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Stars within our Galaxy Ch.11
Who: Reader x Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung
What: Fluff and Smut
Story: A nerdy girl with no real social skills is getting pursed by two of high school's most popular and handsome boys and some girls are not happy about it.
Y/n's POV

Taehyung pushed me up against the side of the house and butterflies swarmed my stomach. I felt his hands trail to my waist and I sighed into the kiss. His other hand cupped my cheek to keep my face close to his. I was unable to resist him even though I wanted to. I needed too. I just couldn't think to pull away his lips were felt amazing against mine, it could be because I've never kissed anyone before, but he was really good at it.

"No wait." I said finally pushing away.

I started to pace the floor, trying to settle my breathing. I was really all over the place. I was completely flustered. Taehyung tried to grab me. I backed away and shook my head.

"Wait. I just- I can't think when you do that." I said.

"Good don't think just feel it." he said.

He came back and kissed me again and I was just weak. I was melting in his arms. I pulled away again though. I don't know what was scaring me the fact that this would kind of ruin our friendship or the fact that I couldn't tell how I felt anymore. For the longest time I was in love with Jin and Taehyung even knew that I liked him but he did this. I don't know what's going on but it's dangerous. He was right he's dangerous but am I completely wrong for saying that I kind of like it?

"I think I need to go back in the house I- just don't think. I mean I just need sometime."

"Y/n."

"I can't Taehyung. Everytime you kiss me it gets more and more confusing. I don't really know what I'm supposed to do I don't even know how to kiss."

"You were off in the beginning but you pick up quick." he said.

I looked at him. He cupped my face again and kissed me one last time. He took his time as if he knew it might be the last time he'd ever be able to kiss me. He was the first one to put his arm around my shoulder. I held his hand a few times. I don't know why it never really clicked in my head. I think because I was focused on Jin. Me and Taehyung spent more time with each other though. His lips molded over mine and our tongues tangled more than before. He was tasting every inch of my mouth.

"You're wet aren't you?" he grinned as he pulled away from my lips.

"What?" I asked thrown off.

He chuckled,

"You're such a virgin, so cute."

"Okay Taehyung stop. You need to go home." I said.

He pecked my lips twices and then kissed me a little longer again. He finally pulled away and stepped back. He looked at me waiting for me to go back in the house. I looked at him for a moment and wondered what the hell I wanted. I wanted some clarity. I wanted some space. I think what Junmyeon said got to me. I turned and walked back into the house and went upstairs to my room. I looked out my window to see Taehyung walking down the side walk but he stopped for a second to look up at my window. I saw him touching his lips and when he saw me watching him he just nodded his head to me with a blank expression and walked away. I closed my window and laid back on my bed.

This day was stressful as hell.

Taehyung's POV

As he walked home, he realized the nature of what he did but seeing how jumpy she was with the first kiss and how unfamiliar she was with it was cute. He couldn't really resist wanting to kiss her again. She seemed to want it too. Her feelings for Jin were there, still lingering and he knew what he did was wrong towards Jin. Jin had already told him to stay away from Y/n and he didn't want to. He liked her too but what he did was go behind Jin's back and he kissed her. He didn't even ask her if she liked him but now he could see it. There was something inside of her that liked him too. So they were caught in this deadlock, two brothers liking the same girl and the same girl liking both brothers.

Asking her to choose between the two of them was cruel, however, it was a fact that needed to be spoken. There was no sense in continuing to drag out who liked who for someone to get hurt. That's why he realized that he had to leave her. He wanted to do more, kiss her more and by habit he wanted to touch her more but he knew she'd never let him do that, at least not until she was ready. He just stole her first kiss she had to come grips with that. It probably wasn't even how she imagined her first kiss would go. His wasn't all that great as far as he could remember, first kisses were over rated. When he lost his virginity to another virgin, it was just awkward. He figured it would've been better if he slept with someone that knew what they were doing.

Taehyung walked into the dorm and took off his shoes and headed for his room but he was stopped by Namjoon and Yoongi. Jin was nowhere in sight but Jimin and Jungkook were in the living room with Hoseok.

"Where have you been?" Namjoon asked.

"Not now Hyung." he said.

"Did you go and see her even after we told you she wanted to be alone?" Yoongi asked.

Taehyung sighed and leaned against the wall.

"Yeah." He answered.

"Taehyung what are you thinking?" Namjoon said.

"I was thinking it was unfair that my best friends left me out of the situation. She should've never gone out with Junmyeon and she asked Jin to keep me out of it. I wanted to know why." He said.

Yoongi sighed,

"Well what happened? Did you make things worse?" he asked.

Taehyung groaned and wiped his face,

"Maybe." he said.

"Maybe? What does that mean?" Jimin asked getting up from his seat.

He walked over to wrap his arm around Taehyung's shoulder.

"I kissed her." Taehyung admitted.

Namjoon and Yoongi looked at each other seriously which was something that he expected already. Jimin looked at Taehyung troubled but he kept his arm around Taehyung. All the guys knew about Jin and Taehyung's silent fued. They knew that they both liked her but they also knew that what Taehyung did was unfair. It wasn't like he was the only one that did something fucked up. Jin was telling Y/n to stay away from him.

No she said he told her to be careful around me...

He realized that warning wasn't necessarily unwarranted.

"Taehyung that was a very bad idea." Hoseok said.

"Why, because I'm such a screw up with girls?" Taehyung said looking at Hoseok.

"Partically. Look we've all let this little fued go on between you and Jin because we didn't want to get involved. As long as you two stayed civil, we didn't see a reason to step in. She asked to be alone you should've respected that." Namjoon said.

"She's trying to leave the group." Taehyung said.

"And so you think kissing her would make her stay? Look she is very much able to stop being Bangtan if she wants to, we can't make her continue being one of us no matter how much we want her to. We still have to respect her wishes. We can be there for her as friends but when you completely go against what she asked it's hard to come up with a reasonable argument that it's worth staying with us. I think you just need to stay away from her for a while. Give her a few days to get her thoughts together." Namjoon said.

"I know Junmyeon said something to her to make her want to stay away from us. I know Junmyeon and Baekhyun, you guys. They're going to get into her head and make it seem like she's a burden to us. They know how to get to her."

"Hyung by doing what you did doesn't that make you sound like you're trying to get into her head to stay with us?" Jungkook said.

Taehyung looked at him and then away.

"Jungkook is right. For now just stay away from her okay. Give her the space she asked for and then we can all bring her back into the group. She's going to need time to figure things out for herself." Namjoon said.

Taehyung nodded and walked down the hallway after pulling Jimin off of him. He saw Jin standing in front of his door. His arms were crossed and he was looking down at the floor while leaned up against the wall. Taehyung stopped by him knowing the face he was making meant that he had heard everything.

"Hyung I'm sorry." he said.

"Does she like you back?" Jin asked.

"I'm not sure." he answered.

Jin nodded.

"Look I shouldn't have done it, it's just we were arguing and she was asking questions and I just- told her the truth." Taehyung said.

"Earlier today when we went to drop her off at home, I walked her to the door. I leaned down to kiss her but I couldn't do it. I thought about how you might've felt and more imporantly I thought about how it might effect our relationship. So I kissed her cheek and sent her off into the house. I thought about those things, clearly I don't deserve the same respect." Jin said.

"That's not true. Look, I just got annoyed that you told her she should be careful around me."

"But that is the truth Taehyung. When it comes to your realtionship, girls don't tend to make it out without getting seriously hurt but I never once told her that she shouldn't like you, that she should stay away from you. I wasn't playing dirty I was telling her the truth you can hurt her and you know you can. She just started being one of us that's why I wasn't forcing my feelings onto her I didn't want to do something to ruin her being one of us but it looks like you're going to do that job for the both of us."

Jin turned to go back into his room.

"Jin." Taehyung said.

"I won't get in the way if she chooses you. I'm capable of moving on and acting like an adult but I need sometime away from you as well. I'll talk to you once I've gotten my feelings together."

Jin walked into his room and left Taehyung in the hallway. He sighed and walked into his own room. He laid in bed and thought about all the things that have gone wrong and would probably go wrong because of what he did. Then he thought about the way her lips fit his, each time they broke the kiss and he came back to her lips she got better at kissing him. She realxed into his body. She was amazing and he wanted to kiss her again. He went to his phone thinking he'd text her despite what the others said but he put his phone away. He didn't want to add more damage than he already had.....

Y/N's POV

A week passed by and I hadn't talked to any of they boys. I focused more on my studies and my research paper or at least I tried. Chanlee found out that I went out on a date with Junmyeon, he didn't exactly keep the little ordeal a secret. It just made me question even more what Baekhyun's plan was. He admitted the day after Taehyung kissed me that he had seen us. He warned me to be careful around him. It wasn't like I was going to do anything he said anyway but a lot of people kept warning me about Taehyung. I just couldn't get my head wrapped around everything that had happened.

Jin wouldn't look at me in class, he barely talked to me and Jimin and Jungkook tried to say a few things to me in the hallway. I hadn't been to science club in a while honestly, I just wasn't feeling up to it anymore. I was confused both heart and mind. Friday, Chanlee stopped me at my locker again.

"What's with you and Jin? He's been different." she asked me.

"Me and Jin haven't talked for a week if there's something wrong it has nothing to do with me."

"What, did you two get into a fight? Did you hurt him?" Chanlee said.

There was this very bitter part of me that wanted to shove her head down a toilet. I wasn't doing anything to any of the guys, in fact, I had distanced myself from them as much as I possibly could so that they could go back to normal and so could I.

"Chanlee if you want Jin so bad why don't you just ask him out? Why don't you just say something to him instead of coming to harrass me and waste my time? If you haven't gotten it through that dull skull of yours already Jin is not yours. He will continue to not be yours as long as you continue to act like a bitch. With that being said, go find him and get the hell away from me." I snapped.

See that was the bitter part of me coming out. She was pissing me off but it had more to do with the fact that I knew I still had lingering feelings for Jin and I couldn't push them out. I don't know if I want to. Chanlee grabbed my arm as I tried to walk away and whipped around and pushed her against the lockers. Around the same intense anger I felt about Baekhyun the night he led me into a trap was starting to build in me again. That was when I was at my most dangerous.

"I don't care who you think you are you will never put your fucking hands on me again do you understand me?" I growled in her face.

She looked down at me and smiled.

"Look at the little tiger girl coming out to play. You're going to ruin Bangtan with that kind of attitude. Isn't that right Junmyeon?"

I turned around to see Junmyeon and Chanyeol standing behind me far enough to not get hit. Chanyeol was recording the ordeal, I don't know how much but it couldn't have been long, just enough to prove that there was a violent side of me that went against what Bangtan was about. I looked at Junmyeon and he gave me this little smirk like he was right. I really did have to choose between being Bangtan or being the science nerd. If I didn't they'd continue to find ways to make me tick and one day, when I envitably exploded I will have ruined their reputation. No matter how much they didn't care about it, I did because I would've been the one to cause it.

"I'm not Bangtan. I'm Y/n." I said.

That was the only way to really declare that I wasn't one of them. They would understand it. They may be hurt by it at first but they would understand it. I just couldn't continue to claim myself as one of them, especially when I hadn't even talked to them. Yoongi hadn't said a thing to me nor had Namjoon. Jimin and Jungkook were the only ones that said anything to me. Jimin gave me hugs and said hi and Jungkook talked to me like nothing had ever really happened. Taehyung didn't keep secrets from them which meant they probably all knew that Taehyung kissed me.

I think what annoyed me the most was that Taehyung hadn't said anything to me after that. I know I told him I needed sometime and I even know that I should've said something to him but the thing was, he was the one to cause the confusion shouldn't he have at least asked me if I was okay?

Okay look I know I'm being unreasonable. He's not a mind reader or anything but if I was responsible for causing confusion I would give him time and then try and text him to see if everything was okay between us, see if we could talk some time.

I ended up catching Jin outside of school and he didn't look like he was particuarlly happy. I walked up to him because I needed to know something. Something that might help me clarify everything going on in my head. I walked up to him; he was looking down at the ground while walking down the street.

"Jin." I called to him lightly.

He looked up and turned around to see me. He gave me a light smile and I walked up to him. I gave him a small hug.

"Can we talk?" I asked.

"Sure." he said.

There was a coffee shop near by and we walked in and sat down after getting our own cups of coffee.

"Do you know what happened between me and Taehyung?" I asked.

He nodded.

"I also heard you say you weren't Bangtan. Is it because of what he did?" he asked.

"No. I hope you guys don't think that. I just think it would be better for you all if I wasn't apart of your group. I mean I like all of you and nothing has made me happier than being one of you,"

"Then why say you're not one of us? You know we'll always consider you Bangtan even if you leave." Jin said.

"Jin I can't be the nice girl that rolls over anytime someone does something mean to me. It's the reason Baekhyun was even able to pull that prank on me in first place. Ever since then, I've grown tougher skin. I'm not going to allow people to keep walking all over me. I don't fit in the same world as popular kids and honestly I'm not sure I want to."

"You don't have to. We're not asking you to."

"No, I know. It's just that Chanlee and Junmyeon and Chanyeol, those guys are never going to stop coming after me because I'm one of you. So I'm always a target."

"You know we've got your back no matter what they do to you. We don't care however one else sees us." He said.

"But you care if I'm mean to the bullies. I know that I should be smart enough to not let it bother me but when I'm walked all over by people I can't help but think I should do the same."

"I only want you to be kind even when they're mean so that you can better yourself. At some point in time when they realize what they're doing to you doesn't affect you, you'll stop being a target. Right now they know you care so they're going to keep coming after you. That's why I wanted you to be apart of Bangtan because you'd have a family that looked out for you and you'd see that we care so much about you and we'd be so close that no matter what any of them did you'd still have us." Jin said.

I smiled at that.

"Jin I have to tell you something and I really need you to tell me the truth."

"Okay."

I took a deep breath, deep down I wanted the answer because I needed to know how I would feel about me and Jin not being together if he said no. I was confused but even if Jin said no that didn't mean that me and Taehyung made a better fit it just meant that maybe I could see where we could go.

"I like you Jin, like you like you, and I have for a while. I just need to know if you might feel the same way too." I said cautiously.

Jin looked at me with a sort of shocked look and he held my hand. He looked me in the eyes and there was a sort of glint in them. I couldn't tell what from but then it was clear there was pain in his eyes and I knew the answer that was to come.

"I like you to but- not in that way." he said.

I sighed, that was a bit disheartening. I felt my heart sink, I did really like him but there was also a side of me that was really relieved that he had said no. I looked at him and he looked like he felt bad for what he said. I smiled and said,

"Thank you."

He looked at me as if he didn't understand but I wasn't mad at him I asked for the truth and I got it. We were able to move past the awkward situation and we talked before I had to go to work. I told him that I wouldn't mind hanging out with him and the guys again sometime soon I just needed a few more days to myself. He promised he'd call so that we could all hang out.

However, Saturday came and someone just couldn't wait to see me....

I was at work in the bookstore and I was restocking shelves in alphabetical order, when someone walked up to me and picked up a book I held to the side.

"The Art of War." he said.

The voice was familiar and I turned to see his face.

"Taehyung." I said.

"I haven't heard anything from you in a week and all you can say is my name? What happened to Tae?" he said.

I turned back to the books and he turned me to face him again. He quickly pecked my lips and the brief touch of his lips on mine made my body tingle. I looked at him wondering what I should say or if he was hear to say something to me.

"When do you get off?" he asked.

"In twenty minutes." I said.

"Good, I'll stay here until you're off."

"Why?"

"Because we need to talk." he said.

I can honestly say I didn't like the way he said that. I started to focus on getting the rest of the books on the shelves and then someone came to replace me as soon as my shift was done. I went and clocked out and I got my bag from the back. Taehyung was waiting outside the front door for me.

"What is it Tae?" I asked.

He grabbed my hand and walked me down the side walk. He started making turns to places I hadn't seen before. I looked around kind of amazed at the parts of Busan I hadn't seen before. He brought me to this place that sold a bunch of science stuff, books, movies, clothes. I looked around in awe and then looked at him.

"You've stopped talking to us but never once have you stopped wearing the necklace I bought you." he said.

I looked down and realized he was right. I always thought that this necklace kind of said that I belonged a part of Bangtan. It's when he told me I was one of them. He bought it with the shirt the night we went to the mall. I looked up at Taehyung and he pulled me close and kissed me. It was only a day since Jin said that he didn't like me the same way that I liked him but somehow I was okay with that. Taehyung's kiss deepened even more and his hand came to the small of my back and I felt a harsh coil in my stomach. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do but I ended up pulling away.

"I want you to be my girlfriend." he breathed.

I stared at him and my mind went blank.

"You just love to catch me off guard don't you?" I said.

"It's when you're most honest I think." He smiled.

"Taehyung-"

"Y/n you feel something everytime I kiss you don't you. We have a connection you know we do. Isn't there a part of you that wants to try and see?"

"Of course but- I mean. Taehyung it's not any less confusing you know."

"Is it because of Jin?"

"Honestly, no. What about all the people warning me to be careful around you even Baekhyun said it. Jin has said it, Junmyeon has compared you two and even you have said it. I don't know what I'm walking into don't you understand even a little of my caution?" I asked.

"Yes I do but I also know you're the first girl I've wanted to date because I actually like you. I've dated girls for the wrong reasons I will admit that but I want to date you because I actually have feelings for you. I know you have some feelings for me too. So just be mine." He smiled.

He walked up to me and lifted my chin and kissed me again. My eyes closed and my head spaced out. I felt the softness of his lips and the motion of his tongue on mine. A small moan escaped into his mouth that surprised me but didn't make me pull away. I let my arms wrap around his neck and he kissed me hard pushing down on my lips and coming over me. I pulled away to get a breath.

"Be mine." he said.

"Okay." I said completely intoxicated by his lips.

He kissed me again, harder this time, his hand came to cup the side of my neck and he pulled me closer.

"Tae." I whispered.

"Is anyone at home?" He asked.

"No."

"Let's go." he breathed.

He grabbed my hand and made me run with him down the street.......




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I feel bad for Jin
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馃幍lalalalalalalalalalalala ive become a mess馃幍-Be My Girl (Super Junior)
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DAMN YOU TAEHYUNG! Why must you mess her up!
2 months ago
OMG PLEASE DONT DO WHAT I THINK YOU ARE GOING TO DO....... and why jin why not confess to her 馃槶馃槶 but then again omg the feels!!!馃榿馃榿馃榿
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whoaaaaaa ESCALATION!
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