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Broken : Chapter 7
{{Jiyong POV}}

The rain wasnt helping of seeing things clearly, but seeing Joseline crying out loud on Seungri made me feel like shit. Did i do this to her? Did I really destroyed her? My mind just begins to race as all I can do is stand there and watch.

*Joseline, Im sorry*

I turned around and began to walk away. I cant see this. As much as part of me left her, but I cant not seem to think. How did I stopped loving her? She is still gorgeous and generous woman. When did it stopped?

I still remember when I first saw her. She was just gorgeous. The most beautiful woman I've never saw in my life.

-A Memory-

I was sitting down at a cafe with my mother. Then you appeared. With bright eyes and a cute smile. You look at me and just begin to gove me the best smiles. Never felt so shy, but I was definitely feeling it.

"How your doing Mrs. Kwon? "

She knows my mother? Thats when I began to question myself. How she knows her?

"Im fine sweety. Let me introduce you to my son, Jiyong. He just got back from America two days ago. "
"Ah yes. Seungri has told me about him."

She turns to me and she bows beautifully .

"Hello Jiyong, My name is Joseline."
"Hello Joseline"

That was the moment. The moment i fell in love with a woman. A woman who captured my heart and soul.

-End Of Memory -

I lost that feeling. That feeling of loving her like i used to. I forgotten about it. I never thought that I would ruin her life. I guess its too late.

I walked towards a bar and just began to sit in a corner of a table. Alone. With whiskey on hand, my mind just wont rest. I know if I had never began to drink, my life with Jos would be different.

"I have forgotten to love her"
"Seems like it"

I turned around and there I saw Seungri next to me. He grabbed a cup and began to pour some whiskey on his cup.

"Is she.. "
"Ok? "

I nod, I really dont know what else to say.

"She is with her mom. She is ok. Just very emotionally shaken up bro"

I put my head down.

"What did I do Ri? "
"Ji, do you still love her? "
"I dont know. We had so many problems but at the same time I still think about her. Is like, I forgot how love her."
"Jiyong, please tell me what happened? Ehat happened between you two? "
"So much. So much happened? "
"Ji, 9 years of relationship with her. It must mean something. For her, thats her life. What about you?"

I look around the bar and just began to think of all the shit that happened. I know its time to let it out, but just I know im at fault with the relationship. I took my drink and pour some more.

"Everything is my fault"
Seungri looks at me. I look down.

"What you mean it's your fault? "
"Ive always caused problems. I behin the fights with her. She gets mad at me and sometimes yells at me and say shit to me. But its cuz i always fucking provoke her"
"Ji.. "
"Ri, I onced punched her face. Like punched her so hard. We got into a fight and.. and.. "

Seungri looks at me. I know what I will say next will be something I aint proud of.

"She lost a baby. She had a miscarriage"
"What!?"
"She was two months pregnant"
"How the fuck? How.. Why you punched her? "

Sigh.

"She gave me money for the baby stuff, that moment we wasnt living off too well. So she gave me the last money she had saved for the girls. I took the money and promised her to get what she asked. But, i used the money on liquor."
"What!! You drank the money of the girls? Jiyong, why you didnt came to me for help, if you guys was struggling? "
"I wanted to handle it myself. "
"Go on"
-The Memory-

I used the money for liquor. I knew i was going to get in trouble. But fuck it. She can just suck it up. I walked home from the bar. As i enter, she came towards me. She saw I have nothing. She looked at me and i knew she was pissed.

"Ji, wheres the stuff? "
"Umm. "
"Jiyong.. where thebfuck are the stuff at!? "
"Shut up. I used the money. "
"On alcohol!! Are you fucking serious. Jiyong thats the money we had left and the girls needed diapers and shit. "
"Whatever. I will handle it later"
"Ji, what the fuck is your problem. These are your daughters and we have another coming along. We need to be responsible"
"Look bitch. I didnt asked you to get pregnant"
"Excuse me? "
"You fucking heard me. I dont want us to have another baby. The twins are enough"

I began yelling at her and I wa just at her face. She was mad of what i said, and she pushed me off. Me for being a drunk, I tripped and bang my head at the wall. I didnt thought it was me at that moment. I thought it was her, so out of anger. I swinged and punched her at the face.

She got so mad that she began to swing so hard at me. She got me good. She can legit use her fists. But i also swinged back. Our downstairs neighbor had to come upstairs and separate us. All I can hear is the girls crying.

After the fight, she kicked me out of the house. One of her friends came to me and slappe me across the face. As I questioned her of what happened. That's when my world went down.

She had her back and shoulder bruised but worse of all, she had a miscarriage three hours after the fight.

-End of Memory-

Seungri pours liquor and drank it quickly. He looks at me and I know he is angry but no words came out of his mouth .

"I love you brother. I do. But this, you must... No.. you should always carry that burden. You should carry that pain."

Seungri stands and left me alone, again. I looked at him till he left the bar. I began to finish the bottle and then the second bottle.

Im a monster. I dont deserve nothing!!!

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3 comments
To rant or not to rant, that is the question
2 months ago·Reply
uh oh......
2 months ago
Ji you Bastard!! How could you!?!? BB you are killing this story! love it!
2 months ago·Reply
😲😲😲
a month ago·Reply
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