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I just wanted to share something I've been thinking about and I hope it helps some of you too.

First I was shocked and I was deeply upset about the passing of Jonghyun, as the shock begins to subside of course I am still upset but it is transforming into a sad acceptance rather than me constantly wishing it wasn't real.

But then I felt an emotion I didn't expect: anger

I made the mistake of clicking one video on youtube that showed some idols entering the place of mourning and I was livid. The amount of camera flashes and zooming in to get the best angle of their dispair made me sick.

Because I'm not on youtube often suddenly all my recommended videos were this kind of thing - all different news outlets all diffferent angles. The thumbnail making a big deal over certain idols, and using this tragedy for money. I was so angry.

But then as I was watching the funeral procession, and watched Key, Onew, Minho, Taemin and others walk Jonghyun's body out of the hospital I realized something. It felt somewhat cathartic and therapudic to cry along with the crowd and to be able to watch it. I felt a sort of release and a sad sense of calm came over me. Watching other people, especially ones I recognize and respect, be in such pain like I was, helped release some of my emotions and I felt so much better.

So while I'm still so angry at the news sites for sending hundreds of reporters and for making money off of this tragedy, I did get something positive from their video (I only watched it once) so at least there is that.

So if you were feeling the anger I felt, remember that everyone grieves in different ways and watching these videos might help someone release and calm their emotions.

I hope you are all doing okay, and I love you all.
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I saw Jae's tweet from day6 and he didn't mention a name so I looked at the replies and saw people mentioning shawols. My heart dropped and I looked it up on Google and as soon as I saw it in words I started sobbing. I cried for a good hour and a half nonstop. I've always been closed off and bottled up and I thought that celebrity deaths wouldn't get to me. But obviously I was way wrong because I've been miserable for these past few days. I'm drowning myself in work to try to stop thinking about it. It doesn't help when nobody around me understands either... My family kinda gets why I'm sad but they don't think it should be affecting me this much. They don't understand how much of an influence he was (and kpop in general) to me and it feels like a close friend has died... sorry for the long comment but I've been avoiding these posts like the plague because I wasn't ready to face reality. But I feel a little more stable now so it's good to be able to voice my thoughts somewhere that I know people understand.
I definitely understand. He was much more than just a kpop star, he was a voice for the lgbtq ommunity, and for those suffering with mental health. he was someone who was really making a difference and for that light to have gone out, its a tragedy. i hope youre' okay!
I totally understand. At first I was sort of disgusted that the media was there on what should've been private events, but seeing how many of his colleagues and fans showed up to say their final goodbyes and grieve together was somewhat comforting to me. It showed that Jonghyun was well loved and that made me a bit happy, despite the sad occasion.
To this day, i am emotionally numb. It was a shock and i just haven't assimilated that he's gone... I want to cry but i can't.
I watched it and I cried. I cried 3 days straight my mind wouldn't let me realize it was real he's really gone I couldn't accept it until I saw this video and I saw his brothers carry him out and when key broke I totally broke I wanted to hold them all and let them know that although we can't believe our bling bling is gone so suddenly it's gonna be alright because we have them and they have us this tragic even will only make us all stronger and our love for him will always be running strong.
I understand. I cried a lot too the first 3 days. even now its still hard but I know I have to stay strong for the remaining members.
i understand about the videos too. I could not be on the internet for the first day at all. but its nice to know how much Jonghyun affected other kpop idols and singers. but the last video i saw was what hit me the most because key started crying and onew was helping him. I started to cry and all I wanted to do was cry. but I couldn't because I had to go to work.
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Hello ELF! I am planning to catch up on Super Junior May Challenge. I apologize for this long card. Day 4. Yesung Solo *credit video to owner Yesung- Pink Magic MV https://youtu.be/Tel9LEfAzwI Day 5. Shindong Photo Day 6. Eunhyuk Focus *credit video to owner Super Junior- Black Suit live performance Eunhyuk Fancam https://youtu.be/9Zg_Wqk5Wp0 Day 7. Donghae Drama *credit video to owner Donghae kiss scene on Panda and the Hedgehog https://youtu.be/fgvWBRe8JlA Day 8. Siwon Photo Day 9. Ryeowook Focus *credit video to owner Super Junior- Super Clap live performance Ryeowook Fancam https://youtu.be/CNiiS1PoIx8 Day 10. Kyuhyun Solo *credit video to owner Kyuhyun- Aewol-ri MV https://youtu.be/v_s7Vif3oDY Until next time ELF! ELF Reps: @MelissaGarza @Just2BLoved @kpopfan88 @QueenPandaBunny ELF Tag List This is the Super Junior "Sapphire Ocean" tag list. It will only be used by our ELF Reps . Please leave a comment saying if you want to be added or removed to this list. One of our ELF Reps will reply to your comment Changes will occur from the next card on!!!!! #: @4dalientae A: @addri @AlexisCortez @AlyssaGelet818 @AnnieGoodman @AubriePope B: @baileykayleen @bangsuju @Brawner13 C: @cardboardart @ChelseaJay @CheyenneJessee @ChristineO84 @cns1391 @CouchPotato @CristinReynolds @cue2pal D: @DalyRomero @dallasyamane @dalenalw @Defy24601 @deilig @DonnaSearles @DucklingYoongi E: @EvilGenius @EmilyGardner @Recurrent @EsmeraldaCayeta @ESwee F: @FalseLove G: @GamingAirbender @GamerKyumin @GilMaritsa H: @HerosBells I: @IkutoZero @InfinitySky @isabelad90 @IsoldaPazo @ItsMari @Izzy987 J: @JasminMartinez @Jinnyrod3 @Juliag13 @jumbled2 K: @kandle779 @KarlythePanda66 @karinamiranda81 @KellyOConnor @Keniaaxox @kpopandkimchi @kpopfan88 @Kirinacorn81 L: @lashonda0917 @Lelulgc @LiyahBoon @lop0929 M: @MadAndrea @MaelstromVIP @matty0203 @MelissaGarza @megancurrent9 @merryjayne13 @Minnieluvs @MirandaStephens @MrsKyuhyunCo N: @NadineEsquivel @NasiaWright @nnatalieg O: @otakukpoper P: @pharmgirlerin @PrincessUnicorn @PilaVaj Q: @QueenyCrossGene R: @resavalencia @Rebecca22 @robertakm64 S: @Sailynn @samcorsam @sherrysahar @SHINee4ever @SierraPaske @SimplyAwkward @skittlerocks93 @Starbell808 @StefaniTre @SomaMorga @sugasadamsapple @SugaMint @SugaOnTop @sukkyongwanser @SweetDuella @szewwy T: @TaraJenner @Ticasensei @Tinnerz10 U: @unnieARMKey V: @VeronicaArtino @vicky1990 @VixenViVi @VKookie47 W: @WinKonVIP X: Y: @YessicaCardenas
Belated (One shot)
Who: Kim Junmyeon x Reader What: Fluffy AF Story: Happy belated birthday Though you had told Junmyeon that you were going to be on your dig for another month, the truth was you were able to talk your boss into going back home early. The details had already been worked out, the venue was choosen and all the guys knew their job for the day. You had planned a surprise party for Junmyeon and you were headed back to Seoul to celebrate. Chanyeol and Baekhyun picked you up from the airport while Lay and Kai took Junmyeon to the venue. It was atop of a building with a beautiful view of Seoul City. The lights were streamed up and all the presents were there. The managers, and crew members from SM, including other idols that were friends of the members, were waiting to celebrate. You had one extra special surprise for Junmyeon. You all made it to the venue and you climbed into a large cake waiting for the perfect moment to jump out. You could hear everyone yell surprise as the door to the roof opened and there was nothing but cheers. You hoped someone had taken a picture of his scared face. You held your laughter in as the cake began to move and the sound of people singing surrounded the cake. "Make a wish!" Baekhyun yelled. You slowly counted to three and then popped out of the cake. Junmyeon jumped back scared again and you started laughing. "Oh Junnie did you wish for me!" "Y/N! What are you doing in that cake?" He laughed. "Isn't it obvious? I'm your birthday present!" You giggled as you made your way out of the cake with the help of some bystanders and then you hurried over to Junmyeon jumping in his arms. He hugged you back with a laugh of his own. "I told you we'd celebrate you." You said. "My birthday was two days ago." "Of course, it wouldn't be a surprise party if it was on your birthday." He rubbed your head with a laugh, "You're such an idiot." You stuck out your tongue and then grabbed his hand and pulled him out to dance with you. The night was filled with games, drinks and a lot of laughs. The dance line idols went to battle each other and then the worst dancers of each group started to battle. Jongdae and Chanyeol sang special songs for Junmyeon and Kyungsoo gave a beautifully worded toast. Yixing caught Suho by surprise by slapping his butt which sent everyone into laughs. Sehun gave Junmyeon a hug before he decided to dump a bunch of confetti over his head. Junmyeon spent the rest of the party walking around sparkling. However, he had fun and that was the most important thing. As the party continued, he found you and took you to the side. "I wanted to thank you properly for all of this." Junmyeon said. "Anytime! You know you're very important to me Junmyeon." He stared at you for a moment and then laughed. He looked away almost shy and you just giggled at him. The truth was, you really liked Junmyeon and it seemed like everyone of the members knew that except him. You didn't know how much more obvious you could be about your affections. All you could do now was try and confess. You opened your mouth to speak but before you could get the words out Junmyeon had leaned in to kiss you. Though it was a soft, cautious kiss, butterflies fluttered in your stomach and your heart skipped a little with happiness. Your eyes were wide when Junmyeon pulled away and he looked slightly embarrassed as if he thought his actions weren't appropriate. He placed his hand on the back of his neck. He looked nervous. "A-about what I wanted to say to you. I just- I wanted to say-" "Junmyeon." You whispered. He looked you in the eyes and you smiled so big your eyes closed. You grabbed his hands and said, "I like you too!" "Oh, really? That's such a relief." he sighed. You giggled, "That's what I wanted to tell you! You big dummy!" You lunged forward wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him tightly. He tried to pry an arm away as he struggled to speak, "Wait! Y/n if you like me why are you trying to strangle me! Ah!" Chanyeol noticed you two, now on the ground after you basically fell over him. "Hey look! They finally confessed to each other!" He yelled. "Chanyeol!" Junmyeon said embarrassed. You giggled as you held him tightly and Junmyeon struggled below you. "Y/N get off me!" "Never!" You laughed. Junmyeon sighed and gave in, he kissed you instead. This time a deeper kiss that last longer and tasted even sweeter. "Happy belated birthday Junmyeon." "Thank you Y/N." Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97 Shall we date Kpop? @royalpandajedi @ElishaFisher @WinKonVIP @lexxcisco @BtsXExo @Starbell808 @KoizuniHime19 @Msloyalheart @kpopanime45 @Kandle779 @MaritessSison @Elizabeth1234