The night is just quiet, but how can Jiyong do this. He may be my brother but this is too much to handle. A miscarriage? All of a sudden a slight vibration appeared in my pockets. As i picked up the phone it was private.
"Are you relative with Joseline? "
"Yes.. yes i am. Who's this? "
"This is the Police. Joseline fainted at home. The girls are here in the station. We need a family member to pick up the girls. "
"Ok. ok. Ill be right there"
I quickly pressed the end button and began to run to the station. In my mind, all I can think about is how the girls are scared, more for Joseline. Is she ok? What just happened?
I arrived at the station. I gave my identity and waited for the girls to come out. As the girls saw me, their cute little faces brighten up and ran towards me. I hugged them tight as a police officer approached towards me.
"Mr. Lee, we need to have a word with you. But privately, please "
I turned to the girls and kneeled down to face them.
"Girls, uncle Ri is going to have a quick talk with this officer ok. So please sit right here. Once we leave we will get some food and maybe ice cream ok"
"Ok uncle Ri"
The girls sat down and I began to follow the officer. I sat down across from him and he shows me a picture.
"What is this.... this... is this a sui.. "
"Suicide attempt... yes."
"Mr. Lee, we gonna have to sign the girls to you till she is in good state of mind to care for her daughters."
"Me?... I.. "
"We cant locate the father."
"I know who is the father. He is my brother. "
"By law, the children needs to go to their biological parent, but seems like they only got you"
"Sign the girls to me."
"Did the girls saw any.. of this.."
"No. They was asleep when we went to the kids. They know that thier mother is sick. "
I stand up and shake hands with him. As I left from the office, I began to sign some papers of temporary custody. I grab the girls and went to eat. As the night went on, I arrived at my house and placed the girls to sleep.
>>Emergency call me ASAP!
Jiyong is time to brake you. As much I love you, but you need to wake up. My phone quickly rang and its him. Perfect bait.
"What happened, everything ok? "
"Jos is in the hospital and I now have custody of the girls. "
"Wait.. what.... Are you home? "
"Yes. I am. "
Jiyong hangs up. I placed the phone down and just went to the bathroom to wash my face. Am I doing the right thing? I dont even know what im doing. As time passed by, the doorbell rings through my house. As i open the door, Jiyong rushes inside.
"Where are the girls? "
"Shhh, they sleeping"
"Fuck no. Who are you to have the girls. They my daughters. Not yours. "
"why you mad for? "
"Because they my daughters.! "
"Oh now they are your daughters. Before who they was? You never cared. So why now? "
Jiyong looks at me serious but his mouth is shut. Ya thats right, he knows he got nothing to say. He knows he fucked up and theres no turning back.
"Where is Jos? "
I looked at him. He cant be serious.
"She at the hospital"
Jiyong grabs his coat and left. I look through the window and I see him speed out of my driveway.
"Im looking for Joseline?"
"Right this way"
The nurse stands and takes me to Jos's room. Before I enter, the nurse told me to take it slow with her. I bow and as she left. I open the door. I walk inside and I see her awake. She is sitting up at the bed. Then she looks at me.
"what your doing here? "
She quickly cover her hands for some reason. I breath in deeply and let it out slowly.
"You ok? "
"What you want Ji? "
"Im just checking if your ok. Seungri called me. He told me that your at the hospital"
"Now you saw me. You may leave "
"Jos. come on, what happened? Also Ri had the girls. Supposedly he has custody now. "
"Good. At least my kids are safe with someone who cares about them"
"I care about them too"
Jos lays down and turns her back to me. Im starting to feel irritated about this.
"Jos, Im talking to you! "
She quickly turned around and just looked at me with pure seriousness.
"Since when you cared Jiyong? Huh? You never cared about your family. Nine fucking years down the toilet because of you. You decided to put us behind for your mother fucking liquor. So how you expect me to just give my babies. My kids, to you. A man who is only good to ruin someone's heart. A man who cant even know what the fuck he wants. You dont deserve nothing... "
I couldnt say a word but her words was attacking me because it's all true. But then her tears was beginning to fall.
"Jiyong, you dont deserve the girls. As much it hurts me, but if you could hurt me and destroy me. I can only imagine my girls. You... you.. "
I began to walk closer and closer to her. As i get closer, her eyes are just heavy and sad. Its killing me because Im doing this to her and my girls.
She put her hands in front of me and thats when I saw her wounds. Her wrists are wrapped around. Without instinct I grabbed her hand and just hold her tight. She tried to pull back, but no. I grabbed her and pull her towards me. I hug her, tight.
"Let me go... let me go Jiyong. Jiyong... please... let me go... Jiyong.. "
"Im sorry Jos"
"Im sorry Jos"
Those are words, words which Ive been searching for years. Hearing it from him, the person who destroyed me is not comforting for some reason. My heart is too swollen.
"Jiyong. Its too late for sorry now. You've done enough. So please let me go and leave"
I pull Jiyong off of me and didnt even bother see his face.
"Go. Please. Just go. Theres nothing for us to talk or say. All I have is emotions and pain, there's no need to tell you anything anymore. "
Jiyong left the room without a word. As I heard the foor closed, I quickly just let my tears take over. I stand up, and began to walk outside of the room. I began to walk towards the garden side of the hospital. I've noticed my nurse following me since I am a danger to myself, but I didnt cared.
"Everything Ok? "
"Yes, just need some air"
I stepped outside and sat down on a bench. I look up at the window. Then out of nowhere, Jiyong's voice appeard behind me.
"Remember when we first saw each other, you was wearing a beautiful nice red shiny shirt. Your smile was glowing and your eyes was just beautiful. I pretended that I needed help to order food, but it was for me to talk to you more and listen to your voice"
I look at my fingers and I smile as the memories began to draw in my mind.
"I never felt so nervous to talk to a woman. You made me whole Jos, but I don't know what happened down the road. I loved you, I really did loved you. You made me happy every single day."
I look at the moon and just sat there quietly. My heart was beating, but beating slowly. The breeze just felt so good.
"I have noticed that due to my liquor, I have let my family slipped through my hands. I wanted to fix it so bad, but I dont know how. "
"Its too late already Jiyong. "
Everything was quiet. I can only hear the crickets chirping through the silent night.
"Your already married Jiyong. Your taken. If you wanted me or wanted to fix it, you wouldn't give up and will still try. But you ended forgetting and married with someone else. It's too late. "
I stand up and the nurse helped me up. As I began to walk back inside the hospital. I began to think that the worse pain is still loving him.
I know its been a while... time to go back into this story!!
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