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You all have probably heard the news about Jonghyun already. Despite reading all the reports and condolence tweets (and writing one of my own), I think I've been in denial since I first heard about his passing. I'm not sure what compelled me to look up Shinee's Wikipedia page (during class too), but seeing this felt like a punch to the gut. I'm actually tearing up as I write this...
Shinee is my second favorite group as well as one of the groups that got me into kpop. I'm a bias hopper when it comes to Shinee, but out of all the members I stuck with Jonghyun the longest. There was even a point when I thought that he was my ultimate bias. As a fan, I'm sorry that I was unable to see the extent of how much he was hurting (even though I know that there was no way for me to truly know). Jonghyun, even at the last moment I hope that you knew how much Shawols love you. I hope that wherever you are now, you are happy. May you rest in peace.
To my fellow Shawols, I know it's hard, but let's all be strong. We'll get through this together.
This is my farewell to you...

Shinee's main vocal, Bling bling, creator of Jonghyun's game, our dinosaur...
Kim Jonghyun
it's certainly a surreal feeling, shocking, heartbreaking, no words sum this up properly.... 💔
I understand how you feel, it still feela unreal