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1. Kim Kardashian and Kanye West We know Kimye as being somewhat as American royalty. Kanye being an overly confident singer/rapper and Kim Kardashian maintaining her reality show and massive business empire. But in a parallel universe, Mr. West is working at an insurance company while Kim works as a dental assistant. They are your average middle class family living outside of San Diego. They named their child Stacey West and they were unable to have another child due to Kim's infertility. The medical costs would have been far too much to afford to try to have another child. 2. Beyoncé and Jay-Z Beyoncé and Jay-Z are artists making millions of dollars. Bey is Queen B and they are worldly known. The power couple goes on elaborate vacations and discards expensive luxury items because they can. However, in another universe Beyoncé and Jay-Z live in the Bronx. Jay-Z works as a teller at the local Chase Bank while Beyoncé works in Manhattan as a secretary. They have a little girl named Blue which is still a name of contention with the rest of the family. Like who would name their kid a color? 3. Jennifer Aniston One of the hottest and loved middle-aged celebrities out there. Aniston is a legend in Hollywood. However times have come at a rough time for Jennifer Aniston in a parallel universe. She gained far too much weight in college leading to her obesity and she continues to drink like a fiend. Aniston has been charged with illegal usage of prescription drugs. 4. The Kardashian Family They're you're favorite Californian family yet you're still unsure as to why you're so obsessed with them. They have a massive business empire that doesn't show any signs of slowing down. In this parallel universe, the Kardashians now live in Bakersfield. The women are growing older and wrinkled but they still go get their hair and nails done. Kris Kardashian is now a widow and will probably join eharmony soon. She never had Kendall or Kylie because she never remarried. She watches celebrity Caitlyn Jenner on the screen and is very supportive. "Wow," she thinks wondering what it would be like to be famous. 5. Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie seem to be the couple that everyone wants to be like. They have amazing lives and an abundance of children. They are both gorgeous and they have everything they've ever wanted. In a parallel universe, Brad and Angelina never got married. They live in Appalachia and are simply friends with benefits. Brad goes to the local bar frequently while Angelina is a help at the post office. Angelina never settled down to have kids because she was diagnosed with breast cancer and she can't afford to get chemo. 6. Britney Spears 90's pop sensation is doing well. She's going through multiple boyfriends, she's got kids, and she's got plenty of shows in Vegas. Spears is still doing well! In a parallel universe, Spears lives in a trailer park 45 minutes outside of Knoxville, TN. She married a man named Bert. Spears though however, got caught this week with marijuana charges and will be in the county jail for two days. 7. Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan has been known in recent years to be in and out of rehab, an alcoholic, and a drug addict. She's gone in a downward spiral and is trying to regain the remaining happiness in her life. However luckily in a parallel universe, Lohan is living a typical happy life on the east coast. She lives in a little cottage off the beach. She can wear flip flops everyday and even though she doesn't necessarily have the bikini body like she did as a teenager, she is comfortable in her own skin. And on occasion she'll have a cigarette. 8. Paris Hilton Ohhhh Paris. The original reality star phenomenon is famous for being famous. She doesn't have a talent but she does have a lot of money. In a parallel universe, Paris Hilton is a yuppie trophy wife. Her days of beauty and glamour never necessarily happened, she was just trying to be good enough for her well-off husband. She's still carrying around her yippie dog but instead of a Beverly Hills Mansion, she's got an average beach home in Ft. Lauderdale. Wooden walls give that nautical vibe. 9. Rihanna She seems to always be pushing the envelope and doesn't care if she's seen naked or not. She knows she's a sex symbol even though it's not her goal. Rihanna has award after award given to her and the radio keeps playing her songs. However, in a parallel universe, Rihanna is a realtor in Atlanta, Georgia. When she moved to the United States, she realized Atlanta to be an affordable, cultural, and fulfilling city. It also was home to a strong christian community and she felt very welcomed. And with big homes going for a cheap price in Atlanta suburbs, she has a comfortably steady income. The best part? She'll also be celebrating her 22nd anniversary with her husband this month. 10. Miley Cyrus Miley Cyrus is on quite a change of heart in our world. She's trying to change the world in positive ways by creating an LGBT foundation and embracing her sexuality. She's got a new look, provocative music videos, and plenty of cash. But in a parallel universe Miley lives in Texas never able to get out of the lone star state to get to Nashville. She's already finished with high school and has never heard of a Disney show called "Hannah Montana". Her dream was to be a singer but with her father losing his job, it's not realistic.
Gumibo Masquerade (16+)
Plot: You attend a Halloween Mark party with friends for fun to only end up peaking the internet of a kindred spirit. Cast: You & Simon Dominic 16+: Due to Liquor / Violence _______________________________________________ “y/n! Come on! I don’t want to get there and the party already over!” My Best friend Lissy called out to me from downstairs with the rest of our friends. I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, whilst throwing on my leather jacket. It was a house party so I kept my outfit simple. Just wore an orange tank, that stands out thanks go the black leather jacket. The rest was a black plaid mini shirt, fishnet, and knee-high leather boots. What took me so long was my hair and make-up actually. “I’m ready, we can go now.” They all greeted me warmly before we got in the car and headed to the house party. Bonnie handed me a black lace mask with hints of orange on it. “It’s a masquerade house party you’re going to need this. We all have hidden neon paint over ours so we can find each other.” She waved a mini black light over the mask to make it glow. “Damn that is epic.” I commented on how cool it was before we arrived at the villa and put the masks on. We all got out and were greeted by amazing hip-hop music. Everyone was either outside or inside, and all wearing masks. We headed inside to get drinks and start joining the party. I froze though when I noticed there was something off about the red wine. Its name was in Latin, so I moved to another liquor. I just blinked when I noticed either the liquid looked weird, or the letters on the bottle. I just gave up and grabbed a bottle of water. I didn’t need to drink to have fun. Sober can be just as fun. I was dancing with my friends to J. Cole’s song ‘Deja Vu' when some guys came to dance with us. Bre was the first to stray from the group, then Kimi dipped from our group. Soon enough all the girls pair up except for me. They didn’t question the liquor, so I blame my bottle of water for why no one tries to holla at me. Yet I knew in the back of my head was a lie. “I think you have got to be the smartest chick here.” A gentle smooth voice spoke in my ear making me jump a bit. “You do know your friends and you are in danger? It would explain why you’re the smart one to drink water.” I turn to look at one of the most handsome men I have seen in this party. He was wearing a mask, but his auburn brown eyes were like pools of brown sugar. Even the tone of his voice is that deep level that could make any woman melt. If he spoke English, it would sound like a Boston accent. “How are we in danger?” He smirked, as his fingers caressed my jawline. “Do you lovely humans really think the supernatural world doesn’t exist?” I blinked at him until I watched the auburn brown eyes turn blood red, like a fire consuming paper. My entire being stiffens, out of complete shock. My fight or flight response was confused as to which would get me out of here alive with my friends. He looked me over before making eye contact again. “So you really didn’t know what kind of party this was. You ladies just simply crashed for fun? Here I thought one of my friends actually bring humans that knew about our kind.” He looked simply annoy a bit, leaving me even more confused. After giving a heavy sigh, he took out his phone and started to type away. “How many are in your group?” I instantly raised four fingers, excluding myself. Wondering is this man really was going to help my friends and I escape alive. Once he was done texting away, he grabbed my wrist and dragged me into a room that seems to had been off-limits to everyone at the party. My heart was already racing from fear, I was legit seconds away from having a panic attack. Yet, this man just standing by me alone was calming strangely. He pulled me into his embrace and rubbed my back until I had calmed down a bit more. I felt his fingers brush through my hair, as he petted my head. He then had me step back a bit to look down at me. His hands resting both on my shoulders. “Baby girl, there is no need for you to be so scared anymore. I just order some of my friends to find your group and to bring them here safely. Anyone that fights them will have to deal with me.” I pointed to my mask after nodding my head. “Our mask has neon paint on them, so we can find each other.” I simply wanted to help him get them back to me, but then realized I just gave away their location and possibly put them in more danger. The guilt started to eat away at me, as I noticed he was texting again. “Thank you, that will help them find your friends better. I don’t want humans that don’t know about us to be harmful. It could make shit difficult for all of us if we do.” I took the chance to check him out and smiled when I thought he looked like Simon Dominic of AOMG. “Did I catch you smiling just now?” He smirked as he looked at me from the corner of his eye. I simply hick and looked anywhere that wasn’t in his direction. “Now, now, don’t get shy on me. It brings me comfort to know I was able to make you feel a bit safer and make you smile.” I glanced at him to see a brilliant smile along his lips as he checked his phone. I reached up to touch his mask, but he was quicker than me, and in a flash, he grabbed my wrist. His blood-red eyes shine in my direction. “Masquerade for a reason. I don’t want you to know who I am.” His words were so cold it stung. He gave me back my hand, allowing me to sulk away from him a bit. “I understand.” I just looked around the room to see it was an office space area. Even had a built-in bookcase with some photos here and there. A pair of strong arms wrapped around my shoulders, as a warm soft breeze brush against the back of my neck. He rested his head against mine a bit after sighing. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to sound so harsh. It’s just I don’t want to be exposed yet. I really am trying to protect you and your friends.” My entire being relaxed in his embrace, which was still strange to me, because I didn’t know this man at all. I gently rested my hands on his forearms and closed my eyes. I wanted to know why I was feeling like this, but at the same time, I just wanted to enjoy him holding me. He quickly pecks the top of my head, before letting go and turning to face the door. When I join him, four men came in with my friends. “Bonnie, Kim, Lissy, Bre!” I ran over to my friends as we all created a group hug. It was short-lived though, when the same strong arms, wrap around my waist and pulled me always from them. He then turns me to face him and pulled off my mask. “Take your friends, beautiful. Leave here and don’t come back, and remember we can easily erase your memories, but I want you to remember so you don’t repeat this.” He spoke so harshly but carried a kind tone. The idea though of never seeing him again bothers me to my core. I think he could see the sadness in my eyes and brushed his thumb along my cheek. “It’s better this way, trust me, but I will give you a parting gift.” He leans down and brushed his lips against mine. They felt so soft and warm, that it made me want to dive right in. I snapped out of it when I felt something pass our lips and roll down into my core. He then pulled away and return me to my friends. “Make sure they get to their car safe and sound.” The men nodded their heads, before leading us through the party. We were almost out the door when a bottle came flying and crashing against my head. The world was a blur, but I knew the person that threw the bottle was a girl, as she storms over to me. Even the music was cut, and the lights brighten a bit. One of the men got between us, as my friends try to help me keep standing. “You little slut! How dare you covet what doesn’t belong to you!” Her eyes were glowing as she tries to break out of the men's grasp. “Blood!” Someone shouted as my visit became clouded from the blood running down my face. Before I could say or do anything, my friends and I were swiped away and placed inside our car in seconds. Which my only good eye, I could see it was him again. He was the one that carried me to our car. He turned to face my friend that was placed in the driver seat. “Straight to the hospital, so she can get check out. As for that bitch, I got her.” We watched him walk away, as Lissy started the car and began to drive. Before I lost consciousness, I saw my mystery man grab the girl by the next and throw her. When I came to, I was in a private hospital room, with my friends sleeping on a cot, an arm-chair, and/or the couch. I was confused as to why I was in this kind of room and not the ICU area. “I see you’re awake.” I looked at the door as Simon Dominic walked into my room. I wanted to cheer but kept it internal when my guess on who was ended up being correct. I quickly sat up, but he was faster and made sure I didn’t. “You need to rest silly, the bottle hit you in the skull.” He petted my head and looked at me with warm auburn brown eyes. “I’m just happy to see I was right. I knew were Simon Dominic but didn’t have proof. Plus, I didn’t want you to stop being near me for some reason.” I rested my head in his hand, as he seems a bit caught off guard. He then smirked and licked his lips. “You, my love, are allowed to call me Kiseok, only in private of course.” I nodded my head before he kissed my forehead. “Be a good girl and listen to the doctor. The bill is already paid for, and when you’re released, I will be here to take you home.” I blinked at him confused, resulting in him tapping my nose. “That strange feeling that is making you want to be with me, is because we’re bonded. I will take you to my place to explain everything in private. Until then, make sure no one takes me away from you.” Before I could ask what, he was talking about, he winked at me and turned into a tiny cute gray fox, with a red collar around his neck. He looked like a cute toy fox, but when he moved, you knew it was real. I did exactly what he asked of me, and clung onto him for dear life until the doctors said I was clear to be discharged. The girls had gone back to hour Air BnB once daylight had broken. I told them I would come back on my own, once we found out Simon had signed the papers for my guardian. I put a cute fox in the bathroom and closed the door, and faced the wall, once the doctors left the room. I heard the door open behind me and was greeted by a strong back hug. He didn’t say a word though, as he let go and step out of my hospital room. I step out after room, wondering if what I was doing was the right thing to do. Naturally, no one would stick around to see what will happen, but here I was doing just that. Simon turns from the front desk to look at me after he finished signing the paperwork. He leans against the counter and gave me a soft smile before signaling for me to come closer to him. I moved to join him by his side, whilst lacing my fingers with his own. We said our farewells, before going to his car and driving to his apartment. When we enter inside, my mind was blown at the view. I took my shoes off at the doorway out of respect, before wandering the living room to get closer to the window. Simon came up behind me and hugged me, before kissing the nape of my neck. I could see his eyes glowing from the reflection. “Can I ask you a question?” He nodded his head and hum before looking at my reflection in the window. “Am I allow to go back to my friends, or even home a.k.a the states?” Simon corked an eyebrow and smirked. “I’m not going to stop you from leaving. Especially since you will come back on your own.” I tilted my head a bit so I can turn to look at him. “Want me to explain why you’re so willing now?” I nodded my head, whilst he just chuckles. “It’s called an imprint. I’m beyond happy to have found a second chance.” He looked out the window, and sadness filled his eyes. “She broke the bond and left me hurting. I was concerned I was going to have to wonder another lifetime with one.” He looked back at me and smiled brightly. “Then you walked into the party. Your scent drew me to you and see how smart you piqued my interest even more.” He spun me around so he could lead us to the couch. I finally noticed he had a fireplace, and it was lite. He had even dimmed the lights too. “It's hard to explain to someone that’s been sheltered from my world, but I’m going to try. The imprint is like a soulmate.” He kept explaining our situation, before having me lay against him, as he lay on the couch. I rested my hands rested on shoulders, as he petted my head. He seems to be admiring every small detail that made me. “Imprints though are more intense. It makes every cell in our entire being wanting to be with the other. The world will feel colder when we are apart, but when we’re together it’s warm again. We will make the world better for each other. Seems though I will have to do more than you.” I sat up a bit and stared at him confused. “I’m a Gumiho, but you know it as a night tail fox. We carry orbs in our core that bless us with talents and gifts. There is one we give to our imprints, and it can be returned if the other doesn’t want to exchange.” Simon sat up with me to look me in my eyes. “I gave it to you when I kissed you before sending you off. It was then I noticed you were raised human and block from learning our world. Which I understand, this realm is harsher than the mortal realm.” He looked away at the last thing he said but return to me with full confidence. “What I’m trying to say, Y/N. You are a Gumiho. I noticed it when I gave my mate orb to you. You might have felt mine, but you didn’t seem to notice you sent yours to me.” He held me in his embrace and rubbed my back. “I doubt you believe me, but I am glad you unconsciously accepted me as your mate.” He wasn’t wrong it was a bit hard to believe him but being in his arms felt so good. “For tonight, please just stay with me, then I’ll bring you back to where you are staying.” I just answer him, by pull away to kiss his soft and warm lips. “Even though I’m processing everything, being with you feels way too good to deny we are soulmates.” Simon just grins, before laying back down with me. He cuddles up to me and covers my face with kisses. I made me happy to know just my existence alone could make him happy. 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12 Chocolates til SmutMas (Day 1) 18+
Plot: Once upon a night the stars shined so bright, that even on a camp night, you were fooled to believe beautiful amber eyes were that of your best friend. Little did you know he was so much more… in more ways than one. DAY 12: Jackson Wang Rated 18: Sensual content ________________________________________________ After a long day at work I really just wanted to kick back and relax. On my way home, I came across a few boutiques that tend to come out more the closer we get to the holidays. I started at the one that has been standing out the most for over a month. It was always decked out in Christmas lights, and other holiday celebration ornaments. With the year I was having, I cave in and actually approached the table boutique. Attending the table was this beautiful well aged old lady with her gray hair tied up in a bun, and small glasses resting on the bridge of her nose. “Well hello their sweetie. I’ve been wondering when you’ll come over.” I raised an eyebrow at her statement, curious as you to what made her say that. “I’ve noticed you’ve been eyeing my station more this year then last. You always seem so sad when you walk by. When was the last time you treated yourself my dear?” I rubbed the back of my neck at her words and looked down at my feet. She noticed that the holidays always left me feeling lonely. Yeah, I have family and friends, but I was officially the only single one amongst them. She even called me out on not spoiling myself. Not even on my own birthday. She stood up to grab something from one of boxes surround her, before extending a Christmas Chocolate 12 Day Countdown. “Here, take this, on me.” I looked up at her stun, as she smiled so kindly at me. “Are you sure?” She took my hand and place the countdown calendar in it. “Go home and take one, and watch the magic happen. Come Christmas, make a wish and it will come true. Someone like you needs a little good to come their way, since you’re always the one giving.” I blinked a few times, as I started to notice this woman looked like that lady you see married to Santa Clause in movies. “Go now, enjoy your holiday magic.” I smiled warmly at her before I finally made it into my rooftop apartment in a building nearby. After I settled in and turn my space heater on, I looked down at the chocolate calendar that the lady gift to me. She said each chocolate held magic. Something I kind of still believed in. Since anything good that came my way was like magic. Mostly because it disappeared before my eyes in a matter of seconds. I took a deep breath before I popped out the chocolate from Day 12. “Here goes nothing.” I said before I put the small chocolate in my mouth and let it melt. My taste buds went into shock at how sweet the milk chocolate was, enough to cause a moan to escape my lips. I closed my eyes and enjoy the delicious chocolate. The way that sweet flavor danced around my tongue, sending tingling waves of pleasure through my entire body. She wasn’t kidding because this chocolate did taste like magic. I placed my hand over my heart, as I felt like someone was hugging me from behind, filling my heart of love I wish I could find someday. My eyes shot open though, when I realized my hand wasn’t over my heart, but over someone’s arm. I blinked a few times, wondering if I fell asleep after eating the chocolate. Since my surrounding had changed. I was no longer in my rooftop apartment, sitting on the floor. I was now sitting on the count facing a window with a view of Seoul city in a warmer indoor setting. I looked down at the arms around me, when the owner of them lean over and cheek my cheek, before nuzzling their dace the crook of my neck. “Finally, I get to come home and snuggle up to the most amazing woman, after a long day at work.” My heart skipped a beat the sweet sing-song voice that whisper his delight to see me in my ear. I looked around the room more the see, that I was in someone’s apartment living room. Confused as to what is going on, I gently pulled myself out of the embrace to stand. I even pinched myself, realizing this was real. When I turned around, I was greeted by a sadly confused Jackson Wang. I knew my jaw dropped when I realized I was in a celebrity’s apartment, along with them. “That woman didn’t explain what those chocolates do, did she?” He blinked, as his expression show he figured out why I was shocked. Jackson stood up straight and placed his hands inside his pocket. “This woman, that kind of looked like Ms. Clause came up to me when I was holiday shopping on December first, to see if I would be willing to help her out on a gift she wanted to give to her granddaughter. Though you don’t look like her much.” He came closer to me, with a soft smile. “She was right though I don’t regret granting her request. She said it would be a two-way street. For a whole night, you and I will be together as if we were dating. He held out his hand for me to take if I was ready. “I didn’t think she was going to go through with her request, until you magically appear on my couch when I came home.” I slowly accepted his extended hand and allow him to guide me back on the couch. “So this is the magic she meant the chocolates have?” Jackson hummed in response, as he sat down beside me. “Yup, she explain in full detail for us in a letter a few days ago. That a beautiful soul that she claimed was her granddaughter will be appearing before 12 of us soon. Told us that you always give, but never take, that is if anyone actually offers. Do you really give your all but get ignored for your acts of good?” I just shrugged as if it was nothing, though yes, deep down inside it did bother me. I just fidget with the lint on my pants. “I am bless, I have family and friends, but if I am in a tight spot, I can’t call them to help me.” I got used to being independent, since I had no choice most of the time. I watched as Jackson took my hand into both of his, before making eye contact. “Then for tonight you are my girlfriend. Anything you want to do we can do.” He brush a loose strain of my hair behind my ear. “How about we get you more comfortable.” Jackson let go of my hand, to head to his room, and bring back a Christmas present bag. “I actually did kind of get hopeful about this night and bought couples pajamas.” I just giggled at how adorable he was and accepted the present. Jackson show me to the bathroom, so I could change. After I closed the door and looked into the bag. I was puzzled by the fact that it was just a red plaid pajama top, black lace booty shorts and lace bra. I just washed up before changing and search the bag for pants. I came out to see Jackson in the full set, and felt my ears heat up. “Um… Jackson, I can’t seem to find the pants to the outfit. Thank you though for the change of underwear.” He looked over at me flushed, as he saw me trying to tug the top down for coverage. Jackson looked away and rubbed the back of his neck nervously. Actually you should have had the full set in that bag, I didn’t get you underwear, cause I’m too shy to walk into those kinds of stores.” Judging by his reaction, he was being truthful with me. “How about I go grab you some basketball shorts to wear as bottoms instead.” He went back into his bedroom, as I notice something shining in the bag. I reach inside to find a small card. Deary Y/N, I exchanged the pants for underwear, have some extra fun if you can. You have definitely earn it sweetie. - Ms. Clause Jackson came back out to see me gaping at the small card letter. He came over and read the card as I started to feel flush myself. Jackson just clear his throat, before throwing the shorts he had in hand over the couch arm. I looked at him confused, before he grabbed my shoulders, and pinned me to the wall. “Tell me, are you trying to just get in my pants with that woman’s help? Is this a scam?” He sounded so angry as his eyes show hurt from his trust possibly being broken. I help my hands up in defense as my racing heart was now racing from fear. “No I swear, I had no idea that was her intension for me. I’m not even her granddaughter. You were right, that I am a complete stranger that accepted a gift for the first time in seven years. I honestly saw it as finally having someone caring about me.” I broke eye contact, as the fear was starting to mix with sadness. I actually though I was going to have a blessed moment, but as always it was ripped from me in seconds. I closed my eyes to stop my tears, but one still managed to roll down my cheek. I looked back up at Jackson when he used his thumb to wipe my tear away. His eyes show that he believed me again. To my surprise, there was no pity behind them, like most people that were kind to me. Just pure concern, and kindness. “I believe you, and I have a feeling good thing don’t happen for you much, and if they do, they are ripped away from you instantly.” My eyebrows raised in shock that he figured it out without me saying anything. Fingers brushed along my face, making me want to rest my head in his hand. I froze when his thumb ran along my lower lip. “There was something she did tell me I had to remember. That if we can make you first day with us as magical as possible. That come Christmas, you will choose the one that made the deepest impression on you. That day we will me bonded for life. Basically I’m praying you are my soulmate, Y/N.” I blinked confused as to how he knew my name, but then I remembered, the card said my name. I noticed a cloud rolled over his eyes, as desire seep through them. I remember the card telling me to enjoy myself for once. She was right I never take I always give and get stepped on. Jackson’s hands made their way down to my waist, as my arms slowly moved up to wrap around his neck. “Can I finally be selfish with you?” Jackson smiled warmly before crushing his lips against mine. His hands moved to my ass, to make my legs wrap around his waist. He broke the sweet kiss to give me a warm smile. “No it is not. Be selfish finally. I’m you’re all night long beautiful.” I giggled before pecking his lips. He chuckled before carrying me over a make-shift bed, that he made in front of the tv, that played a fake fireplace. He gently laid me down, so that I was laying on my back. Having him tower over me between my legs. I explored his face with my fingertips, admiring his enhancing facial feature. He just rested his face in the palm of my hand, after he held one of them. Jackson them started to kiss from my wrist down.to my elbow. The matching pajama top limiting him. He slightly groan, making me chuckle at how cute he looked when he pouted. “You know you could always ask silly.” I said, before I took my hand back so I could remove the top, leaving me in all black lace underwear. He gaped at me, as his eyes explored my mostly bare body. “Oh I think I might cry if you don’t choose me for Christmas.” He said before his hand wonder over my torso and slyly unhooking my bra. I bit my lip at how excited my entire body was getting just from his touch alone. “Just like how you keep telling me that you are mine, I am you’re for the tonight, remember that Jackson.” Jackson looked up at me surprised by my words, at joy danced in his beautiful chocolate dropped eyes. He’s lips found mine, to expressed how I made him feel. They were so soft and so sweet. I felt like I could taste that chocolate I ate all over again. My hands went to explore his check, after I hand managed to unfasten every single button. A moan vibrated against my lips, the moment I touched his bare chest, and play with his pants hem. “Hold on.” Jackson got up quickly and ran into his bedroom. Leaving me panting on our make-shift bed. I got nervous he was backing out, but he came back shirtless and, in his boxers with a condom between his teeth. I couldn’t hold back my laugh, as I held out my arms from him to return to them. He happily came hoping back to me and held me in his embrace. “’I love how playful you are, and warm.” He said after he moved the condom to his hand. He brushed my hair away from my face, and smile so brightly, I knew tonight was going to be unforgettable. “I can say the same about you. I especially love how my body feels when you touch me.” His hands found their way back to my body and explored it before he brushed his lips along mine. My mind became clouded the moment his hand was over my heat. He even groan when he felt how wet I already was for him. My bra was gone along with my panties, and his boxers before I knew it. He broke the kiss to tear open the condom with his teeth, but before he cut pull out of the wrappers. I took it from him, so I could rubbed his member a bit before I rolled it on. Jackson’s tongue attacked my neck, the moment I tongued him down there. I shudder underneath his tongue, but I loved that sensation. As if he could read my mind, here did it once again, along with a trail of kisses, before I felt him completely inside of me. I gasped at the pleasurable sensation before his tongue enter inside of my mouth and started a war. The kiss muffled my moans, as Jackson started to move his hips. Soon enough mine started to sync with his own, as he help one breast to massage, and my hip. He knew what he was definitely doing, as he made sure pleasure was continually coursing through my body. I felt my legs start to tremble before the rest of my body soon joined them. I closed my eyes once vision became clouded from the wave of ecstasy washed over me. Jackson broke the kiss to allow me to arch my back and moan out his name as if he was the spiritual being, I pray to for life. I could feel Jackson filling the condom up as we both hit our climax. He pulled out to run to the bathroom, before coming back to lay beside me. He then pulled a blanket over us, before holding me in his arms. We ended up playing 21 question for the heck of it, before he kissed my head goodnight, and allow me to drift back to sleep. When I woke up, I was back in my own apartment, close to the heater for warmth and a blanket over me. The sun had greeted me, as I saw up rubbing my eyes. A card magically appear on the table beside the chocolate calendar, with my name on it. To Sweet Y/N, I hope you enjoy your first chocolate night. Remember to eat Day 11 tonight when you get home for your next magical treat. Have a great day at work deary. - Ms. Clause. I just giggled as I had a sinking feeling, I was going to get laid again some night soon. I just kissed the card, before hiding the chocolates and getting ready for a new day. To my surprise as I walked to work, my phone chimed with a text message from Jackson Wang, saying he hopes he gets to see me again. “Damn last night really did happen.” I said chuckling under my breath before I went into work, wondering… Who was going to be my date for tonight? 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Under the mistletoe (+18)
Who: Jay Park x Reader What: Just your average smut show Story: Smutty bells, jelly smells, a dildo on a sleigh. Oh what fun it is to ride with leather and some chains. Hey! Smutty bells, jelly smells, hand cuffs included too. Oh what it fun it is to play cops and robbers with you. You walked into the silent house of Park Jaebeom. As his personal assistant, he saw it fit that you had a key to his home for a number of reasons: to keep him on schedule, wake him up when he had a late night at the club and at times escort his one night stands to an uber in the morning. That was just about the only messy part of the job. He kept things professional between you two though, you admired that about him. He knew when to play and when to keep his shit together. You walked into his home looking around for him. Usually he was awake, "Mr. Park?" you called out. Your voice echoed in the large foyer. He heard you because he called texted you that he was in his bedroom and to come upstairs. You rolled your eyes, he could've just yelled that from his bedroom. You headed upstairs to his room but didn't see him in there. You did hear the water running though. You walked over to his bathroom to see him standing at the sink. He was washing his face at the moment. "Good morning Y/N." He said looking at you through the mirror. He was in his slacks but had yet to put a shirt on. You liked that he defied the norms. That he was a business man first and foremost but that his body was covered in tattoos and at times he had no problem showcasing them. He was in his own home though, this wasn't showcasing it was just him waking up and walking around in his comfortable state. You stared back at him through the mirror. You were just as capable, sometimes more than him, of being nothing but professional. His naked upper half didn't faze you. It never had. "Hello Mr. Park." "What's on the schedule today? " he asked. "Your first three meetings have been rearranged. Your meeting with Mr. Jung at 10:30 has been cancelled." "Oh really, what's his excuse this time?" "His sister is in the hospital sir. She had some bizarre allergic reaction." "Oh. Well, send my sympathies I hope she pulls out well." He spoke like his heart wasn't in it, it was merely business courtesy and, if it had been two years ago when you first started, perhaps you would've believed that but you knew him now. He did care he just didn't convey that very well with words. He was better with his actions. "I already have, a bouquet of flowers was sent to the hospital and her home. Your 12:40 and your 2:30 appointments have both been pushed back an hour. There was a delay with flights because of the snow." He sighed and turned to you, "Well that means I have time to kill. You're good at shaving me, do you mind?" He asked holding out the blade to you. You set your phone down and he sat on top of the toilet top so that he was at least low enough to your face. You covered his face gently with the shaving cream and shaved his face slow and with precision. You noticed him watching you even though you were watching your movements carefully so you didn't cut him. He stood up and dabbed his face with water, dried it and then put on after shave. "Thanks." He said. "You're welcome." You picked up your phone and headed out of the bathroom when something caught your eye. You chuckled lightly which Jay heard. "What?" He asked. You turned back to look at him and your smile disappeared. He walked up on you looking for an answer. "Nothing...I just noticed you had mistletoe hanging above your bathroom door." You explained. He raised an eyebrow and looked up to see it hanging there too. He looked down at you and grinned slyly. He closed the remaining space between you two making you draw in a cautious breath. He dipped down until his lips captured yours in a surprise kiss. Your breath hitched in your throat and for a moment you gave into the kiss. That moment was brief as you realized that you were kissing your boss. You pushed him away and wiped your mouth backing away from him. "What do you think you're doing Park Jaebeom-ah!" "You don't have to wipe your mouth, that's a little insulting. Besides, it's not like you didn't like it." He grinned at the end. "I did not! Have you no control over yourself? Why would you do that?" "You were under the mistletoe." He pointed up at the mistletoe you had laughed at earlier. Your face felt hot, you were annoyed not just by his nonchalant attitude but the fact that he was right, you did like his kiss. His lips were full and smooth and the way his tongue slid into your mouth with so much ease was breathtaking. You didn't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing you enjoyed it though. "Perhaps you should focus on your work Mr.Park." you said looking away from him. He came closer to you and you tried to flee from him by stepping back. You now stood in the openness of his dark grey room. He stood shirtless and cocky in the bathroom doorway with a smirk on. "Since all my meetings are pushed back or otherwise cancelled, why don't we kill some time together? Come on Y/N, you've worked for me for two years; you're telling me you never wanted to know what it was like?" He teased. You looked away from him. "Never! You're my boss, that's all we've kept it as and it would do us both some good to not blur lines simply because you want to kill sometime!" "You're lying....well perhaps not about wondering what it was like all these years but I can tell by your reaction I've got you hot and bothered. Your cheeks are warming up, you're avoiding my eyes, the same way you were when you were shaving my face," He walked up on you again bringing you close to his body. You looked up at him feeling your heart race. You could hear the thumping in your ears. His hands rounded to your ass and you could feel how much he'd grown against your leg. Your eyes widened and you tried to look down but that made it seem worse so you looked back up at him. "You can't seriously tell me that you haven't noticed how much I've wanted you recently?" He said. "With all the women you've been with?" "Interoffice affairs are complicated I needed a way to redirect that energy." "So why now? And can you please stop playing with my ass?" He chuckled and slid his hands to your waist. He wanted to keep you there. His hands on you were starting to become normal for you at the moment. "You were under the mistletoe." He joked. Despite his joking, you knew he was fairly serious about his reason for why he kissed you. You pushed him away annoyed again and turned to leave but he caught onto your wrist and pinned you to the wall. He was able to slam the door shut with his other hand to keep you in the room with him. You looked at him surprised. "I'm being serious now Y/N. I want you, and for a moment you wanted me too. Forget that I'm your boss for a second, I'm just a guy," He lowered his lips to your ear, "A guy that wants to kiss you," He gently placed a kiss just below your ear. It tickled but there was a tingle in your stomach. The rush of fever building. Your heart was in your throat as he continued, "And make love to you." The tip of his tongue met the side of your ear making you moan lightly. You felt embarrassed and covered your mouth. Your cheeks reddened again and he chuckled, "I told you, you want me." "It's just a natural reaction." You lied. He backed away to get a full view of you. You were flustered far more than he had ever seen you, far more than you had ever been. He sighed feeling bad that he had made you so uncomfortable. He considered that he had read your signals wrong. Now there was a warm sensation between your legs that was bugging you. "Look, just forget about it if you can. I'll leave you alone." he said. He started to head back to his bathroom. You spoke up, "Jay." He turned around looking at you with a completely unfazed expression. His ability to codeswitch so easily was impressive and unnerving. Like what just happened a few seconds ago, what he said to you, never even happened. You swallowed nervously, sleeping with your boss was a big deal but now you were horny and your womanhood was throbbing. "You have to take responsibility for what you've done." You said. He faced you more and a smirk started to return on his face. You held up a finger to stop him in his tracks as he approached you, "But, what happens in this room doesn't leave this room and this doesn't affect my job." He took two long strides towards you and swept you up. "Promise." He said. He took you down to the bed with heavy kisses and no hesitation. The way he moved, so carefully, disrobing you from your suit jacket and pink satin blouse to your black pencil skirt and nude stockings. You were laying beneath him, revealing intimate lingerie you wore solely for yourself, your way of feeling sexy even without a man. His eyes were sinful, taking in the sight of your pastel pink laced bra that pushed up your breast and made your soft round mounds look even more irresistible. His hands didn't know where to travel first as he let his forefinger trace the outline of your matching lacey panties. His fingers hooked under the fabric and pulled them up to tease your clit. You took in a deep breath, shocked by the action but wanting desperately for him to touch, lick and suck on it. He let the fabric snap back to your hips and he snatched up your breast still covered by your bra. He buried his face in your cleavage allowing his tongue to explore your breast and taste your skin. He pulled you up and unhooked your bra, tossed it to the side and licked your nipples. His tongue flicked back and forth causing your heat to melt and your arousal to stain your panties. The air started to have the faint smell of sex while you mewled and tangled your fingers in his hair. Why am I doing this with him? The thought crossed your mind briefly before you were drowning in the pleasure of him sucking at your tit and pinching the other nipple. "Fuck." You breathed. "You've got a sexy voice Y/N." He trailed kisses down your stomach that tickled and made you squirm beneath him. He yanked your panties off your body and spread your legs wide for him. Being so open and vulnerable made your body heat with embarrassment. Your face flushed even more and your hands shot down to cover your entrance. He peppered kisses on your inners thighs, taking his time, trying to give you the chance to let your guard down. He came closer to your heat kissing along the fingers that covered it up. "Let me taste you babygirl." He whispered. His voice was devious, salacious, devilish. You felt his tongue drag long wet trails between your inner thighs. You felt like you were going to break and he hadn't even fucked you yet. Your clit swelled and throbbed for attention, Jay sat up bringing your lower half up with him, you were on an angle with your upper half anchored into the bed. Your hands flew back to the bed trying to find stability. He chuckled evily and began to lap you up. His eyes were closed his tongue worked like magic, his lips clasped around your clit sucking lightly. Your voice rose and rang throughout the bedroom. Your fingers laced through his hair and pulled, your legs tightened and your heart skipped. You felt like you were floating and being held down at the same time. You whined and squealed; you begged for more. "Fuck right there, please don't stop. Don't fucking stop." you cried. It had been a while since you spoke like that. You didn't even recognize your own voice. "Shit!" You cussed. The word lingered, you made it longer than it was. His tongue lapped you up faster, racing you to an edge you were ready to fall off of. Your legs tightened and shook, the wet smacks and slurps were intoxicating and you snapped, screaming into the room "fucks" and "shits". You spiraled down into an abyss of pleasure and when he pulled off his pants with his boxers and slid between your legs you couldn't help but wrap around him like a snake catching its prey. He was big, bigger than you liked. It was scary but you were drowning in too much ecstasy to stop now. He kissed you, allowing you to taste yourself on his lips. His tongue was so demanding of attention, confident and cocky like him. He pulled away while he slowly started to grind along your folds. Your pussy was so wet and it was still sensitive from coming, you felt like you were going to snap again. "Put it inside me." You said. "You're so demanding for a woman who said she didn't want me." He chuckled. "Jay." You whined. "Don't worry. I'll fuck you so good babygirl, you'll never want to leave this bed." He slid inside of you, slowly inch by inch. You held your breath and tightend around him. "Relax babe you're so tight." He whispered. "You're too big damn it." He chuckled, "I've never heard that as a complaint." He moved slow, taking care not to hurt you. You bit your lip and squeezed your eyes shut. He locked his fingers with yours while his other hand stayed at your hip. He thrusts were even so he didn't hurt you. He used his other hand to open you wider in hopes to lessen your pain. "Y/N relax for me. It can't be your first time." He said. He came down to your body pressing his own against yours. He kissed away soft tears that had spilled over. "Just breathe." He said. "It's not my first time...my body isn't built for your size." He chuckled darkly into your ear. You pulsed around him while he continued to move but he never went faster until you relaxed for him. Once you had he moved slightly faster groaning in your ear and praising you for how good you were. "You're so fucking wet babe. It feels so good inside you." "Jay." You breathed embarrassed. "This pussy is mine baby." He said He sat up again and moved your leg over to the same side as the other. Your upper body twisted to face him while your lower half faced the other way. It felt like you were clamped down on him and you saw him bite his lip. He groaned deep from his throat and pushed into you hard making you yelp. He slid out slow just until his tip was almost completely out of you before he filled your pussy once again. You moaned and reached up to scratch at his skin. Your nails drew red trails down his chest making him swoop down to capture your lips; he kissed you hard and hungry, his hand came to your neck while he rode inside of you like he was trying to mark you as his own, like he was showing you, you belonged to him. He laid on his side behind you, his one hand still on your neck the other lifting your leg up in the air. He drove his swollen dick into your furiously, moaning in your ear as he did. Your moans came together in a melody and echoed in his room. If he had neighbors they would've heard you two. "Fuck, your pussy is so wet. Feels so good. So hot babe. Such a good girl." Jay spoke through heavy thrusts. "Oh, fuck Jay. So...fucking good." Your bodies were hot and sweaty while they were slamming into each other. His cheek stuck to yours while he pounded you hard from behind. The position was so revealing, opening you up, giving him every opening to violate your beautiful body. He licked your neck feverishly, he sucked hickies on your shoulder and collar bone. You turned your head to look at him, his tongue met yours in a dance and then his lips locked with yours. He slowed down bucking up into you one final time before he pulled out. He flipped on top of you again. Your legs were wide open while he jerked himself off and came all over your stomach. "Fuck your so sexy Y/N. You're better than I ever imagined." He said. His hair stuck to his forehead, he bent down to kiss you again, savoring what it was like to have you on his lips. You both hummed into the kiss, your pussy throbbed but felt good at the same time. It ached in remembrance of him being inside you and longed to be filled again. You looked him in the eyes when he rolled over onto his side of the bed and turned to look at you. His hand caressed your cheek and he said, "Any chance I'll get to have you again?" He asked. You slowly sat up pulling your hair behind you. He sat up and kissed a line along your shoulders softly. "Isn't this a little dangerous? A physical relationship, a secret affair in the office?" You said. "Danger makes it more exciting, secrets are sexy and seductive when you have them with someone to share with." He said. You turned to face him more and he gave you a playful like smile. He lifted your chin so he could peck your lips. He pecked them again until he could kiss you deeper. You loved the way it felt when your tongues intertwined the way they did. He laid down and pulled you to sit on his lap. You placed your hands on his chest feeling his meat at your ass. "What's wrong with a little love affair?" He asked. "I don't want it affecting my job." "I'd cut off my own arm before it did. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and this company I'm not afraid to admit that. I'm not afraid to admit that I want your body either. All the time. The question is, are you?" You stared at him for a moment, right now you were on top of him, naked and exposed just as much as he was to you. He made you cum, made you feel like you were high and satisfied. What came next with work you weren't sure but... you could enjoy what was going on in his room now. "To think this all happened because you caught me under the mistletoe." You dipped your head down to kiss him, "This round I'm in control." You said avoiding having to give him an answer to his question. He grinned clearly excited about what you had up your sleeve. His body responded quickly, and rose to the occasion once again for a round of sin. Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw
SNL Perfectly Captures White Peoples Response To Beyonce.
Its been a week since the infamous half time show where the world finally seemed to realize that Beyonce was actually black. Ok, Ok, I'm kidding....kind of. But its been a week since she performed "Formation" and a week since her bad ass music video dropped as well and people are freaking the fuck out. It seems that a black artist taking advantage of such a public setting to use her art as a show of self expression and representation for serious issues her race is facing is just ... INSANITY! The internet has exploded with people criticizing Beyonce for "bashing police" and for being inappropriate to talk about police brutality at a sporting event. Sorry she made you feel so uncomfortable fellow white people. But the truth is, the song wasn't meant of us (although it is actually amazing.) And I'm confused how we can think we can comment and critique someones dialogue when it has NEVER happened to us. We white people can't actually understand being afraid of the police since we never had to be. Check out SNL's perfect skit that points out just how fucking cray everyone went...the day they realize Beyonce was black. Oh and by the way, she isn't a hypocrite in having police protecting her. Calling out Police brutality isn't calling all police bad, its pointing out that there are some people in power who are making the world unsafe for certain people. And that is not ok. Saying #alllivesmatter is the same as saying #notallmen. Pointless and uneducated.
Beyonce's Lemonade: Cheating, Forgiveness, and Growth
Don't have an hour to watch Beyonce's new visual album? It's okay, I did for you. (Though really, you should find time...) I went into this film knowing nothing about the plot, and I feel like it is best if you do the same. Below the cut on each block I provide the transcription. Certain parts are quite long so for the full spoken work, please visit Bustle. Intuition We begin with hauntingly silent images. There is no movement and you find yourself holding your breath without realizing. Here starts the monologue that chronicles a cheating relationship from the very start. Song lyrics: "I pray you catch me whispering." --------------- "I tried to make a home out of you but doors lead to trap doors, a stairway leads to nothing. In the tradition of men in my blood, you come home at 3 a.m. and lie to me. What are you hiding?" Denial Our leading woman transforms from her previous state. She jumps into the water, sheds her old clothes and becomes a different woman. She tries to just absorb the situation, to not let it affect her, to ignore it away. She dons a yellow dress and takes a baseball bat to the entire town. She's over the denial stage. Now, she's mad. Song lyrics: "What's worse, looking jealous or crazy?" "Can't you see there's no other man above you? What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you." -------- I tried to change, closed my mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less awake. But still inside me, coiled deep, was the need to know... are you cheating on me? Cheating? Are you cheating on me?" Anger Now we're taken to a deserted car park, where our leading woman scares the shit out of us. She spits of how stupid her lover was to lie to her, HER of all people! That he's not going to get away with it, that he doesn't know who he just messed with. In the midst of fire and darkness we are intimidated as hell. Song lyrics: "I'll give you one more try, you know I'm your life You try this shit again, you 'gon lose your wife." -------- If it's what you truly want... I can wear her skin over mine. Her hair over mine. Her hands as gloves. Her teeth as confetti. Her scalp, a cap. We can pose for a photograph all three of us. Immortalized... you and your perfect girl. Why can't you see me? Why can't you see me? Everyone else can." Apathy Now that she's sufficiently made whoever cheated on her terrified for their lives, leading lady gets on a school bus "to the club" and lets us know that she no longer "gives a fuck." She's over it and moving on. Song lyrics: "Middle fingers up, put them hands high Put it in his face, tell him "boy, bye!'" -------------------- So, what are you gonna say at my funeral now that you've killed me? Here lies the body of love of my life, whose heart I broke without a gun to my head. Here lies the mother of my children, both living and dead. Rest in peace, my true love, who I took for granted." Emptiness We return to the car park, filled with flames. We flash back and forth between the car park, a mansion, and a long red hallway. She seems like she's in a trance and the fear-inducing attitude she had has faded. Song lyrics: "She just killed everybody in here and I was her witness" --------- She sleeps all day. Dreams of you in both worlds. Dear moon, we blame you for floods... for the flush of blood... for men who are also wolves. We blame for the night, for the dark, for the ghosts. Loss We're taken into the city and discover our leading lady is dealing with this blow by working her ass off. She throws herself into her craft, she's the best, she's "worth every dollar." But then our red hallway is set on fire - she's burning a house down. Song lyrics: "She's too smart to crave material things, stackin' her paper" ----------------- Every fear... every nightmare... anyone has ever had. Accountability We're in a mansion, we're in a neighborhood, we're in the past and present. We hear of a child wanting desperately to be like her mother, to be strong for her, to be a woman that is not bent and broken by any man in their lives. Father, friend, or husband. Song lyrics: "Came into this world, daddy's little girl. Daddy made a soldier out of me." ----------------- You find the black tube inside her beauty case where she keeps your father's old prison letters. You desperately want to look like her. You look nothing like your mother. You look everything like your mother. Your mother is a woman and women like her cannot be contained. Did he bend your reflection? Did he make you forget your own name? Did he convince you he was a god? Am I talking about your husband or your father? Reformation From the loud anthem of accountability, we're taken back to stark silence. We're in an empty stadium as we watch our leading woman come to terms with what is happening. She tries to see the other side, if there is another side. Perhaps if she changes her view she can change the situation. Song lyrics: "9 times out of 10 I know you're lying, and 9 times out of 10 I know you're trying, So i'm trying to be fair." "Cause you are my life line." ----------------- Why do you deny yourself heaven? Why do you consider yourself undeserving? Why are you afraid of love? You think it's not possible for someone like you. But you are the love of my life. You are the love of my life. You are the love of my life. Forgiveness We're taken to a peaceful place filled with books and music, a fire place. This is where our leading lady accepts and forgives. She is willing to try again but only if its a real try, if they're both committed. Jay-Z now makes his appearance. Confirming that this isn't fiction - Beyonce isn't playing any role but her own. Song lyrics: "And your heart is broken cause I walked away Show me your scars and I won't walk away And I know I promised that I couldn't stay, baby Every promise don't work out that way." ------------- Baptize me... now that reconciliation is possible. If we're gonna heal, let it be glorious. Do you remember being born? Are you thankful for the hips that cracked? Resurrection In resurrection we are shown women holding their lost loves ones (including the mothers of Trayvon Martin and Michael Brown and countless others.) A new beginning, but never forgetting. --------------- So how we supposed to lead our children to the future? What do we do? How do we lead them? Love. L-O-V-E, love. Hope Now Beyonce is determined to move forward with power, new strength, and freedom. She will not let her freedom "rot in hell." She will get everything she deserves, everyone will get what they deserve. Song lyrics: "Freedom freedom cut me lose Freedom freedom where are you cause I need freedom too." ---------- The nail technician pushed my cuticles back... turns my hand over, stretches the skin on my palm and says, "I see your daughters and their daughters." Redemption The wounds have closed and Beyonce says that the process, while it was heart breaking, has made her stronger, opened her eyes, and gave her a new purpose. The concept of Lemonade was inspired by her grandmother. She was a strong woman who made lemonade since her life gave her plenty of lemons. --------------------- Grandmother, the alchemist, you spun gold out of this hard life, conjured beauty from the things left behind. Found healing where it did not live. I had my ups and downs, but I always find the inner strength to pull myself up. I was served lemons, but I made lemonade. My grandma said "Nothing real can be threatened." True love brought salvation back into me. With every tear came redemption and my torturer became my remedy. So we're gonna heal. We're gonna start again. You've brought the orchestra, synchronized swimmers. After you've digested this, how do you feel about this open letter about infidelity?