"EunJi....It's over" I heard those words leave from his lips. I felt my heart ache as my throat lock out the oxygen that I could breathe in. I could feel the tears in my eyes beginning to make their appearance. I couldn't move a single muscle in my body as I watch him walk away.
Why did he break up with me?
Was I not enough for him?
"Wait!!!" I called after him. I sprinted into a run as I clutched onto his blazer. "Why are you breaking up with me?" I asked him. I really wanted to know his reason.
"You were just a toy to play with." He responded. "You didn't think I would actually like you....Hahaha." he started to laugh as he hold his stomach. I bowed my head, to fight the tears off.
"No one would ever date you." His words played in my head like a cd that is scratched and the only thing it could play is that one part on repeat. I watched him walk away from me again.
I turned the opposite direction of the way he went as I made my way home. The clouds rumbled of thunder as the rain poured down like cats and dogs. It was a good thing the rain was pouring as I could cry my eyes out and no one would notice it. What was more sucky about my day was not having an umbrella.
I slowly arrived to a bus stop. Sitting on the bench, I waited for the bus to come. I happy that no one was around yet but I knew that it was bitter sweet until a group of guys came to the stop. They all had the same school uniform. They were from a different school then I was.
I could hear their conversation but I wasn't really paying attention to them. I didn't realized that I started making the noises I make when I was crying. It was between a hiccup and a sobbing sound.
"Miss... are you alright?" A guy voice asked. I looked up to see see a bronze skin guy sitting next to me. I hiccup sobbed again as I looked at him and his friends. They were probably thinking I was crazy.
Sniffing a couple of time. "This is the worst day ever. First I forget my text books at home...then I didn't have enough money to buy lunch....It started raining and I don't have my umbrella with me and my now ex boyfriend just threw me away like a dirty tissue. He said I was only a toy" I said, taking more sniffs and hiccup. "Like what in his right mind would he do that. Do you know?" Asking him.
"Uhhh...." he scratch the back of his neck.
"Of course not... your not him." I cried. I wasn't for sure why I was spilling my feeling out to them but it sure in hell felt good to let it out.
One of his friends pulled out a tissue and hand it to him so he could give it to me. I kindly took it him as hiccup sobbed came.
"I'm sorry, I just told this all on you." I told them. "I'm really am sorry"
"Its okay...it's not every day you run into a beautiful girl thats crying her eyes out." The guy said giving a small smile. "I'm Jongin but you can call me Kai, these are my friends Xiumin, Suho, Lay, Baekhyun, Chen, Chanyeol, D.O, and Sehun. He pointed out each guy and I bowed to each one.
"Hello, I'm EunJi" I told them. The bus pulled up and I stood up. "It was nice to meet you all... I'll be going." I quickly got on the bus and wave to them. They were nice, I wouldn't mind to have them as friends.
I opened the front door and called out to my mom. "Mom, I'm home!!!" I threw my backpack on the floor and took my shoes off. I could smell the delicious pastry that she was cooking for her work. Since she is a pastry chef and owns her own bakery. I picked up a cupcake on the platter and licked the icing off my finger.
"Yah!! EunJI that is for the bakery!!" She yelled over her shoulder. It was scary that she knew that I took her food. It was like she had eyes in the back of her head.
"This is so good Ma" I moaned as I took another bite out of it. She turned around and smiled. She came over to wrap her arms around me. He embrace was comforting. It was like she knew I had a rough day. I hiccuped and sniffed.
She pulled back. "Why is my baby crying?" She asked wiping the tears from my face.
"I forgot my text book this morning, I couldn't buy lunch because I didn't have enough money so I didn't eat, YoungBin broke up with me and when it was raining, I didn't have an umbrella. This was the worst day ever" I cried into my mom's shoulder. She pulled me closer and rubbed my back to comfort me.
"My poor baby. You did have a bad day and for YoungBin, you don't need him. There's will be other boys that will come around. So don't cry sweetie. I'm sure their will be another boy that will cherish you more then anything." she said. I knew she was right. She was my mom after all.
She gave me a small smile and handed me a plate of my favorite sugar cookies. I took them and kissed my mom cheek as a thank you and headed to get my backpack to head to my bedroom.
*Three Months Later*
Its been three months since that day. I been never better. I focused on my school work then anything and hanged out with my best friend Sora. My mom been dating this guy, who been coming to her bakery for a while now.
Those guys, I haven't seen them since then. I was curious to when I would see them.
Chewing on my lips as I tapped the pencil on the desk. I tried to figure out this math problem. "EunJi!!! Can you come down please!!!!"
I heard my mom call for me from down stairs. I sighed as I set the pencil down and rolled the chair back. I headed down the stairs.
"Ma?" Calling out to her. "In the living room baby" she called back to me.
Walking into the room, I saw my mom and Juro sitting on the couch. I quickly sat on the other couch to face them.
"Sweetie, Juro and I are getting married.... and we are going to Seoul to live with him. So you will be going to a new school. MinSeok will take over the bakery over here and I'll be opening a new bakery there." My mom broke the news. I was thrilled that my mom was getting married but I didn't want to move to Seoul. We were perfectly fine here.
"I'm so happy for you guys!!" I said giving my mom and Juro a hug. I was trying my best to hide my true feelings about moving. "I can't wait to be a real family." Juro pulled my mom and I into a group hug.
When we separated, I excused myself to finish my homework before going out to celebrate. Shutting the door behind me, I got my phone out and dialed Sora.
"Yah!!! We got an emergency!!"
"Juro popped the question and now my mom and I are moving to Seoul to live with him."
"Omg he really did. I'm so happy for your mom. But yeah... thats is really an emergency. I don't want my best friend to move away." She sound really depressed as I was about it.
"Well Seoul is thirty minutes away so its not like I can't visit on weekends.....Who knows you might like it over there and meet Mr. Right."
"Sora, you know Im not into dating right now. I want to focus on school."
"Uh huh, will see about that. Hey I gotta go, my mom calling me. Bye."
"Bye" I hanged up and set the phone on the desk and went back to finishing my homework. I was lucky that I got done in time to go out to eat with my mom and Juro. When we got home again, I got ready for bed and slept until next morning.
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