UKISSsaranghae
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This can't be fucking real. This isn't happening.

Time feels like it's fucking stopped. I feel like I've fucking stopped. I feel like I'll be sucked away by a black hole. I literally can't feel emotion right now. I'm just crying. I don't want to miss him, because what if I'll have to? If he'll quit music all together, if he'll stop MCing on ASC, if he'll just. Stop existing in the K-pop fandom. I'm so scared, I'm fucking terrified, that he won't continue being an idol. I'm fucking terrified that he'll delete his social medias. I'm terrified I won't ever get to see him again. I've never felt like this. Ever. I've never been this upset, scared, depressed, anything over anyone. Ever. I'm starting to think it'd have been better if I just brushed them off that one Christmas. I'm about to have to be his number 1 fan now. I'm gonna have to be. All those times I've said I'll come on top as his number 1 fan. I was serious. I'm gonna be his number 1 fan. Even after the world ends, even after we get sucked into the black hole in the middle of the Milky Way, if we don't get sucked into Andromaeda's first, even then. I'll still be here, supporting him, loving him. Today literally really does not feel real.
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Hang in there @UKISSsaranghae there are plenty of us feeling your pain, all we can do is continue to support both U-KISS and Kevin as they continue on separate paths...still doesn't make it any less painful though ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Yeah, I know @MattK95. Obviously, I'll always support and love both U-KISS and Kevin no matter what. But, it's pretty hard when I'm literally in love with Kevin and I don't know what's gonna happen after March. : / I'm tryin tho
I understand, U-KISS were one of the first groups I ever heard, and the first boy group I became a fan of. Kevin has been one of my favourite people since then...it's a very hard pill to swallow...at least there is some solace in the knowledge that this is what Kevin wanted to further pursue his dreams, and that he will still remain very close friends with all of U-KISS
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BREAKING: Kevin Leaves UKiss
My world is slowly falling apart :( His label NH EMG posted an official announcement on U-KISS's official fan cafe, stating:ย  "Hello, this is NH EMG. Our former label artist and U-KISS member Kevin's contract with NH EMG has come to an end this March of 2017.ย  There is still a month's time until it officially ends, but we thought it would be right to let fans know in advance.ย  We apologize to fans who always cheer U-KISS on, for delivering such unfortunate news. Member Kevin has decided to walk a different path in order to fulfill his dreams, and the label and U-KISS have decided to respect his decision.ย  He debuted as a member of U-KISS in 2008 and promoted as a trustworthy and reliable member of U-KISS from the beginning until now, for the last 9 years. We have come to the decision to announce his departure from the label and U-KISS after a long discussion and a long time thinking on the matter, respecting Kevin's wishes. The label plans on holding an official event with fans in Korea and Japan with the 6-member U-KISS for the last time. (A separate official notice will be posted.) Please cheer on U-KISS and Kevin who will be going off on his own. We are currently regrouping U-KISS as a 5-member group, and to showย fans an unchanging, bright side, they plan on releasing a new album this year, as well as carrying out domestic and overseas promotions.ย  We once again apologize for causing fans to worry, as well as delivering the news late, due to having considered the options for a long time. Lastly, we ask fans to continue cheering on U-KISS and Kevin. Thank you." Source :( Wishing you nothing but happiness, Kevin <3