Its horrible how badly I want to tell her. I almost did last week but I changed my mind at the last minute. But I can't help thinking I'd be telling her for any reason other than to hurt her. Everytime I see her picture on fb all I can think about is how I could wipe that smile off her face real quick. I'm awful I know it's not her fault her husband is a cheater. That he pursued me like no one before. That he tells me if he'd met me before her we'd be married. That I'm a million times better in bed then her. In the end no matter whether I tell her or not it won't change anything they'll still be married they'll still be expecting a child and I'm still going to hell.