There's something wrong with me. I can't explain it but I feel it deep down in my soul. I think I'm dying inside. I think he's killing me slowly. Why can't I let go why don't I speak up why am I more worried about hurting he's feelings. He told me once he was ruining my life and I told I was strong and I knew what I was getting myself into but I'm not strong I'm soo weak. I pretend everything is ok that I'm fine I think I'm falling apart. Everyday I'm losing more and more of myself. I need to admit I'm not ok. There's something wrong with me.