caricakes
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the story is still developing and im honestly too shaken to say anything right now, i've never felt so punched in the heart

he was foundu in an apartment in cheongdam with the gas turned on and coal on the stove top, unconcious. the police were called, found him at 6:10pm (a little less than an hour ago), he was taken to a hospital where he was pronounced dead.

i am so sorry to his family, his fans, and to everyone who was touched by his talent and inspiration. i can barely type at the moment because im so upset but i hope for whatever reason he chose to leave us, he is now in peace.

update: he texted this to his sister just before he was found
"Send me off please. Tell everyone I've worked hard. This is my last greeting."
Please don't believe the translations saying he said 'I've really suffered' or 'it was so hard' because thats NOT what he said. Here is his korean message:
나 보내달라 - send me off
고생했다고 말해달라 - tell me i worked hard
마지막 인사다 - this is my last greeting

This is so important:

I know it is hard to believe at times, but when you're feeling most hopeless please remember it will pass, there are people who love you, it is your depression trying to convince you there arent. you matter, you are loved.

*edit*

its been shared that he booked this apartment at noon today, this was not his home but a rental specifically for this purpose. the police worked so hard to quickly find where jonghyun was and rushed there with emergency crew. they truly did all that they could and it must have been so ard on them to know they were just too late. my prayers too all the rescue workers and police involved. you're heroes.
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I am going to try to turn off my computer and sleep (it is night here in seoul) but know that i am virtually hugging all of you, and we can get through this. my heart goes out to all of you, i'll see you in my morning. rest in peace, jonghyun.
The heartache I feel is unreal.. I'm so worried for the rest of Shinee.. I can't deal.. 2017 officially is the worst year
I hope that this only makes them closer, they're so lucky to have the bond that they have so i know they can support each other. i cant begin to imagine what they're going through.
😥😔 rest easy sweet prince
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I’m sorry~ I seen as a handsome prince.
I found out on fb and was like nope they lied yup they lied looked it up it wasn't a lie. SHINee have always been my favorite group they helped me out of my depression and suicide thoughts I just wish I could help him. he must of been hurting for a while. rest easy baby I hope I see you again in the next life 😔😔😔😔
this is so heartbreaking and devastating. I loved his music and his character.. so young, talented, bright, charismatic.. its soo sad to see someone this young go.. I hope he is at peace.
he was an angel, plain and simple. he's back home now i guess.
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