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Weekly Self Confidence Playlist

Hello fam!

Here are a few songs to help boost your spirits! Feeling good about yourself is what you want from selfcare. I know music and lyrics is what I love to create and listen to. Maybe you might find a positive message! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, YOU OWN THIS ISH, YOU ARE A BOSS, YOU GOT THE SAUCE, BE UNAPOLOGETICALLY YOU!!!

Alessia Cara "SCARES TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL"


Demi Lovato "Confident"


Lizzo "Juice"

Kris Wu "Juice"

Pink "So What"

Just don't start a fight like Pink says lol
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Two Dangerous Ch.6
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Six The next morning I made my way back to Han's seoul to talk to Code. Christian and Woo called me last night asking where I was. I ended up staying with Rick and John while I looked through the list of politicians John had mapped up for me. We all were doing our research, the part so necessary but so tedious. We all hated it but we were able to get the list narrowed down from forty five people to twenty two. Rick would join me later at the underground where I knew Sungbin liked to go to eat. A lot of politicians met up at the place to have meetings and I had already checked his schedule to see when he was going, thanks to John. I also faked a call to the assistant of the man that was supposed to be seeing him and told him I was his on call secretary and that the dinner meeting tonight was cancelled. I loved the fact that all of his favorite dishes were recorded; I had the perfect idea to make sure I got what I wanted. Rick was excited because he was going to be my sniper and the fact that the underground had private rooms made it all the better. The underground was sort of a fine dinning club; the club's real name was Plaza but it was nicknamed the underground because of all the shady deals that went on in the private rooms. It was super exclusive to get into and John was helping me to get my pass as a server in the restaurant so that I could get in. Of course once I was in, I was covering up my face and making my way to his room. I knew I'd have to at least pay off someone, so me keeping money from my crooked days made that a lot easier. I walked into Code's office and I saw him hard at work despite being stabbed in his shoulders. It was clear he was having trouble though, I felt bad deep down. I never wanted to hurt him but rules were always in place. Changmo was the one to teach me that, those who didn't follow the rules caused problems and those that caused problems had to either be punished or killed. Code was just lucky he was in a position where he wasn't supposed to be killed. Although, that didn't mean people wouldn't eventually try. I stepped further into his office, closing the door behind me and he looked up at me. He sighed and looked like he wanted to know what he did now. I took a seat on the arm of the chair that sat in front of his desk. I noticed the bloodied gauze in his trash can and the half emptied vodka bottle by the window. His wounds must've been stitched up the same way his bullet wound from the White Fangs me was. He leaned back in his chair to look at me and seemed to relax which must've given his shoulders some relief. "A second visit within twenty four hours, to what do I owe the pleasure?" He said. "I need you to get some things set in place for me." "Somethings? Sounds like you're back in the game. Did you take sides with Dong gab?" "Taking sides isn't my thing. Whoever I work for has my allegiance so long as they are loyal to me. Why do you think I changed my mind about Changmo?" "Because you got scared." He joked. I shot him a glare and he laughed. It was good to know that he could still be in such high spirits even after I had done what I had done. We were still friends though, I supposed he didn't care much that I had to do what I had to do. Fear wasn't what made me leave though, although there might of been something deep down inside of me that did fear Changmo. Admitting even a little fear would be problematic but at some point you either feared Changmo or you hated him, there wasn't much of an in between. Remember, I never loved Changmo we just took advantage of the fact that we were the opposite sex and extremely turned on by the violence. "Anyway," I said moving past his comment. He smiled as I continued," I had the idea to give Dong gab more power over the other gangs. It would place him on top again but that requires your place to remain neutral ground." "So what do you want me to do?" "Amp up security. Change the rules, no weapons allowed. Han's Seoul will officially be considered a no war zone." He laughed like that was ridiculous. "How do you think that will go down?" "Well if you're the only one in here with weapons and you hire people that check your visitors thoroughly it will go over well. People will have a problem in the beginning but something we've both learned from Changmo is that when rules are set in place they're meant to be followed and if they're not-" "You're punished or you die." "Exactly." I said. He sighed like agreeing to this was a big decision for him. If he was looking to get out then it might've been a big decision but I knew Code was comfortable where he was. He would get a little more authority than he already had but that also meant he had to put in more effort to maintain his rules. Code wasn't lazy and he didn't shy from violence but if he didn't have to be apart of it he was happier. Maybe the decision was big enough for him but if he considered the benefits behind it then he would understand that Han's Seoul was the center of keeping peace between the gangs. "How do you suppose I start this?" He asked. "You need to wait until Changmo is dead for one, then you need to send out a very formal invitation to all the gangs. Everyone has their territory marked up but with the death of Changmo, his gang will be in disarray and they need to move fast to either dismantle the group or to work with them. Get them to work together but make sure Changmo's legacy doesn't exist any more." "That's a large task. Do you really know what you're asking me?" "I know exactly what I'm asking and if I didn't think you couldn't handle it I wouldn't have suggested you do it. I'm going to tell Dong gab to speak with you, you're not to keep a thing secret from me Changmo," I stood up to head for the door, "I'd really hate it if you made me kill you." "That would make two of us." Even if he couldn't see it, I smiled. He called my name before I walked out and I looked back at him. "When this all ends--where will you be?" "What do you mean?" "You miss it, don't you? Deep down, this life was always meant for you. I can already tell how much you've reverted back to your old self. When you first came here, you went easy on me-" "I ran out of time." "No. You do the most damage possible with the time you have. There are two halves of you, both very dangerous but one more deadly than the other. Roo is a killer, an adrenaline junkie maybe but definitely a killer. The rapid transition you've made into your old self is almost complete, I doubt you can revert back to the life you were living when you finally catch up with Changmo." I turned to face him more. I felt like he was challenging me and I wanted to argue against him but I felt on some level he was right. After all, I had been having those same feelings recently. I was cunning enough to ambush Dong gab's facility with only the three of us and I was already setting up a new wave of the mob's empire. I was digging myself deeper into my past than I originally wanted and with every memory of killing Dong gab's soldiers and torturing Code I could taste the blood in my mouth like a lioness that had just caught her prey. I didn't feel like a monster; I felt like a huntress. The thought of seeing Changmo again was thrilling as well but it was almost a terrifying thrill, something deep inside of me was trying to pull me back like I had reigns. Something wanted me to stop, to let Dong gab have the kill. If I did that, then I could return to my life with Young Woo and Christian. I was in a situation where I wanted my cake and eat it too. I wanted the rush, the thrill, that amazing intoxication from this life but I wanted Christian and Woo. Christian wanted me to come back to them. Did Woo already suspect that I would revert back to my the old self? Facing Changmo again might be the straw that broke the camel's back. If I did get to kill him, I wondered if I would truly be able to enjoy his death or if I would have to do it fast enough that I would be unsatisfied by it. If I knew anything about myself it would be that if I was left unsatisfied I was going to do everything I could to remedy that factor. My eyes shifted to the ground for a moment and I leaned up against the door frame. I couldn't afford to linger at Han's Seol just in case I was seen. My face was covered and so was my tattoo but I still didn't want to take the risk of being seen again. "Why don't you just come back home Roo?" He asked. "Because Roo is dead," I said looking up at him, "and this isn't my home." I think it was fair to state I was in a bit of denial. Not just that but I was also a little annoyed about the realization that had been placed on me. I did like killing. I liked violence. I liked it far more than I let myself admit or realize. I had shocked Christian because of it. Did that mean my life was destined to stay this way? How did a good kid from a good family become such a trouble maker? I allowed myself to wander down such a dark path and I held no true interest in freeing myself. Was I just lying to myself this entire time? Woo and Christian couldn't live with me if I were to do this; if I stayed as dangerous as I was before, if I lived this life of crime and chaos they wouldn't be able to stand it. Two lives were on the line at this point: Yong Roo and Y/N Jackson. I was afraid of not knowing exactly who would survive in the end. I stopped by the house to take a shower and change so that I could get back to John and Rick. Christian was there working on his computer when I showed up. He jumped up from his seat throwing his computer on the couch and he came over to hug me. His hand ran down the back of my head as he pressed me against his chest. I could hear the relief in his sigh. I hugged him back but I was just a little confused. "Thank god you're okay." He said. I pulled away a little and looked up at him, "Of course I'm okay, why wouldn't I be?" I asked. "You didn't answer your phone last night and you didn't come home. We thought maybe you were working but we heard that the studio was shot up." "What!" I backed up and looked at him with wide eyes. My studio was ruined? My first thought was Dong gab but he wasn't stupid enough to do that. Not when he knew I still had leverage over him. His other wearhouses were rigged, so if I needed Rick or John to blow it down, we could do it remotely now. Don't get confused, I was efficent and very cunning. I had back up plans set in place in case my other plans fell through. However, if Dong gab wasn't the one to shoot up my studio who was? "You didn't know?" "Does this face look like I knew?" I snapped. "Then where were you?" He asked. "I can't tell you." "I know you asked me to trust you but how am I supposed to do that if you don't share anything with me and Woo?" Christian argued. "Oh I don't know maybe the same way you and Woo did your missions without telling me anything. I've been with you guys for two years, I've always told you the truth meanwhile you kept secrets from me too." "That's different-" "Why? Because you're the good guys? Don't flatter yourself Christian you maybe able to kill legally but a killer is still a killer. I asked you to trust me because I would have to keep these secrets until it was time for me to reveal the truth to you all. If I reveal too much to you then I can't protect you from what's to come." "We're supposed to be protecting you Y/N." He just wasn't getting it. I couldn't tell him anything. As long as they were left in the dark, whatever happened next they couldn't be blamed for it. If I was found out to be alive, if the public knew I was the ones to be pulling the strings and they knew about my plans I put them in a very compromising position with their boss. So long as I kept everything to myself, as long as they couldn't predict my next move or tell their boss what I was going to do next, my plans would stay on the right track. Staying on the right track also meant that I had to get other things set up. I sighed and placed my phone on the table. "Look I don't have time to argue about this. The sooner we deal with Changmo the sooner we can get back to normalcy in our lives." I said. "I don't think it will be that easy Y/N." "Sure it will, all we have to do is pretend like it never happened." "That maybe easy for you but it's not that easy for us Y/N. We love you, we want to be with you but there's so many things out in the open now. We can't just pretend it didn't happen." "Then that's your problem," I looked back at him from the bedroom door. "I can't guarentee I'll be home tonight so you'll have to call me if you need me for anything. I have some work I need to do. I just want to get this over with." I said. He called after me like he wanted to argue but I had walked off and started getting in the shower. Maybe Code was right, maybe I should just go back to the mob. It seemed like Christian was going to always let his mind linger on what he had learned and I just wasn't sure if Woo even wanted me around them anymore. Things had gotten complicated but I couldn't worry about that. I quickly washed up, changed and put my make up on. I made sure to cover my face again and I took the Camry to pick up Rick. I had to drop him off a few blocks away giving him enough range to not be seen at the top of the building with a gun. He was able to get a good look at the room I was supposed to be meeting Sungbin in. I showed up in the kitchen wearing the server uniform. I put in a text to John from my burner phone asking him to check into the security cameras by my studio. I gave him the address before I went inside. For most of my time there, I was working under a false name. Most of the people there didn't pay much attention to me. I wore contacts that made my eyes look hazel rather than the dark brown pools they already were. No one in there looked remotely familiar just yet but as the lunch rush turned into dinner time, there were some people I started to recognize. Most of them hadn't seen my face before but I knew them from their reputation. I had worked the whole shift like I was serving tables here regularly. So when the shift ended, I swiftly made accommodations to the staffs cooking ingredients. Then I made my way to the bathroom, changing my looks. I put red contact lenses in and slipped on a long black wig with bangs that covered up my eyes. I put on my black tank and jacket and let Rick know I was moving into position. When I got out of the bathroom, I slipped a waitress some extra money asking her to bring Sungbin's food to the room he wanted for his meeting. I wanted to be able to control who saw me and who didn't. Not to mention, if she was questioned later by police when she described me, she wouldn't have a description that matched the so called new server. The place had only a few cameras: two in the front, one to watch the entrance and one to watch the bottom dinning hall. There was one by the kitchen because the register was there and there was one in the back of the restaurant as well. Even though I came through the back way, the camera shouldn't have picked me up because I wore a scrambler when I came in. It disrupted the signal to the camera so it couldn't pick up my image as I walked by. It would just look like the camera glitched. Everything was set into place and I waited for Sungbin to enter. He was always so prompt, lucky for me. The waitress I bribed went in to take his order. She told me he made his order already and he was sipping on wine that she had brought him. He was so routine that everyone that worked there already knew what port to bring him and what he would be ordering. They knew he didn't care to wait for his company either, if they showed up while he was eating then they would speak while he ate. His routines and odd habits made him very predictable. Which was a dangerous thing for someone who dealt in the black market, patterns were a criminals downfall yet we all had them. Some things were unavoidable but Sungbin had OCD, he needed those patterns. Trust me, I did my research and even a refresher course the night I discovered his name on the list. He was on Changmo's watch list at one point; I was almost ordered to kill him. I gave Rick a call asking him if he had Sungbin in his sights but the curtains weren't drawn anymore so he couldn't get a good shot. That made it a little difficult but it was an easy fix. I went ahead and walked into the room and he looked up to see me. My mask was covering the other half of my face so he couldn't identify me. We never truly became acquainted before but I didn't want to run the risk of him seeing a picture of me and claiming he saw me. I had to be careful, that was always something burned into my head. "Who are you?" He asked. I had a small bag in my jacket pocket and a knife in the other in case it was needed. I didn't answer him right away I simply opened the curtains. He looked back at me appalled and demanded an explanation. I remained silent as I took a seat in the available chair in front of him. The room was small and cozy, the lights were warm and the sun had set now so I could see the living city lit up by lights behind him. He swallowed tensely and said, "Who sent you?" I smiled behind the mask and said, "I came here for some information." The list that John made for me was in my pocket. I had it in the small bag and pulled it out along with a pen. I unfolded the paper and handed it to him and placed the pen on the table between us. I passed the paper over to him and he looked it over before looking at me. "What is this?" He asked. "Don't you know a list when you see one?" "A hit list?" "Not exactly." "Then why?" "That's my business. I just want you to look at the list. Look at it very carefully and mark off anyone's name that you know works for Changmo." His eyes narrowed and his hand held the wine glass in his hand a little tighter. His jaw stiffened a bit and I saw a glint of uncertainty in his eye. "Did Taeil send you?" He asked. I chuckled behind the mask. It was in Taeil's style to send someone else to do his bidding. I was only mildly interested in what he might've done for Taeil to possibly put him on his hit list. I didn't answer him though I just stared back at him and that made him all the more nervous. "If he was unhappy with the product he didn't need to send an assassin after me." He said. He drank from his wine glass in large gulps until it was empty. He seemed like more of a coward than I expected but he calmed himself and looked at the paper. He looked like he was contemplating whether or not to do as I asked. He placed the paper down and started to shuffle in his pants. I could already tell what he was doing, so I held the signal up for Rick to be ready to show the light of his gun on me despite it being fixed on Sungbin previously. "I wouldn't do that if I were you." I warned. He held his gun out but saw the light pointed on me soon disappearing when I gave Rick another hand signal. He turned towards the window to see that the light was coming from outside and that it was now fixed on him as he looked at his chest. He shook his head and I reached over to take the gun from him. "Thanks I needed a new toy anyway." I chuckled. "What do you want with Changmo?" He asked as he turned back to me. "That's my business. I just want the names of the ones that work for him." "You think by just asking I'm going to give you what you want? Crossing Changmo is just as stupid as crossing Taeil." "How would he know? Unless of course you tell him. You have a great deal of affairs in the black market; tell me, do you think the NIS would start looking into you if they found some footage of you dealing with some shady characters?" He smiled at my challenge now. He came at me with a cockiness like he knew damn well there were no cameras around when he did his dealings. If he believed that he was far more foolish than I thought, there were always cameras around, our phones were easily hacked into there was always someone watching. Even my burner phone could be traced, it was just unlikely it would linked directly back to me. Before we could continue, the waitress I had bribed walked in and placed his food before him. He slipped the paper away so she couldn't see what we were discussing. The waitress looked at me and asked if I wanted anything and I shook my head. I gave her another sum of money in front of him and put my finger to my covered up lips like I was telling her to keep the secret. She looked at him for a second and nodded before she left and closed the door behind her. I locked the door just to make sure we weren't interrupted again. He looked at his food for a second and then stopped. "Pay anyone else, did you?" He asked I smiled at him even if he couldn't really tell and I walked over to his plate. I grabbed a fork and took food off his plate with it and placed in my mouth. I gave him a good view of my neck so he could see when I swallowed his food. There was a bit of a smirk on his face as he realized that I hadn't poisoned his food. I sat back down in front of him. "As you can see it's safe for you to eat. Poison is traceable and having to pay off so many people to add it to your food with no guarentee you'd actually it is just a waste of money and time. You were wrong about me Sungbin. I'm not an assassin. Assassin's merely find their mark and kill them. They don't ask for information." I explained. He started putting food into his mouth while he used his empty hand to crumple up my paper. He gave me a smirk now like he had the advantage. He realized me killing him wasn't to my advantage and having him shot down by Rick without being threatened or having my information was useless. However, he was severely underestimating me. He tossed the crumpled paper at me like he was insulting me and I caught it with one hand. I started at him, my red eyed contacts giving him a devilishly piercing look from behind my bangs. I slowly reopened the paper and said, "You see, assassin's rarely do their homework and if they do it's only to find out where their target is most likely to be and how guarded they are. Me on the other hand I look deeper. Like at the fact that you have an eight year old daughter named Eunji," His eyes flitted up from his plate to me and the sudden look of fear returned to his eyes. He stopped eating and set his fork down slowly as if he were ready to listen to me. I smoothed out the paper as I continued, "She's a very bright student. She seems very ignorant to what you do behind the scenes but then again most of the general public is. However, people like me dig even deeper than that. We search for patterns, friends, weaknesses," my eyes now flitted up from the paper to give him a menacing glare. He started to make noise with his throat as if something were caught in it. He gave a cough or two and looked at me in horror,"for example, your nature for routine makes your moves quite predictable. You order the same meal from the same restaurant, you arrive on time and drink the same port. I even looked into your medical history, " He coughed again and his hand wrapped around his throat. I stood up and walked over to him bending over him as I moved his plate and placed the paper on the table again. I set the pen on the paper and said, "Particularly that you're highly allergic to peanuts. So of course the cooks here would know to never cook your food in peanut oil right?" I laughed, "You see, poisoning you would spark too many questions enough but exchanging the vegetable oil that they cook your sides in for peanut oil sounds like an unfortunate accident." I pulled out the bag I had the pen in and revealed the EpiPen I had brought with me. His throat was closing up and he was struggling to breathe, turning colors even. I shook the EpiPen in front of his face and made him look at me as I smiled. "You'd think you'd be smart enough to carry one of these with you incase of an emergency but oh well. Now, you do have a choice, you can give me what I want or your can die right here. Who's going to question a death by allergic reaction?" He tried to reach for the pen and I pulled it away, "Are you going to give me what I want?" He nodded as best as he could and I went ahead and gave him the dose from his EpiPen. I could only imagine what Rick was thinking as I did this. Sungbin tried to relax as the EpiPen settled into his body. It took several minutes until he was just breathing correctly, the sound of wheezing was finally gone after about twenty minutes. He returned to a normal color and his eyes stopped watering. I grabbed him by the hair pushing his head into the list and demanded him to do as I had asked before. He quickly picked up the pen and started going over the list, circling names of people that worked for Changmo. When he was finally finished, I thanked him and headed for the door before I stopped and said, "Oh and I would keep this just between us because if Changmo gets wind of this, I'll send you a video of me torturing your daughter before he can kill me." I saw him swallow in shock and panic. I giggled as I unlocked the door leaving him in his dazed state while he recovered from his extreme reaction. I had no real desire to hurt his child and, if it came down to it, I might only attempt to scare him by sending him a video of me watching her just to make sure he minds his tongue. If I had to punish him for his loose lips, it would be more beneficial for me to kill him but I've learned that men with families are more likely to behave when you threaten their innocent loved ones rather than them. They'd willingly give their lives for their children but they were less likely to risk their children's lives for their evil deeds. I stripped myself of my wig and as I headed to the car and changed my clothes in the front seat before I took my contacts out. I texted Rick to let him know I was on my way to get him and swung by the building I dropped him off at, picking him up in the back alley way. "Get what you were looking for?" He asked. "Yup." "Now what?" "Now--it's time to prepare for war." I looked at Rick and he smiled at me just as thrilled by the idea as I was. There was also this deep energy within me that was ready to explode. I was getting closer to my reunion with Changmo than I realized. I dropped Rick off at his place and used my burner phone to text Dong gab a copy of the list of Changmo's men. I told him they were the people he needed to either get rid of or recruit once Changmo was dead. I was also getting ready to set up the conflict between Changmo and Dong gab. It was time to make him come after the White Fang, at the same time I was setting it up for Christian and Woo to get the NIS to swarm in. I was killing every bird with one stone I just needed it to work. I stopped by my studio to see the damage. The glass was shattered all on the floor. There was police tape surrounding it, Woo or Christian must've handled it for me so that the police wouldn't bring me in. Christian was starting to lose faith in me I could tell but Woo was too hard for me to read at this point. I wasn't sure if he trusted me at all or was setting up a trap from me later himself. I thought about all of that as I walked through the studio. They had destroyed some of my art pieces as well. As I looked at the damage, I noticed that the glass looked like it was in a pattern. I stepped back and stared at it until I could finally make out what it said: Devil. "Changmo." I breathed. "Hey Roo." The voice startled me as I whipped around. I pulled out the gun I had taken from Sungbin and held it up. The rush of adrenaline now felt like a wave that had overcome me and I was completely out of control. I could feel myself shaking, my heart was pumping harshly. In the smoothest suit known to man, Changmo stood in the doorway of my backroom. He had one hand in his pocket and a certain smile on his face. I had the opportunity to show no mercy and pull the trigger, to kill him and end this all now and yet... I couldn't.... Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97
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영화 속 현실이 코앞으로? 정부가 오늘 코로나19 대응 위기경보를 최고 단계인 심각 단계로 격상했다. 심각 단계를 발령한 것은 2009년 신종인플루엔자 사태 이후 11년 만이다. 한편, 몇일새 확진자가 폭증하면서 국민들의 우려가 갈수록 높아지고 있는 가운데, ‘감염’을 소재로 만들어진 과거 영화들이 역주행 하고있다. 바이러스 확산 우려로 외출을 꺼리면서 영화관 대신 온라인 동영상 스트리밍 서비스로 집에서 시간을 보내는 시청자가 급격하게 늘고 있기 때문이다. 국내 영화에서는 한국 영화 최초로 바이러스의 감염 공포를 다룬 영화 <감기>가 재조명되고 있다. 영화는 평소 가볍게 받아들였던 감기라는 질병이 인류의 생존을 위협하는 치명적인 바이러스가 될 수도 있다는 점을 모티브로 제작됐다. 놀랍게도 현재 중국 우한에서 벌어지고 있는 상황들이 영화 속 대한민국의 현실과 맞닿은 점이 아주 인상적이다. 또한, 극한의 상황에 치달으며 식료품을 확보하기 위한 갈취 또는 폭동을 일으키는 인간의 이기심이 그려지면서 이번 코로나19 양상에서 드러난 현시점의 모습들을 연상시키고 있다. 영화 <감기>속 이야기를 따라가 보며 더 큰 재난사태에 미리 대비해 보는 건 어떨까. 더 자세한 내용은 <아이즈매거진> 링크에서
Self Care Tips From BTS Plus Self Care and BTS Giveaway
Hello fam! So much has happened! We are growing in numbers with members. Plus we have gained a new editor! I'm super excited! We all know that BTS are huge supporters of self care and self love! Like...they did do an entire album and concept called Love yourself and our President Namjoon brought it up at his huge speech. So let's dive into some self care tips from BTS. Tip 1: TRUE LOVE FIRST BEGINS WITH LOVING MYSELF This is so true. No one can love anyone genuinely before loving themselves. This can be a challenge due to how much media tells us unconsciously to not be satisfied with ourselves. Love your flaws and accept who you are. Nothing is wrong with self improvement but remember no one is perfect. Tip 2: "MAYBE I MADE A MISTAKE YESTERDAY, BUT YESTERDAY’S ME IS STILL ME. TODAY, I AM WHO I AM WITH ALL OF MY FAULTS AND MY MISTAKES. TOMORROW, I MIGHT BE A TINY BIT WISER, AND THAT WILL BE ME TOO.” Speaking of self-improvement this quote is spot on. Don't be afraid to be the best version of yourself and don't beat yourself up for making mistakes. What was done yesterday is done, but we can make change for tomorrow based upon what we learned from yesterday's mistakes. IT IS NEVER TOO LATE OR ANYTHING WRONG WITH STARTING OVER! Tip 3: "I HAVE COME TO LOVE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM, FOR WHO I WAS, AND FOR WHO I HOPE TO BECOME.” It also helps to have self reflection as you grow by looking at your past self to see how much you have grown. Just because you are happy with your present self doesn't mean you don't want to continue to grow and or have any future goals. Love your past, present, and future self all in one. I know I can't wait to become my future self! However, I'm thankful for my past self and the lessons she has and will teach my present self. Giveaway Rules and Set up! The self-care and BTS community has teamed up to promote self love and self care. As you know BTS has done this recently with their vacation. The rules are simple. Must follow all rules to be considered for the grand prize of a small self care package including a surprise BTS item. Rules 1. Create a Card on how you would spend a self care day with your Bias from BTS 2. Submit to BTS and Self Care Community 3. In the Title make sure to state the card is for the Giveaway (e.g. Namjoon Spa Day Adventure: BTS Self Care Giveaway) 4. Must submit on time. The Deadline is next Wednesday 9/26/19 EST time 11:59pm. 5. Must be an active member of the BTS and self care community. That means you have to at least posted 3 cards in both communities over the time you joined the communities. THE MOST CREATIVE CARD WILL WIN!!! The announcement of the winner will be that Friday. The winner will be contacted via DM and must respond within 24 hours of the announcement of the winner. Make sure to check group chat and the community for the announcement of the winner. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THOSE CARDS!!
Never Thought It Was Possible Chapter 5
One-shot series but I have too many groups I love, please comment which boy group would you like me to write: Monstax, 2pm, Got7, 17, etc. The most likes will be the winner. Deadline is August 19. ************************************************************* if you don't want to be tagged or if you do, just comment below. Uploading every Monday. Chapter 1: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2166390 Chapter 2: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2168737 Chapter 3: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2171427 Chapter 4:https://www.vingle.net/posts/2183374 ************************************************************************** Recap: As I'm feeling Kris's hand that's holding my knee gradually descending, my hands are feeling his back and wandering to the front. I hear the doorbell ringing and I freeze. Kris keeps kissing my neck and going lower. I hear the door knob trying to open the door and then I hear a key sliding in, making that jiggling noise keys do. I push Kris a little bit to get his attention and he looks up at me. I point at the door and say, "Help me clean up, hurry!" I look at my wardrobe and see it's disheveled, I run my hands to fix it, but it's too late. I'm face to face with ... ************************************************************* "What's going on here?" says an older version of me. She puts her purse on the counter of the kitchen and rests both hands on her hips. Locking eyes on Kris. "Hey, Mami! What are you doing here?" I nervously glance at Kris and back to my mom and my wardrobe. I smooth my clothes, already knowing what my mom is thinking, might as well try to look decent for the upcoming lecture I'm sure will come. "I came to check on my irresponsible daughter to see if she died because I haven't received a phone call since she landed. Who's this?" her eyes conveying interest but her eyebrows are drawned down, giving her a look of disapproval. I point at him and introduce my mom to him. "This is Kris. Kris, this is my mom, Eve." I stand closer to my mom. My mom lifts an eyebrow at Kris's outstreched hand. "Hello, ma'am. My name is Kris Wu and I'm trying to court your daughter, but she keeps refusing my affection." Kris gives me a side-glance, smiling at me. My mother grabbed his hand, "I flew non-stop from Korea to surprise her and she didn't give me a warm welcome. I'm trying really hard and I wanted to get her approval before I asked yours." Kris leans over to kiss my mother's hand like a prince. My mother's face relaxes to a surprised but warm smile. Her eyebrows raised and a motherly smile on her lips. "That was some introduction," she glances at Kris. "You're off the hook, but you," she turns to me. "are in big trouble." "I'm sorry, I was so tired from the flight and by his surprise visit that I haven't called anyone." I lied. It's been a few days since I came back but with the photoshoot and Kris's unexpected visit, it's understandable that I'd forget to call my mother, right? My mother nods accepting my lie, even though I feel bad, I don't want her to feel bad. She walks over to my fridge and pulls it open. Surprise lit her face. Probably expecting to see an empty fridge, which if she came earlier she would not be surprised. "Jinny, did you guys eat? I see that you have food but I see no meals prepped." She tilts her head looking at me, after nodding, she starts grabbing ingredients. I grab Kris's hand and pull him to the hallway, "My mom will probably interrogate you if you stay. You can go and wait until I give you the green light to come back, if you want?" I look up to see his eyes. "You look like a baby-faced version of your mother. If I wasn't interested in you, I'd probably go for your mom." I smack his arm and he laughs. "Nah, I want to stay so that I can know more about you. Since, you're not willing to share, I bet your mother would. Funny embarrassing stories." He wriggles his eyebrows up and down, making me want to hit him harder. I shake my head and say over my shoulder, "It's your funeral." I walk back to the kitchen and help my mother cook. I glance back and see Kris grabbing his carry-on bag and rifling through it. I didn't even know he brought it with him. My view is obscured once I walk into the kitchen. My mother points at the vegetables and I know what I have to do since I've been cooking since I was 17. ********************************************************** After my mother leaves, giving me a peck on the cheek and a look that signifies that she's going to have a real long talk with me, we head to the sofa. He grabs my waist and plops down, bringing me down on his lap. His breath near my ears causes a shiver down my back. "I'm in love with your mother." I lay back hard causing him to wheeze-laugh. "I mean, her cooking...if I marry you that means I can have her cooking everyday." My head slightly turns and I say, "Are you trying to say that I'm not a good cook? As far as I know, all you did was cut up onions and not very well done, either." I smirk, "No wonder you're so skinny..." I giggled and squealed before finishing my sentence because Kris started a tickle fight. After a few seconds, I'm under him, breathless. His face full of mirth eclipses to one of hunger. I instantly recognize the look and I tense up because of the vulnerable position I'm in. His hand grabbing both of my wrists above my head and his body in between my open spreaded legs. Although I want him, I don't want to give it to him. I don't even have the title of girlfriend in public or in private. Although he's given hints, he's never really asked. Plus, his members would be affected if we went public. He must've sensed my internal battle because he let my wrists go and rested his head on my chest like earlier in the day. "Can we stay like this and sleep here? You're bed isn't big enough for the both of us and tomorrow, I have to go back after I do an interview in the afternoon." Kris asks quietly. "Ok, we still have a few hours til bedtime. You want to do something or go out?" He shakes his head no, rubbing his face on my chest, my nerves electrified by the movement. Takes me a moment to calm down and focus on our conversation. "Well, I need a shower," A cold shower, "and get the sofa prepared and we can watch a movie on my tv, does that sound good?" He gets off me and helps me to stand up. His right hand reaches his back pocket and brings his hand clenched towards my face. He unclenches his hand and a necklace hangs from his middle finger. On the necklace there's a K and a Key. "Wow, it's so pretty, is this for me?" I asked breathlessly. One hand in front of my lips and the other one reaching for the necklace. "Of course, its for you. You think I'd wear something like this?" I nod, his eyes widen. "If it was a concept for the music video or photo shoot." My eyes still locked on the necklace, my hands touching it. He chuckles and shakes his head. "You are so unpredictable, that's what I love about you." His eyes softening. I look up and see his eyes, the love that's there. My heart flutters. He leans towards me and I close my eyes. I feel something cold around my neck and open my eyes. His face is near mine but his eyes are focused on clasping the necklace around my neck. I blush. He finishes and without moving his head. His eyes meet mine and I feel my face burning hot. I see him smirk and look at my lips. His finger rests on the side of my chin and pushes it towards him. I breathe out shakily and his voice comes out breathlessly, as affected as I am, "You have the cutest face when you're expecting a kiss and when you get embarrassed. I can't wait until I have you trembling in my arms with need that only I can fulfill, when that day comes, I will make you mine." Before even responding, he gives me a mindblowing kiss that started a blaze of need that settled in my lady parts. Before I could even react, he lets me go and grabs his bag and takes it in with him in the bathroom. My knees buckle and I land on my sofa, shaking my head. This man is dangerous. All it takes is a kiss and my judgement flies out the window. I can see in my mind's eye that I'm throwing myself in his arms with wild abandon in the throes of passion and then reality douses me with the repercussions of that passion. Me, being abandoned after he gets what he wants or worse, having a baby that isn't wanted by him. I stand and walk into the kitchen and get a pitcher of water and pour a glass of water. I chugg it to calm myself and prepare myself for the onslaught of his nearness that will have me doubting my resolve of keeping things chaste. As he steps out of the bathroom, a pair of basketball shorts hanging dangerously low on his hips. His hair dripping wet crystals down his chest and lower. I avert my eyes and grab my toiletries and clothes and step in and lock the door. *************************************************************** We are settled in the sofa, this time I'm settled next to his body. My head resting on his arm and his arm resting across my waist. Our bodies are facing the TV, watching a Korean Movie. During the movie, I feel my eyes drooping. I look over my shoulder and see Kris already asleep. I lean forward to grab the remote on the coffee table and shut off the TV. I place the blanket, that's around our legs, closer to our waist level. Kris's body heat is enough to keep me warm but I'm not sure if I'm enough for him. I turn towards his body, placing my head on his chest and I feel him embrace me. I hear his heartbeat pulse steadily, bringing me to a lull and I feel the darkness surround me and fall into a blissful dream. The next morning isn't so blissful and I'll tell you why, once I try to reassure Kris and calm him down. ***************************************************************************** Please READ my Intro!!!!!! I need your help!!!!! If you want to be tagged or untagged, please comment below. 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5 Celebrities Who Overcame Depression (And What You Can Learn)
A lot of people see celebrities as untouchable. That just isn't the case. Everyone experiences highs and lows. Nobody is impervious to the horrors of depression, but if these people are any indication, there is always hope! Take a look at some celebrities who have kicked depression's ass, and see how you can too. 1. Demi Lovato It's no secret that Demi has struggled with body image, self-harm and depression, but she uses her story as a testament to strength. She uses her music as a platform for positivity and her song, "Sky Scraper" is dedicated to those experiencing the same struggle. Demi checked herself into a treatment facility for bulimia, anorexia and bi-polar disorder. She experienced manic episodes and had a hard time adjusting to fame, but through her struggle she discovered she could help others. What you can learn: Demi preaches the "stay strong" mentality, and even has it tattooed on her wrists. Above all else if you can get through the next minute, next hour, next day, you will thank yourself because nothing on this earth is worth taking your life, or succumbing to depression. You will persevere. 2. John Hamm It may appear that Mr. Don Draper himself isn't lacking in the confidence department, but you'd be surprised. He is a testament to the fact that you never know what's happening inside of people's minds. His depression stemmed from the loss of his parents. He realized that there were options for him though, which is a great thing to learn from. He also learned to have no shame...because it's not something to hide. What you can learn: Sometimes professional help is really the best option. Work with a therapist, psychiatrist...whatever. Get some perspective, because you are NEVER as alone as you think. This is something I should take into account as well. 3. Pete Wentz The Fall Out Boy bassist has had a pretty public struggle with depression. I understand his guilt for being happy. That is something that people who are depressed never fully understand. Happiness does not have a price. When you're dealing with heavy things you feel like you owe the world for your success, your triumph. That's what depression does. What you can learn: Wentz found a fantastic creative outlet in his lyrics. He channeled his negative energy into creating some of the biggest pop-rock hits of this generation, and honestly people connected with him because of it, and in turn he felt less alone. Find something you feel safe doing, and do it. Putting your struggle out there is the first step to getting better. Because there are probably a million others just like you. 4. Lady Gaga Mother Monster has made herself a champion of positivity, but everyone has dark days. Her biggest struggle occurred at the end of 2013 when she couldn't perform because of hip issues. She then revealed during an Art Rave concert in London that she was on medication for depression. She wanted the audience to know that it's okay, and you shouldn't be ashamed of it. What you can learn: Gaga said that depression doesn't take away your talents. Often when we're feeling down we think that we're not worth anything. We feel like we have nothing to offer, and that's not true. It's easy for us to hate ourselves, the harder path is to love. It takes longer, it makes us think harder, but once that acceptance comes it will be a wonderful thing. 5. J.K. Rowling The most successful modern author on the planet had some hard times before her success. Her marriage dissolved after two years and it threw her into a tailspin. She lost her job and was working trying to support her children. She didn't see any hope, until she started working on Harry Potter What you can learn: Never say never. It doesn't matter what failures arise, you can get through them. By finding something to live for, like a story, a person or even some distant possibility, you will find your way back to happiness. Imagine if she had given up, where would we all be? We wouldn't have the beautiful Harry Potter stories, and an entire generation of people would have grown up completely differently. You will make an impact. You just have to give yourself the chance!
Never Thought It Was Possible Chapter 6
If you don't want to be tagged or if you do, just comment below. Uploading every Monday. Chapter 1: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2166390 Chapter 2: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2168737 Chapter 3: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2171427 Chapter 4:https://www.vingle.net/posts/2183374 Chapter 5: https://www.vingle.net/posts/2187101 ************************************************************************** Recap: We are settled in the sofa, this time I'm settled next to his body. My head resting on his arm and his arm resting across my waist. Our bodies are facing the TV, watching a Korean Movie. During the movie, I feel my eyes drooping. I look over my shoulder and see Kris already asleep. I lean forward to grab the remote on the coffee table and shut off the TV. I place the blanket, that's around our legs, closer to our waist level. Kris's body heat is enough to keep me warm but I'm not sure if I'm enough for him. I turn towards his body, placing my head on his chest and I feel him embrace me. I hear his heartbeat pulse steadily, bringing me to a lull and I feel the darkness surround me and fall into a blissful dream. The next morning isn't so blissful and I'll tell you why, once I try to reassure Kris and calm him down. ***************************************************************************** I woke up first and lifted my head to see peacefully sleeping, so I got out of his embrace, careful not to wake him. I went to the bathroom to do my morning ritual of brushing my teeth, face, and putting moisturizer. I know that if I took a shower, I might wake him up. I'll just prepare breakfast and take one after he wakes. I tiptoe across the living room where Kris is sleeping in and step in the kitchen. I grab bread and put it in the toaster. I open the fridge carefully and grab 6 eggs, cheese, ham, and some veggies. I start the stove to high and put a pan filled with 3 tablespoon of oil and turn to the counter to start cutting and dicing the veggies. I crack open the eggs and scramble it inside a bowl and add the veggies. I cut the ham in small pieces and throw it in the bowl. I grab the toast and put it on a plate. I pour the bowl into the pan and start to fry the eggs. After it's thoroughly cooked, I put it on the plate with the toast. I go to my coffee maker and make a Cuban espresso and I make a hot chocolate for me. I put the plate of food and espresso on the counter where the high chair is located. I leave my cup next to his plate. I go to the living room and see Kris is not there. I go to the bathroom and knock. I hear him grunt. I giggle. Not a morning person, is he? "Hey, breakfast is served, so if you don't want it to be cold, you should hurry up," I said. I hear another grunt and I walk back to the kitchen to make some toast for myself. Once I finished slathering the toast with butter, he steps in. He's wearing a light gray hoodie and pale blue jeans. "Smells good," he walks behind me and hugs me from behind. "Just like you." "Your food is going to get cold," I said while blushing. He lets go and sits across from me and starts digging in. I hear noises of approval since he's shoveling the food in his mouth. I smile and sip my hot chocolate and finish off my toast. I hear the doorbell ring and he looks up at me, inquisitive. I put my hand up so he won't get up. I walk to the door and peek out. No one's there. I open the door and I look around. I look down and see a magazine inside a gift basket. I pick it up and take it to the living room. I open the gift basket and pull out a wine bottle of Lambrusco and some tickets to a Gala and a magazine that features Daniel and another model. I put the magazine on the table and look at what other stuffs in there. I hear Kris enter and sit down on the floor and picks up the magazine. I read the date of the Gala is tonight at 7pm and it's a formal event. Meaning nice formal dresses and tuxedos. I'm excited to ask Kris to come with me, when I turn around to face him, he's standing up and glaring at me. I shivered of apprehension from the sight of his face. "What's wrong? Why you mad?" I said in a fearful voice, my voice cracks at the end of my question. He pulls me up by my arms and says, "Is this what you want? You want the world to know how easy you are," my eyes widen. "What are you talking about? I-" I couldn't finish my sentence because Kris smashed his lips against mine. I feel him tremble and I take him and all his anger, trying to soothe him. After a few heartbeats, he lets go and rests his forehead against mine. His chest is heaving up and down and breathing rapidly. In a small voice, I said, "What did you see that made you so upset?" I look up and see he's wrestling with his emotions to be in control. He steps away from me and runs a hand through his hair and points at the magazine. I pick it up and look through until I land on my face peering at me. The topic that I posed for was for the wedding night most women dream of. The only thing that may be construed as easy is the article and positions to reach a climax. "Do you think that applies to me? They just need some good visuals for the article. Are you for real tripping over this? Some of your photo shoots are similar to these," I walk to him and gently put my hand on his forearm. He doesn't jerk my hand off which I take it that he's calmed down. I step in front of him and grab his face with both my hands. He looks at me and he bites his lip. After a few moments of exchanging glances, he sighs. "I'm sorry," he says while grabbing my hands from his face and pulling me towards him in an embrace. He snuggles his face in the crook of my neck and kisses it gently. "I forgive you but don't jump to conclusion like that again, it really hurt my feelings when you said that," I said, pushing my body away from his so he knows that I'm serious. He nods and snuggles back in. "I'm willing to forgive you fully if you accompany me to a Gala this evening," I said. "I wish I could but after my interview, I have to fly back to New York for a concert," He tightens his arms and then lets go completely. "Do you want to fly with me for the concert?" he says with a flirtatious smile. I think about it. If I go with him, I can't be with him while he's getting ready and during the performance, he won't see me and after the concert, he'll be too tired to hang out with me because he'll have to board the plane to South Korea. We would both be exhausted and tired when we return home. I shake my head and say what I was thinking and he assures me he won't be tired. I know he's just saying that to make me go but my practical side is telling me not to go. "I really would like to go with you but we both know the truth and I would rather be watching your performance on the TV, free from sweaty-screaming-fangirls." I smile and he does too. He nods. I walk him to the front door where he picks up his carry-on bag. I open the door and I see a black sedan waiting in my driveway. I glance at Kris and he waves to the car. The chauffer steps out of the car and walks over to us. He adresses Kris and I in a very detached professional greeting and grabs Kris's bag and stows it in the trunk and gets back in the car. "So, you called ahead, I'm assuming?", looking for confirmation. He nods, "I didn't want you to drive me there and have to drive back home." I shake my head at his statement and I say, "If I could stay with you for a few hours driving you to your interview, I wouldn't have minded the drive back home." I pout. "Well, if that's what you want," he rests his index finger on my lips while he's talking to me, "then I'll tell him to go." I bite his finger, not enough force to injure him but to shock him. "Hey!" says Kris. "Don't make this man go to the trouble of coming here and not pick you up. He wouldn't get paid." I said a bit reprimanding in my voice. He pouts and nods. I stand on my tippy toes and encircle my arms around his neck and lean my body against his. "I'll miss you, text me when you get to the interview and the concert," giving him butterfly kisses all over his face. "I just want to make sure that you are still alive after being bombarded with fangirls and reporters." He embraces me tightly and kisses me profoundly, leaving me breathless when he lets go. He heads over to the car door and blows a kiss and gets in. The car backs out of my driveway and down the street. Once it's out of view, I walk back in the house and look at the magazine. I pull out my pictures and put it in the coffee table drawer. I make a mental note of what the gift basket has: a 500 gift card to a brand store, wine, Gala tickets, magazine, assorted chocolates, and a Thank You card from Ricky and the gang. I think about the Gala and I pick up the tickets, I read over the fine print and it says I can bring a plus one and what the dress code is. I'm thinking about who to bring, excluding Kris, when my phone pings. I go grab my phone from the floor and look at the sender. I have an epiphany on who to bring to the Gala tonight. ************************************************************** Can you guess who's coming to the Gala? If you want to be tagged or untagged, please comment below. 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🎵 RM Mondays 🎵
Hello ARMY! This week the BTS ARMY team and I will be bringing you our favorite solo songs for each member ♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡ One of my favorite RM solo songs is... "Do You" from his mixtape... released in 2015 https://youtu.be/0XAxf8aFtL4 What is your Favorite RM solo song? Let me know in the comments :) see ya'll Wednesday ♡ The taglist is only for the "BTS ARMY TEAM" BTS ARMY TEAM: @Yugykookie97 @DefSoul1994 @MelissaGarza @cns1391 @jiminsnooder BANGTAN'S ARMY TAGLIST: @AbbyRoscoe @AddictedtoKPOP @Addixtion @adritae @AgentLeo @AhensaAdel @AkiraMarie13 @AlenaSegura @AliceTetsuya @aliendestina @Alpha95 @AraceliJimenez @ashrose33 @AsystolinaTawan @awkwardjazzy @AmbieB @Airamatheah @ARMYaki16  @AngelaDarkness @animani @arihana @aRMy94 @B2STJYDHDK @babysanchez1253 @Badtz @Baekyeol297 @170cme @bantanella @BeeTeeS @BreHolmes @BTSxEXO @btstrash15 @cathysanchez157 @ChandraTorres @Changkyunie @cherriblossom17 @Choijiah @cns1391 @ColorMeKihyun  @ChristinaCovert  @DaintySoul @DefSoul1994 @destiny1419 @DejaunaeSiders @Eli20 @emilyrivera21 @EvilGenius @EvodiaEbraheem @glorias463 @Gracielou0717 @hayoungforever @Helixx @hopesforsuga711 @HopeYoongi @Hskswife @hyqtpie @Heol25 @ImHayley @imiebegay14 @InfiniteKiss @inuyashagal @iraVVIP @IrishCabacungan @jadmarie4567 @Jaerinn @JasminMartinez @JaxonB @JenGambale @jenissa711 @JerannethaBroug @jiminakpop @JJiBin @JohnEvans @Josyy7AshleiRyals @KarenGuerra93 @karinamiranda81 @kee1999kee @KenyaMendoza @kimnam94  @Kpoplover2016 @kristendmh @Kyokeo @KeraDelatorre @KeraDelatorre @KpopMonster @LacyTanner @LemonLassie @LinnyOk @LiyahBoon @lopleaf19 @lop0929 @loverofkpop @luna1171 @luvella18 @LynetteXuan  @laurenkim3 @LostMage @maddsanzen @MakaylaAtkins @MamaNini @MayraCastro @MelissaGarza @merryjayne13 @MistressSiren @MsLoyalHeart  @MidajahRodrigue @nykechun @parktaemi @pharmgirlerin @Pickles440 @primolin123 @QueenPandaBunny @RKA916 @sarahdarwish @SarahMoniva @Seera916 @selfishmachines @ShannonSaysHey @shellyfuentes70 @shisuschrist @StefaniTre @simpsonsamantha @SindyHernandez @StephanieDuong @StephaniePoore @strawberrylover @strawberrymintl @SugaKookieV @sukkyongwanser @SunnaWalo @SweetDuella @sweetnothing34 @Swhitta @sinnernIknowit @Sugasadamsapple @SabaFishy @Tamaki1618 @TashiannaBostia @tayamay1232 @TerraToyaSi @ThanaPlague @thatphamily @thekpoprealm @TheRealAgustD @tinytreeleaf @2TracyLynnn @TwistedPDnim @taehyungie35 @Taetaeluvs @Vay754 @VickyLe @Viresse @VKookie47 @warning @WinKonVIP @xLonelyUnitatox @xDisappearx @yehetmyohorat97 @YeojinOfficial @YessicaCardenas @YiselRamos @ynsamgwlk @zilVer @ZeleniaMoon @krissynormam @jiminiebae @Just2BLoved @Mochiroon