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MJ’s Perspective:

The only thing I can remember from that night was waking up in the Detective’s arms, after causing Rae to faint to keep her from killing Jay. They said it took a few hours for me to finally come to and when I did, it looked to them as if I was in a daze. And to be honest, I was. I could distinctly remember her saying those dreadful words.

‘Eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. REMEMBER THAT MJ. Remember that.’

And she was gone. It’s been a few days since that conversation and she has remained completely quiet. I know she is plotting something and whatever it is, I can almost guarantee that no one will come out unscathed. These last two days Detective Kwon and Jay have tried talking to me about what happened that night. Why did I pull a gun on him? Why did I threaten him? Why was I being such a bitch? I couldn’t tell them the truth, although I have this feeling that they may already know what’s really going on with me. They just don’t know all of it. The true question is this: If I tell them, will they believe me?

“Of course they won’t let believe you MJ. You’re a psychotic bitch who just tried to take off Jay’s head a couple nights ago. No one can ever be that understanding.”

I knew that voice all too well.

“I was wondering when you were going to reappear.”
“What does it matter to you? I already know your true intentions and your true feelings, so why would I even decide to entertain you these past few days?”
“You don’t know shit Rae. You were getting out of control. And now with the antics that you just pulled, they are both questioning my fucking sanity at this point, which was what we didn’t need.”
“Well, if you would have just killed Simon when you had the chance at your apartment, I guess we wouldn’t be in this situation right now, now would we MJ?”

What she just said was true. I had the perfect opportunity to take care of Simon once and for all and I didn’t take it. Deep down inside I just wanted it all to be over with. I didn’t want to do this anymore. He hurt Rae in the worse possible way and I understand, but revenge takes so much energy. At the end of it all who does it really hurt more. Him? Me? Or both parties involved. Either way, I made a deal with Jay and Detective Kwon. I plan to live up to my end of the deal, especially since more than anything Jay was the one who was most hurt out of all of us. These thoughts. I hated them. I looked in my cabinet for the bottle of tequila and poured myself a shot. The buzzing feeling of the alcohol hitting me felt so good. It was also dangerous anytime I decided to engage in my favorite indulgence. But I needed the courage for what I was about to do next.

I pulled out my phone and decided to text Alexis first, although the bitch did try to fucking kill me, I still needed her if our plan was going to work.

To: That Bitch
I’m sure you’ll be surprised at the fact that I’m text you right now
But let’s not get this shit twisted. I still don’t fucking like you
And I sure as fuck don’t appreciate you trying to kill me
But we need to fucking talk.


First message sent. I poured myself another shot and messaged Detective Kwon apologizing for what happened a few days ago. I finally told him that I’m beginning to feel the pressure and I just wanted to get it over and done with so I could move on. Which isn’t a complete lie but it’s also not the complete truth either. He was understanding and even said that he wasn’t really the one he should be apologizing too; which I knew was all too true. The last person to receive a text would be Jay. If I could down this whole bottle right now I would. My hands were sweating from my nerves but I knew it needed to be done. Making amends was not my strong suit; but causing havoc was.

To: My Flame
Hey Jay… ummm I know.. Well I’m sure
That you don’t want to have anything to do with me after what
I did a few days ago. But I was hoping we could talk and clear
The air. What do you think?


My thumb lingered over the send button after I finished typing the message out. Deep down, one part of me would be relieved if he said no while the other half of me really wants him to say yes. He was the one person who I had fallen in love with whilst on my mission of getting back at Simon and he ended up becoming my collateral damage so I could take that one step further that I needed to get to Simon. At the end, it cost me my heart and my love and at that time I didn’t care. I was so hell bent on having my revenge but now that I’m here, I’m slowly regretting everything that I have done up until this point. I finally push the send button and anxiously await his reply. I just pray that I can keep Rae at bay long enough to have this conversation, but I’m starting to think that maybe this wasn’t such a good idea. She has been quiet for too long and that can only mean one thing.

Alexis’ Perspective:

It’s been a hell of week to say the least; considering everything that has happened. From MJ sneaking around in Simon’s office, to Simon actually physically threatening me over that bitch. Who the fuck did he think he was? I was the one who helped him and betrayed my own because I believed he could do more for this empire than Jay could. In so many ways I was right. But what more than anything I was worried about my own sense of perseverance and Simon seemed liked the rest person and understood what it meant to not want to only be someone else’s right hand, but to actually run it together. Jay never understood that or that’s what I had thought. I was also intrigued by Simon. Yea I knew he was a fuckboy, but it was something about that darkness in his eyes that I wanted and needed to have a taste of. Let’s just say it was insatiable until he started fucking around me.

‘Shit Alexis, why think about all this now. It’s too damn late and what’s done is done. Jay will never take you back and you made your choice now lay in your already made bed.’

I kept riffling through my desk looking for papers when I received a text message. Hoping that it was Simon, I checked it right away only to see that it came from that hoe. She actually fucking made it out alive. Next time, I’ll just have to take care of her myself. Surprisingly enough the text said she wanted to talk and to be honest, when someone says they wanna talk; that’s never what happens. Feeling apprehensive and anxiety I replied back.

To: J’s Bitch/Simon’s Hoe

Fine. When and where?
Preferably a place we both know.

And she responded back quickly with the information for one of the warehouses that we used to use which was primarily to most people’s knowledge, vacant. We used that particular facility when we needed to have a “talk” with certain people. I responded back and prepared myself for what was about to happen. I knew if I told Simon he wouldn’t give two shits, so I’m on my own with this one. But I will be going with some support hidden in places where she cannot see. Pulling out my 45, I pull back on the chamber and check the magazine to make sure it was fully loaded and packed an extra one just in case. I was as ready as I’ll ever be.

From: J’s Bitch/Simon’s Hoe

Where darkness wins and the light gets snuffed out. Leaving only the remnants of one’s life choices. Tomorrow night at 10 pm.

Looks I made the right choice. If it’s another fight she wants, she is most definitely going to get one.

Jay’s Perspective:

It’s been a crazy week. From watching MJ to almost losing my life to that crazy bitch. I wonder what I ever saw in her. She is not the same woman I used to fuck with and hold down more than anyone. She’s different. Yea, I know it’s cause now I realize that Rae is her true identity but the fact that it seems as though she is battling two different personalities is what’s driving me crazy. The whole time I was with MJ, she never displayed any signs of another personality. Or maybe I just didn’t pay close enough attention to actually see it in its truest form. But even if I had, I don’t know if I would have been able to believe without any doubt that she was truly the one that Simon loved with all his heart. Pouring myself a drink while still deep in thought, I heard my phone go off interrupting my thoughts.

I look at my phone to see who or what it was and speaking of the devil it was her. A text message to which I wasn’t sure if I wanted to read it or not and see what she had to say or if she was going to apologize for what happened. I open the message and read what it said.

From: Ex-Flame
Hey Jay… ummm I know.. Well I’m sure
That you don’t want to have anything to do with me after what
I did a few days ago. But I was hoping we could talk and clear
The air. What do you think?


I reread the text over again to make sure that my eyes weren’t deceiving me. The question is do I trust her enough to even allow her anywhere near me. Although I did want to hear what she had to say and see if maybe she will tell me the truth about what’s going on with her. But I’m also afraid that she might try and do some shit. I reply back to her, with the when and where. No matter where it is, I’ll make sure to have some backup in place.

She replied back quickly with the when and where. Her place, tomorrow night at 7:30 pm. Doesn’t seem like it’s just going to be a simple conversation. Shit! There is nothing to be done at this point. Just remember this I told myself:

“Where there was once smoke, a cinder still keeps burning and with the right amount of air it can reignite itself. The hidden path of destruction buried deep beneath the smoldering ashes of regret, betrayal and lust. Do what you gotta do Jay, but get the fuck out unscathed!”


Sorry, this chapter is soo short.. I didn’t want to add to much to it. Hmm well let’s see what will happen next chapter. Thanks to all for staying with story. Please continue to support.

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