royalpandajedi
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Gangsta Love: Unsettling Feelings

WARNING 18+

due to language, and sensual content and violence
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Reader & Loco
Angst/Smut

Plot:
When Sober, he as sweet as a puppy, but when Drunk He's a true thug... You as one of the best cat burglars get caught when he's a Drunken Thug. Oh the things he does to you, the threats he makes come true. Makes you work for him, but only when he drunk. He ignores you when sober, in fear you will use his sober state as an escape.
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~(Y/N Pov)~

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I couldn't help but want to snuggle up to the warm source that way laying next to me. It felt like I was dreaming though, since the bed so amazingly soft. I didn't want to open my eyes, but a hand brushing my hair behind my ear made me. I looked up at the owner of the hand to see it was Loco. I couldn't recall how the fuck we got to this bed at all.


We both made full eye contact, as he smiled warmly at me. "Hey sleepy head." I just blinked, mostly because I couldn't seem to find words to speak. "You hungry?" My stomach answer for me, creating a gentle to escape Loco's lips.


"I'll take that as a yes." He got out of bed to stand up in only his boxers. I could see his entire body was secretly covered in shallow cuts and bullet wounds. It was faded well on his arms, so no one could really tell. Yet it still show more on his back and legs. Loco put on sweat pants, before going to get me his AOMG sweater.


He tossed it onto the bed, as he smirked at me. "You can wear only that if you want. No rush in getting dressed. You are my guest after all." He winked at me before going off to the kitchen. Something felt off today, as I watched him walk away.


I took his sweater, and pulled it over my body, before getting out of bed. I made my way to his kitchen to see he had already started cooking. "Loco oppa, why do I got this sicking feeling something bad gonna happen?" He glance over at me and arched an eyebrow. "Really? You're going to call me by my stage name?"


His words confused me, as he pulled way from the food to come to me. He took my hand, and had me sit at the island counter, on a bar stool. "Its okay for you to call me by my real name. Just relax and enjoy the breakfast I'm trying to make for you." I simply nodded my head, as he smiled.


Loco than went back to cooking breakfast, leaving me to watch him. Loco really was super cute without even trying. I wanted to get up, and give him a back hug. What stop me is the fact that he and I really weren't in that kind of relationship. I went to rest my head on hand, when I felt a stinging sensation on my face.


"Ouch."


He turn around to look my way, the moment I voiced my pain. "Oh yeah, be careful. You did get a nice cut from the glass you broke." I blinked, before getting up to go look in the bathroom mirror. I really did have a nice cut on my face, but it seem to have been treated. I came out the bathroom, and looked into his bedroom.


There was a first aid-kit on his dresser, as I realized he treated it while I slept. "Yeah, I treated it while you were rest from a good fucking." Loco was smiling as he lean against the wall. "And it really must of been good for you, because you slept through the whole night." I really was speechless every time he spoke to me.


It was as if I really was at a lost for words. He came up to me, and took my hand into his own again. He guided me back to the island, only to find that he really did make me a simple but appetizing breakfast for me. I looked over at him, and he seem puzzled this time. He turn me to face him, whilst petting my head.


"You okay? The only word you said this whole time was 'ouch'."


I looked into his eyes, and saw he really was concern about me. I felt my heart starting to race, but my mind was so clouded. "I see the fire in your eyes has dim down." I just rubbed my forehead, before going to get my clothes. "What? You're really not going to eat?"


I picked up my panties, before I turn to look at him. "I will just give me a moment. Still trying to clear the fog in my mind." I collected my clothes, and went to go get dress. I felt my stomach twisting from nerves.


Just wish I understood by I had a bad feeling. I came out after getting dress, and lay it out over the stool chair. Loco was M.I.A as I sat down to eat my food. Though I ate it slowly, in fear he did something to it. When I finished eating, he came out of the bathroom, drying his hair with a towel.


"So you ate... That's good."


He gave me the sweetest smile I had ever seen him show to me. "Remember how you said you had a bad feeling before?" I felt my eyes widen, as I jump out my chair and away from the plate. Loco just laughed at my action as he watched me move away from the empty plate fast. "No I did not do anything to your food, Y/N."


I just blinked as I stood there, alert to everything this time. "I'm letting you go." I froze at his words, as he just looked at me. Loco was being serious with me as I felt my heart sinking down into my stomach. "The contact though will stay in tack, meaning what you know about me, and what I know about you will stay between us and Woo Bae."


I just looked around the room, before I looked back at him. "So.... I'm fired?" He nodded his head, as I felt my body go numb. "Okay..." I just took a deep breath, and found my own way out.


I did heard him call my name, but I just couldn't deal at the moment. My world was frozen in shock as I walked back to the hospital to spend the day with him sister. Woo Bae was waiting for me at the hospital, with a bit warm smile. I just stop dead in my tacks to close my eyes. I felt his strong arms wrap around me to comfort me.


When he pulled away, he put a jacket around me, and fixed my hair. "Just shoot me a text when you're ready to go home. You may not work for boss anymore, but he said I am to stay with you at all times, as your personal guard." I looked up at him, honestly not caring about thing but my sister. When I got to my sister's room, she was standing up getting ready for her daily stroll.


"Seems I came just in time."


She grinned happily, as we gave each other a loving hug. "May I join this stroll of yours?" She nodded before taking hold of my hand, with her free one. "Sis, are you feeling okay today? You seem to be wearing the same thing as yesterday."


I looked down at my attire, before letting out a soft sigh. "Mianhae, I actually spend the night at a friends house, and came here before going home." She nodded, understanding, as she took me to the cafeteria. "Is your friend your boyfriend?" I looked over at her as she smiled warmly.


"Would be nice to know you found someone to love you. Don't want my sister to be alone too long."


I just kissed the top of her head, as I noticed my vision blurring. My mind imaging Loco and I as a couple. Holding hands, going on dates, actually kissing passionately without rage fueling it. Actually dating him would be amazing, but I knew full well my feelings for him would always be one sided. I whip my tears away before she could noticed.


"Don't worry, as long as I have you, I will never be lonely."


She snuggled up to me, before we went to get a meal together. I ended up spending the whole day with her. Soon enough though, she sent me home to get washed up and changed. Woo Bae did stay by myself, as I just reminded myself to remain strong. I had a few months before I had to go back to work to get money some how again.


Yet I just stood in the shower, letting the hot water turning cold fall on my head.


I held my hands close to my chest, as I allow the tears to roll down my face.

The water helping me hid the fact that my heart was broken and it hurt so badly.....



NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE POSTED ON THURSDAYS ONLY.... THEY WILL ALL BE PRE-SCHEDULE
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Why you do that!!!!! *insert grown man cry*
7 months ago·Reply
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FIRE HER!!! (oh that yell hurts so bad)
7 months ago
DAMN BOSS LADY!!!! WHY YOU DO ME LIKE THAT!?!?!
7 months ago·Reply
what i do! xD
7 months ago·Reply
@royalpandajedi Don't play coy!!
7 months ago·Reply
Wow! I wasn't expecting that
7 months ago·Reply
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