I know it's me who fucks things up- I try too hard or I don't try hard enough. I know I have voices in my head reminding me of the things I've heard in real life. I know I am insecure. I know I can't keep letting my past take away from my future. I am sorry I fucked this one up, however I did it, but it's not going to happen again. I've survived too much to let my life go now. It's time to take my fucking life back. My past does not own me, I do, and I may be influenced by my past but I am not my past, I am who I choose to let my past make me. New foot forward. Time to be brave.