Who: Reader x Sun Ju Kyung
What: Angst, Smut
Story: You and Ju Kyung hit your biggest road block in your six year marriage. In order to save it you make a deal with Ju Kyung to bring his heart back to you. For the sake of your marriage and your twins, it needs to work...
She needs me now
But I can't seem to find the time.
I got a new job now in the unemployment line
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess is it God's test
Someone help us cause we're doing our best
Tryna make it work but man these times are hard...
Ju Kyung's POV
"She wants you to do what?" Yoo Ri said with a bit of a laugh.
"You heard me."
"Don't tell me you're really going to entertain her."
"Yoo Ri you don't understand what we've been through. We got together when we were young, she left me twice in the first year because she was scared I'd hurt her. Four months into our relationship I proposed to her and our wedding night is when she got pregnant with our twins. We've been together for six years during which, those six years involved me losing my job and her being diagnosed with breast cancer when our kids were two. We promised for better or for worse. I owe it to her to comply." He said.
"I thought you said you wanted to leave." She said.
"Well it's gotten to a point I'm not sure what I want anymore."
What Ju Kyung knew was that Y/n was his wife and the mother of his children. He was sick of the silence between them. He'd grown a hate for her job because it took most of her time away from him. Perhaps that resentment slipped into how he felt about her. His 'I love you' didn't even sound the same, it was all just too different. When she handed him divorce papers, that's what made everything real. He had said himself he wanted to leave but even then he wasn't sure if that was what he wanted.
She was his wife, there was no reason for him to really want to leave; he just felt so much distance between them it was hard to grab hold of her. It was the first time she had spoken that way to him. The sight of her suitcase packed and her walking out on him hurt. She saw what he did with her. That explained the looks he got from his workers yesterday. No one told him she was ever in the building. Y/n had the habit of texting 'I love you' before she went to sleep though. He'd always see the text but his conflicted feelings had him ignoring the message even the night before. He really thought he should've sent her an 'I love you ' back but his thumbs wouldn't form the words.
Ju Kyung had no idea why it was difficult to say now when he always felt if. Even with the distance she still sent him I love you texts, even when she was upset. She always did something to sexually frustrate him when they fought to end the feud quick. She cooked an excellent dinner, set a nice mood and wore sexy lingerie. When she kissed him, she kissed him like he'd get a reward but no, she'd roll over, say goodnight and sleep. Four months back, he remembered coming home a bit drunk and slipping into bed next to her. She slept in her bra and panties, so he put his hand on her side and kissed her neck to wake her up. He still only believed she was half awake when he did it. He lifted her leg and slipped inside her. Her sleepy moans were cute but he was focused on getting off. So he moved at a pace that would lead to his release. His moans and groans were low and in her ear; he was sure not to wake the children. After he'd released he went to sleep. It might've been the first time in a long while that she woke up in his arms. He'd come home drunk after being with Yoo Ri that night.
Ju Kyung sighed to himself, he was creating the distance between the two of them. He was realizing that now for all the reasons that he'd listed to Yoo Ri and because of his cheating, he felt guilty and created more distance between them.
So how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us.
In this California King bed we're ten thousand miles apart.
He used to write her little raps, he was good at that. He made her laugh and smile. It was worth doing things that made him look stupid, like putting chopsticks up his nose. Seonghwa used to ask him when they were dating if he was sure about marrying her. Back then he was really young and impulsive, they had only really started dating and that's where Seonghwa's reservations came from. Otherwise, Seonghwa liked her but he knew dating and the declaration of spending your life together with someone forever were two different things. Ju Kyung was positive back then she was the one he wanted. She was a bit of a romantic, she enjoyed big gestures and she was saving herself. She was perfectly innocent but she'd been in relationships where her friends turned their back on her or her boyfriends will have broken her heart. She was looking for a heart stopping romance but she had her head in the clouds and the books. Getting promoted at the publishing company she worked at was a dream come true for her, she was so immersed in it. That's where all these beautiful things came from, the way she handled their fights, the way she continued to send I love you texts when he didn't come home at night; she even learned to cook for him. She started out rough but she leaned.
Y/n was tame compared to the women he was attracted to. He looked for vivacious when, girls with all the right curves. A temptress.
Looking back now, he couldn't pin point what attracted him to her. He had forgotten. He'd forgotten a lot. He remembered telling Seonghwa the reason for asking her to marry him.
"When you know, you know."
Why didn't he know now?
Why did he let himself forget?
"I need you to get out of my office and get to work." He told Yoo Ri.
"Do you want me to fire you?" He snapped at her.
He became cold, he felt sick. His kids were at his mother's and his wife was threatening him with divorce. He loved the twins, he missed his wife but so much had faded between them...
Week one was awkward, it wasn't even how you two dated. He kissed you quick after saying goodbye to the kids. You two ate in his office and he was silent. You chocked back the feelings that welled up in your heart.
And we don't know how, how we got into this mess is it God's. Someone helps us cause we're doing our best. Tryna make it work but man these times are hard.
It was week two and you couldn't stand the silence between you two. You arrived at his office and announced you were eating outside that day.
"Y/n, I have some paper work to finish." He said.
"You know Ju Kyung I really believe we can save this but if you find your paper work more important then you should've just signed the papers. It would make things easier."
"You don't have to throw it in my face everytime I don't do as you ask Y/n." He said.
"Ju Kyung, I'm trying to remind you of what we're saving. It just seems like an idol threat to you. You don't remember who we are, I don't feel the same as before. Leaving you scares me but the more you pull away from me the easier the idea comes to mind and that hurts. You agreed to the terms so own up to it for the next fifty three days or sign." You said.
He looked up at you. He didn't seem to notice anything different about you. He couldn't see it, you changed a little but it was like the last time. Seonghwa said you needed to tell him but if you did things might get messy. Ju Kyung stood up and walked over to you."
"Where do you want to go?" He said.
"Follow me." You said.
You took him out to the bridge after getting Ramyeon to go. This bridge was the first place you two met. You leaned against the railway and looked out at the water beyond Seoul. It was relaxing.
"On that day it was just as calm as this. Warm weather, a nice breeze but I was crying my eyes out. You walked right past me, then you stopped and sat down. The winds blew the rose clip in my hair at you. So you gave it back. 'Bad day' you said to me."
"How could you tell?" He said looking out at the water.
So he did remember this moment.
"Don't you know wolves can hear the cries of pretty girls? They come running quick to eat you up." You said his line.
"So does that make you a wolf?"
"Sometimes I look back and say yeah, he was a wolf in disguise. Like every other time I was gullible and fell for the wolf's charm. I've never lasted six years with a wolf though, barley a year. You could get away with murder Ju Kyung."
"You know I loved you." He said.
"Loved, past tense. The problem now is I don't know if you love me anymore. Seems like we're just faking it now. I want to save our marriage Ju Kyung. I really do because I love you. This isn't some ploy where we need to stay together for the kids, this is me open and honestly saying I love you and I want you back. I think some where along the way we let ourselves get caught in the excuse of work and we became divided."
In this California King bed
We're ten thousand miles apart.
"The more distance we put between us the harder this is to fix. You're still working with her, she's still there. The temptation, the reason my heart is breaking, she's a reminder of the crime you committed against me. I don't mention it or her, not because I think if I don't talk about it, it will not have happened but because I've done my fair share of breaking us apart too. My crime was putting work first. In our marriage, our partnership, I can admit I may have pushed you away, giving you your opportunity." You said.
"No sin goes unpunished Ju Kyung but it is forgiven. There's a reason you're not all in this with me. Why? Do you want it to end so bad?"
Tryna make it work but man these times are hard.
"Y/n I -have been-"
"Unfaithful, right? It was more than once so you feel guilty is that it?" You asked.
Ju Kyung ran his hand through his hair.
"I love you." He said broken.
You smiled and stepped up to him and hugged him.
"Ju Kyung, I forgive you I just need you to be in this with me."
He looked up at you and gave you a kiss. His hand slipped past your hair to get to your cheek and your heart skipped a beat.
For the first time.
He kissed you softly, at first just your lips touching. His lips parted to let his tongue swipe your bottom lip. Your lips parted slightly and he deepened the kiss. He pulled you close to him and held you tight. Your lips parted and you looked at him and gave him a soft smile.
"You need to get back to work. When you get home tonight, maybe we can do something with the kids." You said.
"Yeah-should I drive you back to work?" He asked.
"I drove to your office." You smiled.
He nodded blank face. He was feeling odd you could tell but he was feeling and that's what you wanted.
"But you can walk me to the car." You said.
He gave you a small laugh and you grabbed his hand to walk down the bridge with....
Smut in next Chapter.
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