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Rest In Peace Jonghyun😭❤

So today we got some devastating news.....when I learned, I bawled my eyes out. Jonghyun is gone, he left this dark cruel world in search for another, but his memory and his love shall carry on through all of us shawols. We must stay strong for our babies family and for SHINee. They're hurting just as much as we are at the moment. May Jonghyun rest in peace....down below is memories of when our baby was bright and happy so we can see him at his best times.

Please guys, stay strong! If you ever need somebody to leanon, I am here for you all! Rest In Peace Jonghyun❤



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Honestly my heart hurts so much. I'm still crying from how sad I am. I'm glad you posted this, this is what I really needed to see him laughing and smiling. 😢😢😢❤❤❤
When my best friend texted me and told me, I spent a good amount of time crying, but I thought to myself that Jonghyun would not want us to cry, he would want us to remember him as his happy self and so I went and watched videos of him just smiling and laughing and having fun.😢❤
I totally agree with you.
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In Honor of Jonghyun
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I Don't Know What To Title This
I just wanted to share something I've been thinking about and I hope it helps some of you too. First I was shocked and I was deeply upset about the passing of Jonghyun, as the shock begins to subside of course I am still upset but it is transforming into a sad acceptance rather than me constantly wishing it wasn't real. But then I felt an emotion I didn't expect: anger I made the mistake of clicking one video on youtube that showed some idols entering the place of mourning and I was livid. The amount of camera flashes and zooming in to get the best angle of their dispair made me sick. Because I'm not on youtube often suddenly all my recommended videos were this kind of thing - all different news outlets all diffferent angles. The thumbnail making a big deal over certain idols, and using this tragedy for money. I was so angry. But then as I was watching the funeral procession, and watched Key, Onew, Minho, Taemin and others walk Jonghyun's body out of the hospital I realized something. It felt somewhat cathartic and therapudic to cry along with the crowd and to be able to watch it. I felt a sort of release and a sad sense of calm came over me. Watching other people, especially ones I recognize and respect, be in such pain like I was, helped release some of my emotions and I felt so much better. So while I'm still so angry at the news sites for sending hundreds of reporters and for making money off of this tragedy, I did get something positive from their video (I only watched it once) so at least there is that. So if you were feeling the anger I felt, remember that everyone grieves in different ways and watching these videos might help someone release and calm their emotions. I hope you are all doing okay, and I love you all.
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