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Hey guys. It's been a while! I feel so sad for being gone for so long, but....I had my reasons. I'm debating whether or not to drag you all into the drama or keep it personal...but I suppose I owe everyone an explanation...

So for those of you who don't already know, my name is Katt. I'm sixteen years old. I just entered the summer break after my sophomore year in high school. My story begins in January of this year.

The past semester, I was extremely sick, but doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. At one point I ended up so dehydrated as a side effect of whatever was going on that I had to check into the hospital. They couldn't figure out what was wrong either, and sent me home after giving me 2 IV bags.

While this went down, my school administrators refused to help me get my schoolwork, because they thought I was just being a truant and skipping. So since they refused to help me, my grades didn't just slip. They took a plunge off of a cliff. I went from a straight A student to a straight F student. All because my school thought I was a liar and a truant.

Jumping ahead to May, the end of the semester and the school year, and finals are upon us. A couple of my teachers reached out to me personally to give me schoolwork, so three of my classes I was able to pass, but the other 4 I failed. Then, I finally got a diagnosis.

Despite never having touched alcohol in my life, I have liver disease. (Also another disease but it's irrelevant as it's not really chronic as the other is). And only then does my school start to take me seriously. But it's too late for a second chance. I failed a class for the first time in my life. Not only that, but I failed 4.

But I also have problems with depression and anxiety, like most people nowadays. And all of this became a cloud over my head. I slipped into a depression because of this. Some of my family started treating me like the school did. Making jokes about my future at the local McDonald's. My friends pushed me away because they thought I was a troublemaker. And so, I also pushed everything away. I just wanted to be alone, away from everything. And so that's what I did. Only recently, I've been more willing to talk to my friends on Line and Kakao, because I thought they would hate me for disappearing. I hate myself a bit for it at least.

I know how much of an inconvenience I've been for you all, and for every team I'm on. And I just want you to know how truly sorry I am. For everything. By no means am I better, but I'm getting closer to the point where I feel like I can start to put my life, and myself, back together.

I didn't make this card to get pity, or to make excuses for myself, but rather to help you guys understand the mess that my life has become, lmao.

Liver disease is a big deal, but I have faith that everything happens for a reason, so I'm not giving up hope!

Thanks so much for reading, I'm sorry again for everything. I hope we can all grow past this, and I can get back to posting regularly. If you have any questions, I'll be more than happy to answer them ❤ Have a lovely night.

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I am glad that you are back!
Thank you very much ❤❤❤❤
You been through alot and I hope you keep your head up and stay strong. Fighting!! 😊😊
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You're welcome 😊😊😊
Thank you for explaining this to us, even though they is no need. We all need time to figure out our thoughts. I just want to say brave and everything will hopefully turnout fine. You have us Kpop fans (family) supporting you! Keep strong!
You're welcome, love. Thank you for your kind words. I feel tons better already with my pillars of support around me~ ❤ This fandom truly is a family.
i can't make it all go away or but much of a help to you but I all i can say is to keep your head up and stay strong and I know right now life is hard but you'll make it through sweetie. I can tell from your card that your a strong person. your gonna be okay I believe in you.
Thank you so much for your kind words~ ❤❤❤ I'll do my best~
@yehetmyohorat97 ur school is a piece of shit ass school. and so is that family member. and the doctor's note should be a huge slap in all their faces. liver disease can happen to anyone even if they dont drink. i say change schools. and never talk to that family memebr again till they see the truth and that they hurt u.
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@yehetmyohorat97 if u ever need i am here u have my line to talk if u neef
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