Hey guys. It's been a while! I feel so sad for being gone for so long, but....I had my reasons. I'm debating whether or not to drag you all into the drama or keep it personal...but I suppose I owe everyone an explanation...
So for those of you who don't already know, my name is Katt. I'm sixteen years old. I just entered the summer break after my sophomore year in high school. My story begins in January of this year.
The past semester, I was extremely sick, but doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. At one point I ended up so dehydrated as a side effect of whatever was going on that I had to check into the hospital. They couldn't figure out what was wrong either, and sent me home after giving me 2 IV bags.
While this went down, my school administrators refused to help me get my schoolwork, because they thought I was just being a truant and skipping. So since they refused to help me, my grades didn't just slip. They took a plunge off of a cliff. I went from a straight A student to a straight F student. All because my school thought I was a liar and a truant.
Jumping ahead to May, the end of the semester and the school year, and finals are upon us. A couple of my teachers reached out to me personally to give me schoolwork, so three of my classes I was able to pass, but the other 4 I failed. Then, I finally got a diagnosis.
Despite never having touched alcohol in my life, I have liver disease. (Also another disease but it's irrelevant as it's not really chronic as the other is). And only then does my school start to take me seriously. But it's too late for a second chance. I failed a class for the first time in my life. Not only that, but I failed 4.
But I also have problems with depression and anxiety, like most people nowadays. And all of this became a cloud over my head. I slipped into a depression because of this. Some of my family started treating me like the school did. Making jokes about my future at the local McDonald's. My friends pushed me away because they thought I was a troublemaker. And so, I also pushed everything away. I just wanted to be alone, away from everything. And so that's what I did. Only recently, I've been more willing to talk to my friends on Line and Kakao, because I thought they would hate me for disappearing. I hate myself a bit for it at least.
I know how much of an inconvenience I've been for you all, and for every team I'm on. And I just want you to know how truly sorry I am. For everything. By no means am I better, but I'm getting closer to the point where I feel like I can start to put my life, and myself, back together.
I didn't make this card to get pity, or to make excuses for myself, but rather to help you guys understand the mess that my life has become, lmao.
Liver disease is a big deal, but I have faith that everything happens for a reason, so I'm not giving up hope!
Thanks so much for reading, I'm sorry again for everything. I hope we can all grow past this, and I can get back to posting regularly. If you have any questions, I'll be more than happy to answer them ❤ Have a lovely night.
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