Who: Reader x Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung
What: Fluff and Smut
Story: A nerdy girl with no real social skills is getting pursed by two of high school's most popular and handsome boys and some girls are not happy about it.
Jin's big hands framed my face and he kissed me deeper. I didn't pull away, the way his full lips took over mine,god they were so soft and easy to fall into. He kissed me soft but deeply and there was a sweet tenderness to it that was different from Taehyung's. It was easy to lose myself in this kiss until I thought about Taehyung and I pushed Jin off of me. I started freaking out. I walked on the other side of the swings and started pacing.
"Oh that was bad. That sooo was bad. That was very very bad. Oh my god!" I said freaking out.
"Not as good as Taehyung?" Jin said disappointed.
"No not that, that was actually good.- I shouldn't say that. I'm with Taehyung, Jin why- why why would you do that?"
"I'm sorry I was upset."
"Then yell, scream, throw a rock, don't kiss me. Right now we've both betrayed Taehyung do you understand that? I made such a big deal about him not fucking up and here I am in the park kissing you." I said freaking out even more.
"It's not your fault you didn't know that I was going to do that."
"No, this is my fault because I should've know as soon as you said my virginity should've gone to you. I just don't understand it though. How long have you been feeling this way about me?" I said.
"A few weeks into the new school year." He admitted.
So this entire time, while I was crushing on Jin he was crushing on me too. The guy that sat behind me, that was popular and flawlessly handsome was in love with me. The dorky science girl. I didn't know how I was supposed to feel about that. Mostly I was panicked, Taehyung would know about this. I mean telling him the truth would be the right thing to do but I also didn't want to fuck up their friendship, even if Jin just took a huge risk. Maybe this was what the guys were so down about. Maybe they knew about Jin's feelings for me so when I admitted that me and Taehyung slept together it was a mistake.
"I told you I liked you and you told me you didn't feel the same way." I said.
"I was lying to you."
"Why!" I snapped.
"Because I knew that you were looking for persmission to be in love with Taehyung. I knew as soon as he kissed you things would change. I had the opprotunity to kiss you and I didn't because I wanted to win you over fairly. I thought after everything Baekhyun did to you, rushing into a realtionship was the last thing you were looking for. Clearly I was wrong."
"What's that supposed to me? I said offended.
"Look, I don't mean it like that it's just....I don't know all's fair in love and war. I could've just kissed you. I should've just confessed and then we'd be together."
"But we're not, Jin. We're not because you lied to me, you have to live with that. I'm with Taehyung now, he loves me. I can't do this right now. Do you know how much I longed for you to say all of this to me? Jin I loved you I wanted you to be with me so bad and this just proves that timing is a bitch.... I need to go home." I said.
"Does Taehyung know you're out here? Have someone take you home." Jin said.
"No I'll be fine on my own." I said.
I walked away down the side walk. I don't think I could face Taehyung right now. The soft fullness of Jin's lips on mine were haunting. Taehyung could kiss but wow Jin's lips were amazing. I touched my lips as I walked home. I couldn't believe I had kissed him, something I've wanted forever and just got it at the wrong time. Taehyung texted me,
TaeTae: Hey why did you leave before saying goodbye?
I didn't text him back. He sent another text.
TaeTae: Did something happen between you and Jin; he seems weird.
Me: Tae I'll just talk to you tomorrow okay.
TaeTae: No talk to me now or I'm coming over. You know I won't stop throwing rocks at your window until you answer. So what's going on?
TaeTae: After what happended last night, I don't think we should keep secrets.
Me: I'm not keeping anything secret Tae I'll just talk to you tomorrow.
TaeTae: No, talk to me now.
Me: Tae after last night, you should know I do things in my own time.
TaeTae: ...Alright, I'll let it go for right now but will you please talk me tomorrow?
I wasn't even sure if I'd want to talk to Taehyung tomorrow but I needed to settle him, while I thought about how to safely tell him about what happened with me and Jin. Look, I don't care what the situation is or under what circumstances the kiss happened the fact of the matter was that Jin kissed me and it may hurt, it may feel like betrayal but if Taehyung were to find out about it later on then I'm the one at fault because I didn't let him know. I know I would feel that way if Taehyung did the same. It was the right thing to do for our relationship, just tell the truth as honestly as he tells me, maybe a little less harsh but still the truth nonetheless. I went to bed that night contemplating how I could tell him about the kiss...
Taehyung had been waiting in his room for Y/n to show up and when she never did he was wondering what was taking so long. He came out of his room to find her and he walked out to see the guys whispering amongst themselves but he didn't see Y/n or Jin.
"What's going on?" He asked.
Everyone looked up to see him but they didn't say a word. Jin had walked into the dorm but Y/n wasn't with him either.
"Hyung didn't Y/n help you with the dishes? Where is She?" He asked.
Jin looked at Taehyung and walked down the hallway without a response. Taehyung looked to the rest of the guys wondering what happened. He was hoping if he texted her she might tell him what was going on but she was just as secretive about everything as the guys were. She did raise a good point though; she did everything in her own time so if something happened she'd tell him when she was ready but that didn't ease his worry. He knew that Jin was still struggling with his feelings for Y/n so sometimes it was hard for him to be around her.
That made him wonder though, did Jin say something to Y/n to make her upset or did he tell her about his feelings? If he did, did she reject him? Taehyung knew she liked Jin first. He'd be lying if he said he didn't think the only reason they were together was because he had kissed her fist and Jin rejected her. That's what had him worried but he also knew that she liked him. There was no question about it.
So what happened?
He walked into Jin's room to see him laying down on his bed. His arm was behind his head and he was just relaxing back as he looked up at the ceiling almost in a trance. It was like he hadn't even noticed Taehyung had entered the room. Taehyung cleared his throat and Jin popped out of his trance and sat up to look at him. Taehyung closed the door behind him.
"What happened between you an Y/n?" he asked.
"What makes you think something happened between us?"
"Because she said so."
"She told you we kissed?"
"You kissed her?" Taehyung snapped.
Jin sighed realizing he'd fallen into the trap. He got up off his bed and Taehyung looked at him absolutely hurt but angry at the same time.
"How could you do that? You know she's my girlfriend." Taehyung said.
Jin ruffled his hair in agitation. He leaned against his desk and sighed frustrated.
"Look I know, I know, it was just an impulse. I saw the hickey on her neck and she admitted you two slept together and it all just became real to me."
"What that we're together? You gave her up Hyung." Taehyung snapped.
"Then why the hell would you do that? Impulse? That's your only excuse?"
"Well you kissed her on impulse too."
"She was single then Jin either one of us could've done it then, hell you could've done it after me and it would've been fine but not while we're dating. That's wrong and you know it." Taehyung said.
"If I had kissed her after you she just would've been more confused. I couldn't do it."
"No, you know what you can't just use that as an excuse okay. This probably made it more confusing for her. If you're so in love with her, why did you give up so I could step in, in the first place?"
Jin stayed silent and looked in the other direction. A sudden realization passed though Taehyung and he leaned back against the wall even more hurt by what was going on in his hyung's head.
"You thought I'd screw it up with her didn't you? That's why you gave up because if I ruined us then you'd get her anyway." Taehyung voiced what he realized.
There was a knot in Taehyung's stomach. That his hyung could play so dirty and could think that bad of him. His reputation spoke volumes about the person he was to women but if anything Taehyung was always honest especially with the guys. The reason he didn't speak about sleeping with her was to spare him the pain. Taehyung knew that would make this more real to Jin and he wasn't sure how much of his feelings for Y/n he'd pushed aside. It was clear now he wasn't pushing them aside he was building them up for the day that he ruined everything.
Because Taehyung had his reputation with women.
Taehyung shook his head.
"No. No that isn't going to happen with her. I like Y/n and I will be good to her and you're not going to have her. You gave up your right to even compete for her attention when you rejected her." Taehyung bit.
Jin looked up at Taehyung,
"I keep thinking that but even I know there's some part of you thinking that, if it wasn't for me rejecting her, you two wouldn't be together... Anytime I got too close to her, anytime we touched or laughed at each other's jokes. The closer we got the more scared you were that you'd miss your chance and you know just as much as I do that if I had kissed her, if I hadn't rejected her then she would be with me. Now that I have kissed her, you're scared."
"No, she's mine. I know her enough to know that one kiss won't sway her."
"Is that true? Your kiss swayed her to you. It was like brainwashing her. She didn't even tell you we kissed and that's what has you worried. What is she thinking? It's what I thought on my way home, it's what I'll be thinking all night. What did it mean to her? Me and you- we already know what it means to me."
"She's not going to leave me over one kiss." Taehyung said.
Jin was right though, a very deep part of him was scared. Scared that she'd question her feelings again. Scared that maybe she'd leave him for Jin. If anything she'd just leave him to figure out her own feelings. That scared him because he really didn't want to lose her.
"Aren't you wondering why she didn't just tell you up front what was wrong? You had to trick me into telling you, meaning she wasn't saying anything. You're really going to tell me that doesn't worry you Taehyung. You're always honest with us. Be honest now."
"Yes I'm worried but I'm not giving up on her. I'm hoping she doesn't leave me. I think the only reason she didn't say anything is because she's afraid to ruin our friendship but clearly that's something you don't care about as much as you say you do. We're supposed to be bulletproof but I guess that doesn't stop us from getting stabbed in the back does it?" Taehyung bit.
Jin looked away again, maybe the guilt of what he had done was finally sinking in but Taehyung didn't believe that one hundred percent of him was sorry. Taehyung believed there was a part of him that didn't regret being able to feel her small lips against his. Soft and curious, learning as she kissed him back. Taehyung remembered that first kiss. She didn't know what to do and when she felt his tongue on her lips it scared her into opening her mouth so that his tongue could show her a thing or two.
He remembered how confused she was after it but she wasn't backing away from him. She was almost eager to taste him again. There was hesitation and he knew it because her mind was still trying to figure out how she felt. She was in love with Jin but Taehyung was the one to kiss her and confess his feelings. The guy she was starting to get along with, that she always had some smartass stuff to say to. They were becoming close and they liked being around each other. Her crush on Jin was over shadowing him. Taehyung kissed her so that he could come out of the shadow.
Deep down, Taehyung realized he had no chance of winning her over if her affections were directed only towards Jin and she only saw Taehyung as her friend. If her mind wasn't even slightly open to the possiblity of them being together he would never have her. That was something he didn't want to live with. He wanted to be with her. He wanted her to see him the way he saw her.
"How about you give Y/n the chance to tell you herself that I kissed her. If she does then you'll know where her feelings lie but if she doesn't you'll know, we both will... She's confused and she's probably rethinking things." Jin said.
"If she tells me on her own then I'll know she's serious about us and so will you. That means you give up on her." Taehyung said.
Jin nodded silently. Taehyung agreed and walked out of Jin's room. Namjoon was coming to his room when he saw Taehyung walking out.
"Is everything okay?" He asked.
"No." was the only answer Taehyung was willing to give...
Jin knew he was wrong the moment he grabbed Y/n but his body woudn't allow him to pull away. He left so that he didn't say or do anything that risked his friendship with her or Taehyung. She came and found him and his frustrations about them sleeping together, after only dating for a month and reaching that level of the relationship was too much to handle. She was supposed to be his. They had stayed together longer than he thought. Taehyung was serious about her.
The more he hung out with her, the more he watched her hang out with the guys and laugh at his dad jokes or help him cook, the more he felt for her. He couldn't let her go, he knew it was a mistake telling her that he didn't like her the same way she liked him. He had bought those tickets to the observatory too and now they were going to go to waste. Maybe as a present to make things up with Taehyung, he'd give them to him.
Even that stung a little though, it was supposed to be for them to go together and talk and be alone. He wanted to be with her so bad. He was wrong for what he did not just because he missed his chance but because he was trying to exploit Taehyung's flaw against him. Taehyung knew he was dangerous with women. He thought that he might leave her alone after some point but when Taehyung kissed her Jin thought there might be another way.
He was actually ashamed at the secret little plot he had created behind Taehyung's back. Watch him set fire to their relationship like he had done countless others. Chanlee showing her all the girls in the school that he had dated, that wasn't a part of his plan but on some level he thought that would make her stay away from him too. He was hoping that would cause a rift. Again it was wrong but he wanted so bad to be with her that he was willing to do anything.
Even risk confusing her, risk causing a rift between Y/n and Taehyung and Taehyung and himself. He was about to destroy so much and he was supposed to be the one to take care of this family. He was only human though, he could love and do some stupid things. Love made you do stupid things but sometimes love also meant taking a step back. He didn't want to step back, not even more a moment but it was clear that he was going to have to. He was Bangtan.
Bangtan was for life.
He couldn't continue to be around Y/n until his feelings for her wore down. He'd have to stop hanging around her when she came over. He'd have to stop walking with her to the dorm and just leave before the others. If he had enough time seperated from her then he was sure his feelings would dissapate. It was only because he saw her so frequently, they hung out so much that his feelings grew stronger. Her being with Taehyung changed nothing. More so because he still hoped that he'd ruin things between them.
The truth is... He missed his chance with her when he should've just said it from the beginning.
I'm in love with you Y/n.
I woke up the next morning and got dressed as quickly as I could. I texted Taehyung to see if Jin was at the dorm. He told me no, he went out to go to work which was perfect. I had decided what I was going to do. I was going to tell Taehyung about the kiss if Jin hadn't already but I also had to change something in our routine. The guys might not like it at first but I think it was the only solution for us to really get along.
I think it's the only solution to save their friendship.
I really didn't want to be the reason they had issues. So I texted Tae to gather the guys and I would be over in ten or fifteen minutes. I ran as fast as I could to the dorm so that I could hurry and get this over with. I didn't know how long JIn would be at work I probably had a few hours but I also had to get back to finish my research paper.
Yeah I was finishing that.
I think what Jin did help me realize why I was really applying to that school in the first place. I needed a place to get away. Orginially it was to get away from Baekhyun, maybe he'd have more luck with mom and dad. It was also to get away from the bullies of the school but now I was getting more attention than I was before because I was a Bangtan girl. Baekhyun was right, I hate to admit it, but I was starting to like that. That's what was distracting me from my goal.
This time it wouldn't be about getting away; it would be about working to get what I want. I didn't want to regret a missed opprotunity so I was going to have to give it my all. Still, this would also help me in fixing the relationship with Jin and Taehyung. They would have sometime away... from me.
I came up to the front door of the dorm and, forgetting my key to their palce at home, I knocked on the door. Taehyung was the one to answer it and he looked at me worried.
"Why are you out of breath what happened?" he asked pulling me inside.
"Oh- nothing. I just- ran to- get here." I panted.
He looked at me oddly and shook his head. He took my hand and led me into the living room. Cool, he was holding my hand I guess Jin didn't tell him. More work for me though, I think it would be harder for me to say it than Jin. It felt like I was telling on him but the thing was Taehyung had to know. I know deep down if the roles were reversed I'd want to know as soon as possible.
I was in the living room and all the guys were sitting on the couch watching TV. Yoongi looked at us and he muted the Tv. I stood before all the boys politely and Taehyung sat down with them. I gave them a little bow which made them look at me more confused.
"Noona?" Jungkook said.
I smiled at him and said,
"I really want to thank you guys for including me in your family. I love all of you guys and I will always love you all but I have to stop hanging out with you. For real this time."
"Y/n." Namjoon said.
"I don't want to be apart of Bangtan anymore." I said.
Taehyung looked at me in shock and the others looked at me completely heartbroken. They didn't know it now..... but this was for the best.....
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