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Depressed

I'm quickly losing grip
I think more yet I'm blank
I speak less yet I'm loud
It's duller yet too bright
I feel less yet I ache
I sleep more yet I'm too awake

-deathtrap
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Advice: notice the repetition, the word "I", pay attention to your thoughts and see if you can find this same repetition. If this is the case then you may want to shift your focus to something external. Best of luck.
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