AmberRelynn
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I can't believe you're gone. I woke up this morning to the terrible news. I didn't want to believe it. But after reading every article about it I just couldn't lie to myself. Your gentle voice. Your sweet smile. Gone.

It doesn't feel real. I feel so numb. What kind of pain were you in? What were you hiding behind those soft eyes, that warm laugh. What was going on that we missed?

Today was hard. I would cry silently in class thinking about you. I'm crying now writing this. I've been crying all day. Nothing seems real. I don't want to believe any of it. But you are gone. I wish you weren't, but you are.

Jonghyun, you have been a huge part of my life. You helped me get through my hardest of times. You made me smile when I didn't want to. Your music lifted me up from the darkness I fell into. You helped so many people. I am so happy to call you my UB. You will always be my UB. I love you and I hope you are at peace where ever you are.
Fly high Jonghyun. Sing your heart out up there. Saranghaeyo Oppa ❤
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I'm crying again. I need to stop checking in Vingle, at least til tomorrow 😢
I've been crying all day. I miss him so much 😭
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