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You looked up at the tree as you waited for Yoongi. "Ice caramel macchiato extra caramel." You smiled as he handed you your drink, "Thanks. Am I allowed to have this?" He shrugged as he took a sip of his latte,"Would they sell it at the hospital cafeteria if you weren't allowed to have it." You laughed at his logic,"You're not wrong." He smiled, "But forreals though it's fine I asked the doctor obviously. I told him it's the only cure to your unhappiness." You rolled your eyes,"I wish this was all it takes." You flinched as Yoongi placed your hair behind your ear,"I'm determined to make you happy again Y/N." "And if it's impossible ?" He shook his head,"Nothing is impossible. Look at where EXO is compared to back then. Look at where BTS is. No one thought it was possible and believed in our groups but now we are on top standing hand and hand. Can you believe it? Because if I'm being honest all this seems like a dream." You laughed as you watched him smiling at a distance,"Oh god I remembered how obsessed you guys were with GD and now you guys got to sit next to them during an awards show. And won a daesang! I'm so proud of you guys..." He nodded,"Sometimes I wish you were with me the entire time. Because no matter how much I struggled in the beginning I know you would've stayed by my side. Not fight and put me down like Hyeri did. Chanyeol was lucky to have you the entire time." "Oh. I didn't know she did that I'm sorry." He laughed,"It's funny how after we debuted I kept thinking you'd text me a goodluck or even come to one of my performances. I really missed how supportive you are. Kind of started to finally realize I fucked up the one good thing I had." You smiled as you held his hands and rested your head on his shoulder,"It's not fair Yoongi. You hurt me but now you're the one I look to to heal me. It's not fair." You felt him kiss your forehead as the two of you sat down in the most comfortable silence and drank your coffees. Watching the world around the two of you just unravel into their own little worlds. Everything feeling like they're in place. So stuck in your own world you two didn't notice the sound of the camera shuttering over in the distant. ------- You read the comments below the article. Who does she think she is hanging around Yoongi like that. Isn't she an EXO stylist? A stupid stylist thinking she has a chance with someone like Yoongi. I guess it didn't work with EXO and now she's trying for a BTS member ha ha ha Look she's wearing a hospital dress maybe shes sick and dying. Yoongi is so nice doing this for charity. ha ha ha The ones about you didn't bother you but it was the ones about Yoongi and his group. I will stop listening to BTS until Yoongi breaks up with her! I thought ARMYs were the only ones for him. Yoongi is a liar. You were ruining his career all because the two of you weren't being careful that day. You two weren't even together and you were already destroying his career. "Y/N?" You locked your phone immediately looking up,"Yeol. Hey." He smiled as he placed a green lunchbox infront of you. "Baek asked me to bring you food. How you been?" You opened the lunchbox to find rice, egg rolls, and sausage making you laugh a little,"What am I five?" Chanyeol laughed,"And I'm fine Chanyeol. How's Nana I haven't seen her for a while." "She's resting. She's been having really bad backaches and it's been affecting Jongdae alot." He laughed,"Apparently it keeps him up to." You smiled,"Wow my bestfriend is actually having a baby. Are they planning on getting married?" "They...already have. It was a secret wedding. All the boys were there and Irene was asked to be maid of honor last minute it was such a beautiful wedding." "And I wasn't invited." You looked down. You remembered all those times the two of you talked about being the maid of honors for each others wedding. But to think that Nana went off and got married without even inviting you. You weren't mad because she asked somebody else to be her maid of honor but hurt she didn't even try to contact you,"Y/N. I'm sure it wasn't li--" "Y/N can I talk to you?" You shot your head up to notice Yoongi had entered the room. You were happy to see him but you kept flashing back to the comments about Yoongi,"Sorry Yoongi can you come in another time. I have some private things to discuss with Chanyeol. Right?" You smiled looking up at Chanyeol praying he'd get the idea,"Yeah. It's really important." "Okay. I'll text you later then." He looked down then at you. You looked away from Yoongi acting as if though you didn't hear him and while looking at Chanyeol you grabbed his hand. You watched from the corner of your eyes as Yoongi's face changed to that of someone who's been betrayed or whose heart has just been shattered as he left. A face you know too well yourself. "What was that about? Are you two fighting?" You let go of Chanyeol's hands,"It's not important...Yoongi and I will never be Yoongi AND I." Chanyeol tilted his head in confusion,"Is it the article? I saw you reading something and I think--" "It's not the article Chanyeol...Its not just the article. Its everything. The fans, the members, my condition, the lost trust. So what if we do get back together? It's not just about us anymore. Too many things involved. Too many people will get hurt." You said as you broke down mid sentence. It was hard to admit but it hurt even more to say out loud. There was no way for Y/N to be happy you thought. "Y/N..." Chanyeol muttered as he reached a hand out that you gently slapped away,"Just go." Chanyeol went silent as he left. You sat their the uncomfortable silence once again taking over your body. When suddenly you heard a ping sound. A message from no one else but Yoongi. You grabbed your phone finding yourself turning off the phone. You wanted to disappear. After months of wanting to feel something again. Now that you have you couldn't even act on it because you were scared. Scared that Yoongi was here to tell you he can never be by your side anymore because of his fans. Even more scared that he will tell you he would give up being a musician to be with you. He worked too hard to be where he is today. You knew how much music meant to him. How much he had to give up to be where he is that this time you decided to be the one to do all the hurting. 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That ugh!!!!! I'm more mad about the wedding. Sometimes I feel like they just shouldn't tell her shit...
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@FromBlue2U True... that girls going through a lot...I really need her with Yoongi or someone so she's not all sad...๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Really Nana!?!? That's cold and ugly Nana!
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@FromBlue2U ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚honestly though same
Seriously tho what the heck is wrong with nana and baekhyun.!? Baekhyun is supposed to be her brother but he lets chanyeol do that to her and not only that blames it all on her.!!!๐Ÿ‘ฟ And nana but she left her when she needed her the most and blamed everything on her and now to top it all of she married.!!!!!!!! And had IRENE AS BRIDESMAID.!!!!๐Ÿ‘ฟ๐Ÿ˜
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I know!! they are just.... ugh!
But this is seriously so good it keeps me on my toes ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜‚
Thank youuu!
I honestly can't explain my anger and my sadness and excitement for these stories!! I'm just confused๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜‚
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Its fine!! I'm just mind scattered because I literally wanna curse my story self out! Story self is getting on my damn nerves!๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚But I love it! My hearteu needs Yoongi in it! The ARMY can change there thoughts about me and yoongi