One more Chapter to go guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who: Reader x Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung
What: Fluff and Smut
Story: A nerdy girl with no real social skills is getting pursed by two of high school's most popular and handsome boys and some girls are not happy about it.
"It really has Jin." I said.
He gave me a big smile and then opened his arms to ask for a hug. I gave him one without hesitation. He looked down at me and said,
"What are you doing in Seoul?"
"I actually work at this science lab that they built a few years back. It's still fairly new so it's nice." I said.
"I wish I could've taken you to the observatory back then."
"Oh that's right I ended up going with Taehyung. You know he ended up telling me after that day that you had actually bought those tickets and gave them to him." I said.
"He really did?"
"Yeah, I'm mean you didn't think that he'd lie about it did you? He tells you guys everything and if I asked him he would tell me the truth too."
There was a bittersweet feeling that rushed over me because there was just one time that he had lied to me or rather he'd just betrayed me. I don't know if he ever lied, even when I asked him why he had cheated he had been just as honest with me as ever. I guess the only lie he told me was when he promised the distance wouldn't cause us to break up. The other things he could've looked past still I think I lied on that end as well. I was starting to wear down from being away from him all the time. It was just harder to spend time with him and I cared about him that's why I made that day to surprise him. I wanted to try and respark what we were losing. I was his longest relationship at the time. I wasn't sure how long his others lasted or if he had any others and I didn't really care much.
"Do you miss him?" Jin asked.
"No. I mean not in the romantic sense but as a friend I kind of miss him being an asshole to me. I liked snapping at him." I chuckled.
Jin laughed and our coffee came out. We grabbed our cups and he asked me to stay so we could talk a little more. I happily agreed and we sat down by the window. A few people took pictures of us sitting together and I looked at him and said,
"Hey is it okay for me to be out like this with you?"
"Yeah I mean we were friends in highschool too right. I think it's fine."
Jin blew it off like it was nothing so I relaxed.
"You know I've thought a lot about the last time we spoke to each other." Jin said.
"I was really harsh wasn't I?" I said.
I had done a lot of reflecting the past three years about my life; although, I had a few boyfriends in the past three years after Taehyung and I split up I never really found someone I liked enough to stay with. I started trying to look over my personality and all the things I had done in the past, kind of like me trying to pin point where I was going wrong with my relationships. At some point, I did realize that ,although I was nice to Bangtan, I had always been a harsh person. It was my main reason for hiding in my books and studies and trying to stay away from everyone else. I didn't like dressing nice because I didn't want to be grouped in with the metero girls so I became their opposite and there were times I just thought I was too intelligent to hang around certain crowds. Deep down, even if it didn't show it as much, I was a bit stuck up and that kind of made me a bitch.
When I started to enjoy the attention I was getting from all the cool kids in school, I knew I was starting to become the very people I hated. I was so close to becoming a metero girl I was almost sick to my stomach with that realization. I didn't even have to be one of Chanlee's zombie followers; I just had to be openly bitchy enough to become one of them. I think with the confussion in my realtionship with Taehyung and even the acceptence of being a Bangtan member I was kind of conflicted. I was pretty much at war with myself without even realizing it. I mean I wanted Taehyung and I wanted Jin, I loved them both at once but I was denying Jin, whom I wanted, and running into Taehyung's arms who I was trying to fall in love with because I wasn't completely there yet. When I finally was, there was no issue anymore I was able to just get some focus and clarity and leaving that school actually was a bigger benefit for me than I had realized.
I was seconds away from becoming a monster and I hadn't. I wanted to claw Chanlee's eyes out that night that she showed the entire school that me and Jin kissed. I knew Taehyung said that he was over it but it was one thing to know it happened and another to see it happen. Deep down I knew he knew I liked kissing Jin and that I didn't want to push him away but I also loved him and I wanted him to know that when we were together. I wanted him to know that I choose him and that I was in love with him and that I wouldn't go to Jin even when he had feelings for me.
All that was three years ago.
He cheated on me and I had forgiven him and because of their family dynamic they had forgiven each other. What I was thinking was impossible but what I was feeling was definetly still burning inside of me. Jin said he had been thinking about the last time we talked, I had been thinking about when we slept together and how strong he was. How he made my heart race and my body run hot till we were both sweating, panting, and just a mess completely. His broad shoulders and his rough kisses. I thought about his voice in my ear and his moans lingering there too and the way he kissed me while his hips found this sensual rhythm to connect with me. I thought about the twist in my stomach and how it just kept getting stronger with every move he made, the way he pinned my hands down and pushed me down so that I couldn't ride him. That night was unforgettable for me.
"No you weren't harsh you were real with me and I can be proud of that. When you told me you needed me to close the door on you I couldn't really understand it completely but when you closed the door on me, after a few days I started to get it. Me and Taehyung were drifting apart, I was disgusted with him because of what he did, that he went after you and went through all of that just to break your heart but then it just hit me one day that I had told you to forgive Baekhyun when he had broken your heart. You forgave him so that Taehyung would forgive me for betraying him the night I kissed you. A lot of the decisions you made were to save mine and Taehyung's realtionship. I figured I owed it to you to be a man of my word and forgive him. I owed it to you to save our friendship no matter what he did to you because you had given up your happiness as well for the sake of saving ours." Jin said.
I smiled lightly at Jin.
"It still hurt though, I've held on tightly to that night. It's such a sweet haunting and sometimes I can hear your voice in my dreams; it sounds so real I sometimes wake up thinking you're just outside my door waiting for me to come hang out." he said
"Did you ever- tell Taehyung or the others about what happened that night?" I asked.
He shook his head,
"No. I knew what I would be doing if I said that and I knew if I told the others they'd just talk about it and that would risk Taehyung finding out about it. I know Namjoon would've been disappointed in my actions."
"Well it wasn't just you. I mean if we're being honest I was using you."
He looked up at me and there was a plain expression but a tint of hurt in his eyes.
"It's not in the way you think Jin. I mean yes I was using you but it wasn't to get back at Taehyung. I wasn't even focused on Taehyung until just after everything had happened. You showed up at my doorstep and I just acted. I wanted to feel good and I knew I could feel good with you. I don't want you to take it the wrong way; if it had been Kookie or Namjoon or even Yoongi, I wouldn't have done it I was in love with you for a while though." I explained.
"You broke my heart when you said we couldn't be together." he said
"You understand why though right?"
"Yeah, it took some time but yeah I finally realized why we couldn't be together. Things needed to die down. I even realized that maybe you being with Taehyung first was for the best. At the time I felt like he had chosen wrong but the mistakes he made helped me understand something. I don't know if we would've made it if we had been together too."
"Why is that?"
"It's not like I would've cheat on you but trainee life was just so restrictive. I mean even with our manager and our company being easy on us it was still just hard. Endless dance practice, language lessons, I still can't speak English,"
"We were just always busy and so were you. I think as a trainee we would've grown apart, so you were right. We couldn't be together."
I nodded. I felt my heart kind of sink when he said that. I think I was always just holding onto him all these years. I had always been waiting for that moment for us to just kind of meet up again and fall in love the right way.
"I lied to you. When I told you I'd be there for you when Taehyung messed up. I wasn't there for you I was there for him at some point."
"That's okay Jin, he's family. I'd want you to take care of him no matter what."
"I remembered you said, at least not now. Like there was a possiblity of us in the future."
I looked up at him and I'm sure my eyes were glittering with the thought that me and him might be something. He smiled softly at me and I smiled back.
"Kim Seokjin, are you asking me to be your girlfriend?" I said.
"No." he smiled.
"I am asking you to go out with me though."
"I feel like I'm getting mixed signals from you." I teased.
He laughed and straightend up,
"I'm an idol now and I'm still busy but not as busy as I was as a trainee. If we're going to be able to move forward as a couple I would like to at least try to figure out all the parts where we might have issues. Starting with our jobs, dating an idol means you don't get a lot of privacy either."
"Well my life's not that intresting at the moment. When I finally get that promotion at work we'll see how exciting my life will be."
"I have to travel for work as well. Going some place with the guys it will be a vacation but not all the time will it mean that I can take you."
"That's fine, not all the time will I be able to go." I laughed even though it was the truth.
He reached for my hands on the table and took one in his hand. He kissed the back of my fingers and the softness of his lips made me feel weak. I felt myself melting. This was still the man that I said looked like an angel sent from heaven and right now, that opinnion wasn't even wavering. He was still by far the most beautiful creature I had ever seen. I bit the corner of my lips slightly amazed with the lingering sensation of his lips on the back of my fingers.
"I want us to work where you and Taehyung didn't. So let's just go slow. Let's go out, we can keep it a secret but you also have to come back to Bangtan." He said.
"Oh you want me to be apart of the group. I mean that's just gonna be a lot of late night sessions with Hobi on learning your dance moves and as far as singing goes I was never gifted vocally." I teased.
"Not like that." he chuckled.
"It's not going to bother you will it? Being around Taehyung again?" He asked.
"No, I'm three years over it."
"All the guys miss you. Well all except Kookie." Jin said.
"Wait, why wouldn't Kookie miss me?"
"Well it's hard to miss someone you talk to often."
"How did you know me and Kookie still talk?" I said laughing.
"I didn't until you just told me. You two were always close. He thought of you as a sister." He laughed.
"Yeah we were really close."
"I've missed you Y/n."
"I've missed you too." I said.
We both smiled at each other and gave little laughs. He checked his watch and when he told me the time I realized I had to hurry back to work or I'd be late. He gave me his number, apparently he had to change it because his got leeked to fans and they wouldn't stop calling him in the middle of the night. After that I went back to work, I got a text from him later with an address and he told me to come as soon as I got off of work. I didn't really know where he was sending me but I texted him back and told him I'd be there and then he told me to text him when I was on my way.
I don't know if it was because I was really excited to see him or not but time seemed to move slower after seeing him than it was earlier that day. I was just really excited to see him again and that he did want to be with me but he just basically wanted to take things slow and that was fine with me. I texted him that I was on my way after I finally got off of work and I was finally able to release my hair. Normally after work I would just keep it in but it was a little cold out today and having my hair frame my face helped my ears stay a little more warm.
I pulled up at a large dorm and I realized he led me to their place. It was bigger than the dorm they had when we were in highschool. I was impressed with it. I got out of the car and walked up to the front door. I knocked on it, there was no answer. I tried turning the door and found it unlocked. I walked in cautiously and said,
"I swear if there are a bunch of dead people in hear I'm going to scream."
There was a little giggle that came in from my right side which caught me off guard and the lights suddenly flicked on.
"Y/n!!!!!!!!!!!" All the guys screamed.
I looked to my side and saw Jungkook coming from my right, that was his little giggle. He hugged me and said,
"Noona, I've missed you."
"Wow Kookie, what have you been eating? You used to meet me at eye level why the hell are you so tall now?" I laughed.
He laughed scrunching his nose and showing his over bite. He had a large white shirt on and a black benie on his head. He was in his jeans and timbs and I could only laugh, classic Kookie look. I looked around seeing Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok and Jimin standing in front of me. I walked over to them to give each of them a hug. Jimin smiled big at me giving me his eye smile,
"Ugh I missed the way your smile makes my heart flutter Jimin. He's so handsome." I said.
"I've missed you too Y/n." He said happily.
He stood behind me and wrapped his arms around my neck and leaned on me a little.
"Yoongi how have you been?" I asked him.
"Tired, they woke me up to do this." he said.
"Oh you know you could've slept I wouldn't be offended I know you."
"I know you too. This is a rare sighting, after three long years our first Bangtan girl reunites with us. I had to be awake for the occassion." He chuckled.
"I think that's Yoongi- hyung's special version of I missed you." Namjoon said laughing.
"I have a bone to pick with you mister. All these concepts for the group, they're mind blowing, what are you and Big Hit trying to do to me?" I laughed.
He hugged me again,
"I've missed having someone smart to talk to."
I started cracking up as Jin appeared and slapped his arm along with Hoseok.
"Aw now you know you shouldn't hit your husband like that Jin." I teased.
Jin chuckled and Namjoon cringed. I was so excited to see all of them again. I was really amazed that they had gone through all this trouble. There were balloons and food on the table it was like a little celebration. I couldn't believe what was happening.
"You guys did all of this just because me and Jin ran into each other at a Starbucks?" I said.
"It's your birthday idiot." I heard a deep voice from behind me.
I turned around with my smile fading into a faint surprised look. I saw Taehyung leaned up against a wall that connected to a hallway. He looked at me with a blank face for a second. I walked over to him and stood in front of him. It had been three years since that phone call and the day I walked out on him. Three years and the first words he said to me were "it's your birthday idiot" that's okay though because my first words were,
"Thanks Tae, I forgot Tae, how have you been Tae?" I added a little attitude to his nickname each time I said it.
He stared at me for a second and then we both just started laughing. I turned to see the boys relaxing from their tense posture. I suppose they were just as worried about how we would treat each other when we saw each other again. I was kind of glad that he got what I was doing. The day he first talked to me at the party and he told me I was calling him Tae like we were friends. I hoped in a way it would say that we were still friends. He messed up my hair and said,
"It's still cute when you call me that." as he walked past me.
I laughed and fixed my hair as Jin walked over to me. I looked up at him,
"I can't believe we all remembered your birthday and you forgot it." he said.
"I've been so swamped at work." I said.
"Alright time for Soju!!!!!!" Hoseok said.
"Not too much we have practice tomorrow morning." Namjoon warned.
I laughed as they headed to the table and Jin took my hand and led me to my seat. He sat on one side of me and Yoongi was on the other side. We ate and played a few games and they brought out a cake with Peach's face on it, which made me laugh because only Jin would be the one to do that. I was still Peach in his phone. It was kind of amazing even though he had changed phones he had kept my number and put it in his new one. I was so happy he had done all of this. I completely forgot it was my birthday though.
I saw Taehyung had walked out onto their terrace and I walked out to talk to him. He was alone. I stood beside him and said,
"Why aren't you in there having fun with the rest of us?"
"I thought I should give you a little space."
"I think we've had our space Taehyung about three years worth. Look if you think I'm going to come back just to try and push you away you're wrong."
"I hurt you, really bad Y/n. What I said to you the last time we spoke.... None of that was true I was just an idiot."
"Yes, you were an idiot and I'm glad that you could admit that, they say it's the first step." I chuckled.
He looked at me still a bit serious. I sighed,
"Look, I've had a long time to get over what happened between us. Isn't there some part of you that believes it was for the best?" I said.
"Then what's the matter?"
"I shouldn't have done what I did. I should've told you how I felt in the beginning. I wanted us to work but I gave up pretty quick on trying to fight for us. I was an ass." he said.
"No surprise there." I smiled.
He looked at me with wider eyes and I chuckled before I took another sip of my drink.
"Look I forgive you, I do, so what do you say? Friends?"
I held my hand up to him and he took my hand to shake it.
"Friends." He said.
I smiled and he reached out to my chest. I was about to shoo his hand way when I realized what he was aiming for. The necklace he gave me back in high school.
"You still wear it?" he said amazed.
"Yeah and the shirt too on my off days. I haven't stopped wearing it even after we broke up. I mean I take it off at work because it's a hazard in the lab but when I go back out I put it on."
"Why?" he asked.
"I don't know. You gave it to me the day you declared I was Bangtan. Once I was in, I was in for life. Even after I stopped talking to the group, I felt like I was still apart of you guys because of this. Plus it's super cute and goes with most of my outfits."
"Aish." Taehyung rolled his eyes.
I laughed and he looked back at me and smiled. I wrapped my arm around his neck, he had gotten taller too. He was far more handsome than he was in high school but Jin still had me. I loved him even now. That didn't take away from Taehyung's good looks though.
"Ready to go inside?" I asked.
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