Who: Reader x Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung
What: Fluff and Smut
Story: A nerdy girl with no real social skills is getting pursed by two of high school's most popular and handsome boys and some girls are not happy about it.
Junmyeon took me to a resturant where you cooked your own food infront of you. Jin had ended up texting me to ask me where I was and I sent him the name but I didn't know the address. He said he'd find me. I can't lie, I was nervous as hell being in this place with Junmyeon. Actually, I was nervous as hell being anywhere with the people that associated with Baekhyun. I was quiet most of the time and he had ordered the meat for us even though he asked me what I liked. I never answered him; I was kind of in my own world.
My phone beeped and it was a notifciation from my star app. I smiled seeing that the satellite had recorded an astorid zooming past Mars. It was far out enough that we were in no danger of us getting hit. It was amazing to see the trail that it caught. It was moving fast but the satellite was still able to get a clear enough picture of it. Based off how far the satellite was it was a pretty big asteroid though. Junmyeon was calling my name and I hadn't even heard a word from him. He ended up grabbing my phone and looking at it.
I swear my heart stopped for a moment. He looked at the article I was reading about it and kind of scoffed before handing it back to me. I sat it next to me and looked at him suspiciously. I thought he was going to look at my text messages.
"I don't get what you see in the stars." he said.
"You don't have to. As I recall, we're not exactly friends." I said.
"Well, do the rest of Bangtan understand your love of space?" he asked.
"Why do you care so much about what's going on with me and Bangtan? If you're going to use me as a trap to ruin them it's not going to happen.
Junmyeon smiled and leaned back.
"Who are you Y/n?" he asked.
I looked at him oddly. What the hell kind of question was that?
"Are you the geeky science girl or are you Bangtan's girl?"
"I'm both...I guess."
"Ah but see in our world, you can't be both. You either hang up the nerd look or you give up Bangtan. The school is loving your look now, you're dressing very nicely, you're actually showing that you're cute. People are recognizing you as Baekhyun's sister."
"Forever in his shadow, I get it but if you were at that party then you heard me tell him I hated him. I am done with Baekhyun." I said.
He leaned on the table again.
"He's your blood no matter how much you want to deny it and the kids in the school will continue to see it that way unless you do one of two things: you claim your science geek side or you claim Bangtan but if you claim Bangtan completely you're going to have to be one of them. That means there's social events they'll want you to go to, they'll want you to look pretty and keep up their image-"
"They don't care about their image." I butted in.
"Of course they do, even when they don't want to admit it. Just like you don't want to admit that you don't want to stop getting attention. You're loving it. Being treated differently, like you matter rather than you're trash. That's why you like Bangtan so much, when you become one of them you become a tight knit family and they're willing to do anything for you. The popular kids at school know the sceret to life: the only way to survive is to be pretty or to be rich and if you've got both you'll rule the world. You say Bangtan doesn't care about their image than why are you here?"
"I had no choice you threatend to start a rumor about us." I said.
"Ah but then that means Bangtan does care about what happens to them and their reputation but even more so that means you care about the reputation you're starting to establish. You don't even realize it yet Y/n but you're already starting to think like one of us."
"That's a lie." I shot back.
I was starting to feel offended. How dare he compare me to the rest of them? I was not a meteor girl, I wasn't like Chanyeol and Baekhyun or even Junmyeon. I came here because I didn't want to cause trouble for the boys I don't care about what the others would say about me. Junmyeon was just trying to ruffle my feathers and I'd be lying if I said it didn't work. Junmyeon smiled.
"Y/n stop lying to yourself the sooner you do the quicker you'll be able to save yourself. You're right to think that Baekhyun had something to do with this. He did. He wanted me to talk to you but given my reputation with dating women it pissed Taehyung off."
"What do you know about that?" I asked narrowing my eyes.
"Aw he didn't tell you? He came and nearly started a fight with me and your brother because he knew we were up to something. He told Baekhyun he needed to stay away from you. Do you know that Baekhyun organized Taehyung and Gi Jong to give you that make over? Believe it or not he wanted you to be able to surivive Bangtan." Junmyeon said.
"This was just another set up by Baekhyun? For what reason to annoy me? To waste my time. I am so sick of you and him and all of your friends acting like you know anything about me. You don't know me from jump street and you're already talking about how my life is going to turn out-"
"I don't need to know you to know that you're too weak. You won't survive it. Jin is all about being the good guy which is why he wants all of Bangtan to keep up the reputation of good guys despite their flaws."
"That's not a bad reputation to have."
"You're right it's not but Taehyung has a reputation of hurting women the same as I do and that's why he got so protective. I'm sure Jin has already told you to stay clear of Taehyung in the romance department. So you see they're not much different from us. You know that everyone in that school has a reputation for something. Bangtan is known as the group of good looking good guys. They're all dorks and sweethearts and everyone falls head over hills for their oldest member. If you were to stay that dorky little girl that dressed sloppy and looked hideous how long do you think Taehyung would continue to protect you? How long before the boys started to tell you that you needed to change? You need to look the part of Bangtan and eventually they would've made you do so. Being a popular kid has it's down sides Y/n."
"Oh so that's why Baekhyun arranged this so that he could complain about getting everyone's love and adoration and that he's the ignored child at home. He thinks I want everything but I didn't need or want everything I never even slightly asked for it." I ranted off annoyed.
"Baekhyun wants you to know that there's a dark side to it so that you don't go down the same road Y/n. Being one of the cool kids in school is like being an idol. Outsiders see the good parts about it. Good looking people with talent, they're sweet to their fans but they also have expectations to fulfill.... They have to be perfect. We have to be perfect. If you don't fill in that role people will come down on you ten times harder than they ever had before. When you were just the nerdy girl that no one recognized as Baekhyun's sister, you were safe they didn't expect you to raise yourself or to go any lower. You weren't held at high expectations aside from being smart. Now that you're the cute girl, the new Bangtan Girl and people now recognize you as Baekhyun's sister the pressure will be on. They'll be watching you and one little fuck up will send you on the internet with a laughing stalk. Even if Bangtan didn't care about their image, the fact of the matter is that you do and that's how easily we can destroy you. If I am wrong sweetheart- then are you here?" he said.
I stared at him for a while. I wonder if Baekhyun treated me the way he did because it was expected of him? What kind of world was I living in that it was just this hard to survive as a human being? Why was it that you had to be mean to blood in order to be accepted by others? If Baekhyun hadn't brought me to that party he probably would've been shunned by his friends. Then again, could he really even call those people his friends? How many of them told him what he had done was wrong? Gi Jong stopped seeing him because she was upset at what he had done. Though I was happy she didn't get caught in his dramatic romantic life, how many of his friends left him to hang because of what he did? Were they his real friends?
I was trying to break everything down in my head. The thing was that I understood what Junmyeon was saying but I knew for a fact that Bangtan weren't that shallow. They all cared about each other and would never think to hurt one another. Now that I think about it though, I was being kind of rash as well. Not because I had gone out on this stupid date with Junmyeon but because I had gotten angry at Taehyung. Taehyung had said that Junmyeon was trouble and he said that they were kind of alike. I got scared of Junmyeon when he walked up on me in the kitchen and I started to compare Taehyung to him. I had never been given any evidence that Taehyung was the same way though.
I mean at the party he was a bit of an ass but he decided to dance with me when no one else even tried to talk to me. They all saw me and were a bit in awe that I had showed up looking the way I did but Taehyung had no problem with being seen with me. Junmyeon and him couldn't have been that much alike. I don't think they're as similar as they're comparing themselves though. There was still some danger I could sense being around Junmyeon this long. Taehyung, I was very comfortable with. I knew why, we had become close friends.
My phone began to ring and it was Jin. I answered it.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey we're close by make it sound like something happened to Kookie." Jin said.
"Is Jungkook alright?" I asked putting on a show for Jin.
"Good now just tell us where you are."
"I'm at this resturant called High west are you close by?"
"Yup." Jin answered.
"Okay well you can come get me. I'll be waiting okay." I said.
"Good we'll be there in like five or ten minutes."
"Alright see you then." I said.
I hung up the phone and looked at Junmyeon.
"The guys are coming to get me." I said.
Junmyeon sat back for a moment, he looked disappointed.
"We didn't even really get to have a date." He said.
"That's probably for the best. If my brother has anything to do with this I want nothing to do with you. You should be smart enough to figure that out Junmyeon." You said.
He chuckled and nodded but I could see there was some sort of look in his eyes that made me wonder if he was expecting something else from this. Don't get me wrong it wasn't the kind of look like I disappointed a guy that was into me it was like he was waiting for me to slip up and I didn't. I don't know if he wanted to say something to me or if I was supposed to say something to him that would help him get to Bangtan or Baekhyun get to me for that matter. It just seemed weird but he didn't say much after that. The meat came out and he asked me if I wanted to eat. He started to take some meat and put it on the burner and cook it.
Jin texted me and I started to get my things together.
"They're here." I said.
"I can't believe you're really going to leave me all alone to eat this. You even stood me up yesterday."
"I told you I didn't want to come Junmyeon, you're forcing my hand." I said.
"I'm not forcing you to do anything. Look you may be blaming Baekhyun for what he did and you're right to don't get me wrong but you made the choice to go to the party knowing that your realtionship with him was already rocky."
"That's not fair he tricked me."
"The same way I tricked you? It's very easy to manipulate you Y/n. Change that about yourself. If you don't care then don't care no matter who or what I threaten."
"It's not that easy." I said.
"Well now you're starting to get it." Junmyeon smiled.
I looked at him strangely for a second.
Wait is he saying it wasn't that easy for Baekhyun to just leave me alone? It wasn't that easy for him to not bring me into a trap? Isn't that the biggest fucking lie in the world? All he had to do was not take me, he could've not tried to guilt trip me into going with him. He even tricked Gi Jong into making me look pretty and all so that they could humiliate me in front of everyone.
Good lord if I haven't said it already I should say it now. I freaking hate High school.
"You make your own choices Y/n and they come with consequences. Baekhyun has to face his and you have to face yours. No one made you come here, I baited you that's a fact but you're the one that chose to bite." He smiled.
I turned and walked out of the resturant to leave him there. I think he pissed me off more than I thought he would. I don't know why. I think it was because a part of me knew he was right. It was like I was also responsible for putting myself in that situation. I mean Baekhyun played a big part of it and I haven't even said a word to him for a week. I have no idea who I am anymore. I think for the longest I was defined as the geeky space nerd and hidden by Baekhyun's shadow that for a moment I actually started to like the attention. Some part of me felt guilty for that. Why did I like it?
I mean for the first time I wasn't the science girl. I was barely Baekhyun's sister. That's how they saw me now but more than anything they saw me as a Bangtan girl. Being in the group was starting to change me. I liked it but I wondered if it might be my down fall. Being Bangtan's first girl member and Junmyeon saying I had to choose between the two didn't seem fair or right but it seemed like it was the only way to live. It made me want to ask Baekhyun: Do you like the life you're living?
For a long time, I never really thought about whether or not I liked my life. I was so caught up with the stars that I just knew that there was some stuff on Earth I didn't want to deal with, like people... Like my brother. For a long time, I was running away from a lot of the things I was afraid of and hated the most. Bangtan was so easy to get along with, they were so easy to like and that's what made me want to make sure I wouldn't be a burden to them. I wondered if this was a mistake.
I got into the car silently. Yoongi was back there with me and he looked at me knowing that something was wrong.
"Hey what happened in there? What did he say to you?" He asked.
"Nothing important. I think I just wasted everyone's time today. Can you just take me home." I asked Jin.
"Don't you want to come to the dorm and see the guys? We can play some games or watch a movie." Namjoon said.
"Sorry but no I think I'd rather just go home right now. I'm sorry I inturpeted you guys I should've found a way out of it myself." I said.
"Y/n what did he say to you?" Jin asked.
"Nothing I'm just tired. I'm just going to go to sleep." I answered.
Jin looked at Namjoon and Yoongi looked up at them worried. Jin started to drive off and took me home. He walked me up to the door by himself. He asked me again if I was okay.
"I'm fine really. You guys don't have to worry about me. I just think I need a few days to myself." I said.
"I knew it, he did something didn't he? Did he touch you or was he mean? What was it?" Jin asked.
"He told me the truth Jin. That's all and I just really need time to think about my next move." I said.
He looked at me kind of hurt and it was amazing that his face could look so beautiful even when he felt sad. He leaned over me and cupped my cheek and for a moment I could feel my face warm up and my heart race. It seemed like he was going to kiss me and he did but it wasn't where it originally looked like he was going to kiss me. He kissed my cheek and said,
"Take care of yourself and call us when you're ready okay. We'll be waiting." Jin said.
I nodded and he walked back to his car and I walked in the house. Baekhyun wasn't home and I was happy about that. I still didn't want to see his face just yet. I headed into my room for the rest of the day. I worked on my research paper. It was late at night when I heard a familiar sound at my window. I looked out to see Taehyung standing in front of my house with small stones in his hand. He was going to end up breaking my window. He saw me see him and waved me down. I sighed and came downstairs and walked out the front door. He was waiting out front for me. The full moon was out and highlighted him from behind so his face was mostly a silhouette.
"What are you doing here Taehyung? I thought the guys would've told you that I wanted to be left alone."
"They did and I chose not to listen. What did Junmyeon say to you? I need to know."
"No you don't I didn't tell them so why do I have to tell you? I heard you don't keep secrets from them." I said.
"You're right I don't but when it comes to Junmyeon or any of the people that Baekhyun and I hang out with I have to know. Besides I thought we were friends."
"How can you even say that when you gave me the silent treatment for an entire day."
"Didn't you do the same? Asking the others not to get me involved."
"Because last time you got involved you screamed in my face Taehyung. Not to mention you nearly got into a fight with Junmyeon. You didn't even tell me Baekhyun was the one to set up that make over. After what you said last night about him being dangerous- Taehyung this is why I wanted to be alone for a while to just organize my thoughts."
"You're not organizing your thoughts though. I'm not stupid my eyes are big for a reason I can see everything. You're trying to back out of Bangtan."
I took in a deep breath. He was right on the mark too. I just thought maybe it would be better for all of us if I just went back to being a nobody. I had always been a nobody and life was easier than. I didn't want to turn into someone I wasn't. I liked hanging out with the guys I truly did but I had no idea if I was going to ruin them or not.
"I told you already you're Bangtan for life, you don't get out so easily." he said stepping up to me.
"You would just as easily stop talking to me Taehyung. You guys have been together for years you've known me for a week."
"That's long enough for us to want you to stick around. If not them then me."
"How am I supposed to believe you? You're as dangerous as Junmyeon right?"
"I have a reputation with women." he said.
"Yeah so I'v heard, from a lot fo people actually. Even Jin oppa wants me to be careful." I mumbled.
"Wait Jin told you to stay away from me?" he suddenly got defense and very annoyed.
"No not stay awya just be careful. To be honest everyone's been warning me about you Taehyung even you. You're dangerous remember? Guys like you and Junmyeon are no good for me." I said quoting what he'd said over his text last night.
He sighed frustrated.
"Damn it Y/n that's not why I said that."
"Why then? If we're supposed to be friends why would you say something like that to me?"
"Because I know I'm not supposed to be getting close to you even though I want to. Because I know you like Jin Hyung and the problem is I don't want him to have you." He said.
I looked at him with widend eyes.
Umm... Did Taehyung just say what I think he just said?
He came up to me and he gently but quickly pressed his lips against mine, his lips were softer than they looked and it was when I felt his tongue scrape across my lips that I gasped. His tongue slipped into my mouth and I felt this odd coil in my stomach as his lips pressed down on mine a little more. Our tongues tangled in a little dance and my heart raced but my mind was completely blank. Nothing in me was saying it was wrong or right and I didn't push away. I stepped back a little and he follwed me to stay close in the kiss.
My first kiss.
Taehyung pulled away from me and I looked at him shocked.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
"Yeah- No- I don't know. A lot just happened. Wait you know I like Jin and you just stole my first kiss from me? Taehyung what is going on why would you do that? To confuse me? " I asked.
"Yeah I want to confuse you, are you confused?"
"A little." I said almost breathless.
He stepped up closer to me again,
"Really? Maybe I should confuse you more." he said.
"Yeah I think so."
Taehyung came back down to kiss me and again my head spaced out and I just felt his lips. His warm tongue dancing with mine in our mouths. His arms wrapped around me holding me close. My heart both ached and loved what was going on but that just made things more complicated.
Because now I was questioning my feelings for Jin....
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