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Trauma Ch.9

Who: Reader x Kim Junmyeon
What: Angst, Romance, Smut
Story: You're just two trauma filled people trying to live normal lives... but trauma is a bitch

Junmyeon's POV

A few days passed by and Y/N was still unconscious, the good thing was that the swelling had gone down and she was now breathing on her own. The doctors were optimistic about her recovery. His grandparents stopped by the hospital once to see how he was and to see her in the hospital bed. His grandfather gave him some comfort while making sure he took his medication. He had to admit he was starting to flashback to when he was a child, the only difference is that there was no chance his mother would wake up. Y/n still had that chance.

He was sitting in her room finishing his part on their project. He spoke to her even though he knew she wouldn't respond. He didn't feel stupid for asking her questions though. He partly hoped that she'd hear one and wake up.

"So I was thinking about moving your statistics about the symptoms of depression to the middle section. We can go over how many people aren't diagnosed with depression as the first point and as the second point we discuss the problem of people having depression and not coming forward to talk about it. What do you think?"

Silence... he smiled,

"I think it's a good idea too." He joked.

He sighed and stared at her for a moment.

"Y/N...don't you think you've been asleep long enough," he stood up and leaned over her bed.

"It's time to wake up." He said.

She stayed still, her eyez closed and no response; he looked down with a sigh and sat back in his seat. He caught a glimpse of Y/n's finger twitching, making him jump up a little. He felt hopeful for a moment and came closer to her bed.

"That's it. Y/N? Can you hear me?" He said.

He watched her hand but there wasn't any movement. He came closer to her and took her hand in his.

"Come on Y/N, I know you're still in there, wake up." He said.

He felt her hand attempt to squeeze and his heart leapt. He leaned over her petting her head hoping she'd open her eyes. He waited a few more minutes but there didn't seem to be any attempt of her trying to wake up. He sighed feeling discouraged and sat back down. He really thought she'd wake up. He left the room for a moment to get a soda. He stopped by the nurses desk and told one of the women that he had felt her squeeze his hand. They said they'd send someone to her room as soon as possible.

He was gone for only ten minutes, when he came back into the room, he saw Y/N's eyes open. She was blinking slowly. He hurried to her side and held her hand. He smiled huge, the creases in his cheeks were so deep they almost looked like dimples.

"Y/N! You're awake. You woke up, I'm so proud of you, you did it!"

She looked at him, she blinked at him silently like she didn't know what he was talking about. She tried to sit up and pull the IV out of her arm. He grabbed her hand to stop her; she touched her throat wincing a little as she did. He told her to hold on while he went and got a doctor. Someone came in after a few moments and checked her vitals, her response to pain and whether or not she knew her name.

"Do you remember what happened to you Ms. Jeon?"

She pushed herself up again.

"Um...no...yes... a little bit." She said confused.

"What can you tell me?"

"Um....I was home.....the cat was hissing."

She stopped and touched her head, like remembering was causing her to have a headache. She shook her head and sighed after a moment.

"I'm sorry, that's all I really remember at the moment."

Junmyeon wondered if that was the truth or if she was hiding what happened to protect her father. She looked over at him for a moment and then looked back at the doctor. She looked like she didn't know why he was even there. She must've remembered what happened between them. What Seohyun said.

"Okay we're going to keep you here for monitoring Ms. Jeon. We need to make sure nothing major has happened to your brain function so we'll run a few tests. Don't be too concerned though, short term memory loss is expected for what happened. Do you know what year it is?" The doctor asked.

"Um...2018?" She said.

"Very good and do you know what month it is?"

"January." She answered.

"Actually, it's feburary now but I can give you credit for it considering you've been out for three days." The doctor smiled.

Y/N's voice was weak. It might've had something to do with a mix of her not using her voice for a while and her father strangling her to near death. She looked over at Junmyeon once more and then looked over to the doctor again.

"Can I eat?" She asked.

"Sure. I'll have something sent over to your room as soon as possible."

She gave him a weak thank you before he left. Junmyeon took a seat next to her bed and she stared up at the ceiling as if to take everything in again. She made a face for only a moment and then put her hand to her head,

"I know this was my father's work. Unless you want to tell me otherwise."

She spoke with a low whisper, like speaking at a normal volume hurt too much. Maybe talking all together hurt. Junmyeon let out a soft breath before he reached for her hand. Her hand jumped as she looked at him then she pulled away from him. She looked like she regretted her reaction but she didn't explain why she reacted that way or apologize. He didn't expect an apology, it wasn't necessary. She probably retreated because what she did remember was that they had slept together and, although the night was great, when they woke up the next day, everything had gone to pieces.

"Me and Minseok caught your father strangling you." Junmyeon said.

"Wow... I must've made him really angry then. I do recall saying something about my mother...That'll always do it." She said slightly sarcastic.

"What?"

Junmyeon looked at her like she was crazy. Was she defending his actions? She had no idea how terrified he was of losing her. How all her friends were scared that she might not wake up. Minseok was furious when he saw what happened, as much as Junmyeon disapproved, even Heechul showed up to see if she was alright, though he still debated whether or not that was genuine. She turned to look at him, noticing his irritated face, she blinked and said,

"What?"

"Y/N that man almost killed you, when I got to you, you weren't even breathing. How can you defend him?"

"I'm not."

"You say that but I can hear it in your voice, weak as it is, your father is no saint he's the furthest thing from it. I don't care how angry you made him, he has no right to do what he did to you. We almost lost you. I almost lost you. Do you have any idea how terrifying that is?"

Junmyeon's hands started to shake so he rubbed them together. She noticed and turned to face him more. She reached out for his hand this time. He stared at her outstretched hand, she didn't move, she let it stay there. She must've sensed what was happening to him. He took her hand and came closer to her bed. She looked up at him,

"I don't remember much but I do remember what you told me. I know that must've been hard for you. I'm sorry." She said.

He sighed and he came closer to her face, resting his forehead against hers.

"Don't apologize. None of this was your fault, I just need you to be safe."

"Why do you care so much?"

He looked her in the eyes. Now wasn't the time. He just sighed and looked away.

"We never talked did we?" She asked.

Her voice cracked as she said that. He looked at her curiously. She cleared her throat but it was still a little weak,

"After we slept together."

She didn't remember? If he didn't remind her of what she heard she'd be angry later but if he mentioned it now, it would cause too much stress. He didn't want to lie to her either. He placed his hand on her cheek and said,

"Now's not the time for that." He said.

"If I didn't leave the house in the morning we might've had the time. It wouldn't have changed anything though."

"What?"

"My confusion. I think the only reason you're invested in me is because we share similar pasts."

He shook his head,

"I can't deny that's what brought me towards you. Perhaps our connection is rooted in trauma but that's how every relationship starts right?"

"Trauma?"

He laughed at her confused expression.

"No, a connection. One way or another there's always a connection that bridges two people together. Being with you, being this close to you made me realize-" he stopped.

She looked up at him with her glittering doe eyes, they were wide once more and he smiled at her. He leaned down towards her lips and kissed her unexpectedly. It was a soft kiss although, he wanted to be rough, to devour her lips but her throat hurt. He could only take what he could get. It felt amazing to kiss her though, she made his calm heart race anytime she came around, especially when she looked at him with those big round eyes. Her smile could melt him. He loved everything about her. He didn't want to be away from her.... ever.

"I lov-"

"Y/N! You're awake!" Eunha yelled.

Eunha came busting in the room leading a crowd: Minseok, Siwon and Ryeowook. They hurried to her bedside and Minseok hugged her. She chuckled until she broke into small coughs. The others had taken up her attention so Junmyeon took the opportunity to slip out of her room.

He was going to say it.

He started to wonder if she actually already knew how she felt about him; if maybe she was too afraid to admit it because she didn't think his feelings were real. He wondered if it was too soon to say it to her. His grandfather told him he'd know he was in love with her when the time came. He supposed the time came but he wondered how she would've reacted if they hadn't walked in. He went to the vending machine to buy himself a snack.

"Heard she was awake,"

The voice caught Junmyeon's attention, he turned his head where it was directed. It was Heechul, leaning up against the opposite wall from behind him.

"She's a remarkable girl isn't she." He said.

"What are you even doing here again?" Junmyeon practically spit at him.

"She may be my ex but I do care about her."

"Care? Is that why you cheated on her?"

Junmyeon's eyes pierced through Heechul but Heechul offered a smug chuckle as a response. He walked over to the vending machine, inserting his money before he made his choice.

"Y/N held my intrest for a while but I always knew there was something she was hiding from me. She found confidence in Minseok, which was only annoying because it was obvious to me that he loved her. So I had to ask myself, if she could share her secrets with him and not me, what else could she be sharing with him?"

"That's your excuse?"

He laughed again,

"There's no excuse for cheating but you can't honestly tell me you haven't noticed? Her love is different because it's empty- or shallow rather. You can tell there's someone else in the way, someone she wants more than anything else."

Heechul sipped on a soda he bought from the machine and leaned against the wall next to it. Junmyeon didn't want to admit he was right but he was aware of what he was talking about. However, her love wasn't for Minseok it was for her father; he took up the space in her heart. Her desire to be what he wants her to be took away from her being independent. It made more sense why she was afraid to give into her feelings for him. He was almost positive now that she felt the same for him but letting go of the hope that she would fulfill her father's wishes was terrifying for her. It was even more terrifying for her to try and enter into a new relationship if it was purely based off of her trauma. She couldn't take anymore hurt, especially from him.

"There's no denying I screwed up by cheating, even worse I hit her during a fight. After finding out what landed her in the hospital, it makes sense to me why she completely shut everyone out,"

He sipped again as he stared off into space,

"In truth, she was never really my type but she has this thing about her, like a gravitational pull. She doesn't seem real sometimes. You look at her eyes, her smile- there's just something."

"Not sure I want to hear this." Junmyeon grumbled.

"Because you love her too?"

Junmyeon's eyes shifted over to Heechul. He chuckled,

"It's pretty obvious, it's all over your face."

"Why'd she date you, what did she see in you?"

Heechul kicked himself off the wall and walked over to Junmyeon. They stood in front of each other like they were going to face off. Heechul was smug, too smug. Outside of his demeanor reminding her of her father, Junmyeon couldn't figure out why she ever loved him. Heechul smiled,

"Who knows?"

He started to walk off but then stopped and said,

"She kicks everyone and everything out when they hurt her. She may have let Siwon and Wook back in but I can promise you she has no intrest in me now. If it's all the same to you though- I need to know that she'll be okay. If only for my own peace of mine, call it selfish if you want but- she still affects me in some way."

"Tell me about it."

That was the first time that Heechul looked genuine in his expression, at least as far as Junmyeon had seen for himself. Heechul walked off and Junmyeon leaned against the wall with a heavy sigh.

What now?

....

A week and a half went by and things between Junmyeon and Y/N were frustrating. More frustrating for him than it was her. She at least listened to Minseok and followed through with pressing charges against her father but she also pitied him. It took everything in Junmyeon not to shake some sense into her. She chalked everything up to him being bipolar but he had the medication to help him with that and he willingly refused to take it. He made his own decisions in that effort. He couldn't get through to her.

Part of the reason that irritated him so much was because of what Heechul and him had discussed at the hospital. That piece that lived inside of her that wanted to be the perfect daughter still resided in her. He hated that. Anytime the conversation so much as sounded like it could go in that direction she avoided it. She with drew from him so now it felt like a heavy weight is pushing on his shoulders. His heart was heavy; was there never a right time to tell her he loved her?

He tried saying it again when they spoke about the encounter with Seohyun. She didn't fully remember what they had discussed, nor did she recall what it was that Seohyun said that made her storm off. Junmyeon had to explain to her that they were now officially done as a couple but, while they were together, Junmyeon had slept with her. Her disappointment had stirred again and that's when she pulled away from him. He tried to give her time, Minseok had suggested that much. So they only found the time to meet to finish their project and even that was about to come to an end.

They were in her living room today, Junmyeon gave her space and sat in the chair across from her while she sat with Lady in her lap. She wore grey sweatpants and a tie dye hoodie. She seemed like she was sinking into it while she read off her computer. Junmyeon stared at her, half her hood was on. She felt partly insecure about the spot where she got stitches, just like what Minseok said. Her short hair framed her face but it didn't hide her eyes from him. He noticed something different, the lack of a sparkle in them, like she wasn't in reality. He started thinking she wasn't reading anymore.

Where did her mind wander off to?

He recieved a text from grandma Ji Ji asking him if he'd like to come over for dinner. He remembered Y/N said she'd like to have them over one day; he contemplated asking her if she'd join him at his grandparents. He told his grandmother he'd be over and stood up.

"I'm going out for dinner."

He heard himself and realized how cold his tone had become. Being pushed out the way he had was making him act the way he normally did towards her. He considered that might've been what Heechul felt; although, cheating wasn't the answer. Junmyeon could understand why he might've decided to find pleasure with someone else though. He was too aware now of how much she had endured to attempt to tease her like normal. She looked up at him finally, her face void of all emotion.

"Okay." She said softly.

She still didn't seem all there. Her eyes shifted back to her computer but it still seemed like she wasn't reading. Junmyeon bit down his pride, the part of him that wanted to resort back to how he acted with her. He loved her, he was firm in that, he just didn't like being shunned the way he was. He apologized, he told her the truth, he was there by her side in the hospital. He deserved at the very least an adult conversation with her that might lead to a resolution.

"Do you want to go with me?" He asked.

She looked over at him again. Her face said that wasn't a good idea, she was searching for a polite way to say no he supposed.

"It's at grandma Ji Ji's. They won't leave us alone I can promise you that. Ji ji likes you too much." He said.

Her eyes shifted to a corner of the room. The corner where they found her unconscious and her father strangling her. She zoned out like that often now, like pieces to the puzzle came back more and more. She didn't want pieces to that puzzle though. It hurt too much to remember. She took in a breath like the next thing she would say would be a refusal.

"Uh...sure."

She stood up and walked into her bedroom to his surprise. Lady sat on the couch watching her move. She came back out a few moments later wearing a pink modern style kimono. Junmyeon's eyes got wide as he watched her smooth down the dress at her waist. She slipped on a white jacket and said goodbye to Lady before they headed out. Junmyeon hailed a cab to take them to his grandparents; she marveled at their house. It was nothing big but the outside upkeep was beautiful.

"Grandma Ji Ji spends her free time taking care of her garden." He explained.

"Maybe I'll take a page out her book. I need a hobby."

Junmyeon laughed and opened the door to his grandparents home. His grandfather was in the family room watching soccer while grandma Ji Ji was in the kitchen. She came out to say hi but when she saw Y/N she squealed with joy. It even caught Y/N off guard but she laughed as Grandma Ji Ji came over and gave her a hug.

"I'm so glad he brought you along! Come dear, I want you to taste this." She said.

Y/N laughed as grandma Ji ji led her to the kitchen. The sound of her laugh was relieving to Junmyeon. The stale atmosphere between the two of them was too much, just hearing a genuine giggle from her warmed his entire body like he was defrosting. He walked over to his grandfather and sat beside him.

"How are you doing son?" He asked.

"Um-better. I think the worst of this is over."

"Not entirely, she'll still have to deal with the charges against her father. You'll be a key witness, can you handle that?"

"Honestly, I'm too worried about her to reflect on whether or not I can handle it. I mean I never did it back then, there was no need to."

"It's important to self reflect Junmyeon, especially in matters like this. It's more than maintaining your medicine; it's maintaing your mind."

Junmyeon chuckled even though he was right. He had to keep his mind straight. Concern washed over his grandfather's face. Junmyeon settled, wondering what he was thinking,

"Your relationship with each other might prove to be even more trying." He said

"Shouldn't that mean we'll understand each other more? Get closer?"

"It should but that's not always the case. You need to at least prepareyourself for that."

Junmyeon looked over his shoulder to see Y/N laughing with his grandmother. It seemed like peace had washed over her face but Junmyeon wanted to know what battle still waged inside of her? Her feelings for him? Her feelings for her father? Midterms were about done, he could only anticipate how she might try to start avoiding him once they didn't have to work together anymore. His grandfather placed a hand on his knee drawing Junmyeon's attention back towards him.

"I remember your grandmother being the most unapproachable woman when she was young. " His grandfather said.

Junmyeon laughed,

"Really? Grandma Ji Ji?"

"Yup, she wasn't just a spitfire but her father was a large man that was known for his service in the military. He excelled because he was a sharp shooter."

Grandma Ji ji laughed as she headed over with Y/N in the living room. Grandma Ji Ji took the other side of his grandfather and she placed her hand on his shoulder.

"Appa liked to flaunt that he was the best sniper. He'd shoot his targets down before they even knew he was coming." She laughed.

"Oh boy did he try to get rid of me. He didn't like me one bit."

Junmyeon and Y/N laughed at their story telling. She seemed very relaxed and more at home than she was at her flat. He figured there were less echos of abuse in his grandparents home.

"I was so infatuated with her," his grandfather began again, "that I basically followed her around like a puppy dog begging her to go out with me."

"What finally made you agree?" Y/N chuckled.

"Oh me and my boyfriend, at that time, had gotten into a huge argument. He thought he was better than everyone else and because my father approved of him he figured he'd proven his worth to me but in reality he didn't know a thing about me. Junwon on the other hand had dazzled me by how much he knew about me. Down to the name of perfume I wore." ji ji answered.

"Who said stalking isn't romantic?" His gramps joked.

Junmyeon placed his palm against his face with a laugh of embarrassment. Grandma Ji Ji lightly slapped his gramps arm with a giggle of her own. Y/N was beside herself in laughter. Everything felt natural, normal, lighthearted.

"In truth, I never liked Sangmin. I dated him because of my father's approval but, when I finally took control over my own life, appa had no choice but to listen," she giggled. "Junwon was my choice and it took appa a while to accept it but he finally did. At the end of the day, it was my life to live."

"Although, I may have ended up winning him over because I ended up becoming the top aeronautics engineer in military." Gramps added.

Everyone laughed, the whole room was warm. Junmyeon was happy just seeing Y/N act a little more like herself, the way she acted around Minseok and Siwon.

"That's amazing." Y/N said.

"Oh I better go check the oven." Grandma Ji ji said after hearing a beep from the kitchen.

As she walked away grandpa Junwon stood up.

"If you'll excuse me, I need to go take my medicine before we eat."

Y/n bowed her head politely with a smile and Junmyeon mimicked the motion. She looked over at him for a brief moment, nothing awkward or cruel, just a glance before she took in the rest of her surroundings. She stood up and walked over to the small fireplace they had. Pictures sat on the shelf that was just above it. She took in each detail of each picture. She moved slow like she was in an art gallery trying to understand message of each piece. She came to a halt in front of one picture. She made a small noise the equivalent to that of a character just having a light bulb moment. She pointed at the photo.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I know her."

Junmyeon looked at her curiously and walked over to her. He pointed at the same picture trying to get clarification.

"Her?" He asked.

"Yeah. She came over to visit my mom sometimes when I was a kid. She never stayed long, when she visited they usually were out all day."

Junmyeon's eyes narrowed on her. He partly wanted to ask her if she bumped her head but that wasn't the case. Y/N looked at him,

"What?"

"Well, it's just that woman in the photo- she's- she's my mother."

Y/N's mouth opened a little in shock. She stared at him with large glassy eyes. Junmyeon's heart pounded. Could this really be true? Their mother's knew each other? How is it that they never met until college? There was a twist in his stomach.

Were they always meant to meet?

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Communities that between 5000, 10,000 members There are several communities in here that are very active! The presidents of these communities and their Editors have done an amazing job in bringing content and love to these groups! To show some Appreciation and love for these communities and their amazing work and activity! In the Month of activity and new people there has been so much buzz and growth in these communities!! Thank you Presidents for Growing and lovingly looking over your communities! ♡♡ ■•■•■•■▪•▪•▪• •▪•▪•▪•■•■•■•■ ■•■•■▪•▪•▪• •▪•▪•▪•■•■•■ Over The Last Month The amount of members is amazing for these cmtys!! Jimin:         Cmty Had 5104 With @BTSMicDrop as president, It has grown to    5818 members! Whoohoo Congrats with  714 new members! ▪▪▪●▪▪▪●▪▪▪●▪▪▪●▪▪▪ BAP:        Cmty Had 5162  With @MaeLyn as president, It has grown to     5193 members now! Congrats Girlie!! 31 new members! ○.○ ○.○ ○.○ ○.○ ○.○ Jungkook:    Cmty Had 5178 With @Yugykookie. as president, It has grown to 5986 members! Amazing news with growing the cmty! 808 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Taehyung:      Cmty Had 5241 With @ VeronicaArtino    as president, It has grown to  6052 members now! Whoohoo! Congrats with 811 new membes! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• TVXQ:         Cmty Had 5524 With @TaylorHill5    as president, It has grown to 5736 members now! Congrats! That is 212 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Winner:      Cmty Had 6049 With @WinkonVIP    as president, It has grown to 6382 members now. That is great! WIth 333 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Suga  :         Cmty Had 6660 With @VeronicaArtino as president, It has grown to     7605, Dam Girl! Congrats withgrowing the cmty! 945 new members!! •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• FanFiction  :   Cmty Had 6937 With @LiyaBoon as president, It has grown to 7272 members now! Lots of readers out there! Congrats on growing the cmty! Thats 335 new members •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• •●• Got7 :        Cmty Had 7605 With @Luna1171 as president, It has grown to     7964  members now! Congrats girl! 359 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• ☆ •●• •●• •●• •●• Infinite  :      Cmty Had 8040 With @Just2BLoved as president, It has grown to 8146 members now! That is amazing gilr! 106 new members! •●• •●• •●• •●• ◇ •●• •●• •●• •●• There will still be 1 more Appreciation/tracking card for the Top Communities which are in the Thousands! They are communities that have been around and seen so many people come and go! These groups happen to be run by people who have been on Vingle for a long time! I want to thank them for being here on Vingle, sharing a common interest of Kpop •●• •●• ♡ •●• •●• ♡ •●• •●• ♡ •●• •●• fam tag! new updated list!  @SugaKookieV @StefaniTre  @SimplyAwkward @Starbell808 @SerenaArthurs @Sugasadamsapple @BabydollBre  @WinKonVIP    @Taekookimonster  @ESwee @Just2BLoved  @QueenPandaBunny   @Yugykookie97 @kpopandkimchi  @VKookie47 @MelissaGarza  @VeronicaArtino  @tinafalcon22 @tigerlily84 @Taekookimonster   @JaxomB  @divanicola05  @ynsamgwlk @rchacon19 @cns1391  @PolarStarr  @rocklvr @BTSARMYBOI @QueenyCrossGene Suga's Statgazers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella Suga's starchildren @MelissaGarza @Starbell808 Taehyung's Purplers @VeronicaArtino @SugaKookieV @SweetDuella @Jiminsnooder Taehyung's Purplees... @MelissaGarzaMatoki Council: @MaeLyn @Halsyeon @awkwardjazzy @QueenyCrossGene @SweetDuella Baby Taglist: @kpopandkimchi @MelissaGarza @ynsamgwlk @SimplyAwkward @SweetDuella   @JaxomB @MaeLyn @mitchix5 @InfinitySky @AlexisJ15 @awkwardjazzy @StefaniTre @JiyongLeo @axosrain  @Starbell808 @simpsonsamantha @AkiraMarie13 @QueenyCrossGene @cns1391
Winter Date Night with Jimin: Quick Story Time
Hello fam! This is a quick random card. This is a quick story time for a winter date with Jimin. You come home from a hard day at work. The office had you emotional drained and you are considering quitting or setting the building on fire. Then you walk into your bathroom and see these beautiful flowers. All your negative thoughts fall from you as you read the note from your boyfriend Jimin. Hey baby, I'm back from tour. I know you been working hard. I think you deserve your man to take care of you. I will be there at 7pm. Love Jimin aka Papi Jimin is crazy...but I love his crazy. This is just what I needed. My job better thank GOD papi came home to save the day. You think as you refresh yourself while giggling. You apply natural make up with a nice gloss and a cute cat wing. You wanted to look natural but naturally sexy. After putting on your outfit and spraying VSL Mon Paris. You check yourself and the mirror and smile in approval. You hear pounds as you hear someone punch in the key code to your apartment. You can hear them pause to remove their shoes. The foot steeps get closer and your chest pounds quicker. Jimin smiles and walks up behind you, admiring the reflection of you and him. He them kisses you deeply. You thought you were about to melt. "Baby finally. I missed you so much." Jimin says while attempting to kiss you again allowing the exotic smell of red berries, pear, and Datura flower invade his senses. His lips feel so warm. "Same here. I've missed my papi." Jimin hisses."Ah when you call me that." He pushed back his hair. "C'mon let's go babe." You all go to a nice cafe. It was simple but so much more. You loved how Jimin looked like himself...Park Jimin. He wasn't all done up with that Kpop idol style. Yes he was an idol and these past years have been tough being away due to BTS success. However small moments like these made waiting worth it.You smile inside as you hear Incubus "friends and lovers" play in the background. This song describes you two completely. After the quick stop and the cafe. You all return home for a yummy snack and some wine. You two cuddle by the fireplace. Jimin continue to compliment you. Jimin talks about how change will come soon. You both have sessions of kissing to help wash down the wine. The rest of the night will be predicted by the effect of the wine....praying for some boom boom lol. Ride or Die Peeps Taglist @lisablinkarmy @SolYLuna @szewwy @koalabear @SweetDuella @DefSoul1994 @blessowmwago @Starbell808 @Jiminsnooder @SarahHibbs @Yugykookie97 @WinKonVIP @simpsonsamantha @lrwc12 @Gladys21 @hyunjinnie @VeronicaArtino @Shanai88 @Mochiroon @jungkookieeeee @Blackrose139 @cathysanchez157 @KittyCat1998 @Kail916 @pandaqueen7 @MelissaGarza Jimin's Mochis Taglist @MelissaGarza @BTSARMYBOI @LiyahBoon @lop0929@sleepingbeuty @BBxGD @beccajean180 @Yugykookie97 @QueenyCrossGene @DefSoul1994 @SweetDuella @Mochiroon @jiminsgirl16 @blessowmwago @Parkjimin235
Rm Friday: Texts/Snapchats while on tour
Hi all! Veronica here bringing you some snapchats I found on Pinterest... HOPE YOU ENJOY your texts to namjoon babe, are we going to get together before you leave? awe, babe I didnt mean right now jagi, i was already on my way to surprise you for a walk you and rm enjoyed the little walk knowing it may be months before you get to see him again. The world tour added stops at the ast minute and you truly did understand his busy schedule. You also enjoyed every moment you spent with him and appreciated it even more. After your walk you both headed to watch the sunset together. feeling sentimental you uploaded to your snapchat^^ you parted ways shortly after the sunset due to him needing rest before getting up way early to leave. the next morning RM sent you snapchat when you woke up and saw that you immediately smiled. babe I already miss you. good morning. have a safe flight you get about your day knowing you wont here a response back anytime soon. hours later you and rm text back and forth on his break. but It was an after he told you had to go to rehearsal that you receive a surprise text that sad thinking of you jagi and... then a moment later your snapchat notification goes off. what exactly do you want me to show you? my feet he resinds back in the way you knew he would babe that is why you love me because you always make me smile. now get back to work I need sleep. goodnight jagi. I love you too. days go by. you and Namjoon super busy but only send out simple texts of thinking of you and I miss yous texts. sprinkled in there are I loves yous. both your hearts earn to be near each other. You where having a particularly bad day and on the verge of tears when snapchat notification pops on your phone. You open it and see it's from your babe, the love of your ife, the light of your soul You start to sob even harder. you respond with I wish I was with you too a few minutes later after you pressed send your phone rings. You answer with a raspy voice "hello" immediately Namjoon can tell you where crying "baby, what's wrong?" the sound of his voice opens the dam inside you even more. He listens and his heart slowly breaks with the sound of crying and sobbing. He so desperately wants to be near you to wrap you in his embrace. he tells you this. he starts to sing to you. You begin to calm down. Once the sobs resided you begin to. tell him about your bad day. How everything seems to be going wrong how at work you keep making mistakes. How your coworkers are making a big deal out of everything and saying hurtful comments about you and your work and how you just really miss him and how you miss your family and that you feel so alone. After you unleashed on these emotions on him. you start to smile. "I didnt realize how much I needed to hear your voice babe. I really miss you and love you. I feel 70% better after unloading everything. Tell me about you." he chuckles and tells you hes glad that you feel better. Not to worry about work. That everyone has bad days even him. He had one yesterday. You asked why his day was bad yesterday. He explained he broke his phone case. He was having difficulty with a part of the choreo and that he really missed you and his family as well. You both exchange I love yous and hang up and get back to work. Before you head in you open the snapchat notification and see which made you smile brighter and filled your heart with so much warmth, love and confidence. The rest of day went better. You decided to shop a new phone case for him. Then you drop it off at BigHit and they stated they would ensure it gets in his hands. You were thinking he would get it once he came back from the tour. Though much to your pleasant surprise a week later you get a snapchat from Namjoon You smile brightly take a pic and send it back. weeks go by with phone calls,texts back and forth and you where counting down to the small break rm will have for about a two week period. on his break he sends you immediately call him. "hello jagi" "BABE! YOU ARE HERE. IM ON MY WAY!" he chuckles at your excitement. you spend two weeks with him before he leaves again. two weeks after he left you sent him a text saying you missed him and where ust having a hard day. he respond knowing that you need to see his face and then sends an additional text listening to our song and thinking of you before I head up on stage. love you you think to yourself how you deserve someone so beautiful and precious. after the tour was all finish, it was Namjoon that had to wait for you to come back from seeing your family in the states. You sent him a text message that your plane landed and that your all settled in your apartment. You where about to send another text when a Snapchat notification pops up. You chuckle of course I'll come over. Maybe we can cuddle too? of course baby cuddles can definitely fit in this night somewhere. bring clothes. I'm not letting you out of my sight tonight. your heart palpitating at this innuendos. awe. how much you love him The next morning at work you receive a text. Jagi you stole something of mine when you left here this morning. no I didnt. I made sure I didnt steal your hoodie even though I wanted to. No baby you stole something important. You though about it but didnt have to wait for long I love you too. But babe you stole my heart first. 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BTS Family Business +19 Part 1
Yass lawrd!!! Fam I am back with a spicy fanfiction I have been working on. I'm still trying to balance work and my hobbies all at the same time. Life is wonderful and I can't complain. I finally feel complete. I have wonder children and four wonder husband's who are sexy ASF. We are wealthy powerful and healthy. How did I get four husbands? Let me explain. I was adopted by the Cheif of all Yong/Dragon clans. In our world within the human world we have our own laws and ways of life. A female is allowed to have multiple mates or husbands. As long as everyone is married at the same time. After the marriage you cannot add on any mates. Also once mated that male can only have children by that female. If caught cheating anyone can lose their power and status. Our clan has been in power since the dawn of time. We control many things like Kpop, fashion, media... anything we want. We also provide small loans and protection to small businesses. We also are known for our part in killing ppl if they cross us wrong. Anyways they call me Jasmine Kim. I'm married to Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoesek, and Jimin. Altogether we have eight children. Hunter, Ji-Yong, King, Namjin, Stormi, Ava, Princeton, and Taleah. We live in a huge home and we have a luxury condo for time alone. As for me I do have my own room, but unless I'm mad at my huabands all at the same time I sleep in whoever room whenever. Tonight was my night alone with Hobi at our luxury condo. I knew I had tons of stuff to do at the office and I knew the kids would never let me get out the door. I was wise and packed me some lingerie and my heels with me. After work I fixed my hair, reapplied my Fenty glassbomb, and slipped into my sexy lingerie. I threw in my black trench coat and headed deep in the woods to our condo. As I looked down at the clock I was already 20 minutes late. He was gonna be pissed and pacing all over the place. I was going over ways I would get his mind off me being late. As I unlocked the door. I quickly walked into the kitchen. Hobi was there with a pissed off expression. "Ah how can you hold a powerful position in our clan if you can't even be on time to see your husband? Over 20 minutes late babe?! I'm going have to request for you to step down." I walked slowly over to him and made him face me. Even though I had on heels he still was taller than me. I wrapped my arms around his waist. "I'm such a bad wife. You are right baby. Shame on me. Do you still want to see why I was so late?" I said with pouting lips. Hobi smirked and untied my trench coat allowing it to hit the ground. He stepped back to admire my curves in the lingerie hugging me. Hobi sucked on his teeth and lips. "Shit baby..." He ran his hands through his hair. "Can you forgive me baby? I will do anything my husband commands." I said while batting my eyes. "Yeah I know what you can do to be forgiven." Hobi said while putting me over his shoulders. He places me on the bed and we kiss deeply. His lips so soft felt so good. I could feel my core aching. Hobi plays with my nipples as he explores my mouth. Sucking on my lip ring and gliding across my tongue rings. "Gosh baby you taste so good. I know where you would taste even better." Hobi pushes me back while kissing down to my core. He runs his nose from bottom to top of my core. He licks his lips has he tugs away my panties. Hobi spanks my core then he begins kissing all over my inner thighs. I groan in pleasure. He inserts two fingers stretching me wide and slowly pushes in and out. I was already dripping. Suddenly he begins sucking on my nub while fingering me. I gasp as he picks up speed and goes deeper. I grab his head and scream. I could feel myself about to burst. Hobi laughs and stops. "Oh you think I'm gonna let you cum when you can't come on time." He stands up and he gives me that look. " You know the routine." I crawl over to the edge of the bed and unbuckle his pants. His tip was wet. I guess tasting me makes him so hot. I placed my hand at his base while playing with his tip. He moaned louder as my tongue ring slide across his head. I wrapped my lips around his tip. Making sucking noises and running my hand up and down. Hobi groans loudly and hisses. He grabs my head softly and pushes more of himself hitting the back of my throat. I gag and proceed to move my mouth up and down his length making loud slurping nosies. "Ah...baby stop...slow down... shit..." Hobi moaned while pulling out my mouth. He quickly turned me around bend me over. He slapped my left cheek. I groaned. He slapped my right cheek. "You think you call the shots?! You should know better by now." Hobi moaned. Hobi pushed his entire length in me from behind. I scream in pleasure and pain. He begins pounding me without mercy. The bed shook and our skin made a loud slapping noise. He pulled me up my by arms still pounding me. We moved as one. Then he placed me on my back. He pushed my leg behind my head. He grinned as he slapped my core with his beef stick. I pouted. "Ah you are so cute baby." He said while sliding into me. He began moving deep and slow. I groan and grab his butt. He kisses me deeply and continues. I could feel him touching my g spot. "Ah deeper baby. Make your wife come." I moan in his ear. Hobi grunts and pumps deeper. I could feel everything go blank and I hit Utopia as a screamed out his name and gushed everywhere. Hobi filled me to the brim with his warm goodness. He collapsed on top of me as we try to catch our breath. He grins and looks down at me. "I love you baby." "I love you too." I said allowing him to kiss me. ************** I was rushing down the hallway to present what I needed in our meeting. I know people think I have it easy because my adopted father is over the clan and our business. However I do work hard. I earned the title of 1st Lady of our generation. I can hear Yoongi and Hobi laughing has I walk speedy in front of them. Everyone slowly walks in...Namjoon, Jungkook, Jimin, Hobi, Jin, Tae, and Yoongi. We stand when the Cheif Ji-Yong walks in. "Good morning. Let's begin with our progress....Jasmine." TO BE CONTINUED...... Ride or Die Peeps Taglist @lisablinkarmy @SolYLuna @szewwy @koalabear @SweetDuella @DefSoul1994 @blessowmwago @Starbell808 @Jiminsnooder @SarahHibbs @Yugykookie97 @WinKonVIP @simpsonsamantha @lrwc12 @Gladys21 @hyunjinnie @VeronicaArtino @Shanai88 @Mochiroon @jungkookieeeee @Blackrose139 @cathysanchez157 @KittyCat1998 @Kail916 @pandaqueen7 @MelissaGarza