I want to say thank you to all of those who sent me encouragement.
to those of you who don't know. last night I had to put my baby toto (my dog that I had for so long now) he was past 15 almost 18. he belong to my aunt but I took him in. I love him dearly. yesterday on my way home I got a call from my mom telling me my dog got hit by a car, I swear it felt like I was just hit by a car. I cried the moment I saw him laying there unable to move his body. I rush him to the vet and they told me I could try surgery but he'll still die and suffer while going through the process.
I ask the vet if I was doing th right thing and she look at me and said "yes you are" but why do I feel like I made the biggest mistake in my life..
I sang to him, told him how much I loved him too. when they finally came in and gave him his shot I cried i held him and apologized because I felt like i could have saved him if I was home.
I haven't stop crying I still am but thank to those for being there and sending me encouraging words of comfort.
I want to also thank
for making this card for me. You all know me so well and I appreciate you so much. especially because you all know JJP is my weakness.
so thank you for helping me.