Thank you for the translations. I can understand his letter much better. I'm not personally close to him but I at one point I was depressed and felt that way too. I exercised and played brain puzzles to get my mind of it. And when it was really tough, I went for sessions and took anti-depressants (kept it less thast 6 months). It's tough being Asian and depressed, elders think it's a sign of weakness that should be hidden from people.