Time feels like it's fucking stopped. I feel like I've fucking stopped. I feel like I'll be sucked away by a black hole. I literally can't feel emotion right now. I'm just crying. I don't want to miss him, because what if I'll have to? If he'll quit music all together, if he'll stop MCing on ASC, if he'll just. Stop existing in the K-pop fandom. I'm so scared, I'm fucking terrified, that he won't continue being an idol. I'm fucking terrified that he'll delete his social medias. I'm terrified I won't ever get to see him again. I've never felt like this. Ever. I've never been this upset, scared, depressed, anything over anyone. Ever. I'm starting to think it'd have been better if I just brushed them off that one Christmas. I'm about to have to be his number 1 fan now. I'm gonna have to be. All those times I've said I'll come on top as his number 1 fan. I was serious. I'm gonna be his number 1 fan. Even after the world ends, even after we get sucked into the black hole in the middle of the Milky Way, if we don't get sucked into Andromaeda's first, even then. I'll still be here, supporting him, loving him. Today literally really does not feel real.
This can't be fucking real. This isn't happening.
Hang in there @UKISSsaranghae there are plenty of us feeling your pain, all we can do is continue to support both U-KISS and Kevin as they continue on separate paths...still doesn't make it any less painful though 😭
Yeah, I know @MattK95. Obviously, I'll always support and love both U-KISS and Kevin no matter what. But, it's pretty hard when I'm literally in love with Kevin and I don't know what's gonna happen after March. : / I'm tryin tho
I understand, U-KISS were one of the first groups I ever heard, and the first boy group I became a fan of. Kevin has been one of my favourite people since then...it's a very hard pill to swallow...at least there is some solace in the knowledge that this is what Kevin wanted to further pursue his dreams, and that he will still remain very close friends with all of U-KISS