Purplicious613
3 months ago500+ Views
EARLIER I ASKED SOMEONE FOR THE DATE....WAS NOT EXPECTING THE TEARS THAT CAME.

BEING A SHAWOL IS HARD RIGHT NOW...

HEART BREAKS REPEATEDLY..

수고했어요 종현아.......

사랑해서


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You know it's really hard when I suddenly start thinking too much, but it helps when I know that he's in a better place. It helps to know that he's happy now, and that he's able to rest peacefully now. It's hard right now, and I don't think it'll ever be easy, but we're all here for each other, right? We can get through this together because we all got each other's backs, right? This might not apply to everyone, I don't mean to step out of line, I just want everyone to know that they have someone to go to. I am always here, I might not always be there right then and there but I am always available, I will always help with what I can and whenever I can. You are not alone, let's try and get through this and continue spreading happiness for Him. I think I might have ranted a little...I really don't mean to offend anyone though, please don't take anything I said the wrong way. I just get very expressive when it comes to these kinds of situations. Please stay strong everybody, we're here for each other, we’ll be okay.💜
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Same, today I realized it's been a month since my light passed....most of the people I know are pretty much over it. Like they're able to smile when they think of him but, it hurts me too much still. My mom tells me to forget about it, it's been a month but, I can't do that to him. Not yet. I try everyday to live by his words, if my smile can't be genuine, then I must take the time to properly heal. I don't know when I'll be fine, I don't know when I'll be able to watch videos of him like I used to. The only thing that's keeping me sane, is that Jonghyun is at peace. That everything that plagued him is buried and that he has no worries anymore. Being a Shawol is definitely hard right now, I cry whenever I see him or cry whenever I hear his voice. But, I know that one day I will be fine. At the moment every 18th of a month is going to be hard to bear but, with us Shawols and Kpop fans being there for each... we will pass this. I just miss him and I hope he sees how big of a part he was in our world.
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@MonieManhiM NEVER FORGET! I actually started watching videos that I have saved... I I laugh with tears falling every single time... but that's my way of healing. take your time and just keep remembering he's at peace.
Jonghyun....
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