I just want say thanks to the awesome @amobts for making this fun screenshot game which I could not help but turn into a steamy smutty fanfic. a fanfic that was actually a dream I had a couple months ago so when I received these results I just knew I had to write it.
so without further adieu my results and a smut.
I open my eyes and immediately feel the coldness against my skin. My bed is empty once more, like it has been the past five months. I go to bed alone and I wake up alone. Sometimes during those months I would feel warm bodies join me in the middle of the night. Those nights have been few and far between.
I never thought being in a polyamorous relationship with three of my best friends and amazing rappers would leave me feeling so lonely. It has been months since any of them satisfied my sexual needs or just my emotional well being. I really need to get their attention once again or I'm just going to have to leave them.
I get up from our share bedroom and massive size bed. I see that last night they did return at least because their pillows still have indentations from were their heads laid. I sigh and head to the closest and bathroom preparing for today. While in the closet an epiphany comes to me. I smirk and pull out the lingerie but at the same time pull a duffel bag out and throw clothes into it just in case this idea I have doesn't work I will definitely leave them.
I see a piece of paper, grab a pen and write a note. I fold the note and put it on the dresser. I zip up the duffel bag. I leave and take a shower and then get ready for the day. I come out into our living room and see my three beautiful lovers sitting on the couch. They all smile at me and return their attention back to the tv. I sigh just a little but make my way over to them. I sit down between Namjoon and Hoseok. Hoseok immediately leans away closer to Yoongi. I bite my lip in irritation and to keep the tears at bay from the rebuff.
Namjoon looks at me and notices me biting my lip. He takes his thumb and releases my lip from my teeth. He frowns as he notices blood on his thumb from my lip. He leans over and presses a soft kiss to my lips and takes my hand and continues watching tv.
As we sit and watch a program, I ask what each of their plans are for the day. Yoongi grunts but answers that it's one of their free days so he plans on napping all day long. I nod my head.
Hoseok looks at me and turns my face in his direction and holds it there as he drinks in my facial expressions. His eyes light on the scab that has formed from me biting my lip and he leans in to press a kiss to my nose and states.
I was hoping you would want to hang around all day with me.
Tears almost spring to my eyes by the hopefulness that alight his. I nod my head yes because I really do want to spend time with them all today. But as I was nodding my head Namjoon's phone goes off and he groans.
The other two look at him and just know they have to leave for work. I get up and head to the kitchen to distract myself. I pat their legs as I got up and kissed each of their cheeks goodbye. The boys just thought it was goodbye for only today not knowing it was a forever goodbye kiss.
As her lips pressed to the side of my cheek as she got up, the kiss felt different. It didn't feel like her regular kiss goodbye she gave us we left for work. Yoongi and Hoseok each sighed and groaned as we got up to get ready for work. We each headed to our respective closets to get dressed and head on in. After I got dressed I head to y/n closet to place a gift inside. As I head inside her closet I notice a duffel bag filled but really didn't take any concern figuring Hoseok mentioned to her about our plans for a getaway.
I do take notice of envelope with our names written across it. I pick it up and place it in my pocket to read later. I place the bracelet where the envelope had once laid. I smile because I imagine her wearing the bracelet and looking even more lovely than she does. I feel a pang of guilt soon after, because we haven't been able to pay attention to her lately but she knows and understands and that's what makes her perfect for the three of us. I turn the light off and head out of her closet and go the kitchen in hopes of finding her and giving her another kiss before I leave.
I peek inside the kitchen and watch y/n covertly. I see she picks up her phone and send a text message with a frown on her beautiful face. Not even a moment later her phone rings. She answers and begins talking in hushed tones. I strain my ears and catch a few words.
"Jess, I'm serious it's been months."
She pauses and exhales and listens intently to Jess.
"It's hard. I just know I'm going to do it today. Jess, no do not put Jimin on the phone."
I hear her sigh.
"Jimin, I swear, I'm fine. No I'm not lying. No I don't know why Jess told you that. Fine Jimin, I swear I'll have lunch with you two. No I won't mope around all day like I've been doing. No Jimin. Jimin, if you don't want me to hang up put Jess back on the phone and can you not make her moan like that while I'm talking to her."
She laughs and then says
"Stopping being so dirty minded Jimin."
Her face breaks out into a smile and I can't remember the last time I seen her smile. I still eavesdrop and my heart almost stops when I hear her next words.
"Jess, I just need time. I need to find a way to be happy again. I'm slowly dying on the inside. Thanks chica for helping once again. Love you. See you at lunchtime."
She hangs up looks at her phone and then frowns once more. She starts doing the dishes.
My mind races on why I haven't noticed she's been unhappy. I tried to remember when the last time it was she laughed or smiled with us. Then I realized we really haven't been spending time with her. It's been months since we actually had a meal with her. It just proves that the getaway we have planned for next week is really in need. I decide to make my presence known and head into the kitchen.
She looks up and smiles at me but I can tell now it's not a smile that reaches her eyes anymore. When did our careers become more important than her? I shake my head and smile at her and head over to her.
I leisurely take my time to ready for work. I really wanted to spend the day in bed. Mostly I wanted to spend it cuddling with y/n, after she got down spending time with Hobi and Joon. As usual are free day turns out to be shit and not a free day. When was our last free day. I stand there and think about it and then shake my head. When the number 5 and the word months pop in my head, I swear that can't be right. Holy shit, it's been 5 months since we had anytime off. Lucky for us we planned a getaway for next week.
Y/n is a saint. She hasn't complained once in 5 months about us working so much. I smile. I really love that girl. I head to the kitchen and see Hobi take a dish from her hand and dry it. He smiles at her adoringly, but her smile is almost non existent. I feel a hand on my shoulder and look up at Namjoon. A frown is on his face.
"She hasn't been smiling. Look she's biting her lip again," he says.
I look. It's more like she is gnawing her lip. She's bottling up something inside of her.
"Joon when was the last time we spent time with her? My head is telling me 5 months that can't be right, can it?"
Joon's frown intensifies.
"No, that's right. Damn it. Next week needs to hurry and get here."
I nod my head in agreement. We both head into the kitchen. Hoseok wraps his arms around her and hugs her. He kisses her. Her arms wrap tight once more and then she releases him and she goes on her tiptoes kisses his cheeks and whispers something in his ear.
She repeats the process with Namjoon. Except Namjoon's eyes glistened with tears and his arms tighten more around her.
"I love you too." he says.
Next is me. My heart feels uneasy. I grab her tight in a hug and sniff her hair.
"Pretty girl, I love you with all my heart. You know this right?"
I pull away to see her face. She smiles and nods her head but her eyes are telling me something very different. Her eyes are saying she doesn't believe me. I press my mouth hard to hers in a passionate kiss. My tongue feels the scabs of where she bit down so hard on her lip. I feel her gasp as I slip my tongue inside and devour her mouth. I pull back and see lust in her eyes. I smile my smile satisfied she feels the love I have for her.
I hug her once more. She grabs me tightly and I feel her hands exploring my back. I pull back and look at her. She leans up. Presses a kiss to my cheek and whispers in my ear.
"Goodbye, Gummy. I love you too."
She steps back and looks at us but not really locking with any of our gazes. She says to us as a whole.
"Have a fun and good day doing what you do."
She turns to leave but not before I see the tell tale signs of her lip biting and the glistening of tears.
I go to move forward but both Joon and Hobi shake their heads and we head out the door. My heart filled with trepidation. For I fear this is not a normal goodbye.
to be continued...
@DeyaniraEstrada @lilbr0wneyes @KokoroNoTakara @cbellea @Helixx @sarahdarwish @Hurdkpop @biancadanica98 @xMangaLover @KellyOriane @wordlesseyes @jojojordy2324 @TleahEdwards @MissyKim @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @ShadowAngel87 @Kyokeo @GenesisZiporrah @FelicianaRomero @ScarletMermaid @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @Bangtanss @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @jcl4rks0n
@Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever @btsgotshinee @EasternShell @ShadowAngel87 @EmilyPeacock @Journ505 @MissyKim @TleahEdwards @jojojordy2324 @KellyOriane @xMangaLover @Hurdkpop @peahyr @biancadanica98 @sarahdarwish @cbellea @johnevans @terenailyn @gabbycalzada @taetaebaozi @lilbr0wneyes @xxMollxx @Xionheart @Defy24601 @TanyaGautam @ZionPerezFlower @NickySerban @KwonOfAKind @krin @Emealia @FelicianaRomero @DestinaByrd @ScarletMermaid @ashleyemmert @Katherina2078 @TaehyungV @Starbell808 @SweetDuella @MelissaGarza @Lexxcisco @resavalencia@sukkyongwanser @KarenGuerra93
@AlloBaber @EvilGenius @Dabaesaplayer @CloverShadows @Fannyward @amobts @kpopandkimchi @kpopgaby @NasiaWright @KDSnKJH @Ercurrent @SaraHanna @SarahVanDorn @LilySilver @Bangtanss @deefran @JiyongLeo @Jiyongixoxo @NUxx @AlexisRiver @Lexxcisco @AaliyahNewbell @UnnieCakesAli @ElishaFisher @stevieq @1FallenAngel @sherrysahar @MaricelvaRomero @IsoldaPazo @CrystalGuerra @SugaOnTop @JaiiPanda @JamiMilsap @JahHndz @Bitterlimelight @KeziahWright @jenxchan @sherrysahar @drummergirl @punkpandabear @PrettieeEmm @Mandubum @PassTheSuga @SugalessJams @danidee @ButterflyBlu @B1A4BTS5ever @btsgotshinee @staceyholley @johnevans @gabbycalzada @ilikehisface @SeoInHan @IMNII @jcl4rks0n @heidichiesa @humairaa @torchix @sarahpjane @SugaKookieV @ReynadeKpop @PrincessUnicorn @SimplyAwkward @OneOfAKind @MadAndrea @musicmofo @nicolejb @Kyokeo @ShadowAngel87 @Journ505 @EmilyPeacock @jojojordy2324 @Hurdkpop @peahyr