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J I N Jin stood there outside the doctor's door as he listened to the doctor talking to her parents,"She's progressing faster than we expected...The medicine seems to no longer be working." I heard her mom cry out a little then Youngjae stepped in,"Can't we double the doses?" "At this point there's no use. Her system is already fighting it. All we can do is wait...and we'll prepare ourselves for the worse." Jin stood there astounded by what he had just heard. He stood there not realizing that her parents had already come out to find him there. "Jin...Did you?" Jin nodded slowly at Youngjae. "Yeah." There was a silence as tears streamed down his face. He was mad. Mad that there was nothing he can do to save Y/N. "Lets go to her...she needs us more than ever." Y / N You woke up to the sound of hospital machines surrounding you. Everything looked unfamiliar. The harder you tried to remember what had happened your headache would get worse proving to you that there is no use. You looked towards the door as it opened. "Y/N..." You figured that was the name of one of the patients you shared the room with. To your surprise he walked towards you. So you sat upright to get a better view of the handsome young man. "I don't want to be rude but...who are you?" He looked at you with a pained expression as he took out a notebook from his bag. He then handed it to you while smiling. "I'm Jungkook and this is for you." You nodded slowly as you took the notebook and opened it and read the long paragraph on the first page: Hey Y/N, This is you. Now that you're reading this I'm guessing it's time. After telling everyone about the disease I have I decided to stop taking the medicine. Don't tell anyone. They'll get mad. Like really mad. haha. But in this notebook is everything you need to know. People who're important to you and people you should forgive. Events that lead up to your current situation blah blah. I also put a picture of you here so don't forget! You are Choi Y/N and this is how you look. You looked at the photo of a woman wearing a over the shoulder dress smiling happily at the camera.Β  You love photography and drinking caramel macchiatos at Kiri Cafe. You love movie nights with Jimin, Jungkook, Nayeon and Jin. You looked up at Jungkook. "Where did you get this?" He looked down,"You gave it to me a week ago and said to give it to you just incase...just incase something like this happened." You looked back down at the notebook and searched for Jungkook's name and read it out loud," Jeon Jungkook. He is a little nosy but cares about you. Loves photography as much as me but of course I am better at it." You laughed as you looked up at Jungkook,"I guess I'm better at capturing things." He smiled as you continued to read,"...very popular with girls. The first person other than my family to know about my disease. He's older and kind. Almost like a brother to me. But better I guess." Jungkook smiled as he patted your head when you noticed two men walking into the room. Jungkook turned his head and walked towards them. "Y/N...this is Choi Youngjae and Kim Seokjin." You nodded as you searched for their names in the notebook,"Choi Youngjae. He is my dumb but loving older brother. He did something unforgivable to my bestfriend Jimin but it's okay. Forgive and forget." You laughed at the irony,"I got the forget part I guess I'll do the forgiving to. I forgive you Youngjae!" He smiled as he kissed your forehead,"Somethings never change I guess. What is that anyways?" "My notes. Important notes of things I should never forget." You smiled and looked back down reading what was written under Jin's name. "Kim Seokjin. His nickname is Jin. He is an arrogant, insensitive, lying--" "What the heck did you write anything nice about me at all?" You glared up at him,"I'm not done!" He smiled as he sat down at the corner of your hospital bed. "Fine continue." You then cleared your throat,"Okay where was I...uhm...blah blah.. oh lying playboy. But it's all a fake front inside he's the sweetest and dorkiest person alive. It was practically love at first sight, so be nice to him." You felt your cheeks get hot and refused to look up embarrassed at what you had just read. "He loves me genuinely I think. And I love him even more. But one thing I do wish he never made me feel is the will--" You stopped as you read to yourself. But one thing I do wish he never made me feel is the will to live. I'm scared to die. I'm scared to leave him alone. "What does it say?" You immediately closed the notebook,"Nope just for me to read!" He then leaned forward trying to get the book from me. He smiled as you felt your cheeks go hot from the sudden closeness. He then leaned his forehead towards mine,"I love you Y/N..." You felt your cheeks go red as you stared into his eyes. "Is she okay?" A guy and a girl walked in looking at me with concerned expressions. "I'll tell you guys later." Youngjae said as he looked back at you,"This is Park Jimin and Im Nayeon." You nodded looking back down at your notebook,"Park Jimin, he is your best friend, the loudest, most annoying, and most disgusting person I know. But he is also the greatest friend I can ever have. He has been with me since I can remember. All I ever wish for in this world is for him to be happy. To see him and Nayeon walk down the aisle before I--" You paused again reading it to yourself. You cleared your throat as you looked for Nayeon,"Im Nayeon, your only girl best friend, thanks to Jimin I was practically casted away from the girls. Nayeon and I have been close since she started going out with Jimin. She did something to Jimin but I think it's about time we forgive her. I was never actually really that mad. Just disappointed I guess. But take care of them!" You smiled and looked up at the couple,"I guess you two are my best friends." Then another way older couple walked,"Y/N...sweety...?" You looked at Youngjae for help. "They're our mom and dad." You looked for them on the notebook,"Mom. She is the strongest person you know. Before you thought of her as a pathetic person for taking our Dad back but you realized that sometimes dumb decisions are needed in life. Especially after meeting Jin. Now to me she's the bravest woman out there. Love her because she loves you." Your mom clutched her chest as she turned to your dad and buried her face in his chest. You cleared your throat,"Dad. He is the person I despise the most. He cheated on mom soon after finding out about my illness. I felt like he hated me. Like I was the reason he made those choices. I want to forgive him I really do but not if he hated me. Not if he couldn't even touch me without hating what's to become of me. He sees me only as my disease. He is just waiting for me to die." You looked up at the old man and you saw he had a pained expression pinned to his face. "I wrote this...why'd did you cheat? Was it really because of me?" Your father shook his head,"I did it because I was dumb. I was stressed from work and the things going in the house. I ended up blaming myself for what happened to you. This disease was brought on by me. You can only get it from your paternal genetics." You smiled up at him,"Then it was a misunderstanding!. It's okay I'll forgive you." He started to cry as he leaned in close to hug you and kiss your forehead. "I'm sorry you have to go through this...all because of me." You stood there as tears streamed down your face. For some unknown reason a feeling of being relieved had taken over your body. "I love you. Your my precious little girl I would never hate you." You smiled wiping your tears,"I love you too." You looked around you. 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😒😒😭😭😭 Omg Jin I love always know that πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
he knows πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–