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If I Told You That I Loved You, Tell Me, What Would You Say? [Yanan Oneshot - Part Two]

Title: If I Told You That I Loved You, Tell Me, What Would You Say?
Notes: The oneshot is based off the song 'The Beach' by The Neighbourhood
Main Characters: Hwang Haein (OC), Yan An, Yeo Changgu (Yeo One)
Other Characters: Chang Seungyeon (CLC), Ko Shinwon
Pairings: HaeinxYanan, HaeinxChanggu
Genre: Romance, Angst, Comedy
Word Count: 11,547
(because Vingle won't allow this big of a card I am splitting this into two parts!)
Synopsis:
Maybe sometimes you need to take a break from falling in love first, especially with the same type of person over and over again and let yourself fall in love with someone who liked you first. Who knows that person may not even be your type or even on your radar at all. Take a break, let someone approach you instead of you approaching them.
-or-
Hwang Haein has a habit of falling in love with assholes. Will that ever change?

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Story Cover:

Two weeks later Yanan stood in my room pacing back in forth in front of three different outfits I had chosen to wear to a party tonight. Apparently Changgu was going to be there so I talked Yanan into going with me.

"Yanan just choose one already!" I whine, he's spent ten minutes looking at each of them.

He huffs, fingers running through his hair, his natural black was starting to show again now that it's been a couple of weeks. "Uh, that one." He points to the black dress on the end. I sigh relieved, it was the most conservative of the three. Though it still came off the shoulders and was a tad bit shorter than I was used to.

I grab the dress moving to my bathroom to put it on. I can't help but cringe at how high the dress was cut, so I bend over in the mirror and sure enough my ass is hanging out. Dammit, so no bending over tonight.

I do my makeup a little darker than usual since it was a black dress and straighten my hair a little straighter. Once I'm done, I step out into my room, Yanan immediately puts his phone down.

"Wow." Is all he says, his mouth wide open.

"Is that a good wow? Or?" I laugh towards him moving to grab a jacket.

He quickly sits up. "Of course, it is."

"Good if you said no, I might've kicked your ass." I stick my tongue out at him.

He stands up and scratches at the back of his head. "Do we have to go tonight?" His lower lip pouts out as he whines.

"Uh, yeah, I got this dressed up we're definitely going." I move forward nudging his shoulder.

At the party I recognize no one, it was at Shinwon's house and from the looks of it no one from our school was invited? A guy who looks way too old to be hanging out with high schoolers lies passed out on the floor at the bottom of the staircase as we pass by him, he jolts awake his hand gripping my ankle causing me to yelp. Yanan quickly moves behind me wrapping his arms around my body, one presses against my belly the other on my hip ushering me away from the obviously drunk man.

It doesn't take us long to find Changgu. He was talking with some tan boy I distinctively remember going to our school, he had graduated two years ago, I think. Yanan's arms slip off me as the boy gestures towards us causing Changgu to turn around. He waves goodbye to guy before coming towards us.

"Hey guys!" He smiles wide, the smell of alcohol came from him causing my nose to tingle. His eyes barely skim over Yanan before turning to me. "Han Haein," He says, I sigh, he didn't even know my last name. "Is that you?"

"It's Hwang not Han." Yanan mumbles, I bite my lip to keep from giggling at his correction.
Changgu laughs. "Who cares," His hand reaches out to rest on my waist. "Come with me!" He tugs me forward and away from Yanan's side. I lose sight of him shortly after and to say it was weird was an understatement. I had never been alone with Changgu before. His arm moves to wrap around my waist tugging me into his side. It was weird and felt unnatural, but I let him do it anyways. I needed to get used to it if I truly did like him.

Changgu drags me around the party, we go from watching beer pong, to watching that older guy from the bottom of the staircase do a keg stand, to talking to the tan boy again. Little to no conversation happened between the two of us, it was like I was some sort of accessory that he was just using for the night. We finally come to sit down on the couch, him leaning into my side as he does. My eyes trail along all the people here trying to spot Yanan, was he still here? Were people bothering him? I hadn't seen him since we got here.

I felt a pair of lips press into my neck causing me to jump. Changgu chuckles into my neck. "Don't be shy, Haein."

I squint backing away from him. "I'm not shy."

He smirks moving closer to my face which causes me to back up against the couch. He tries to pin me to the couch, but he isn't as smooth as he thinks he is. So, he settle for his eyes darting to my lips to let me know he wanted to kiss me. Only right now I didn't want to kiss him. He clearly wasn't sober, how was I to know if he was doing this because he liked me or if I was just his girl for the night. I'm definitely leaning towards the latter. Yeo Changgu didn't like me so I wouldn't allow him to kiss me until he did, if that ever came to pass that is.

I press my palm over his lips to stop him from kissing me. "I should go."

Changgu whines backing up. "Don't go, are you tired? You can sleep upstairs, Shinwon has an extra bed we can sleep in." His fingers trailing up my neck to my hair.

I lift my hand up lightly smacking his hand away from my hair. "I want to go home."

I stand up and begin to walk away but Changgu grabs ahold of my wrist tugging me back to face him, he uses a force that causes my wrist to burn a little bit and to stumble into his chest. "Why don't you stop playing hard to get, huh?"

I snort rolling my eyes at his comment. "I'm not, I just want to find Yanan and go home." I quickly stomp on his foot; he lets out a groan releasing my wrist and I leave him behind my eyes searching for Yanan.

I find his lanky ass in the kitchen, he's barely standing up, more or less laying across the kitchen counter. I sigh to myself; he was wasted. I too had a couple of drinks so I couldn't drive us home either.

"Yanan." I move forward to pull him off the counter. He was asleep, dear god.

I pull out my phone pulling up Seungyeon's contact.

From: Haein
To: Seungyeon
Can you do me a huge favor? Can you come pick me and Yanan up at Shinwon's?

She doesn't reply right away, I wasn't expecting her to. So I move to sit Yanan up in one of the barstools, letting him lean on my shoulder as I brush what looks to be confetti out of his hair. Dear god, he's such a freaking mess right now.

My hands move up to rest on his cheeks. "I have my hands full with you, I swear to god."

My phone buzzes on the counter.

From: Seungyeon
To: Haein
The shit I do for you two, I'm leaving in five minutes. I'll text you when I'm there.

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We stop at Yanan's first to drop him off, it takes both her and I to get him to the door. He's somewhat awake at this point but has in no way sobered up. His mom answers the door and gasps at seeing him in this state. To say I was a little embarrassed was a lie, he was underaged and the both of us shouldn't have been drinking but here we were.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't know he'd get like this. I came back and this is how I found him." I explain to her, she sighs shaking her head.

"It's okay, can you girls just take him to his room. Haein you know where it's at." She ushers us in quickly. "I'll go keep his father from seeing him like this."

Seungyeon gives up halfway to his bed. I drag him the rest of the way and drop him down, I rest my hands on both side of his chest catching my breath once he's down. His eyes widen and his hands quickly cover his eyes, I glance down and notice my dress has fallen down to where my bra sticks out. I quickly pull it back up into place. Yanan peeks out after a short while and lets out a "phew" sound at seeing it's fixed. He sits up tugging something off his chair moving to wrap it around my shoulders, it was his white jacket, the one he was wearing the day he got sick.

I smile down at him, my hand going up to smooth back his blonde hair that was going every which way. "You're a handful."

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Seungyeon drives us to her place since if I went home smelling like alcohol my parents would murder me. After I showered, I sat on her bed next to her.

"What happened tonight?" Seungyeon says putting her phone down, her fingers meeting to crack her knuckles. "Why was Yanan shit-faced?"

"I don't know, I was with Changgu for most of the night, when I found Yanan again he was like that." I pull my wet hair back and tie it up into a bun to keep it out of my face.

Seungyeon's eyes lower to my neck. "Did you and Changgu do anything?"

My eyes form into slits, my hands dropping from hair. "Why would you think that?"

She points to my neck. "You have a hickey on your neck."

My eyes widen, my hand slapping to my neck. "I do?"

She picks up her phone raising it towards the side of my neck that I knew Changgu had pressed a kiss into, had I zoned out and let him give me a hickey too? Sure enough when she pulls her phone back on the screen was a red mark that was slowly turning a darker red.

"Nothing happened like that, he tried to kiss me, but I stopped him." I rub at the mark slightly annoyed that he had left it on me. "He doesn't like me."

Seungyeon sits her phone back down and leans to rest her elbows on her knees, her chin resting on one of those hands. "I know I've asked this before but are you sure you really like him?"

I pull my legs up to my chest, resting my chin on top of my knees, my arms wrapping around my legs. "I-I don't know, I don't know anymore."

"You don't know anything about him. Other than what, that he has a good singing voice and can play the guitar well?" She shakes her head standing up to pace back and forth in front of me. "He's been a complete asshole to Yanan these past few weeks despite them supposedly being friends, he plays with your feelings."

I nod my head. "I know-I know."

She stops pacing to face me. "What about Yanan?" She gestures at his jacket I still wore, over my pajamas.

I lift my head off my knees. "What about him?"

Seungyeon scoffs, "How do you feel about him?" She leans forward to press her hands into the mattress like she was interrogating me.

I let my legs fall back to the mattress and lean back on my hands. "He's-," I pause, he was my friend. One I have come to not be able to live without clearly. How did I feel about him? I loved him of course, just as much as I loved Seungyeon. In a friend loving way, nothing more, I tell myself. Though even though I tell myself that my stomach still feels like someone's taken their fist and swung it full force into it. "He's just a friend, a really good one. He may even have made it to the best friend level at this point."

She sighs falling to her knees resting her face into the comforter. "What if he doesn't feel the same way?"

I sit up straight again at her words. "What do you mean?"

She groans into the comforter before raising her head to look at me. "He likes you, Haein."

I snort which then turns into a full-blown laugh. "No, he doesn't."

She stands up and laughs too. "You're delusional. Do you not see the way he looks at you? He's got it bad for you." She hums. "He's in love with you."

Yanan doesn't like me, he's not in love with me. He's seen me in some of the worst situations someone can see me in, how could someone like me for me? Nobody ever has before, why would he be any different? He was too nice and Seungyeon was reading too much into it.

I stand up grabbing the pillow I planned on sleeping with. "Quit making shit up, Seungyeon. It isn't funny!" I go to turn away, I'd just sleep on the couch tonight since she wanted to utter straight bullshit.

"He literally described you as his ideal type, Haein." She claims as I roll my eyes and keep walking. "I sat there and watched him stare at you as he said every part of it too." She finishes once I step out of her room.

Once I'm lying down on the couch my hands cling onto the collar of his jacket bringing it to my nose, his scent, cinnamon and whatever food his mom made today.

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The following weekend Yanan drags me to another party. I made him promise to not get wasted again since I was sure his mom would murder me if I ever brought her son home looking like he was that night. This time around I don't dress up, I wore black jeans, a light green top, with Yanan's white jacket over it. He doesn't comment on the fact that I haven't returned it to him yet, so I don't comment on how I'm wearing it.

Somehow even though I wasn't searching for him I find Changgu. He's downing what looks to be a bottle of soju, he takes one look at me before turning away to talk to the girl beside him. I snort, moving forward to talk to him, I was going to just get it over with. Tell him I liked him, in past tense of course. I was over him, over the chase. He wasn't worth my time. But the girl who I now notice has Han Chaeyoung, the most popular girl at school drags him away before I can get it over with.

Why did we even come here tonight? Why do I put myself through this torture? This was not my scene, it wasn't Yanan's either, yet here we both were out of place in a place where we were supposed to be having fun. I turn back around and move to the kitchen getting lost in all the alcohol.

When Yanan finds me, the room is already spinning. His arms wrap around me to keep me from falling, he puts me into his car carefully and he drives me to Seungyeon's house, parking in the parking lot to her apartment complex.

He gets me out, but I slump back against his car not wanting to go inside yet. I giggle moving my hands up to his black hair, he had recently dyed it back to its natural color. Yanan leans down pressing his hand onto the car to where his face was inches from mine. It almost seemed like he was about to kiss me, but he backs away letting out a groan.

"Haein, if I told you that I was in love with you, what would you say?"

I giggle to myself, seeing two of him appear before me.

"You have no idea how much I love you, all I am is this-this friend to you. But to me you aren't a friend," His voice cracks, my hands reaching out to find him since he had begun to sound upset. I felt him grip onto my hands, but I couldn't really see him that well. "I have liked you since last year, since you fell asleep on my desk. You were so cute, you still are." I felt his hand cup my chin, his thumb rubbing across my cheek. "But then I found out you liked Changgu and I wanted to scream. Why him? Why would you fall for that complete asshole?"

His hand guides my hand to what feels like his chest and my vision clears enough to be able to tell that I was right. His heart beats hard against my hand. "It's gotten to the point that my heart is on fire when I'm around you, I can feel it burning, burning holes to spread the ashes throughout my body causing my skin to tingle any time you touch me." He lets my wrist go. "I can't be just friends with you, Hwang Haein, I can't. No matter how much I want to I think I should just give that up that route because I can't be friends with you without being a burden to you."

He pulls me into his chest, his arms caging me to his chest. "I can't be the one to hand you over to Changgu, I can't let myself do that. I think from now on you should get close to him on your own without my help." He tucks his head into my neck. "I can't be part of the reason he breaks your heart because I know how he is." Something wet trails down my neck causing me to shiver, the liquid keeps coming and soaks into the fabric of his jacket that I wore.

He sniffs pulling away from me, hands cradling my face as he moves to press his lips to my forehead. But I don't feel it because my vision goes completely black.

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The next day I wake up in Seungyeon's bed to a horrible hangover, it felt like my heart had moved to my brain and was trying to pulse its way out through my forehead. I groan sitting up, Seungyeon was already up for the day, her side of the bed was empty, but I heard the shower start up inside the bathroom.

She comes out noticing I'm up and sighs. "Great you're up, go shower you smell disgusting."

I nod and do as I'm told, I take my time in the shower washing the scent of alcohol off my skin. My hand rests on the tiles of the shower tears flowing down my cheeks as Yanan's words from last night replay in my head like a mantra. I rest my other hand on my temples rubbing at them to distract myself.

I stay in the shower until the skin of my hands and feet are pruned, the bathroom mirror is fogged up as I get out. My clothes from last night have disappeared and are replaced with some of Seungyeon's. I slip them on and wrap my hair up in the towel before brushing my teeth.

I come back into Seungyeon's bedroom and she's sitting on her bed. "I put your clothes in the wash."

My eyes catch on Yanan's jacket hanging off the moon chair in the corner of the room. I turn back to Seungyeon. "You were right, Yanan's in love with me."

She snorts picking at her a stray string on her comforter. "I wish I could say I didn't tell you so, but I did, so like," She shrugs nonchalantly. "I fucking told you so."

"You did." I admit with a nod.

"So now what?" She hums sprawling her legs across the bed. "What are you going to do? You like Changgu, not Yanan, he clearly can't be friends with you anymore, he's hurting himself too much by doing that."

I bite my lip to keep from crying, my hand raises to my forehead. "I don't like Changgu."

"Okay, that was obvious, from my standpoint anyways." She glances down at her nails. "What else?"

I lower my head; it was still pounding. "And I-uh-like really need some medicine right now."

"Don't have any, you'll have to go to the store."

I nod grabbing my purse and Yanan's jacket off the chair slipping it on. It still smelled of him but the smell of alcohol over-powered that, I must've been really bad last night.

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At the local pharmacy I rummage down the pain medication aisle looking for either ibuprofen, tylenol, or acetaminophen, whichever I saw first would work. My eyes land on acetaminophen first so I grab it and move to the fridges to grab a water. I stop on the way there whenever I see Changgu, a younger boy from our school was next to him.

"Is Yanan not with you guys?" I notice Shinwon a few aisles away.

"No, he's been an asshole lately. I can't stand him honestly." Changgu remarks grabbing a liter of soda.

"Hey." I come around the corner and his eyes raise to my figure. "Don't call Yanan an asshole."

Changgu snorts. "But he is, sweetie. He's a piece of shit, he isn't worth my time."

I scoff. "And you, you think you are any better? Ha, you are worse."

He rolls his eyes. "Says the girl who's had an obvious crush on me but plays way too hard to get. You don't even like him yourself. You're just using him."

I shove him. "Yeah, I liked you, I'll admit it. I have absolutely no idea why I did either? Oh, that's right, it was because I heard you sing, I heard you play the guitar."

Changgu squints at my words, obviously having not expected that I heard him.

"I thought maybe you were a decent guy, but I was wrong, you're really just a fucking asshole." I turn to grab some water out of the fridge next to him and he stays quiet, his facial expression was shocked, I'm not sure anyone's ever spoken to him this way before. "So, do both Yanan and I a favor and fuck off."

As I turn to walk to the cashier, I couldn't help but smile at myself.

Maybe sometimes you need to take a break from falling in love first, especially with the same type of person over and over again and let yourself fall in love with someone who liked you first. Who knows that person may not even be your type or even on your radar at all. Take a break, let someone approach you instead of you approaching them.

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By the time I make it to Yanan's place the medicine has taken effect and my headache has calmed down. I knock on his door expecting his mom to answer but the door opens to reveal Yanan instead. His eyes dart away from mine as soon as he realizes it's me, they lower over his jacket and then down to the ground.

A moment of silence follows, and it goes on until I clear my throat. "I confessed to Changgu."

I notice him swallow nervously, his eyes staying lowered, his hand on the doorknob tightens until I can see his knuckles whiten. "I'm happy for you."

"I also called him a fucking asshole." I couldn't help the laugh that comes from my mouth.

Yanan looks up, eyes wide. "You did?"

I proudly nod. "Well yeah, he was calling you names, no one says shit like that about my friends."

He slowly nods seeming disappointed at the word friends, but he still cracks a small smile.

"Can I come in?" I gesture towards the hall; he glances behind him and bites his lip.

Maybe the two of us could be more than friends?

"Yeah, sure." He steps inside and I follow him shutting the door behind me.

Once he's turned around to head down the hall, I lunge forward wrapping my arms around his waist from behind, pressing my cheek into his back. I felt his muscles tense up at the contact and his heart begin to race next to where my ear was placed.

I smile to myself. "You aren't a burden to me because lately I've been feeling that very same burning that you described. You've seen some of my worst moments and yet you still like me despite that." I let out a breath nervously. "I cannot express how that makes me feel. And to be honest it scares me how much I've come to rely on you and how fast it happened too."

Yanan slips out of my grasp to face me, a warm wide smile was on his face.

"I hope from now on we can burn together."

He leans forward eyes closing as his lips press onto mine, the fire inside us burning brighter, hotter, bluer until they meet in the middle and consume each other.

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Epilogue:


That night we sat at Seungyeon's for a movie night. Both Yanan and I keeping a distant between ourselves since we had yet to tell her that we were dating. Yanan finally nudges me after a while to tell her so I just blurt it out. "We're dating."

Seungyeon claps her hands together loudly. "Thank you lord jesus, now can we get on with the movie?"

I shake my head at her statement, so typical of her.

Yanan laughs at her comment and snuggles against me happily.

The main female in the movie turns to the guy who was clearly embarrassed. "What are you afraid I'll find out you're a virgin."

I giggle leaning in to whisper in Yanan's ear. "He's just like you." I tease him.

He backs up with a gasp, "Yah! You said you didn't hear anything!"

I shrug playfully. "I heard everything."
Seungyeon groans letting her head fall against the back of the couch.

"Okay, Miss kitten panties!" He sasses me back and my eyes widen as he jumps up to run away from me.

"Yah!" I stand up to take off after him. "Get back here you twig!"

"Someone kill me." Seungyeon groans turning up the volume on the television.

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A/N: This marks the end! Please let me know what you think in the comments
Sorry for any mistakes! This hasn't been proof-read.
Also, I’m so sorry Changgu for making you an asshole, this is the second time I’ve done this to him. Boy couldn’t be mean to anyone irl.
I hope you enjoy it!

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Two Dangerous Ch.3
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Three We woke up early to get to the red light district south of Seoul. I could feel the energy pumping inside of me already, this sweet feeling of pure chaos rising inside like bubbles rising to the surface of boiling water. I have been very tame around the guys, mostly drowning my need for excitement by sleeping with them. Here I was now about to dive back into the shadows of my past and only a small part of me feared what I might turn into would turn the guys off from me, the other part welcomed the reunion of the old me. Yong Roo was rising from the dead and it was the most dangerous thing for all parties involved. I arrived by motorcycle to Han's Seoul, this was Code's place of business. I dropped Christian off closer to the entrance of the district and told him the name of where I was going. He wasn't supposed to come in, he was just supposed to be back up if I needed it. I didn't. His business was usually closed during the day, it made it easier for me to slip in without being seen. I walked in wearing my face mask and sunglasses. I could hear Code from the back yelling that he was closed and to come back tonight. His place had an underground part to it, he used it for laundering money. Sometimes he stored drugs and guns down there for mob members. He was supposed to be a neutral party so all mob members found their refuge here. It was kind of like a place of sanctuary, you weren't supposed to fight here but it happened, more often than he liked it too. I made my way to the back where he was and saw him sitting at his desk. I knocked on the side of the door to get his attention. "I said we're closed" He repeated. He was still looking at his paper work on his desk. He looked stressed and annoyed so I closed the door and walked up to the desk. I slammed my hands down on the wood with enough force to shake it. He finally looked up at me. "Reconsider your tone towards me." I threatened softly. "Who are you?" I was still wearing my mask and glasses so I pulled my glasses off to show him my eyes. I looked him in the eyes as I pulled my knife out and held it to his neck. I had my gun on me but knives were more my taste anyway and Code knew that. He especially knew about the knife that I was holding, a gift he himself gave to me. Solid black except the details were in an almost neon green color. It was beautiful. "A ghost." I answered him. His eyes fell to the knife and then he looked at me far more serious than before. "Roo." He whispered. "Not anymore remember? You took care of that for me," I walked around the desk until I was on his side and I pushed his papers out of the way so I could sit on top of it. "Tell me Sungwoo, do you remember what I told you I'd do to you if anyone found out I was alive?" I asked. My voice was chillingly dark, it was the first time I really realized how much more different I was when I was in the mob versus when I was out. I had to keep that mentality in the back of my head other wise I wouldn't survive. Sungwoo looked at me with only slight fear in his eyes. He sighed and leaned back like he was trying to remain calm and show me he was unfazed. "I should've know you'd show up. I'm not surprised you got away, I told them you would." He said. He turned to his computer and logged into it to start working like the situation he was in wasn't that big of a deal. It was a very big deal and he knew it. There were rules even neutral parties had to follow and when they were broken, there were consequences for it. We were friends once, I'd like to think even now we were but even that couldn't stop what was coming. "Why don't you tell me who they were?" I said. He scoffed, "You don't know?" "If I did, would you still be using your hands?" "Who knows, maybe you've gotten softer over the past few years." I rammed the knife in his shoulder and he yelled in pain. I dug it in deeper giving him this menacing look. He missed the worst of the look because he was writhing in pain. How ironic that the knife he gave me to protect myself, would turn around and be used later to torture him. I left my face mask on and bent over so I was eye level with him. His hand gripped onto the arm of the chair. I looked him dead in the eye. "Some men dressed in black came to my house, shot it up and tried to capture me in the process. Now I would much rather be torturing them than you all I need is a name. Can you help me?" I yanked my knife out of he shoulder and he groaned loud in pain. His hand shot up to his arm trying to add pressure to the bleeding. I aimed my knife at his junk and said, "or do I have to start removing body parts?" "Damn it Roo! I didn't have a choice." He said through gritted teeth. I straddled his lap with a wicked smile behind my mask. I grabbed his neck, pressing on his Adam's apple to make him chock. He coughed and struggled to get me off his neck so he could breathe. His eyes were wild when he saw that glint in my eyes. The look of a killer that to pleasure in the kill, that enjoyed the intimacy of it because it was arousing to my soul. My hand slid to his other shoulder while I said, "Whether you had a choice or not wasn't the question." I stabbed him in the other shoulder making him cry out again. "I never was one for mercy." "You haven't changed a bit. Still the devil's apprentice." He said through gritted teeth. "I was always looking to one up my master. Now, do I have to keep this going or are you going answer my question. I truly don't mind working on somebody parts." "Fine! Damn it. I forgot you're not entirely patient either." I rolled my eyes at that but he wasn't wrong. I got off his lap and he groaned as he tried to pull himself up. The first stab wound was deep, I might've fucked up his shoulder really good but his right shoulder should've made a better recovery than the left. He looked up at me clearly upset but I did warn him, if he ever led anyone to me he was going to pay for it. There was still a lot more for me to do. I think he was trying to prepare for it in his mind because at the end of it all, I was still going to become the devil's apprentice. That realization was thrilling but it was scary, I took as much pleasure in violence and killing as the men who gave me my scar. No, that wasn't completely true. The violence was thrilling but the killing was...necessary. When I killed with a gun, there was no thrill unless it was a shoot out like yesterday. A normal hit was less fun but when it came to killing slowly there was something seductive about it being so personal. "I'm surprised you didn't recognize the men yourself." He said. "I was a little preoccupied with getting away from them." "You ran? That's not like you Roo." I punched him hard in the face splitting his lip in the process. I grabbed him by the hair and yanked his head back to look at him. "I was ambushed by a mob of them and because of what they did the secret service can crack down on me as well. So who was it!" I yelled at him. "The same people who gave you that scar on your back." He glared at me. So, it wasn't Changmo after all but chances are if they wanted me then they were trying to go after him. What the hell was he doing to spark all this madness? He even had Christian and Woo on his tail, what was he up to? "White Fang? What do they want with me? I thought all parties involved believed I died." I said. I was pissed because Code was the one to plan the fake death for me. Neither side was ever supposed to find out I was alive. I used my knife to slash a deep wound onto his chest. The wound was now beneath his slashed open shirt dripping blood, not enough to kill him but enough to send him screaming in pain. "Look in that bottom drawer." He said gritting his teeth. I knelt down to the drawer and opened it up. "The top file with the blacked out label." He instructed. I pulled out a green file folder, like he said, the label was blacked out. Inside where pictures of me with Young Woo, then pictures of me with Christian. I felt a little sick inside, they knew I was around those two but how did they end up finding me? There was even paperwork on Young Woo and Christian. They had Young Woo's criminal records as well. He even pictures of me going to the gym and studio. It looked like a stalkers album with me as the center of his obsession but I knew there was way more to it than a weirdo's fascination with me. I looked at Sungwoo who was still grabbing his left arm, the one in the worst pain. He didn't seem like he could add enough pressure because of the pain in his other arm not to mention the gash on his chest. "They came here looking for answers. Why the girl with the long brown hair and tattoo of an ox on her arm looks so much like a dead woman. Of course, everyone knows to come to me. If you hadn't noticed already they shot me in the leg." Code kicked himself back so that his chair would roll and I could see the bandage around his leg. He could've taken much worse. He seemed to give up information a little too easily. There was only so much he could take and killing him would cause more trouble for all the gangs than it was worth. He had a very valuable position and he only really disclosed information if he needed to. I knew there were somethings he would die for. The documents he had in the safe behind his wall, for example. The combination was locked inside his head, never written down, never told to another soul. I only knew of one document that was in there that Changmo had given him. Whatever else it contained was beyond me. "So what were they after?" I asked. "You're not going to even ask if I'm alright?" "I just stabbed you twice and opened a gash in your chest, does it look like I fucking care?" "Don't forget who nursed your nearly fatal wounds for weeks after you came back from them." I shoved my knife into his leg twisting it as he yelled in pain. I put my hand over his mouth and glared at his face. I could smell his blood, so fresh I could almost taste it on my tongue. I spoke to him with a rough voice, sounding very much like a demon. "Back then you didn't betray me. Criminals have no loyalty, it's a lesson I've had to learn way too many times from you people." He gave me a softer look despite me being the one to have to stabbed him. He looked almost compassionately towards me. My face stayed hard despite feeling bad about what I was doing to him. Like I said, I'd like to think we were friends even now. The rules were the rules and right now I was showing him more mercy than what the White Fang would show to him later when they found out he told me what I needed to know. "Like I said, I didn't have a choice. Who ever found out you were alive, found out when they were spying for White fang. I told you back then it didn't matter where you went or how much you tried to change this life will always come back to you. You knew that when you joined and you enjoyed it; why did you leave?" "You know why." "I know you miss it. There's a bloodlust in you that can't be satisfied. You have a thirst that can't be quenched. You live for this" He said. I didn't want to talk about that, I just wanted to focus on what I came here for. I stood up and pulled out my gun and cocked it back before I held it up to his head. I stared at him with still eyes, violent unforgiving eyes. Killing him wouldn't solve anything, he was prepared for the bullet even if he didn't know where it would go. He knew for a fact I wouldn't kill him, as far as the rules of engagement went, killing him started a whole new level of chaos I wasn't ready for. Sungwoo looked me in the eyes, ready for what was going to come next but I still had questions that needed answering. I'm sure he found me for them but I didn't know why they wanted me and why the hell did they want Changmo after everything that devil was capable of. "Did they tell you why they were looking for me?" I asked. "Outside of a long overdue mission to kill you?" I whipped him upside the head with my gun. A trickle of blood started to trail down the side of his head. He groaned a little in pain and then regained his composure; he looked up and he smiled, "They need you and I'm sure they'll propose a nice deal to you, provided you can keep your men at bay and give them everything they want." "You're not telling me what they want Code!" He was pissing me off with all the games. I punched at his face again, a few punches hard enough for my knuckles to swell and so did his face. One of his eyes closed and his lip seemed to split more. His jaw took the worst of my beating. The door opened and I pointed my gun towards it, seeing Christian walking in. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked upset. "We need to go, there's company on the way." He said "I'm not done yet." "Y/N." "I said I'm not done!" I snapped at him. He narrowed his eyes on me and I knew already he was recognizing the change in me. He looked from me to Code and saw his wounds, I had little bits of his blood on me and the gun I was now pointing back at his head didn't look any better. Their justification for killing was for the protection of the thousands of lives in the world. My justification for killing was survival or orders. Code was right, I lived for this. I didn't choose this by some random act of fate, I let myself get this deep. I wasn't afraid of White fang, their men were ruthless though and I had no desire to work with them but I couldn't very well kill everyone on my own. I looked to Code to finish the conversation. "Tell me what I need to know." "There's a plan that Changmo is enacting, one that you were around during its inception. A lot of key figures are involved." He answered. "How the hell did they find out about that? I never told them a thing." "People have loose lips and were willing to go through far less torture than you went through to stay alive. You choose to keep your mouth shut even when you were on the brink of death, that kind of loyalty should've been rewarded especially because that lack of loyalty is what got others killed. You have something they want Roo but if they capture you, they'll do worse than leave you with a permanent scar and memories that leave you haunted." He said "By giving them that information you've started a war we might not survive." He glared up at me as I put my gun away and grabbed my knifd. I leaned down to whisper in his ear, "They knew I was coming." "They did." He was staring straight at Christian. His face was hard and beautiful, much too perfect for the darkness of this world. I threw my keys to Christian, "Take the bike around back I'll meet you there." He didn't argue he just told me to hurry up. Once he was gone I stabbed Sungwoo a few times in non vital areas. If he looked like he gave up information easily, White Fang would take care of him. That was the price of being neutral party, he could deal with everyone but he also had to face the punishments of revealing information that was supposed to be kept to himself. Code bent over in pain and I wiped off the blade on his shirt. I left it on the desk almost like it was our version of a white flag. "Roo." He called after me as I was leaving the office. I stopped at the door. "Good luck." He said. I gave him a peace sault before I walked out of his office and made my way to the back door. I could hear the car engines coming in close. I put my glasses back on and made it out the back and hopped onto the bike. Christian took off at what felt like breakneck speed to get us back into the city. At this point, even the city wasn't safe for me. Things had gotten way more complicated than I would've liked. I thought everything over as we made our way back to the garage where we kept the bikes. Woo had arrived much later; he had been keeping a lock out closer to where the cars entered the red light district and had noticed the usual signs of a gangs arrival. I had changed my hair and grew it out from when I was with Changmo's gang. I got the ox tattoo much later so they couldn't have recognized me by those features but whoever was spying knew my face. That must've been the reason for Changmo showing back up all of a sudden and to be picked up on Christian and Woo's agency meant he was making really high stakes moves. When Woo met up with us, he looked to Chrisitian like he had some secret information for him and didn't know whether or not to tell him in front of me. I was looking at Christian myself, wondering if he saw me in a new light now or if he was waiting to see just how far I would go. Young Woo seemed to notice the tension between us and looked at me as if I was the cause of it all. I suppose it wasn't entirely false. "What happened?" Young Woo asked. "Ask her." Christian looked at me almost as if he wasn't sure he knew who I was anymore. I sighed, "A lot happened." "You've got more blood on your hands. Did you kill him?" Christian asked. "Whoa, what did you do Y/N?" Woo asked. "Relax, I didn't kill him. He was my friend-- in another life." "That's how you treat your friends?" Christian said. "There's a code of conduct each gang has to follow. He knew there was punishment coming for what he did." "But you're not apart of a gang anymore Y/N, right? What's going on with you?" Woo asked. I stood up annoyed. I wanted a drink and I wanted to leave. There was a very big part of me that just wanted to handle this on my own. I was combative at the moment. Sleeping with one of them might've calmed me down but when the situation came back I'd only become combative again. When I was working Changmo, we had an understanding. We could work together but our ways of working together were very similar. The only way I could work with these guys is if I was willing to work like them or they would work like me. The thing was, I wasn't going to survive playing by the book with them. I wasn't sure what I could do to keep the old me from resurfacing. She was already making a come back and if it wasn't for the gangs arriving as soon as they did I probably would've done worse to Sungwoo. Sungwoo would warn them that I was going to come after them. The only way to start that was to get help from my boys but I wasn't even sure they would talk to me. Woo and Christian would probably be against adding anymore criminals in this mix. I just let out a heavy breath and walked away from them but they followed, calling after me. "We're not done talking." Christian said "You two are welcome to babble on if you want but I'm not in the mood." "Y/N what's going on? You've been different ever since yesterday. You're acting different, like a-" Woo cut himself off. I stopped in my tracks and turned to look at him. "Like a what? Like a criminal? That's right because as far as you two are concerned that's who I am right." "We don't think that." Christian said. "Don't you? I can see it in your eyes and the two things I know about the both of you is that Woo you're all about your job, the rules the regulations, all of it and Christian, you're all about loyalty. You feel betrayed don't you. Not just from what you saw but what you heard." I said. Woo looked between the two of us and stepped towards me. I pulled my gun back out and held it up to him. My hands weren't shaking, they were still but the rush in my veins made my body feel like it was vibrating. "This is how you see me right? Bad girl with a gun? I promise you both I know how to use it and I very rarely miss. Being a part of the Changmo's mob fed into my desire for life, I didn't just value it more but I risked it a lot more. One fight after another, one body after another. That life is about kill or be killed so the only way I survive this is to go back to who I used to be. No mercy. Any sign of weakness will get all of us killed." I said "We know that you have to do what's necessary but don't lose yourself in the process. You live through this, we go back to our old lives." Woo said "Then you have to be willing to kill everyone." There was conflict in there faces but these mobsters had friends in high places. Changmo was the top one and if what Sungwoo told me was true then he was really about to open up an operation that would cause more chaos than what we could contain. Changmo had to die at the end of this, even if it got me killed I had to take him with me. I couldn't let him reach his goal. "Come sit down and just tell us what we need to know so we can create a plan." Christian said. I couldn't fight it anymore. He was right we needed a plan one that helped us achieve the ultimate goal but we had to agree on that goal. The only way I maybe able to get them to agree to that goal was if they agreed to kill Changmo but that also meant I had to eliminate the threat of White Fang. Even as I stood between them, I realized I knew one way to get them to back off of me and it was dangerous as hell. So I went back to the underground layer of the garage and took a seat at the round table we had sitting by the wall. Woo and Christian sat in front of me and I took a moment to collect my thoughts before I said, "Changmo has connections in the government, Moon Taeil is one of them." "The trade Commissioner?" Christian asked surprised. "Yeah. Taeil helps get shipments of drugs pushed through checks easily. Changmo works for him, except they hate each other. Taeil is too unpredictable and Changmo doesn't like the risk that he poses against him. During my last year with him, Taeil became ill. The media said he was sick but in truth, he was poisoned." "Please don't tell me you poisoned the trade commissioner." Woo said putting his hand to his face. "Kind of jumping the gun a little don't you think? Don't worry it wasn't me. Changmo did it as a warning for Taeil to keep up his end of the deal. Changmo had products coming in from all over the world and Taeil was advocating a bill to be passed to crack down on illegal trading while simultaneously trying to force Changmo to bring in more products. Taeil ended up enlisting the White Fang to take care of Changmo. However, The White Fang wanted Changmo's territory as well as some other information. They caused a distraction when we were out and in my attempt to protect Changmo I was captured--they tortured me for information." Christian covered his mouth while an expression of anguish on his face quickly turned into anger. His eyebrows narrowed down and as his hand lowered to his chin I could see his lips press together. His jaw was tight and I could tell he was really trying to hold back how pissed off he was because he had put it together. What he heard from Code, the white fang were the people that tortured me to almost near death. It made me feel loved by him and I wanted to smile but the memory of being tortured wouldn't allow me to. Woo looked at Christian then me, waiting for me to continue. Woo's expression was harder than Christian's; it made it hard for me to read his expression. "Taeil knew that Changmo was starting to work on something and he wanted the White Fang to take him out but the White Fang's leader wanted to know exactly what that was so they could use it as leverage if Taeil became a threat to them. It sparked a war between the two gangs which distracted Changmo from his goal for a while." "What was the goal though?" Christian asked. "You see there's a chain of command in Seoul. Changmo is a very influential and prominent mobsters but Taeil is far more influential. Taeil has Changmo keep the ADA and judges in check in turn they keep certain police chiefs in check and their corrupt cops as well, some he pays off others he sells drugs too. There are other politicians I heard were buying nights with prostitutes but I never knew who. Changmo wants to disrupt this system though. He was sick of Taeil's orders and during my last year with him he started formulating a plot, not just to remove Taeil from his position but to place someone else on top." "Just because he hated Taeil?" Woo said not convinced. I gave him a half hearted smile. "Don't you understand, by disrupting the chain of command and putting his men in place Changmo automatically because far more powerful than Taeil ever was. Changmo is a dreamer, he aspires to reach higher in his goals. He owns restaurants, bars; he's invested so much money into a record label he practically owns it. Changmo is obsessed with money and power and anyone who gets in the way of his plans will be eliminated. I don't know who Changmo has in place to replace Taeil but if he's starting to make his move now, Moon Taeil will be dead soon." I said Woo and Christian were silent for awhile. Perhaps they were wondering how in the hell their government system became so corrupt or how someone as young as Ku Changmo became so powerful. They underestimated him for one, just because he was young didn't mean he wasn't calculated. His ambitions spurred him on and a man with ambitions will stop at nothing to achieve them. I used to believe that made him interesting, inspiring even but now I know it makes him dangerous. He has nothing else he cares about, nothing he loves. Despite his need for loyalty among his men, it was troubling he had no loyalty for anyone but himself. Many times I risked my life to protect him and in his mind I was only doing what I was hired to do. Although, I can't say my attempts at trying to protect him were entirely noble but I was loyal to him. As Christian and Young Woo processed the information I gave them, I was thinking about how to disrupt the White Fangs facility. I knew my boys could help me with that and the thought of explosions and chaos was building adrenaline in me but also making me a little turned on. In order for me to do this though, I would have to get away from Young Woo and Christian. I looked at them and saw the dark expression on their faces. They looked grave as if they knew now they couldn't truly trust anyone. I wondered if they thought the same about me. Then I thought even deeper, wondering if they should trust me. I was already regressing slowly into the violent son of a bitch I used to be and I was already enjoying it so much that I really wanted more. My fear was that they would eventually notice that eagerness to be a disaster queen, to once again become the devil's apprentice. Would they notice it before I fully reverted back or would they be too late? I wondered even more, if I survived this, if I won....Would I truly be able to go back to my daily life with them? Would they be enough to satisfy this never ending need for a thrill or would I always deep down crave danger and chaos? "Let me ask you something, you've been with us for two years now; how long before we met where you out of Changmo's life?" Woo asked. "A year." "So why did it take him three years to start his plan?" "Because these things take time and Changmo can be patient when a plan requires it. Like I said, the war with White Fang was a bit of a distraction but he was still able to start putting people in place. Not to mention he needs his inside man to gain favor among the public and other politicians, it takes time to form bonds. His plan isn't something that just ends with Taeil. It's done in phases it expands through time. To be quite honest, cutting off the head of the snake won't stop the devil's plan. Changmo's influence is like an infection, it creeps in and slowly spreads from one person to the next; before you know it, you have an epidemic on your hands. I wouldn't be surprised if he had connections inside your agency as well." "Don't go there." Christian warned. I gave him a soft smile. I could see something in his eyes. A reflection of anger and confusion. He was wondering what to do next, they both were but there was something else lingering in his mind. I was almost positive I knew what it was too. He couldn't let it go, I wondered for a second how much it was on Woo's mind but at the moment I cared more about Christian. How deeply was he thinking about the scar on my back, the story behind it that I had hidden for so long and still they didn't know the extent of the torture I endured. Did he hate me or hate the Fang? Did he want revenge, was bloodlust flowing through his veins? The thought of that excited me, my well groomed ever so flawless lover, always so gentle and kind towards me becoming a violent man. I imagined the men that tortured me hanging up from the ceiling the way I was, me pressing the button that pulled them up higher and Christian working at their core like they were a punching bag. I imagined beads of sweat building and dripping down his body, the scent of man and blood in the air as he carved out pieces of their flesh and rubbed salt in their wounds. I took some sadistic pleasure in the imagery my mind created but these were things Woo would do. I saw Christian kill with a gun, with very little conviction but guns made killing impersonal sometimes. Knives made everything personal, up close in the face of a victim made the killing all the more sweet. Don't get me wrong it wasn't that I loved killing, it wasn't bloodlust like Code said. However, I prided myself in being good at what I did and a personal kill made my adrenaline pump so much faster. My body knew how to get its high: a shoot out, a boxing match, a chase, sex... I was able to get naturally high and I loved it. Christian told Woo to go to their headquarters to inform their boss of everything they learned. It was no surprise to me that Woo wanted orders on how they should proceed next. Woo asked Christian if he was coming with him but Christian used the excuse that he needed to stay behind to protect me. I would've argued against it but I could see the look in his eyes. Protection wasn't on his mind; it was the first time I saw my softer lover look so...dangerous. Woo left while jokingly telling us not to have too much fun without him. Christian stared at me in silence for a long time before he made his way towards me. Now positive Woo was gone, he caressed my cheek in his hand and crashed his lips against mine. Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97
Super Junior Weekend Challenge 🌹
Hello ELF! It's Melissa with Super Junior Weekend Challenge! For this weekend's challenge, we are making Valentine's day cards for our Super Junior bias. Here are the ones I made for my bias, Siwon. I hope you all enjoy them. Until next time ELF! ELF Reps: @MelissaGarza @Just2BLoved @kpopfan88 @QueenPandaBunny ELF Tag List This is the Super Junior "Sapphire Ocean" tag list. It will only be used by our ELF Reps . Please leave a comment saying if you want to be added or removed to this list. One of our ELF Reps will reply to your comment Changes will occur from the next card on!!!!! #: @4dalientae A: @addri @AlexisCortez @AlyssaGelet818 @AnnieGoodman @AubriePope B: @baileykayleen @bangsuju @Brawner13 C: @cardboardart @ChelseaJay @CheyenneJessee @ChristineO84 @cns1391 @CouchPotato @CristinReynolds @cue2pal D: @DalyRomero @dallasyamane @dalenalw @Defy24601 @deilig @DonnaSearles @DucklingYoongi E: @EvilGenius @EmilyGardner @Recurrent @EsmeraldaCayeta @ESwee F: @FalseLove G: @GamingAirbender @GamerKyumin @GilMaritsa H: @HerosBells I: @IkutoZero @InfinitySky @isabelad90 @IsoldaPazo @ItsMari @Izzy987 J: @JasminMartinez @Jinnyrod3 @Juliag13 @jumbled2 K: @kandle779 @KarlythePanda66 @karinamiranda81 @KellyOConnor @Keniaaxox @kpopandkimchi @kpopfan88 @Kirinacorn81 L: @lashonda0917 @Lelulgc @LiyahBoon @lop0929 M: @MadAndrea @MaelstromVIP @matty0203 @MelissaGarza @megancurrent9 @merryjayne13 @Minnieluvs @MirandaStephens @MrsKyuhyunCo N: @NadineEsquivel @NasiaWright @nnatalieg O: @otakukpoper P: @pharmgirlerin @PrincessUnicorn @PilaVaj Q: @QueenyCrossGene R: @resavalencia @Rebecca22 @robertakm64 S: @Sailynn @samcorsam @sherrysahar @SHINee4ever @SierraPaske @SimplyAwkward @skittlerocks93 @Starbell808 @StefaniTre @SomaMorga @sugasadamsapple @SugaMint @SugaOnTop @sukkyongwanser @SweetDuella @szewwy T: @TaraJenner @Ticasensei @Tinnerz10 U: @unnieARMKey V: @VeronicaArtino @vicky1990 @VixenViVi @VKookie47 W: @WinKonVIP X: Y: @YessicaCardenas
NCT February Challenge Giveaway Announcement 📢
Hello NCTzens and WayZenNi! NCT will be joining with NCT U, NCT127, NCT Dream and WayV Communities and interest for a Challenge Giveaway. Here is NCT February Challenge for the giveaway. All you have to do is post something on that member of that day. You can post photos, videos, or even make fan art. It's a pretty simple challenge, but you have to complete it to be qualify for a chance to win the prizes. I want to first to thank @QueenPandaBunny for providing the prizes for this month's giveaway! The rules are pretty simple to follow - Must be members of NCT and WayV communities - As mentioned, must complete or close to complete the challenge - Challenge starts 2/09/2020, and ends 2/29/2020 - Please tag @QueenPandaBunny in your cards - As mentioned before, you can post anything for the member of that day. Such as photos, videos (No more then 2 per card) or even make your own fan art. See! These rules are easy to follow, right? The prizes are NCT albums! What amazing prizes right? Who would like a chance to win a album?! We are looking forward seeing your cards and participation in this giveaway. Updated Taglist: - NCTzen Council: @QueenPandaBunny @QueenyCrossGene @Yugykookie97 @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 @Starbell808 NCTzen/WayZenNi: @SimplyAwkward @IsoldaPazo @OppasManBun @jademarie4567 @Karinamiramda81 @bapastro @PrincessUnicorn @ElanorKriegel @ParkKyungSoon @vkookie47 @simpsonsamantha @KpopIsPleasing @rocklv @Candy02 @kpopayisyen @samcorsam @dalenalw @Tiffiedannie @Just2BLoved @Kyla05 @lop0929 @Halsyeon @MaeLyn @pixieiskpop *Please comment if you want to be add on NCT tag list* NCT 127 Council @QueenPandaBunny @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 NCTzens Taglist *Please comment if you would like to be added to NCTzens Taglist* My Vingle Family @Just2BLoved @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @DefSoul1994 @QueenPandaBunny @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon @MaeLyn @royalpandajedi @BBxGD @BabydollBre @JaxomB @Starbell808 @EXOahjummafan @InfiniteUtopia @SweetDuella @CLAKPOP @gabstar143 @Summertim NCT U Council @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 @QueenPandaBunny NCTzens Taglist @Just2BLoved @summertim @Starbell808 @Yugykookie97 @Halsyeon @MaeLyn *Please comment if you want to be added to tag list* My Vingle Family @Just2BLoved @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @DefSoul1994 @QueenPandaBunny @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon @MaeLyn @royalpandajedi @BBxGD @BabydollBre @JaxomB @Starbell808 @EXOahjummafan @InfiniteUtopia @SweetDuella @CLAKPOP @Yugykookie97 @gabstar143 WayV Council: @kpopfan88 @QueenPandaBunny @MelissaGarza *Please comment if you would like to be added to WayV tag list* My Vingle Family @Just2BLoved @luna1171 @LiyahBoon @DefSoul1994 @QueenPandaBunny @QueenyCrossGene @Halsyeon @MaeLyn @royalpandajedi @BBxGD @BabydollBre @JaxomB @Starbell808 @EXOahjummafan @InfiniteUtopia @SweetDuella @CLAKPOP @Yugykookie97 @gabstar143
Two dangerous Ch.5
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Five "Here's the thing, we wouldn't be in this situation if you had just looked the other way when you found out I was alive but clearly you just couldn't miss the sweet opportunity to try and capture me again." I said. He stared at me while my gun stayed aimed on him. My tone was icy cold and yet there was some flicker of amusement in it. He looked deeply displeased with the situation but he knew I was telling the truth. Had he left well enough alone, we wouldn't be here right now. Woo and Christian would probably be fucking me and be none the wiser to my bloody past. Now, he had reawakened a demon that was staring him in the eyes and very much wanted devour his soul. "So here's the deal. You and me are going to work together to get rid of Changmo in the same instance Taeil will be killed as well freeing you from all his ties." "What makes you think I want Taeil dead? I get a great deal from him." "Moon Taeil is an annoying problem, not just to Changmo but to your gang as well. As long as he's in his position, he'll do nothing but issue orders to you and, when you become a problem, he'll have you killed. By getting rid of him, you'll be able to move your own men in the same direction. You'll have unlimited control. The deal: I help you get rid of the people interfering in your business and in exchange, I get back to my life. Not Yong Roo's life, the one you disrupted, Y/N Jackson's life and you have to do a cease fire with the other gangs." He laughed, "A cease fire? What makes you think anyone will be willing to do that?" "Well, with Changmo out of the way his gang will need to reestablish who's boss and get all their affairs in order, will there be any time for a gang war? The fact of the matter is killing Changmo won't necessarily mean that his gang dies with him. They'll be in disarray as the next man comes to take his seat. Offering a cease fire would mean that you all can negotiate terms without any further blood shed. Not to mention if you can get all the mob bosses together for a meeting, there will be no need for violence. Changmo won't be the kingpin, you will be. This will allow the police to look the other way while you all get back to business. You'll need to have your own men infiltrate the systems, police officers, ADAs, judges. You have influence but not the way he does, it's time to change that. I would suggest setting up a meeting place for negotiations. Han's Seoul would be perfect, just amp up security." He laughed again like the suggestion of Code's place was appropriate. Changmo had his claws in the shop but like I said, every gang came to Code because he was a neutral party. The problem was, even though the fighting wasn't supposed to happen, it did. I doubted that was where his reservations lied. "You think we would trust your friend to something so important." He gave a stale chuckle. I cocked an eyebrow, "My friend? You must be mistaken, Code and his business are neutral territory. Not only do all of you already deal business together there but he holds secrets for all of you. Code is smart enough to know if the stakes are risen high enough then he'll have to enforce the rules a lot more than he is now. Things are going to change Dong gab. Embrace that change, control it if you have to. With Changmo gone, you could reclaim the title of badass mob boss." "Let me ask you then, who would be the one that delivers the final blow to Changmo?" I smiled, "Let's just say which ever one of us gets to him first." "And if I refuse?" "Do you really believe you have a choice at this point? If you don't do it I'll kill you right now, I'll burn this place to the ground and my men can destroy what remains of your warehouses." I could tell he was biting the inside of his lip. He was annoyed and that amused me. He was starting to see the situation he got himself in; to think, only three people caused so much chaos. My phone buzzed from a text, I knew it was either John or Rick. I looked at it and saw that Rick was telling me they were at the next location. I grinned and looked at Dong gab, "Well, looks like you've got thirty seconds to decide what you want to do or I send the order out to blow up the wearhouses." I said. I made a ticking noise with my teeth. He glared at me but a grin only grew on my lips even more. I gave him the full thirty seconds and said, "Well, fine with me." I raised my gun at him and aimed but before I pulled the trigger he said, "Fine! -- You have a deal." I grinned, "Good." I texted Rick back to tell him to blow up the wearhouse anyway just so I could make sure that Dong gab understood I was serious. We started formulating a plan on how we would work together to take down Changmo. I needed to go back to Woo and Christian to find out what they knew about his next moves. At the same time, Dong gab was tasked with getting information from Taeil. He didn't need to know that we were in cahoots with each other even if it was for a small period of time. I would go back to Code to explain to him what his new role would be as soon as everything was formulated. I was sure even Dong gab saw the benefit in avoiding gang wars from now on but he didn't want to give in so easily. I think he failed to realize that I wasn't going to tell any one that we made the deal. I didn't like him and I didn't want to be in the mob anymore. Christian wanted me to come back, he expected me to return as the person I was. I only hoped I could. "How will we communicate?" Dong gab asked. "You can call my cell, considering we've reached an agreement, I should be able to go home without the worry of your men trying to kidnap me again. Besides, I assume your men will be busy gathering information and cleaning up the ashes of your wearhouses." I hopped up out of the chair and went to the dead body of his guarded soldier, the one I stuck my knife in. I took back the knife that was still shoved in his core and wiped the blood off on my pants. I saluted a goodbye to him; he called after me asking what my number was. I told him to look it up. I quickly headed down the stairs and out of the building. I found the Maserati and drove back to the house. I found my phone but called John on the burner phone, "Listen, would you guys be able to help me out still?" I asked. "Of course, what do you need?" John asked. "I need you to get me the files on any new politians in the last five years. Anyone lobbying for trade commissioner, new ADA's, national assembly members and I need their background." "I take it your meeting went well." "As well as can be expected. I need to move quick though, Dong gab agreed to the deal but if everything doesn't go down the way it should I could be opening the gates of hell right in Seoul city." "I see the urgency. I'll get a call to my contacts and get the information as soon as possible." "Thanks John." "Oh and Roo- it was good seeing you again." I smiled on the phone but didn't respond. I'm sure he already knew that I was happy to see him and Rick again. I told him goodbye and hung up the phone, then texted the guys to come back home so we could talk. I went to the bathroom after shedding my clothes and turned on the water. I stood under the steaming water and watched the red on my hands stream down the tub and to the drain. Flashes of the bodies of soldiers I killed under the violent red light in the cool hallway passed my mind. I could smell blood, I could taste it on my tongue. There was only more to come, more death, more chaos. I felt like the mistress of the two. I looked at my hands, I stared at them long enough and noticed they were starting to shake. The motion was subtle but I could see it. Adrenaline was still pumping in me or rather it died down and came back as the memories flooded my brain. In the back of my mind, I always knew I couldn't out run my past. I changed my patterns, my looks, my hobbies. I dated two of the most secure men I knew but it wasn't enough to hide form it. Ironically enough, it wasn't even Changmo that found out I was alive and I was in one of the most crowded places in Seoul. It was easier for me to blend in than it was for me to fade out but it wasn't enough. The flashes went through my mind again with the sounds of bullets and even the flash grenade I used ringing in my ears. It echoed in my mind and I both enjoyed it and hated it. This would end with a show down with me and Changmo, I was always aware of that but I was determined to be the winner. Dong gab's question kind of lingered in my mind, which one if us would get to kill Changmo? I wanted it to be me to deliver that final blow, to look him in the eyes when I finally killed him. I wanted him to know why he had to die: a life for a life. After washing up, I started cutting my hair. It wasn't as short as it was when I was running with Changmo's gang. Back then, I had one side shaved down and I kept my hair color a flaming red. I went to my emergency kit and pulled out the hair dye I had bought for emergencies. There was bleach in there and I went ahead and started dying my hair blonde. Young Woo came in just as I was blow drying my hair. He must've saw my clothes because, as he hurried to the bathroom calling my name, there was alarm in his voice. I turned to look at him and he stopped dead in his tracks as he saw my long strands of brown hair on the bathroom floor. I was standing there in my black bra and underwear with the blow dryer in my hand; he was able to see the new graze I got which was a lot shallower than the first one. "What happened?" He asked. "I took care of a problem." I said. I passed by him as I left the bathroom and sat on the bed. I ran my fingers through my now dry blonde hair. "Are you alright?" He asked. I sighed and leaned back on the bed feeling the smoothness of the sheets. For some reason, the thread count awakened my body like it was the first time I had felt the softness of these sheets. I was less confused and more enthralled with the sensations. I snapped up and smiled at him. He looked at me oddly and I descended the bed to walk up to him. I pushed up on my toes to reach for his neck and wrapped my arms around him. I tried to kiss him but he pulled me back and looked me in the eyes like he was examining me. His eyebrows were low and his lips were in that sexy pout, it was such a salacious look to me. I smiled at him with a little chuckle, "What?" "You didn't answer my question." "What question?" "Are you okay?" He asked again. He set me down on the bed and I gripped onto his shirt and pulled him close to me as I leaned back again, "I feel fantastic!" I purred. My mouth crashed into his and I pulled him onto me. His hand slid over my grazes softly but he moved like he was trying to free himself from me or maybe he was fighting his own desires. I giggled as he got up but he looked less amused. "Why did you cut your hair?" He asked. "I needed a new look." "Are you drunk or high?" I hummed, "Not drunk but perhaps high." I placed my hand to my heart, the tempo was fast like the beating of a drum. I smiled; I felt new. I wasn't pissed off anymore I was excited. Even though I had made the deal to go back to my new life, it was thrilling to be involved in this mess. Maybe Code was right, maybe I really did live for it. I sat up on my knees to look Woo in the eyes and then I stood up on the bed. My hands trailed over my body like I was doing a little seductive dance while I touched myself. My hands squeezed my breasts and slid over my thighs. I felt high off the adrenaline, off the rush of dopamine and serotonin mixing in me like a delicious serum, a potion that was purely intoxicating. I beckoned him to me with a finger so he would come closer. He put his hands in his pockets with a sigh, "I think we need to talk about Changmo and what the agency decided." "I don't care what your agency decided." "Didn't we agree to work together?" I stepped off the bed and walked over to him, my hands slid up his chest. "I don't remember agreeing to that." I teased. My two fingers crawled over his shoulder and he grabbed my arms and yanked me away from him. He lowered himself until his eyes were in line with mine. I smiled at him mischievously and he looked at me utterly confused. Perhaps he was wondering why I wasn't taking this seriously. I wasn't taking it seriously because I was utterly turned on. That was always the trigger for me and Changmo hooking up. After a mission, my blood would be pumping so much that I wanted nothing more than to jump his bones and right now that's what I wanted to do to Young Woo. "What the hell is going on with you? Why did you call us here; I thought you were in trouble and here you are playing around." "Okay one, you took way to long to get here if you thought I was in trouble. Two where the hell is Christian and three I told you I took care of it. The White Fang wouldn't dare to attack us here again. Not if they know what's good for them." "Y/N--what did you do?" He asked. I grinned, "I became the devil's apprentice again." He stood up straight and looked at me like he couldn't believe what I was saying. He knew exactly what I meant by that without me having to explain the title. He put all the pieces together and now he seemed to really understand the person I used to be. Roo was shinning through me and only a little of Y/N was remaining. I felt like a completely different person. The thrill of fighting against so many people, my life at risk again; I felt alive. I also felt energized and I needed a way to filter it out. I was excited body and mind; I just wanted to release it all. "Y/N." He called me cautiously. I was fidgeting, dancing in the room and I turned my head to see him when he called me. I smiled and hummed an answer. He looked like he didn't even know me so I decided to remind him. I quickly grabbed him and pushed him to the bed. I crawled over him and ripped his button up shirt open. Buttons popped and flew to the window and rattled on the floor as they landed. I licked up his exposed chest moving slowly with those long licks. His stomach sinking like it was trying to flee the warm trail I was making. He gave into me as I straddled the side of his face and pushed my panties to the side. He started to lick up my core, long strokes of his tongue greeted my lips below and I felt the heat inside of me rise. My body reacted like he had turned on a switch and I was already wet from the previous excitement I had had when I was killing off Dong Gab's soldiers. I could hear him lick, the wet smacks reaching my ears and my hands grabbed my clothed breasts. I whined and rolled my hips along his face. I sank down on him then gasped at the feeling of his tongue pushing inside of me. I nearly screamed, my legs shook and I ran my fingers through his hair. I suddenly got the idea to suck him off while he ate me out. I popped off of him and turned so my face was by his groin. I felt his tongue come back to me, licking furiously like he meant to devour me. Once he was released from his boxers I engorged myself with his sex, my mouth watering at the taste of his slightly salty skin. He had a manly smell but it was also dirty and it turned me on more. It seemed like we were at a competition with each other as I sucked on him hard. His tip was teased by my tongue while his tongue flicked my clit. I moaned on his dick while my hips wiggled above his face. I tried to ride my sex along his face feeling like I was racing to a finish line. Some part of me wanted to reach that high first the other half wanted me to get him there first. He flipped us over, now lost in the passions of our sucking. He drove his hips deeper into my throat and, even though I made gaging noises, I didn't attempt to flee him like I normally did. I drowned in his taste, allowed my saliva to coat him while his fingers pushed past my lips into my core and hooked up. My heart was a drum beating harshly in my ears. Just as easily as he had flipped us, he pushed up on his knees and freed his throbbing heat from my mouth. He turned until he was facing me, flipping me on my stomach and ripping my panties off my buttocks. He laid me flat on the bed and slid inside of me from behind. He pushed into me deep and hard knowing just how I liked it. He reached for my head, his large hand grabbing me by my neck from behind. Luscious moans filled the room, mine coming in tune with his to create a chaotic harmony. I wasn't sure if he noticed the sound of the door opening but I had and I was sure it was Christian coming in. I felt Woo's body come down to me, his chest pressed up against the ugly scars on my back. He didn't care, he questioned them once when he saw them but never asked again. My scars didn't bother him. I don't think they bothered Christian either I think he just wanted to know who had hurt me. I think he wanted to know so he could do something about it but I had already killed them all. I felt like a demon rising from the underground taking mad pleasure in humanity's sins. The dominance of Woo was something I fell in love with. His seriousness, his angry pout, all of it was something for me to get lost in. The door opened and Christian stood at the threshold watching us with slightly entranced eyes. There was a soft glimmer of lust in them but there was something over powering the passion in his pants. Woo turned my top half a little while he continued to thrust himself powerfully inside of me. He leaned down to kiss me hard. His lips were harsh, over taking me and it felt like he was draining me of my toxic arousal. He must've know, must've caught on that it was the excitement that had me acting differently. He whispered in my ear, "Make Daddy come, babygirl." He demanded. I felt my clit twitch as he said that. My breath left me like I'd never inhale ever again. I felt his hand slap the side of my ass and I squeezed on the sheets. I made my walls clamp down on him feeling myself going crazy. I was so close I thought I was going to explode beneath him. He groaned as he moved his hips powerfully inside me, his fingers dug into my body as he seemed to be reaching his climax much faster than me. All my wet juices and walls tightening on him was getting him there faster. He had reached his ending before me but he kept moving, trying to get me there too. Christian walked over to help, kissing me while Woo kept moving. His fingers pinched my nipple through my bra making me moan hard as he twisted them. His tongue snaking in my mouth until my senses were over loaded and my sex was over stimulated bursting with hot passion. I flipped over until I was on top of Woo and I started riding him, bouncing up and down while Christian moved to the side to kiss me. I came down on him one last time feeling the violent vibrations of my climax. I panted as I laid down on the bed waiting to catch my breath again. My toes curled a little and Woo got up so he could go clean himself up. Christian commented on my hair noting that, while he liked the color on me, he wondered why I had cut and dyed it. There was a lot that was going to happen soon and I wanted to make sure that if Changmo got wind of me being alive he wouldn't recognize me. There were some techniques that I had I was sure that he would notice. Woo came back out of the bathroom and walked over to me. His hand caressed my cheek and he kissed me softly before he said, "Better?" I gave a stale laugh and sighed, "Better." "So anyone wanna tell me why we're back here?" Christian asked. "Oh it's secure now. I had a talk with the leader of the White Fang. I'm sure we've reached an understanding. " I pointed to bloodied clothes on the floor. Christian looked at them then to Woo and back to me. There was a look of horror that flashed through his face before shock over took him. It was enough to snap me back a little and realize that maybe I was freaking them out. They may have had to kill before but nine times out of ten I doubted they had to kill as brutally as me. Even more, their kills were less personal. I gave him a sad look because for a moment I thought he hated me, maybe he was even disgusted by me. I felt my heart twist like he had struck me with my own knife. "Please don't tell me you killed him." Christian said. "No of course not. I need him." "Y/N you're starting a war." Woo said. "Not a war, a revolution. I have a plan okay Woo." "What is it, to get yourself killed?" Christian said He sounded annoyed but scared for me at the same time. I felt slightly less pain hearing that tone. I didn't want them to know my whole plan, they might ruin it and if I didn't do everything how I had planned it out I might loose them in the process. "Relax Christian. Shin isn't stupid; he stands to gain a lot more by complying with me than he does by coming after me and he knows it." "Removing Changmo gives him more access to territory and a way to set his men into place. Please don't tell me you promised him all of that." Woo asked. I scoffed as I headed over to my dresser drawer to grab clothes and get dressed. "You should know me better than that Woo. I don't make promises I can't keep. We made a deal yes but it wasn't for something I have no control in giving him. I will say however, it will give me my life back. The one I share with you. That is if you still want me." I turned to look at them and Christian stepped forward a little, "Will it really?" I stared him in the eyes, "Remember what I told you." He nodded. I smiled and gave him a wink before walking over to him and giving him a soft kiss on the lips. I looked to Woo while leaning against Christian. He looked at us as if we were sharing some kind of secret and I suppose we were. "So, what did your boss say?" I asked. "They believe Changmo maybe setting up to get of Taeil like you said. We just can't pin point who he's giving the orders to or when it'll happen. So we've been ordered to watch over Taeil in secret." Woo said. "Y/N do you know of anyone he might be putting in position? Someone he might have in mind?" "No, I told you I never knew; however, knowing Changmo, he probably always had an idea of who he was going to put in Taeil's position. Don't worry though, I'm working on it." "How?" Woo asked. I placed a finger over my lips to tell them it was a secret. Woo looked visibly annoyed that I wouldn't share information with him. I walked over and kissed him and then went back to Christian to kiss him. I grabbed my phone and my burner phone and stuck them in my pocket before grabbing my keys. I quickly swiped my jacket off the floor as Christian asked me where I was going. I told them they could call me if they needed me but I was off to the studio. That was an obvious lie though. I actually headed back to Rick and John's apartment. I had to slip through the back way the same way I did before and made it up to their apartment door. I knocked on the door and Rick looked at me curiously, "Are you trying to confuse us?" I laughed as I made my way through the door and he closed it behind me. I walked into the living room seeing John sitting at the computer working furiously. I was finally noticing that their living room was a mess. I was too focused on reaching my goal to pay attention the first time. I could hear the sound of the washing machine turning somewhere in the apartment. Their place was deceptively large. It smelled of cigarette smoke and booze. I made my way over to the computer where John was at and leaned over his shoulder. "What cha doing?" I asked. "A few things, hacking into security cameras, finding schedules, the list you wanted is getting worked up so far we have twenty seven canidates." "Sounds like a tone of work." I said. "Yeah well, nothing like getting back to the basics." I hummed but it wasn't in agreement. I watched his computer go through different pages, boxes popped up and disappeared on one screen while a matrix code changed on another. The one he was looking directly at had security tapes up, three separate screens he was trying to look through all at once. John was good at that stuff. I noticed a bag on the side of his computer tray and looked back at Rick, "You let him take from the White Fang?" I asked him. He held his hands up in defense, "Why do you say it like I can control him?" "There's a reason why I did it Roo. I can use it later but you have to trust me." "Of course I trust you." "How did it go with Dong gab?" Rick asked. "As I expected. Which means I have to start doing my part. I'lll go see Code tomorrow and get everything set up before I go back to see him. By the end of this, White Fang should be on top. Hey Rick, would you be able to accompany me to a little party?" He grinned at me with some sort of cautious look in his eye. I laughed but he agreed. I needed him to cause a distraction while I snuck into a very guarded place. I thought to ask Christian but it was best to keep him as far away from the problem as possible. I was actually grateful their boss just wanted them to keep an eye on Taeil. I figured that's about all they would do anyway. I wanted to go back home but I'm ninety percent sure that Woo would've tried to interrogate me like I was one of his targets. Things had become tense with all of us since this started. We were only two days in and Roo was causing just as much of a rift between us as the mob's were. I looked back at John's computer seeing a name pop up on the list. I leaned in close to make sure I was seeing it clearly. I grinned and let out a soft chuckle. I was more amused by who it was than surprised. John looked at me and Rick came over. "What? What do you see?" "My first target. Change of plans Rick, we don't need to go to a party," I turned to look back at him, my grin growing even more, "we're going underground." His eyebrows narrowed and knitted together in confusion. He looked at the list but couldn't see what I saw; he looked at me and said, "Who are we after?" "A former black market salesman for my old boss. He used to work very closely with politicians and he's on the list to be considered for the national assembly." "Meaning?" John asked. "Meaning he's the one that has all the dirt on the other politicians and he's our first suspect. Lim Sungbin, it's been way too long." I chuckled. 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