One year ago, I got the notification on my phone.
One year ago, I let out the loudest sob.
One year ago, I cried all day knowing that I would never hear his sweet voice again. I cried knowing that I would never hear his laugh again. I cried knowing that he was in so much pain and nothing was done about it.
But one year today, I will smile because he's in a better place. I will smile because that's what he would've wanted. I will smile because he made me and other people happy with his music. I will smile and remember the times he made me laugh. I will remember his voice and I'll remember his smile.
You did well Jonghyun. Rest in peace sweet angel ❤