《 Fuckgirl 》 | * K.T.H* | 1 |
|AU | K.T.H |
- MATURE CONTENT
- FOUL LANGUAGE
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Heartbreaks and Changes
Why was I so in love?
|| Two years ago
“Hey Iris! How’s your day sweetheart!”
A familiar voice called out to me. Knowing who it was, I turned behind me and smiled.
“It’s great Brianna! How about yours?”
“Oh tiring honey, had to go get some supplies for my flower shop. Leave your bike there and come inside!” She said enthusiastically.
Still smiling, I nodded my head and did what she said. Both of us went inside her beautiful flower shop. Inside was so fresh and refreshing, compared to the hot summer day outside of this building, it was heaven. The sweet and calming scent brushed my nose and I inhaled.
“It smells so nice.”
“Hahaha! You really love flowers don’t ya’ . You always did sense you were little. Look at you now! All grown up already in high school!”
“Hehe.” I giggled, “ and you don’t look a day over 40 Bri.”
“Oh quiet you!” She slapped my arm playfully.
“Oh yeah!” I exclaimed.
I put down my little pink backpack from my back and took out a box. “This is for you Brianna! Happy Birthday!”
“Oh Iris, you shouldn’t have.” She said in a gentle tone.
“Go on open it!” I said full of excitement, wanting to see her reaction.
Brianna was my moms best friend. I was an only child. My father left my mother for another woman. I remember how much my mother was in pain. I hated my father so much. But it’s better to forgive and forget but, it’s pretty hard to forget...
My mother died due to a car accident when I was 5. Brianna and my auntie were the only people from my family who actually cared genuinely. My auntie took me in to take care of me. But it wasn’t that great. I had to take care of myself and her mostly. It wasn’t a great experience for me. My aunt Rose always comes in to the apartment with a man every few nights. Not surprising to me anymore.
“Oh, I love it! How could you afford such a beautiful necklace!” She commented in awe.
I shrugged my shoulders and smiled, “just hard work.”
Brianna smiles and gave a a big hug. I smiled and hugged her back.
My phone then started to ring, ruining our moment. I sighed and looked at her straight in the eye questioning if it’s alright.
“Go ahead honey.” I smiled at her.
“I won’t take long!” I said and stepped outside.
I took my phone out of my pocket and saw my boyfriends name pop up. My cheeks started to hurt from smiling most of the time. I quickly answered the phone.
“Hey baby jungkook!” I said.
“Hi babe! Can you do me a favor?”
“Yeah sure, anything!” I said.
“Could you go buy condoms?”
My eyes widened and I started to tremble at the thought of just feeling the pain and the chances of getting pregnant if the condom doesn’t work and stds.
“Babe are you there?”
I snapped out of my thoughts and stuttered.
“U-um yeah. Yeah I’ll get them.” I said feeling unsure.
“Great, I’ll see you tomorrow then?”
“S-sure..” I stuttered.
Before we hung up over the phone and slipped in a-
“I love you jungkook!”. Holding my phone tightly waiting for a response back he said...
My smiles faded and my chest clenched a little. I sadly put my phone in my back pocket and thought...
If we are going to have sex... IM NOT READY! I mean come on! We’re still 16! Too damn young!!! What if he doesn’t like my body? What if I mess up? What if i get pregnant even though we’re using a condom! Wait even worse! What if he breaks up with me if I don’t have sex! But... I’m sad that he hasn’t told me that he loves me yet...
My thoughts were running wild thinking of all the possibilities.
I finally snapped out of my thoughts and exhaled. “Okay, I’m good.” I forced myself to calm down. I went back inside and looked at Bri.
“Ah, young love. I remember the time me and my husband were going out. It was magnificent!” I laughed wholeheartedly thinking how it must’ve been for them. Me and jungkook have been going out for almost a year! In a few days, it’ll be our one year anniversary!
“Well I have to go now Bri! Gotta run some errands!”
“Alright dear I’ll let you go. Be careful okay?” I nodded my head smiling at her.
She then out of nowhere grabbed my shoulders and looked at me.
“Oh you have such a cute and beautiful smile my dear.” She smiled at me and gave me a hug.
“Not as pretty as yours though!” I replied.
“Shut up you!” She then let me go and I left the shop.
I got on my red bike adjusting the pedals. I looked at the shop again and saw Brianna standing in front of the big windows smiling at me.
I smiled at her and waved my hand. She did the same and so I took off.
I finally made it to the store and went in. I went to men section and awkwardly stood in front of the condoms. There were so many I didn't know what to choose. I got shy and embarrassed that I quickly grabbed a box and left.
I went up to the cashier, I was so embarrassed but I gave him the item.
I was too shy to look at him in the eyes.
I quickly gave him the money and left.
I got on my bike and made my way back home.
"Auntie I'm home!" I yelled.
I made my way to my room and hid the condoms. I then heard a male voice coming from her room.
I live alone with my aunt Rose. I don't get her at all sometimes. Yeah she's pretty young but I don't get why she does this. Sleeping with every man. I rolled my eyes and huffed.
<The next day>
It was finally the day were I lose my virginity. I have to admit, I was a bit nervous.
I went to take a shower and shaved in the meantime.
I got out of the shower and dried myself up.
I grabbed a pink bra and panties. I don't usually have the exact matching undergarments but this will do... i hope.
I put on some lotion, I put on some very light makeup and finally my clothes.
I looked at myself in the mirror and I started having a bad feeling about this.
Feeling unsure I rubbed my temples and sighed.
I shook my head and sprayed some perfume.
My auntie is home again meaning... sex...again...
I went outside and grabbed my bike. I inhaled and exhaled...
As I was ridding my bike, I felt very uneasy again.
I shook my head and stoped in front of my boyfriend's house.
Should I tell him that I'm not ready?
Yeah I should...
I gulped and knocked on his door.
A few seconds later, the door opened.
I was greeted by my boyfriend jungkook.
"Hey babe, come on in."
I smiled awkwardly and made my way in.
"Go to my room and get comfortable babe, I'll be right there."
My eye twitched once and I smiled.
"Yeah sure okay..." I went upstairs and made my way to his room.
I looked around and started to get really nervous.
My hands started to get sweaty and shaky.
I tried to relax by distracting myself looking around his room.
All of a sudden the door opened harshly. I jumped up with fear.
"Oh sorry babe, did I scare you?" I shook my head no.
"Good." He says.
He walked up to me and placed his hands on my hips. His touch didn't feel safe at all.
Never the less, we started making out.
Our lips mushed against each other breathing heavily.
Me on the other hand was as nervous as ever.
We then fell on the bed and he quickly took off my shirt. With my new skin exposed, I covered myself.
"Don't cover up." He grabbed my wrists harshly and pulled them up with one hand.
"Wait Jungkook I don't want go do this anymore!"
I yelled. He covered my mouth and angrily whispered.
"You better shut the fuck up."
I always knew he was a bit mean but now he's too mean. I got scared as tears rolled down my checks.
"Jungkook stop it!" I yelled louder and started to move around trying to get myself free form his grip.
His grip tightened to the point where It hurt my wrists.
He took off my pants and ripped off my underwear. I tried to scream but his hand was trapping my mouth with only muffled words coming out.
All of a sudden I feel a sharp painful pain on my pussy. I had to bite my tongue drawing out blood.
(Okay I'll skip this. Sorry.)
I couldn't feel my legs. And my hips hurt a lot. I guess you can say that... I got raped...
As I lay in bed thinking about what I have done, I cried to myself again. My phone started vibrating and there I saw Jungkooks name. I hesitated but answered anyway.
"Hello?" I said shakily
"Hey babe, we need to talk."
"Yeah what is it?" I questioned.
"We need to break up. I can't keep up with this." He said monotone
"Why?" My heart beated fast.
"Actually, I never loved you. To be completely honest. I just wanted to steal your virginity and ditch you... Scratch that the reason why guys talk to you is because of your body and not yourself personally. I’ve been cheating on you too iris. Sorry, goodbye Iris."
Once he hanged up. Tears swelled up in my eyes and my throat felt like it got clogged up. My vision became blurry and my nose was runny.
My chest felt like it was tightened really really tight. I clutched my shirt and clenched my teeth trying to hold back my tears...
But i couldn't...
The warm droplets were wetting my cheeks. As it got harder to breathe, I chocked and tried to inhale.
As days passed, I felt numb.
I went to my favorite flower shop and sat down at an empty table. I sighed and looked out the glass window.
"What's the matter child?" Bri came up to me and gently placed her hand on my shoulder.
"My boyfriend took my virginity and broke up with me."
"Oh." Bri widened her eyes not expecting me to tell her so straightforward.
"I'm really sorry to hear that child." I shook my head.
"Its not your fault, it's my fault for being stupid." I sighed.
"Well you can't take your v card back no more. But you better watch out child. Keep an eye out for people and think outside the box. You're better than him and you should take advantage of that. Ignore him and do better with your life. Trust me."
I looked at Bri with a smile.
"Thank you Bri, I appreciate that." I slowly stood up and hugged her. She did the same and I closed my eyes.
I pulled away and took out my phone.
"Well it's time for me to go home now. Thanks again Bri."
"No problem honey."
I finally got home and there I saw my aunt.
Surprisingly, she was doing nothing but eating.
"Hey Iris!" She exclaimed.
I forced a smile and waved.
I saw her rolled her eyes and she closed the fridge.
"What's wrong?" She asks
"What do you mean?" I tilted my head.
"Something happened. And it isn't good. I know I wasn't here for you after all these years since your parents.... ahem. Anywho, what happened. I know you well Iris."
I looked down and gulped.
"My boyfriend took my virginity and broke up with me like nothing."
As I looked to the ground, I saw my aunt's foot. I looked up at her and she grabbed my shoulders.
"Girl, you are beautiful, take advantage of that. You deserve way better. Plus, if you are still hung up on him. Change."
"What do you mean change?"
I asked confused.
"Make him want you back. So bad that he'll do anything for you. Heck even to other guys if you like."
Aunt Rose looked at me with her blue eyes. Her short red hair reaching above her ears.
"I don't want to be like you Tia(aunt)."
"I'm not saying that you should, I just want to help you." She said.
I turned away.
"Thanks but no thanks." I then went to my room and locked myself in.
A few days passed and it was already the first day of school.
I got out of bed and got ready.
I went to school and went through my classes. Finally it was lunch. I grabbed my backpack and took out my car keys. I drove to Starbucks and got a pink drink.(I love this type of drink lol)
I grabbed some chips and pizza on the way back.
"Ugh, I need to stop eating a lot if I'm going to be in sports."
I made it back to school and sat at a table alone.
All of a sudden, my friends sat down with me and we started to chat.
"So Iris, how does it feel now that you lost your virginity?" A girl asks.
This is supposed to be between me and Greg, wtf.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Don't play dumb Iris, everyone in school knows that your a slut."
My eyes widen and I looked around. I saw mostly everyone eyeing me differently.
I looked at my "friends" and sighed. I shook my head ignoring everyone and poked my food.
"Don't ignore your friends iris!" She said with sarcasm.
I rolled my eyes and huffed.
"Leave me alone."
"Don't be a bitch." I looked up at them and smiled
"So what if I am."
She stared at me and looked away.
"Don't let her get to you Shay, she's all talk and no show."
The other girl said.
"You're right. A slut like her shouldn't even be alive. "
I giggled and shook my head.
All of a sudden, she pushed my shoulder tempting me.
"Don't touch me Shay." I warned her.
"Why not slut." She pushed my shoulder again.
"Do it again."
"Ugh, slut." She pushed me again and that was the last straw. I stood up, grabbed my plate and swinged it towards her face and all you heard was a loud 'THUD' throughout the cafeteria.
'Oohs' and 'eeehs' where heard.
"Que te dije pendeja!" I yelled.
She was holding her face crying.
"All you stupid Mexicans should get deported!" She screamed.
"Shut the fuck up trump's daughter."
I then grabbed her hair and pulled her down to the floor. I got on top of her and straddled her arms so she won't break free. I started punching her face. I didn't stop.
Her blood on my knuckles felt good. I didn't want to stop either. I smiled as I kept deforming her face.
"I said stop it Iris!"
A male teacher grabbed my arms and pulled me away from her. Not knowing the teacher was calling me out.
Geez, I was too focused on destroying her little face.
I didn't stop him. I calmly let him get a hold of me before I could do anything else more severe.
They said that I will be suspended for a week. I lay on my bed thinking about how everyone is fake. The thing I hated the most is that it was supposed to be a secret.
Everyone thinks that I'm a slut.
Why did Greg set me up like that...
A tear rolled down my check and I sighed.
"No I can't be weak." I wiped my tear and I Inhaled.
I have to do something about this...
Not thinking that I was going to admit it....
But I want my aunt's help...
"What's the matter?"
I called my aunt to come home. Surprisingly she did.
"I want your help. Tell me how to claim men and break their hearts. Make girls jealous and make boys want me."
My aunt smiled at me but then it turned to a frown.
"You don't have to do this iris."
She said. I shook my head.
"No, I do want to do this." I looked at her straight in the eye.
"Alright, I'll teach you everything then. But please be careful."
|| 1 year later
"My place at 10:30?"
"Sure." I smiled and caressed a random guy.
The male smiled at me and kissed me.
He then left and I fixed my hair.
I got out of the bathroom and went to my class.
" Park Iris, you're late."
I rolled my eyes.
"And you're not following the dress code." I sat on my desk and took out my notebook.
The teacher gave up knowing well that I won't do anything about it and continued her lesson.
Over last year, I kind of got a bit more thicker making me irresistible to guys.
I finally got home to my aunt.
"Iris, pack up because we're moving to Seoul."
She was excitedly packing up.
"By when do we leave?" I asked
"In two days." She replied.
"That fast?" I giggled.
To be honest, I didn't want to be in this town anymore.
Everyone hates me but it's okay.
I've fucked most of the guys in school and it's boring. Plus they all suck. They all have small ass dicks. Like the biggest was what, three inches. I was practically having them scissoring me.
(With condoms FYI, safe sex kids!"
<time skip because I'm too lazy lmao>
Today is the day where we finally go to Seoul. Me and my aunt were sitting down inside the plane. I grabbed my iPod and put on my favorite song by Camilla Cabello and Shawn Mendez called señorita.:)
I'm so In love with this song. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
<Time skip again>
"Alright Iris, pick a room and start organizing!" My aunt said. I nodded my head and looked around the house.
The apparent we got wasn't too big nor too small. I of course got the biggest room because why not.
I grabbed my things and started organizing things.
"Hey once you're done we're going to greet our neighbors." I rolled my eyes and nodded my head.
"Alright." I responded.
I've organized quite enough and went to the kitchen where my aunt was And she was on the phone.
She hung up and patted my shoulder.
"Alright let's go. Oh and bring a gift for them!" I nodded my head and grabbed the wrapped box.
We got out of our room and we stood in the hallway. I noticed that there was a plate with a paper inside. It read our names, "Park Iris and Park Rose"
To be honest, the hallway kind of scares me. The lights are too dim...
Me and my aunt walked to the next door beside us and knocked.
It was quiet for a moment until they finally opened the door.
The man who was standing on the door made me drool so damn hard.
His hair was wet and it seemed that he just got out of the shower.
"Hello! We're your new neighbors. We just moved in and we wanted to bring you a little something!"
My aunt said and looked back at me. But without me knowing, I was licking my lips as I scan him head to toe.
My aunt elbowed my waist snapping me out of my trance.
"Oh, yes the present. Here you go." I said smiling as I extended my arms out.
"Thank you." He said
As he got closer I smirked and walked forward.
"Oops!" I squelled as I purposefully accidentally tripped.
Getting my chance, I purposely threw myself at him wanting him to catch me.
I smirked knowing he's gonna catch me. I mean, who wouldn't save a girl?
"Are you okay?" The male asked.
Still shooked at what happened, I just nodded my head. This fucker didn’t catch me...
Without any help from him nor my aunt, I stood up.
"I'm sorry, here's your present." I said chuckling to hide my embarrassment.
"Thanks." He said and grabbed the present swiftly.
"I'll see you around!" I said before he closed the door on me.
I sighed as I remember his handsome face. I looked to the side of the door to see his name.
"Kim Taehyung." I smirked as I found my new prey.
"Don't do anything sToOpID Iris." My aunt commented.
"Don't worry, I won't!" I said and we went back in our apartment.
I hope you loviles liked this first chapter! I'm sorry if I made any mistakes ::>.<::
I will fix is as soon as I can but let me know what you think so far!:D