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Stars within our Galaxy Ch.17
Who: Reader x Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung
What: Fluff and Smut
Story: A nerdy girl with no real social skills is getting pursed by two of high school's most popular and handsome boys and some girls are not happy about it.

Y/n's POV

There's a reason why envy is one of the seven deadly sins. It's wicked and makes you do things you would other whise never do to the people you loved. There's a certain evilness in it that seeks to humiliate and destory. There's a certain taste to the sin that you feel it build venom in your vains and leek from your teeth, like fangs. It is indeed a deadly sin, couple that with someone who's been corrupted by anger and greed and you find yourself in a pit. You're in a death match trying to free yourself from sins that you have no idea why they set there sights on you...

The thing was, I knew why their sights were set on me. I just wished they weren't.

I stood in front of Taehyung reading the e-mail and I hear Taehyung go,

"So?"

I looked up at him in pure shock and then I read out loud.

"Dear Ms. Y/n we're sorry about the late reply our servers have been down for some time and has made it difficult to reach anyone. Our responses have, in turn, been late so thank you for your patience. I am proud to annouce to you that you've been accepted into our school and you will be receiveing a call from our admissions office to move forward in your education. Your research paper was in sightful and possed some good questions that the school would like to pursue further down the line. Once again congradulations we can't wait to have you."

Taehyung smiled,

"You got in."

"I got in!" I hopped happily.

I jumped and wrapped my arms around his neck and he spun me around as I laughed. I was crying a little just from being over whelmingly happy. I thought after all this time with no answer that I didn't get in. It was like the knots my stomach had been in for weeks had finally relaxed and gave me some much needed relief. I kissed Taehyung all over his face and he laughed before he grabbed me and kissed me on the lips. He held me still so I couldn't move but my heart was pumping I was so excited.

Bangtan was the reason we broke the kiss and they all came over to ask what happened. I told them I got into the school and they all congradulated me and gave me a big hug. I saw Jin look at me for a second with slightly sad eyes but he smiled and gave me a hug. It lasted a few seconds before he pulled away from me to make sure that Taehyung was okay. I looked over to see him shifting his eyes in the other direction like he was trying to pass it off like he didn't care. but after the person he called his big brother kissed his girlfriend, even if he had moved past it, it was still going to bug him alittle.

"When are you going?" Namjoon asked me.

"I don't know. I've heard that if they really want you they'll transfer you in the middle of a school year." I said.
"So it could be soon?" Jungkook asked.

I looked at him and nodded,

"Yeah."

"That means you'll probably be moving halfway across Busan." Yoongi said.

I nodded. Suddenly the boys looked a little sad, though they were happy I accomplished my dream there would be some distance between us. I looked at them all and grabbed Namjoon's hand and Taehyung's hand. All the boys seemed to link hands and stood in a circle.

"Hey, we're going to be close no matter what. You've made me a part of Bangtan and Bangtan is forever right? Distance won't destroy us." I said.

"You've been hanging out with us seprately Y/n. We just wonder how true that is." Hoseok said.

I looked at him like he had a point. I felt my spirits kind of sadden a little.

"I'll hang out with you all as a group then. We'll spend as much time together in school and out of it before I have to go okay. It's not like I'm moving out of Busan I'll just be a car ride away. I can visit any time right?" I asked.

They all nodded and we took to partying again when the music got pumped up. Taehyung wanted to take me back to the dorm so bad before the other's arrived to do exactly what you're thinking he wanted to do but Jin was the ride for the boys and no way in hell was Baekhyun going to drop us off at his house alone. We stayed a little longer instead and partied witht he guys I think they wanted to get something to eat afterwards too.

I could see Chanlee and Heejin spot me in the crowd, their evil gazes staring at me from across the room and the sudden uneasiness I got when I went to Chanyeol's party kind of hit me again. I started wondering if there was something I was missing. I remember walking in with Taehyung getting a lot of attention just because we were together but then the attention went away and separated between the other Bangtan member and the other cool kids. Baekhyun and Gi Jong were dancing with Baekhyun's "friends". I guess he didn't completely rid himself of those guys. I'm not even sure he knew how to.

Still, they looked harmless enough.

The meteor girls weren't harmless at all though.

I was right to feel uneasy. In the middle of dancing and having fun, bodies suddenly stopped moving and Taehyung's eyes drew up to look at something behind me. It caught my attention and I turned around to look. Do you remember the night Jin kissed me? We were in an open park and I was fully enjoying this kiss he was giving me. Projecting proudly on a screen above the dj was when Jin kissed me.

I felt me heart sink and then stop. I looked at Taehyung and he was just staring at the display. I felt ashamed for two reasons: he saw the kiss happen and he saw how long it lasted. It lasted far longer than I remembered. I remembered thinking it was too short but it was far too long for someone in a relationship to be kissing someone else. I couldn't handle seeing it, I headed for the door but the stopped in front of me at the door.

"You don't like Jin right? You and him aren't together? You're just a lying little slut. You're dating Taehyung and kissing his best friend." Chanlee teased.

There it was, venom in her fangs that she spit at me. I could feel the burn from it. I tried to hold back tears. That was different. That was a month ago, I didn't even know she was there or that anyone was there. I never looked I never paid attention. I didn't think I had too. I don't know if she took it or if she found it out from someone else and she was just waiting for the perfect time to expose me. I felt my heart pumping and my hand tightend into a fist. I couldn't do this. I couldn't keep getting abused like this but what I was about to do would affect Bangtan as well.

I backed away instead but that just led me deeper into the dance room. Baekhyun ran over to me and it seemed now that people were turning to watch the display.

"You even went out with Junmyeon. My my you do get around don't you little girl." she hissed.

She stepped closer and Baekhyun stepped in front of me. Gi Jong took me by the shoulders and Baekhyun said,

"What's your problem Chanlee? Seriously? Are you just upset because everyone likes her a lot better than you? Or maybe you're upset that Minseok didn't want to have anything to do with you. He couldn't stand the thought of touching someone's left overs. Or maybe it's because Junmyeon didn't find you worth the time to even screw." Baekhyun bit back.

"She's nothing Baekhyun even you know that. If you ever cared about her than why did you let us pull the prank on her in the first place."

"You know I hated myself for that but if you hadn't pulled that prank she wouldn't have been led to Bangtan. Maybe the only reason you're really so pissy is because you know it's your own damn karma coming back to bite you in the ass. Y/n is smart and she's kind to people but you bring out the worst in just about anyone. Someone like you is annoying and just not worth having around all the time. You're nothing Chanlee. Poor Heejin, you're just following the lead of someone who has to live off of attention. Taehyung isn't with you because he wants to be with Y/n. Leave them alone. Move on. Stop following human trash like her." Baekhyun bit.

He turned to look at me and for the first time in a long time I was glad he was my brother. He walked over to me and gave me a hug and I hugged him back. I then looked back at Taehyung. He was staring at Jin and I just felt everything was going to be destroyed from this moment. Taehyung turned and looked at me and then walked out of the gym. I ran after him and we were both outside in the hallway.

"Taehyung." I said.

He punched a locker scaring me.

"They're really starting to piss me off." He said lowly.

"Taehyung I'm sorry but I told you we kissed."

He nodded,

"Yeah you told me that. I had to force it out of you but you told me that. You just didn't tell me how lonng the kiss was. It looked like you enjoyed it."

"Taehyung please stop. It's not like that please. Listen to me-" I started crying and it was making it difficult to talk.

I tried calming myself down but he wouldn't look at me. I walked up to him slowly still trying to calm myself so I could speak clearly to him.

"Taehyung please. I- it wasn't like that okay. I was just shocked that it happened I didn't know how to react. I just-"

"You weren't even going to tell me he kissed you that night though Y/n. Were you? You just told me he confessed how he felt about you." Taehyung said hurt.

"No I was going to tell you I just wanted to tell you in the right way. I didn't want to cause trouble. I didn't want to risk your friendship."

"Mine or yours? That was a deep kiss, that was a long and deep kiss."

"Tae please stop. Please, it was a month ago, the kiss didn't mean anything. I was with you. I'm with you now. Please." I begged.

He turned to walk over to me and he grabbed me by my face and kissed me hard. So hard he ended up pushing me into the lockers. He leaned his arm just above my head and his lips ravished mine, hard and hungry. They felt like they were eager to posses and take control. Mark his territory. I was his and only his Jin couldn't have me. He was earsing the taste of Jin off my lips but he didn't realize that his taste had disappeared weeks ago and that they were replaced with him. He took my hand and pulled me out of the building and walked me down the side walk.

I guess I'd have to call Baekhyun later. He led me to the dorms. He wasn't going to wait anymore. He unlocked the door and pulled me inside. I took one step in and he attacked me. His lips came to my neck in a fury to taste. He kicked the door behind him not even bothering to lock it. He pushed me up against the wall and grabbed the hem of my dress.

"i want you now." he said panting.

I just nodded.

Hey if you were this hot and heavy you wouldn't refuse either.

He tossed my dress to the side and picked me up. I had a pink strapless bra on and pink panties to match. He walked me to his room and laid me on the bed before going to close the door behind him. He walked over to me riding himself of his tux jacket and dropping it on the ground. He kicked off his shoes and started to unbutton his white shirt. He climbed over my body and his hand came to meet the back of my head. His fingers invaded my panties sending a coil in my stomach and my back arched up in a soft moan.

"Tae." I mewled softly.

"I going to make you come for me." He said in a low voice.

I placed my hands on his shoulders.

"You're- not mad?" I asked through moans.

"I'm pissed." He growled in my ear.

It didn't feel like he was pissed as he continued to rub his fingers against my clit. I gripped onto his shoulders and whined as his fingers contiued in a rapid pace. I could feel something building and his lips dipped down to my neck to kiss me. My eyes rooled back and I could feel the coil in my stomach tighten. It felt amazing to the point heavy breathing was my only response to anything. He sat up to look me in the eyes and I could feel my eyebrows pinch in a whine.

"Taehyung." I mewled.

He crawled down my body taking his fingers out of my panties and he decided to undress me. He slowly pulled my panties off of my legs and then took his place between them. I felt his wet muscle reach my heat and he began to lap up my wetness. I threw my head back on the pillow and placed my hands on his head almost like trying to push him away. He moved more like he was a hungry puppy to eager to eat than notice that someone was trying to get him away. He licked me faster and with more purpose and my legs tensed and rose up more. He decided to pin them down so I was wide open and I felt so embarrassed. I covered my mouth with one hand.

"You like it like this right?" he smiled from between my legs.

I nodded biting the back of my finger. Didn't he say he was pissed? Why was he doing this? He pulled himself up and started to take off his pants and boxers. He tossed his shirt to the side and he crawled over me. He looked me in the eyes and I stopped him while he was trying to find my entrance.

"Taehyung, what's going on? Why are you donig this?" I asked.

"I want you." he said.

"I know but you said you were pissed. Is it me or is it Jin?"

"Neither right now. I was pissed at Chanlee. It's only been a month and I've tried to move past the fact that he kissed you but that just- pissed me off."

"It's because I kissed him to long." I said.

He looked away for a second and rolled over on the bed. I turned to look at him.

"I just keep thinking about the night I kissed you, I caught you off guard and you fell right into the kiss. I was your first kiss....... I'm just wondering-" He stopped himself as if voicing such a truth was a good idea.

I sat up more and climbed on top of him.

"What?" I encouraged him to continue.

He laced his fingers with mine and played with my hand as he did.

"Did you like kissing him because he was something new?" He asked.

I stared at him for a moment not sure if I was understanding.

"The only other person you've ever kissed is me. So naturally kissing Jin would be new and exciting. It could be why you liked it so much. I know you did, I watched it. You liked his lips on yours." he said.

I leaned down freeing my hand from his and placing both of them on his chest before I slid them up to cradle his face.

"I love you Taehyung." I said.

He smiled softly and started to brush hair behind my ear.

"That's the first time you've said that to me." he said.

"It's the first time I've said that to anyone. I told Jin I liked him I'm telling you I love you. I do. That kiss is in the past. I didn't persue it; I didn't encourageit; I'm with you. Promise me, nothing is going to break us up. Not Jin, not the distance, not even Chanlee and the rest of the metero girls." I said.

"Promise." he said.

He rolled over on top of me and kissed me softly but deep. I could feel his tongue entangle with mine with a little more tender love and care and I could feel him slip inside me. This was the first time I ever made love so to speak. The first time we slept together it was just me giving him my trust and he hadn't even attempted to break it. I trusted Taehyung and every word he ever said to me. I had no reason to believe he'd lie to me because he'd always told me the truth.

Then things changed.

It wasn't a fast change though, it was subtle. By next semester I was living in the dorms at school to finish out the school year and then I would finish my last year there. I was being hooked up with advisors and teachers that had connections in the science community and they talked to me about these people and even introduced me to them so that by the end of my final year in school I had a way to make it into good colleges and even have a good job or work as an intern.

I had to quit at the book store and the work at the new school was piled onto me all at once. For a few weeks, I could only really spend a good ten to fifteen mintues with Taehyung on the phone. He tried to video call me but I couldn't focus on talking to him and doing homework. At some point we just realized what we were doing wasn't working so instead we decided a different approach. Every week, once a week either he would come see me or I'd come see him. I had to have everything done and settled by Saturday so that we'd have time to spend together.

Jin was still keeping in contact with the boys after his graduation and for a little while the company he was a trainee with had let him stay in the dorm with the boys until things became truly offical. I think he was still competing and from what I heard he was still looking for an actually company to stay with. I heard he went to SM but he decided to leave for some reason. I honestly thought he was just doing it because he was trying to prolong until the guys caught up with him. Taehyung, Jimin and Jungkook had suggested that they all just audition to become trainees now but I think when Namjoon said that it would be harder for him to spend time with me Taehyung decided it wasn't the best idea.

I thought it was though, it wasn't that I didn't miss Taehyung it was just that the faster they got through their trainee days then the faster we could spend a little more time together. Even for someone who thinks as practically as possible, I didn't think about how hard it would be once he became a trainee. I didn't think about any of the difficulties that I'd face as Taehyung's girlfriends when he became a trainee.

We met every Saturday, for a while it was our own private little dates. I tried to keep in contact with the boys as much as possible but anytime I came home my parents took up all my time. When I was back at school, I was staying in their dorms and the only time I was allowed to stay out past curfew was if I was working. I had a new job across town I was a waitress now but I was getting good tips and I had been saving up a lot of money just for the day I may need it. I only really spent money if I was with Taehyung and he still bought almost everything for me. No matter how much I argued with him.

We reached a full year of being together but unfortunately, Taehyung had become a trainee by that time and he wasn't allowed to come out and meet me for our anniversary. Instead he video called me, all the boys, inlcuding Jin, brought out a small cup cake with a candle on it and they sang to me and Taehyung for us to celebrate our anniversary it was really cute. They stayed in the room for a little while just to catch up with me before they decided to give us some time alone together. Taehyung wished he could've been with me and honestly I thought the same. He liked that I still wore the crystal he bought me though. I never took it off unless I was in the lab. Some of the experiments we did, having a necklace on was a hazard.

A full year and the most that had changed was that we had gained distance physically and at some point emotionally I think Taehyung started to lose intrest in me. We weren't able to see each other as much so I decided to have Namjoon ask whoever was in charge at the time if I could kind of sneek in and see him for a few minutes. They could just lie if anyone caught us and said that we were old highschool friends. I was still a Bangtan girl.

Some how Namjoon worked his magic an got me into the dorms to see him. I was so excited I even bought him this CD, it was Celine Dion, he loved her voice and I knew he'd love it because he talked to me about her over the phone and video chat. The funny thing was that now that he was a trainee we spent more time on phone calls than we did when I first started at the school. I guess I had just got adjusted to the lifestyle of the school and his manage was a little more laid back than others. I often fell asleep on the phone with him.

"I'm so excited to see him." I said smiling.

"I know he'll be happy to see you too. He's been seeming kind of lonely for a while. I think he's really needed you. I told Kook you're coming as well so if you get a chance let him know you're here he's dying to see you." Namjoon said.

I smiled and nodded. Namjoon walked me up to their dorm front door and we walked inside. I was so excited and Namjoon just told me to go in and not worry about my shoes. I hurried inside and then stopped to remember that I had no idea which room was his. Namjoon chuckled and said,

"He's rooming with Jimin and Jungkook they're out right now though."

He pointed me to the door down the hall on the left. He spoke in a whisper because his door was open which I could now see. I walked over to it and called his name as I showed myself. The big smile on my face fell when I saw Taehyung sitting on his bed kissing a girl but not just any girl.

"Heejin?" I said baffled.

Wait, there was one point where he said he couldn't stand her so when the fuck did this even happen?

Taehyung looked at me with wide eyes and stood up. He walked over and said,

"Y/n what are you doing here?"

I couldn't let my eyes leave Heejin I was still shocked. I spoke inchoerently.

"I-I ,came to- drop this by- say hi- I wanted to see-"

I felt tears welling up. The CD in my hand dropped and I looked at him looking back at me with seemingly no expression on his face while shock was painted all over mine. I'm guessing Namjoon knew nothing about this. I turned and walked away.

"Y/n wait."

Taehyung reached out and grabbed my hand and I slapped him in the face. It was just the frist reaction. It was the second time I felt my heart break but having survived the first all I could feel myself do was go numb. I spoke calm despite rapid hot tears over flowing my eyes.

"I think it's pretty clear that we're done." I said.

"Y/n."

"Don't touch me again. In fact- lose my number."

I turned around and walked out the door saying goodbye to Namjoon. I heard him run out saying,

"Already?"

He could see me storming past him and I could hear concern in his voice when he asked me what was wrong. I opened the door and saw Jin about to walk in he smiled for a moment recognizing me.

"Y/n."

It was a happy sound for a moment but he saw the tears and immediately he looked concerned. I walked past him just as he looked up at Taehyung. I heard the door close behind me but I didn't really bother to look back at him. I walked outside and looked up at the sky and I felt everything shatter. I felt pieces of me break apart and fall to the floor. The one guy I gave my first time to, I gave my first kiss too, my first real love and he broke me. All of my trust and my heart.

I headed home feeling like a complete moron. When did he even start liking Heejin? He texted me a few times asking if we could talk tomorrow. I just couldn't answer him. I took a shower when I got back to my dorm and changed into less pretty clothes. For the first time in a long time, I went back to the Y/n I was pre-Bangtan. There was a knock at the door and I was sure it wasn't my dorm mates. I buncked with two other girls. I got up and walked to the front.

The way our dorms were was separate from the actual school building. It was almost like a little apartment complex the dorms were basically like little town houses with a set number of rooms. My dorm actually only had three girls asigned to it despite there being four rooms. The place was easy access in and out. I was here alone, I had no idea where the other girls had gone but I was happy being alone for the moment. So when i opened the door I was fully prepared to send whom ever it was away for the day.

But I opened the door and saw Jin.

He was panting and out of breath. He looked at me and said,

"Y/n I'm so sorry I didn't kn-"

I kissed Jin.

I'm not sure what reflexes it was or if it was the sake of revenge or even relief that I could finally do it without being attached to Taehyung but I kissed him. I kissed him hard and I kissed him deep. I upulled him into my body and I wrapped my arms around him .I felt him do the same to me and it didn't take him long to relax into the kiss.

And then another reflex came to me and I opened the door and pulled him into the dorm and in a heated breath the onyl words that I could speak were,

"Take off your shirt."




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First of all, I knew Taehyung would be an ass after all, and good choice Jamie, good choice! (Jamie=y/n)
5 months agoReply
Wae?!?!?!?!!! Tae how could you?!!馃槶馃槶馃槶
5 months agoReply
馃槻馃槻馃槻馃槻馃槻馃槻
5 months agoReply
OMG. I'M.... I hate you but love you for the plot twist -.-
5 months agoReply
Damn Tae really wtf
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