Sitting at the bar taking a sip of her fifth drink that night, in deep thought. Why the hell did he have to be cold? Why the hell did he say to her that he was no longer in love with her? How can you fall out of love with someone after five years of being together? She took her drink and chugged the rest of it while waving to the bartender to make her a new one. She was never like this, drinking when something went wrong. Drowning her sorrows even though she had no clue on why she was.
“For all I know he can go jump off a cliff or go fuck himself or die a lonely death for all I care.” She whispered to herself, but loud enough for the young man who was sitting one stool away from her to hear.
“That is a little harsh don’t you think?” He asked moving closer to her.
“I don’t think it is really. He is the one that wanted to end things and stomp on my heart.” She told him as the bartender brought her the sixth drink that night. She looked at the young man watching him take a sip of his bottle which she assumed was beer. His eyes were double lid doe eyes that would make all the girls go nuts for. His hair was black and fluffy that hung in his eyes making him look mysterious. However, his face looked as if he was still in high school. That made her feel odd having thoughts of seducing him right then and there.
“He shouldn’t have done that to a pretty woman like you.” His voice sounded husky and it gave her goosebumps.
“Shouldn’t you be home studying?” She said trying to shake off the turned-on vibe that was radiating off him.
“You’re funny thinking I’m a kid.” He smirked tipping the bottle to his mouth.
“I didn’t say you were a kid.” She sighed finishing her drink in one shot.
“But you are thinking that that I am. How about I prove to you that I am not a kid?” He looked at her when she turned to face him with wide eyes. Did she hear that correctly? Was he willing to take her who was a stranger to him, to make her forget? She nodded not thinking what would happened. All that she knew was that she was no longer attached to someone.
The young man paid for her tab and his before taking her hand as they went up to his room. With her mind clouded she couldn’t help, but realize how well his hand fit into hers. Her thoughts went further as she imagined on what those hands would do to her.
As if reading her thoughts, the young man pushed against the wall of the lift as it took them to his floor where his room was located. The look he was giving made her shiver in a good way. He didn’t touch her, only looked at her. As much as he wanted to touch her, he wanted to wait until they were in his room. He watched her as she licked those plump seductive lips of hers. Just doing that made his pants feel tight and he cursed that this lift was taking forever to reach his floor.
When he walked into the bar that night he wasn’t expecting to see a pretty young woman like her drinking her sorrows away. Sure, he was taking advantage by mending her heart while she was under the influence. He didn’t intend too, but when she looked at him with those deep blue eyes that he would get lost in if he stared too long.
He wanted her on the bar to just hear moans coming out of the sweet mouth of hers. She touched him feeling the muscles of his chest. He was strong and she wanted to feel those defined muscles of his without clothing. He closed his eyes as her hands touched him. He wasn’t sure how much he could take before taking her right there for all to see. He took her hands and held them. She gave him questioning look.
“If you keep touching me I won’t last much longer.” He whispered into her ear. When sound of the lift singled that they had arrived, he took her hand and led her to his room. Once he punched the pin and the door opened, he didn’t hesitate to push her against the door once it closed. He leaned down and captured her lips. She was short so he lifter her to where they were equal in height. She wrapped her legs around his hips. He tasted cherries with a hint of alcohol making him want more. He broke the kiss moving to her neck tasting coconut.
She moaned loud enough that she was embarrassed and covered her mouth as she moaned again. He was kissing, biting, and sucking on all her sensitive spots. Behind her right ear, the center of her collarbone, shoulder, and in between the top of her breasts. He looked up at her, seeing her covering her mouth and breathing hard. He removed her hand and kissed her while he moved to the bed. Placing her gently on her back, he stood up and removed his dress shirt. When he leaned down to kiss her again, her hands wonder to his chest to feel those well-defined muscles. He groaned against her lips as she touched him. His pants grew tighter as his member wanted to be set free.
She sat up to unzip her dress with his help without breaking the kiss. Once her dress was off, the young man broke the kiss to look at her. She felt self-conscious while he stared, moving her hands to cover herself from his hungry eyes. He stopped her from doing so, to look at how beautiful she looked. He was mesmerized that he kissed every inch of her body. Starting at her forehead, to her nose, lips, chin, etc. When he kissed the valley between her breast, she gripped the bedding behind her biting her bottom lip. She moaned as he went further down. When he kissed inner of both her thighs, her right hand gripped his hair when he kissed her core. Hearing her moans, he knew that wasn’t going to last. He trailed kisses back up to her lips while he fumbled with his belt and button of his pants. He felt her hands give him a helping hand. His member sprang to life when she wrapped her legs around him to switch positions. Now she was on top with him underneath her.
He smirked liking what he was seeing. Just like he did, she kissed him from his forehead down to his chest then to his member. He stopped her before she did anything.
“Baby ride me.” He told her with his voice deeper than what it was before, making her shiver. She took his member in her hand guiding it into her core. Once he was inside they both moaned him pleasure and she slowly began to ride him. He placed his hands on her hips as he moved with her. he watched her as bit her lower lip trying to suppress a moan. She was beautiful and he wanted to hear her voice. As much as he liked her riding him, he wanted to be the one to pleasure her. He switched positions staying connected. He slowly moved in and out of her watched her again bit her lip to suppress a moan.
“I want to hear you moan, scream, and tell me how fast you want me to go.” He whispered in her right ear. He picked up the pace and she did what he asked. Each time he went in and out her moans grew louder with each thrust. Wrapping her legs around him and pulling him closer to her, he went deeper. She gripped his hair as he went faster.
“Baby I’m close.” She whined moving one hand to grip the sheets and the other in his hair.
“I am too, lets come together.” He said in between each thrust and breath he took. Moving faster and deeper he thrusted into her one last time before they both came. Both hearts were beating rapidly and the only noise that could be heard in the room was their heavy breathing. He rolled off her and laid on her left side. He watched has her chest moved up and down with each breath. Her eyes were closed trying to recover from the blissful orgasm.
She turned to face to see that he was looking as her with his eyes half opened. She started to feel her eyes slowly growing heavy and as if her could read her thoughts, he picked up one of the blankets that fell and covered her up. He wrapped his arms around her as they both slowly fell asleep.
She woke up when the sun tried to shine through the curtains. Turning to see the young man that, not to long ago, she slept with was sleeping soundly. Trying to not wake him, she got up from the bed, and looked for her articles of clothing. Once she was dressed, she glanced at him one last time before walking out the door.
Riding down the lift she took her phone out to see 14 missed calls. To many text messages.
-Ji Su where the hell are you?
-Why are you not picking up?
-I heard what happened. Do you need a place to stay?
-please call me? I need to know if you are alive.
Sighing, Ji Su called the sender of all the messages and missed calls. On the fourth ring the owner of the phone picked up.
“Now you answer.” A female voice said through the phone.
“I’m sorry that I missed your call and never replied back. I was busy.” Ji Su told her friend. “Doing what exactly?” “
Um..about what you asked. About me needing a place to stay. Would it be ok if I moved in today?” Ji Su asked avoiding the question.
“Kim Ji Su, you better tell me or the offer of you living with me is void.”
“Mi Sun my beautiful best friend who has been with me through my best and worst. I would love to tell you, but not over the phone.” Ji Su was getting stares when she left the lift and walking out the main entrance. She knew that her appearance looked like the walk of a shame. However, she didn’t feel as if it was a walk of a shame.
“Alright fine, come to my place to clean up and then we’ll head to the place you use to call home.” Mi Sun sighed and caved for her dear friend in need. Ji Su heard noise on the other line and figured Mi Sun boyfriend was over.
“Seems like you have some action of your own last night.” Ji Su said through the phone looking for her car.
“Not really. Jin came over to make me dinner and watched movies. Though I wasn’t paying attention to him or the movie as I was too busy trying to get ahold of you.” Mi Sun said sternly. “Well to make up for what you had to go through, I will make dinner tonight with your favorite wine.” Ji Su told Mi Sun when she found her car. “I’ll be over in ten minutes. Please be decent when I arrive.”
“Damnit Ji Su, we did nothing!” Mi Sun exclaimed.
“Yup keep telling yourself that.” Before Min Sun said anything else, Ji Su hung up and started her car. Ji Su forgot that it was still early spring and the weather was still cold. Turning on her heater and waited for her car to warm up, Ji Su thoughts went back to what happened last night. Her face felt warm and she knew she was blushing. With the amount of alcohol that she had in her, she was surprised to have every detail of what happen replaying over and over. From when he told her, to every touch, to every kiss.
He was right that he wasn’t a kid and to where she felt safe in his arms while they slept. Sadly, she knew that she wouldn’t meet him again. Brushing the memories deep into a safe place of her memory, Ji Su drove over to Mi Sun’s apartment complex.
When she arrived, she saw Jin leaving and walking into his apartment a crossed from Mi Sun’s. Min Sun was about to walk back in when she saw Ji Su walking down the hall. Mi Sun waited until both were inside. Without a word between both, Mi Sun hugged Ji Su before telling her to go change. Ji Su was thankful that Mi Sun was the same size as her finding jeans, cami, plain gray t-shirt, and a light blue hoodie.
Ji Su took a shower and then change before walking back into the living room where Mi Sun was texting away on her phone.
“When will you move in with Jin or he move in with you?” Ji Su asked sitting next to Mi Sun. “You know how it is. Jin has to take care of six boys including himself. Those six boys would be lost without him. Speaking of which the youngest is coming back from studying abroad for four years. Jin invited us to join a small gathering to welcome him home. Though I declined telling Jin that you needed my full attention.” Mi Sun put her phone aside and then looked at Ji Su with questioning eyes.
“What do you want to know?” Ji Su sighed knowing that Mi Sun wasted no time.
“Why did Jae break things off? I thought he was going to purpose!”
“He didn’t and told me that he wasn’t in love with me anymore.”
“That is BS and you know it. How can someone fall out of love after being with some for five years?!” Mi Sun stood up and paced in front of Ji Su.
“I know, but I never asked him because I walk out before he could explain.” Ji Su put her chin on her knees getting dizzy watching Mi Sun pace.
“Then where did you go after he ended things?” Mi Sun stopped and looked at Ji Su.
“I went to the bar at the hotel where I was supposed to have dinner with Jae. I had one of those drinks with cherries in them. You know the one that Yoongi has made before.” Ji Su was dragging the information that Mi Sun wanted to know. She knew that Mi Sun was annoyed with her left brow raised. “
Just get to the point.” Mi Sun said closing her eyes.
“Did you sleep with someone?” Mi Sun cut her off not waiting for Ji Su to answer.
“Why would you assume that.” Ji Su was dragging this on. Mi Sun was always wanting juicy stuff. If Ji Su told her that she slept with a young man who just knew her body, she would never hear the end of it.
“Just tell me a simple yes or no. Once you answer we will leave to get your things.”
“That is all that you need? A simple yes or no?” Ji Su asked looking at Mi Sun with a serious face. Mi Sun nodded with her eyes sparkling. “Yes.”
Ji Su said closing her eyes picturing his. She wishes that she knew his name to do with those doe eyes of his.
“Oh, it must have been good if you are blushing and biting your lip. Plus, I knew that you did with all those marks on your neck. He found your sensitive spots.” Mi Sun jumped while clapping. Ji Su stood up and headed for the door with her keys in hand. Mi Sun followed her asking questions like how good was he and what was his name. Ji Su ignored her but that didn’t stop Mi Sun.
“I never got his name.” Ji Su told her hyper best friend as they waited at a red light.
“Well then tell me how was he then?” Mi Sun asked grabbing her phone messaging Jin.
“He was, oh how do I put it, very gentle and slow. He didn’t care if I was a little loud. He was a gentleman.” Ji Su smile as the memories resurfaced. Mi Sun gushed on how it would be great to meet him again.
All the over excitement slowly disappeared from Mi Sun when they pulled up to Jae’s apartment. Ji Su didn’t know how to feel let alone think coming back to a place that she dreamt that the rest of her life would be at.
“How long is he giving you to move your things out?” Mi Sun asked when they stepped out of the car. “A week maybe not sure. I just want to get my things and forget about him.” Ji Su told her and said nothing else as they took the lift to the 6th floor and entered the place she use to call home.
Ji Su didn’t have much. Two suitcases full of her clothes and three bags with other things such as her books, art supplies, and misc. things. Looking around the apartment she made sure there was nothing else that she was forgetting. After one last look, Ji Su and Mi Sun walked out the door.
“So what do you want to do?” Mi Sun asked when they were back on the road.
“Well I need a bed.”
“Done. Jin and the boys went and bought you a bed. They even bought sheets for you. What else?”
“You can go to that party that Jin invited you.” Ji Su felt bad that her break up with Jae was making Mi Sun miss out on spending time with Jin.
“I will go, if you go too.” Ji Su looked at her best friend who was giving her puppy dog eyes. Ji Su looked away laughing.
“Alright fine I’ll go. I am not dressing up into anything besides what I am wearing.”
“I don’t care the boys won’t either. It’s just us and the boys. I have seen pictures of the youngest. He is super handsome and two years younger than us. He went to America to study dance. Hoseok, Jimin, Tae Tae, and him are in a dance crew and compete. Their dance studio is a crossed from the store.” Mi Sun shared with Ji Su from what she learned from Jin and the others. Ji Su only met the group of them a few times and didn’t really know who they were. She guessed that Mi Sun was trying to help her since she was going to be seeing them every day.
The rest of the day went fast as Ji Su unpacked and made the room she was going to live in hers. Putting her clothes away in the closet and dresser, and putting her art supplies in the corner. She worked without realizing that the sun was down and Mi Sun was already at Jin’s place.
Ji Su stopped what she was doing and put her shoes on before walking out the door. Closing the door behind her, Ji Su heard voices in the hall she looked down the hall to see three boys walking towards her. She recognized two out of the three.
“Hey Ji Su, it’s about time you came. Though Jin was hoping you would be in there before the guest of honor arrived. Plus, I figured you would be drinking that god-awful cherry drink that Yoongi makes.” Jimin said to her when they were closer.
“I would, but I lost track of time.” She gave him a smile and looked to see the new face that was with him and Taehyung. However, when she looked at him the memory of last night flashed. As if he knew what she was thinking he gave her a smirk.
“This is the guest of honor. Introduce yourself.” Taehyung elbowed the young man next to him. The young man walked up to her and held out his hand.
“I’m Jeon Jungkook. Nice to meet you.” When Jungkook spoke, it sent shivers down her spine. “I’m Kim Ji Su.” She took his hand felt electric sparks pass through. Those doe eyes covered with his black hair was not hard to miss with that smirk of his.
There you the frst chapter. I will aplogize now for the smut if it crapy. This is my secondtime writing something like this. I am working on chapter two and i hope to have it up by tomorrow!
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