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once 9 || m. yoongi fanfic
Find the rest of the story here! You ignored the texts and the calls. It didn't matter who it was you just let it ring. You locked yourself in your room. You called off work for a week. Maybe it was enough for you to get yourself together and figure out what you wanted to happen between you and Chanyeol. But all you've been doing was thinking and crying. You were in shock that Chanyeol had even went to meet her but to know that he'd slept with her it broke your already broken heart even more. But you were at fault too. Meeting with Yoongi and accusing him of cheating. You couldn't help but think it was your fault. You regret everything that happened that day. From the fight to kissing Yoongi. You didn't want Yoongi thinking you still felt something for him because you didn't. Or at least you wanted to convince yourself you didn't. You got up from the warmth of your bed flinching as the cold floor touched the soles of your feet. You turned your head to find a girl in the mirror. Almost unrecognizable. Swollen red eyes from crying and the messy hair. You scoffed as you got out of the room. You found a note from Nana. Take out the trash please. You then walked to the trash can in the bathroom and as you pulled out the plastic you noticed something that had probably fallen out of the trash can. Out of curiosity you grabbed your gloves and picked it up. You were shocked. It was a pregnancy test that read positive. And it sure in hell wasn't yours. But why would Nana hide this from you. Was she ashamed of something? Was she scared? You bit your lip as you placed it ontop of some paper towels and threw the trash as you sat on the couch with the test stick infront of you. "Oh god Nana..." -------------- "I'm home." Nana stopped in her tracks as soon as she you asleep on the couch. "Y/N..." She said while shaking your body waking you from your dream,"Oh...Nana...you're home..." "Did you eat?" She said placing her bag on the kitchen table situated in the middle of the dinner room. "Nana...I found this in the bathroom trash..." You said quietly as you pointed at the pregnancy test. Her eyes widened as she walked over and grabbed the stick from the coffee table. "What the fuck Y/N!? You went through the trash!" You shook your head,"It must've fell out of the trash can because it wasn't in there. Nana are you really?" She sat down next to you on the couch,"Y/N please...don't tell anyone. Jongdae doesn't even know. And god if he finds out." She started to cry,"I can't lose him Y/N..." She began to cry hysterically as you grabbed her hands and squeezed it,"You won't just talk to hi--" "He's not ready to be a father! He doesn't even want children Y/N!!" You bit your lip unsure of what to say. Unsure of the feelings she must be feeling having to deal with a pregnancy so early into her life. For god sakes she was only in her 20's. "But he doesn't have to know I made an appointment with the doctor already and I think I'm going to--" "Nana! No! Don't kill the child because your scared Jongdae wont take responsibility I'll be here!" She scoffed standing up pointing angrily at you as she cried harder,"Easy for you to say! Because it's not your life that's going to be fucked up! You think I just decided I'm doing this...it took alot of thinking Y/N! I want to keep Jongdae. But I didn't want to be a murderer. Oh god Y/N..." She said as she buried her face on her hands. You looked down at your feet. You were her supposed bestfriend but you didn't know what to do. You just sat their rubbing the palm of your hands on her back not knowing what to say. You felt guilty. Nana always knew what to say and all you can do was sit here in silence. "Y/N...please just let me do this." "Nana...please think a little more if you want Ill talk to Jon--" "God no! Y/N please! I don't want Jongdae to leave me." The cracking of her voice made your heart clench. She was desperate. Desperately trying to keep Jongdae while struggling to keep her humanity. ------------- "Oh Y/N you're back!" You nodded at the show's PD as you lowered your head bowing,"Uh Yes it's been a while Kim PD." He smiled as he lead you into the dressing room with the boys. Nana had already gotten there and was almost done with Baekhyun's make up when she looked up. Her smile almost disappearing instantly. You noticed it wasn't just Nana's smile that disappeared. When you walked in everything went quiet. The trace of a happy ambiance that was once there just vanished into thin air. You cleared your throat as you placed the clothes you'd prepared on the rack. "Y/N..." Baekhyun had hugged you from behind placing his chin on your shoulder,"Your big brother has been struggling with the clothes Nana has been choosing I'm glad you're back." You laughed a little as you handed him the set that was labeled Baekhyun. "Here." You then gave everyone their stage costumes. Making a couple of fixes here and there. Your eyes kept falling back to Chanyeol who had been busy on his phone. Your heart clenched as you saw him happily staring at his phone. Baekhyun had noticed your trailing eyes as he placed his hand on your shoulders. "Y/N. He has been taking Irene out more often. It's over for you both I think." You looked up at Baekhyun as you scoffed whispering back,"I guess he took the whole break thing as a lets end it." Baekhyun shook his head,"No it was that kiss with Yoongi." You nodded slowly stopping any tears from falling,"Yeah that was stupid of me." You watched as they left for their stage performance. It was just now Nana and yourself in the room. She looked at you then walked out of the room following the boys. You looked at the door as she locked it behind her. You wanted to yell and cry but instead nothing came out just silence. In just a couple of months you had lost your boyfriend and your bestfriend. ----------- Nana had moved out after her doctor's visit. She didn't say a word you just came home one day to find her things gone. You just saw her at work but she didn't even say a word to you then. You ignored any messages or calls from Yoongi. You found it harder and harder for you to sleep and eat. You weren't sure what it was. Maybe the stress of finding a new job. You couldn't stand seeing Chanyeol and Nana anymore. The feeling of wanting to leave got stronger when you saw Chanyeol and Irene behind the stage holding hands flirting. You couldn't stop the feelings of betrayal and anger. But what made you think of finding a job outside of your field was the loss of inspiration. You were asked to bring an outfit for Baekhyun for a semi casual event but you had no ideas. All your outfit choices were rejected by your brother. Your choices had gotten so bad that he preferred wearing an ensemble created by Nana. You weren't sure what was happening to you anymore. But you wanted everything to end fast. This slump in your life had to go. So you decided to go out that night. You wore a plum colored dress that help highlight your curves. You let your hair down powdering your eyes with brown eye shadow creating an ombre look with some black eye shadow matched with a dark red lipstick that made your lips look fuller than they actually were. Tonight you were out to enjoy yourself and no one can take that from you. You were going to get fucked up and no one can stop you. āšœ House Of Disquietude Taglist āšœ Queens/Kings; @geekywriterabby @Bangtanss @AimeeH @Lexxcisco @SkyBlast @Jaerinn @hskswife @MelissaGarza @SaraDarWish Royalty Family; @AbbyRoscoe @SugaKookieV @LemonLassie @SimplyAwkward @KenyaMendoza @SarahHibbs @EmilyCayetano @twistedPuppy @sarahdarwish If you want to be tagged/untagged please go ahead and ask in the comments below. 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