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Broken: Small Letter (Chap7 part2)

-A Letter for Jiyong-


Dear Jiyong,

The date came. A date which I remember about you. This date will always haunt me and will always hurt me. This is day we began to come closer and become one 10 years ago. Even though today we wont be completing the 10 years.

Do you think about this day? Do you think about how we became together? Do you even know our meaning?

July 4th of 2007 is when we had the best connection of our lifes. Do you remember that day? We went for a walk at a beach, and you went forward telling me that you like me amd that you see yourself with me. You fallen in love with me in the first sight.

I thought you was being funny. Thinking that your acting like a little high school kid. But as you told me your feelings, for some reason my feeling began to creep out and I began to notice that I also fallen for you. I have fallen for the most beautiful man. A man whobdesired me and wanted to cherish me for the rest of his life. A man who carries beauty into my eyes. Who made me felt to safe and warm at nights and very happy.

After that date, we began a new life. Together. Every year of our anniversary we always do something fun. We will go out and explore to the beaches with the girls. You always try so hard to make our anniversary special. You will come with the most cutest gifts to expensives types. Sometimes just a small candle in the middle of the dinning table with chocolate. You made the smallest details into a huge memory.

But Jiyong, you destroyed me. In our days we laughed but now we yell. We used to smile and now we frown. We used to be happy now we mad. We used to love and now we hate.

I hate this date, because all the emotions I must carry. This is the date which makes me remember you more than ever. Desire you and love you more. Why must I love you more.

I hate you Jiyong.

I hate you because I love you soo much. I love you dearly. I adore you and I want you back into my arms. But, now.... she is the one who you choose. I must now live this way. Live with a date which was meant dearly to eachother. You hav put me to the side. You had push me down. Who am I Jiyong? Who was I to you?

Jiyong, do you remember the times we had in every anniversary? Do you even remember me?

I love you Jiyong but I hate you.


Love: Joseline
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2 comments
That's so sad to have those feeling Love and hate at the same time 😢
3 months ago·Reply
*throws phone and grabs boxes of tissues and ugly cries*
3 months ago·Reply
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