Last night we had a word fight again. It was not a big fight but the thing was that we seemed to be so tired of each other. I don't think we'll make it through this time because we both don't want it to happen again and we've never come up with a solution to this thing. I admit that I was the one who acted werid first yesterday. It was because in the morning, my mom video called to me that my grandma didn't seem to be okay and she asked her where I was. I was so sad because if anything goes wrong at this time, I won't be able to see her for one last time. She has dementia and always asks everyone where I am, forgetting that I'm not in my homeland now. I was so sad and I told all of these to him. And his reaction? He only asked if I was crying too and said that she would be okay. That was it. He disappeared. He chose to disappear even though he knew that I was sad and needed someone. Honestly, at time like that, I don't feel like we are boyfriend and girlfriend anymore.
I give in, bong, I give in. You've won now.
Thank you for all the good memories you gave me. Sorry for all the fights and disappointment. I haven't moved on yet but hopefully, I will. I hope you'll find a better someone who treats you the opposite of what I've done. And if going back to cheating with someone's girlfriend makes you happy, then please do it. I guess it's the last goodbye now. Goodbye.