up man?" I asked, he turned around and stared at me,
"Does she know?" he asked I was confused,
"Know what?" I said
"Does Lex know that you have a girlfriend?" he seemed even more pissed, did something happen?
"No, not yet anyways, why are you getting pissed about it.?" I asked,
"You idiot," He said to me
"What is there something wrong with me having a girlfriend? I couldn't wait for her forever Jake!" I yelled at him,
"Do you even remeber what happen that night?" He asked, my mind raced to the day I called her, and her telling me that she was leaving,
"She left me man, my girl left me." I said feeling tears well up into my eyes
"She left San Diego.... she never left you" His words circled into my head...
I fucked up this time.